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二零一三年，七月。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZiJ09biy4
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回想起當初接到的那通電話、你的死訊、那時的我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObmvsC0t9u
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一個好好的人莫名其妙就死了，我怎麼能接受？當下要怎麼接受？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte1U0VRRRW
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那之後呢？我是怎麼過的？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIPkr0rGVO
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我站起身，看著瑀。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljgFSWtu7G
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「我還在等妳。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA95pN3Wk48
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……其實我一直假裝你還活著喔，那段時間我是這樣撐過來的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIUdr4LMbw
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如果我不這樣逃避下去，我一定會崩潰的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy9RBudExE
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如果之後那一年沒有面對朋友的死別，我不會來見你的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MyYL6UsTM
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如果這是你注定逃不過的劫，那我也注定是要面對的。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNakVN9fJ4O
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你有看見我的成長嗎？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgGM53osFe
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希望你有看到。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyPqPjTuex
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「下次，在來看你。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb7IK3vfFM
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我擦去臉頰上殘餘的淚水，輕輕替瑀關上門。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWGPU0acwv
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一定會在來的，我在心裡發誓著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSAof2pKXE
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轉過身離開了這間房間，走回電梯所在的位置，阿龍跟小迪果然在那等我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW6tKtU8Nm
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「有把想說的都說了嗎？」一停下腳步，阿龍便開口。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JypUC4dxP
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我點頭，並給了阿龍一個微笑。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNrxwwIprO
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「阿楊一定很開心。」小迪說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDOsz8ANX7
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小迪恢復的很快，現在的他臉上已經掛著笑容，完全看不出來剛剛有哭過。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl6NGtlm5k
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我也想要這麼堅強。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdjyuipgjW
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阿龍按了電梯鈕，等到電梯門打開後我們三個一起走進去，下樓。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQBO0mEqq9
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離開這裡回到車上的這短短幾分鐘，都沒有人開口講話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSBWyFxAHh
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回到停車的地方，打開一半的車門，我停下了動作，回頭看著金寶塔。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pvryvODql
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「阿楊一直很努力的想活下去，我們到醫院的時候他還在奮鬥。」阿龍不知道什麼時候下了車，走到我旁邊、手放上了我的肩。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAzKRGrWxC
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「他直到生命結束的那一刻，一定都還掛念著妳，不管妳以後會喜歡上誰、跟誰結婚，我希望你不要忘記阿楊、希望妳記得這世上曾經有個人非常的在乎妳，甚至到死亡。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWP6Uzh6os
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怎麼可能會忘記。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05OhRTq5lA
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我很想這樣回答阿龍，但此刻的我卻什麼話也說不出來。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniaH9tTHHZ
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即使沒有留下深刻的回憶，我也不會忘記。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG5pDVSkEH
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對阿龍點了頭，再次回頭看了金寶塔一眼，淺笑。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGh4V5Fd9e
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謝謝。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEaIcvu4PO
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你。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM6FBFF5CM
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回到火車站時，已經下午了三點多了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVRcGyI1Yr
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阿龍一樣佔用了計程車道，我看了四周，還好沒幾輛計程車，暫時不用擔心等等會有司機來敲車窗了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkvP3fwV1P
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「橋橋妳騎車回去要小心啊！基隆的車都很沒品的。」小迪說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTenspAfNs
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「我知道，我都騎很慢。」我說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3QZTLErD3
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「下次我一定會把殷殷約出來的，阿傑就交給阿龍去約囉！我們大家在一起找個地方吃飯。」小迪用力的拍了阿龍一下，笑笑的看著我。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnYV9nBqrR
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大家。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ4OMExuHR
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我給了小迪一個微笑，但沒有回答任何話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qzOXyOeiq
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小迪跟我想的一樣吧？就算失去了肉體，瑀還是一直陪在我們身邊。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40KKLOICh5
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即使我們看不見他。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7tqBilOg1
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「自己回去小心點，有什麼需要幫忙的可以打給我們，不要都自己在那想辦法，朋友不是名詞好嗎？」阿龍轉過頭對我說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36cYm7LpSc
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「阿龍你怎麼突然長腦袋了？」小迪露出很驚訝的表情。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAlfpwakBz
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「沒有腦袋是要怎麼活啦？」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvl5a7RUBk
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「誰知道你怎麼活到現在的？我從來不覺得你有腦袋啊！你根本就是異類好嗎？願意跟你這個異類靠那麼近的人大概只有我吧！我突然覺得我好勇敢啊！」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HR6RCkn1r
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又開始了，坐在後座的我偷偷的笑了幾聲。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW82KvYkMO1
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「那我先走了哦。」我拿起包包，準備下車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx5RZmxTE6
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「我陪妳走過去。」小迪比我搶先一步下車。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc1XzVyKan
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阿龍對我點了頭，沒有說什麼的揮了一下手，表示再見。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pWcHtMj2M
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打開車門、關上，小迪很自然的勾著我的手陪我走回我停車的位置。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYMtIRMgJ8
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路程很短，過一個馬路就到了。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuizDCU1M4
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「謝謝你陪我走過來。」我說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTa8UmsTLQ
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「不用謝啦！這沒什麼。」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4XTt6fjlz
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我拿出車鑰匙，先把包包放進車廂，然後戴上安全帽。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFGDFqvqJ8
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「在士林的時候，阿楊他很受傷喔！雖然我也知道橋橋妳很受傷，但是阿楊也很難過，他跟我們說他好像講出很過分的話，他不知道該怎麼辦才好，因為妳都完全不理他了。」小迪接續著那時在車上的對話。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3N0nfx2X6
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「我很想幫阿楊，可是我發現他總是把人隔絕在外，他不會表達自己，這種困境必須由他自己走出來，在阿楊出事前他開始有在跟我們聊心事，我很開心啊！因為阿楊終於肯說出他自己心裡的煩惱，阿楊變了，明明一切都看起來那麼的好，怎麼知道突然就──」212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYXrSNBCO9
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小迪深吸一口氣，平息他想要激動的情緒。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaFzo2HmY9
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「橋橋，妳要幸福哦。」小迪握緊我的手，用我從未看過的認真表情說著。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH0JwsVxja
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「我會試著去爭取我的幸福的，小迪，謝謝你。」我說。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm1OGPhXJh
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聽到我這樣說，小迪像是放下心中那塊沉重的大石，放開了我的手。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI5xseNvRp
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「那，掰掰囉！下次見！」小迪說完，轉過身往阿龍的車那邊走去，慢慢離開我的視線。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rCjtQkKTU
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下次，會是多久呢？212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMGOUp8vEs
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我默默的搖頭，嘴角勾起了那一絲絲的微笑，發動車子、徜徉而去。212Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s3Gfq0SUo
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我珍惜著我們這多年以後的相聚，只不過過去的依舊無法從來，而我們──也不再是我們了。ns216.73.216.176da2
