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二零一零年，八月底。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9igE8YZ3L
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度過了無趣的生日後，緊接著就是開學了。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qfmp0MbQO
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新的開始、高中生活。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg974Fqya5B
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新生訓練那幾天我發現班上並沒有認識的，就算有同個國中畢業的但也只有看過對方，並不熟。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYxULQ3Bp0
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就在我舒服地躺在床上開始規畫著我美好的高中生活時，放置在一旁窗戶的手機響了。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUtKLqEwAY
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拔掉正在充電的手機，看了來電者──楊瑀峰。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYT0ngC80o
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我沒有馬上接起來，手機就握在手裡震動、發出鈴聲。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQqwOw6KCO
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淡水那天回基隆後我自己坐公車回家，沒有和他講話、沒有讓他載。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoNwj6qgZQ
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從那之後到現在我都沒有和他聯絡，而他也沒有打給我或是傳簡訊。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkorLGyx7Pz
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我在賭氣嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTYCb7SwBa
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其實氣也沒用，反倒是看開許多。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ721VWIDoDl
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是我自己擅自想改變和他的相處模式，才會搞成這種局面，能怪誰？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7NHMd1AAI
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手機停止震動作響。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSY754TNMp
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在我要把手機擺回窗戶邊的時候，它又響了。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed3Vp3hmH8
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「喂？」我接了起來。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDN47BI0HD
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「妳現在能出門嗎？」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKN1fNAyy4
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一個月沒聽到的聲音，懷念。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKn4WVFF5t
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明明才一個月而已啊……275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkeZ8DU7uo
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「我在妳家樓下。」他說。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLMOfJT0Tm
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「等我一下。」我說完便把電話掛斷。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ382afWzOs0
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繼續在床上躺了數秒後，我終於離開了它。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1XtOjyaJm
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隨便換上出門會穿的上衣和短褲，拎起了包包，反正今天家裡沒人，就不需要告知任何人要出門。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJtXjcAvvR
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手機放進口袋裡，我離開家裡，然後下樓。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbFAuVVgmq
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一出公寓大門，果然就看到他。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9h3cs3bx7
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他坐在那台屬於他的白色勁戰上，看著我。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy7uj6nKKs
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他怎麼了？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNMl2V98PU
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總覺得他有個什麼不一樣了，雖然看起來還是那樣，但是就是有種他不一樣的感覺。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZZkj2SXb3
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感覺。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SO8mdwMIS
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他下了車，從車廂拿出安全帽，走到我面前幫我戴上。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5E3FGb8PN
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我跟著他坐上車，沒有問他要去哪，反正不用想也知道他一定會載我去那個地方──275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOufDqIUY5H
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有著你我共同回憶的中正公園。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QC023qK4b
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不出所料，他果然載我來中正公園。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoowVq8sAjI
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天色漸漸暗下來。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUjy5Gv7SI
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總是睡到下午四、五點的我到現在才意識到要晚上了。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccNyU263P2
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這次他沒有走上去，停了車放了安全帽後，就這麼站在原地。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyg7npGy6Z
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他並沒有看我，而是一直看著那被他稱為「寄託希望」的大鐘。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrGmcn58WF
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「我沒有爸媽，我一直都是一個人。」他突然說起自己的事。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nWZPdmebM
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我抬頭不解的看他，沒有爸嗎？他是孤兒嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla78lojrDF
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一個人……他是怎麼走到現在的？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVuuMyTDA9
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「被親戚收養到高中畢業，我就自己出來住，她給我生了這張臉，讓我選了公關這個工作。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuimEAu0DWS
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她？是指他的媽媽嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWgZxVRWsu
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我沒有打斷他，靜靜的聽他說。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH5EFyGyM7
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他用那種冷漠至極的口氣述說著自己的事，讓我覺得他不是很在乎。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGrda9SiHD
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關於他自己的一切，他顯然並不重視。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutWceaQVt6
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「表面看到的不一定就是真的，內心也是，感覺是那樣就不一定是那樣。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGebbOcj3uO
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「你想說的是我至今看到的你認定的你都不是真實的你嗎？」我問。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4adxpCBFo0
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他沒有回答也沒有做任何表示，是默認嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc4vqXDdI9
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算了，他說的也很有道理，我本來就把他認定是那種冷血的人不是嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmqhlNksco
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說不定他也是有血有淚的。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD35gUv5mSp
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既然他願意說自己的事，那我也不必再計較淡水那天的事了吧？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdG7mamNia
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我嘆了口氣，繞過他準備從他機車上拿安全帽。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4yHnbVp3g
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講開就好了，也許我該好好改一下自己的脾氣──275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJlVLlB04S
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「橋，我們分手吧。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOsFHd7xJi
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在要碰到安全帽的那隻手停了下來，像是聽錯一樣的回頭對他露出疑惑的表情。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29BMttc6lI
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他也沒有再重複一遍，那冷漠的眼神似乎在告訴我「妳沒有聽錯」。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3JBTKkNtz
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分手？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyV6HNIvOL
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為什麼要分手？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgy45U2h9I
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我問不出來，就這麼傻傻的看著他。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMptMaHhtLR
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「妳上了高中，感情生活會變得更複雜，我不想一直以男朋友的身分束縛著妳的新生活，所以我們先暫時分手吧！我會等，等到妳高中結束、能完全接受我的時候。」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkZk0LBMug
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這大概是我跟他相處那麼久第一次聽到他講這麼長的話。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiZNyaasM8
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但卻是關於分手的話。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcMSCeBmTo
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這是什麼爛理由？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ypkCqTqfd
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「終於受不了了嗎？你早就想甩開我了嗎？」面對我的質問，他默不作聲。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr50zUOiCGV
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「要分手就早點說啊！不要在那講了一堆讓我覺得可以了解你走近你的話之後才說分手，你在整我嗎！」我提高音量。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KPaavwVrX
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他越不回應我情緒就越接近失控。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkeyOHV7OR
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我不能接受這種理由，為什麼他能那麼輕易的說出分手？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lMvLkVEaZ
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難道這一年多的感情在他眼裡根本就不重要？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin92DC4TSw
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「說話啊！幹麻不說話啦！」我用力推他一把。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0z2wA3DuH
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他依舊沉默。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUilWnnXKFd
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「好，分手就分手，我告訴你，我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友，一輩子都不會！到死也是！」我幾乎是用吼的，用盡所有力氣吼出了這句話。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB71XhfM7O3
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「嗯。」他冷冷的回應了我。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdrh8MimCh
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就只是一個「嗯」。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqxW0QkBIo
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不帶任何情感、毫不在乎的「嗯」。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb5ZwEUzi8
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我還期待什麼？那就如他所願的結束吧？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKVBKm52DS
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我轉身離開他身邊，隨便招了一台計程車，上車離開了這、離開了他。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNmEwvkXwG
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這種時候應該要放聲大哭的，但我哭不出來。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ5VuNSS7M
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不是因為在計程車上大哭會讓司機困擾，而是真的哭不出來。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IEweU8iPo
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令人窒息般的感覺又再度襲來，很想大聲吼叫好好宣洩一番，可是現在在計程車上，我也只能痛苦的忍住。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkSBDaw09o
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結束了嗎？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wnVJSpFbp
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我和瑀之間，就這樣結束了？275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ljlrlYzUf
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那日死去的，並不是我、也不是你，而是彼此的心。ns3.12.34.36da2
