Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.460Please respect copyright.PENANAngdMQbuTUZ
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?460Please respect copyright.PENANA8fzRmwrpoq
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?460Please respect copyright.PENANAV8SIr2gIE3
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?460Please respect copyright.PENANA4teKwR4H2k
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.460Please respect copyright.PENANABOXLSLypuX
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.460Please respect copyright.PENANA7H2ihffMlP
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 460Please respect copyright.PENANAFaMTdIL1Is
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...460Please respect copyright.PENANAzsZJESyzPn
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.460Please respect copyright.PENANA7JgeyH42IH
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-460Please respect copyright.PENANASatkdzNOVt
Even though it was a prank.
Love....460Please respect copyright.PENANAnbRj52OmpE
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...460Please respect copyright.PENANA0VhDXRDHfR
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...460Please respect copyright.PENANAhLhsSt6LWM
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.460Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z3Gnsg4Jk
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.460Please respect copyright.PENANAhAnPWc2u8P
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.460Please respect copyright.PENANAbwLPLgJTNO
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.460Please respect copyright.PENANA8LcWJquzaD
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.460Please respect copyright.PENANAsoWEToQ31K
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?460Please respect copyright.PENANAygM74bEQUm
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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