Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.136Please respect copyright.PENANAlflSO8s5O3
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?136Please respect copyright.PENANA8FgSTGPy8K
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?136Please respect copyright.PENANAi5wsperoLU
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?136Please respect copyright.PENANA57vPdtZ6Na
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.136Please respect copyright.PENANAC4XWxlF0Kp
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.136Please respect copyright.PENANAmcB36Icm5k
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 136Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ8U9LQYh2
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...136Please respect copyright.PENANApZuB7Vy1ze
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.136Please respect copyright.PENANAKdJhp7D32B
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-136Please respect copyright.PENANABVEDxxZtm5
Even though it was a prank.
Love....136Please respect copyright.PENANAR2AWBQCFDA
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...136Please respect copyright.PENANAwIcwXCVjBv
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...136Please respect copyright.PENANAXlG1jmzcbu
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.136Please respect copyright.PENANAC5lG1cSMbs
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.136Please respect copyright.PENANAsLFytvVrgA
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.136Please respect copyright.PENANANsIIbTHSZf
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.136Please respect copyright.PENANA6408wKXTmP
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.136Please respect copyright.PENANAKXyICQ1gth
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?136Please respect copyright.PENANAu0AGTiEU6S
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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