Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFBFZ7QB09
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMl52RGbuS
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJW6zMM03Y
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V32Zra2bX
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO4RZWAzgu
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuyHE3dXUr
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVdoVf6L41
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLLZZPUNXr
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiKwAT9AuH
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qsuhIeQd7
Even though it was a prank.
Love....381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEqeD6NLfa
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyA8VAoEOU
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4ItQF4CyK
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUO38cRFkF
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal580CK9jN
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX4vxcYbbn
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC04VpsDLm
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wSp1ivc02
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXrfw5rPgn
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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