Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.133Please respect copyright.PENANAMvvogznzXW
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?133Please respect copyright.PENANAauPq6PGQTE
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?133Please respect copyright.PENANA1CK7LEFBVs
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?133Please respect copyright.PENANANMf6X568vj
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.133Please respect copyright.PENANAeWfvWuh1vO
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.133Please respect copyright.PENANAkH38YSyfqu
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 133Please respect copyright.PENANAikLM7E3dPZ
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...133Please respect copyright.PENANAPx81m3ldEA
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.133Please respect copyright.PENANAz5QOMYJ7ce
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-133Please respect copyright.PENANAw1Reyp6rF1
Even though it was a prank.
Love....133Please respect copyright.PENANAwN07zzdtvs
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...133Please respect copyright.PENANAyQHF03ibBz
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...133Please respect copyright.PENANAifM60Fm6fI
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.133Please respect copyright.PENANAcsYIuPOY0J
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.133Please respect copyright.PENANA4uxsj4ZLCy
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.133Please respect copyright.PENANARgUqgJrBgG
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.133Please respect copyright.PENANA09OQbuo5Wl
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.133Please respect copyright.PENANADPZmCWXB2h
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?133Please respect copyright.PENANAhlfzVA894m
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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