I'm somehow alive.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn9yekUZNF
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcorC9tsSjK
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCcj3Gmwi4
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEBoNTFyn2
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC1c025Bfl
Well, it was that kind of day. 395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24dBoXdHuV
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX8MYSUNTX
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzTAJSZM6h
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF7RfXoRiT
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mbrMXbVYj
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG3OQFSidp
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5FL5IItIs
Much less someone I know.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaKWsEkrQM
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"...Hey. Hey..."395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGYZ9e5WFT
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0IGyye6wR
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLEXfxBcnL
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"You...!" 395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHZz05qqJ8
I remember cursing in my head.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3XReN1nSp
Ah, fuck.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BU3avW4qr
Fuck.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9A7qX5X6K
It had to be you, didn't it.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDhzXEOggl
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyU1LQQxyf
Teacher's pet.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoFVRIX09p
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BDRfN5WVw
The class president.
