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No Plagiarism!PSbe6KwXmp8jmpQkc7cbposted on PENANA 攝影棚的燈光明亮卻刺眼,耀眼的光線像是審訊室的聚光燈,將我們所有的狼狽暴露在眾目睽睽之下。汗水順著脖子滑落,耳麥內雜亂的指示聲與喘息交錯在一起,幾乎讓人無法呼吸。8964 copyright protection99PENANAANGsIHRbTx 維尼
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我站在舞台正中央,左邊的高偉翔眼神慌亂,始終找不到節奏;右邊的楊子佑已經喘得臉色蒼白。整支表演像是隨時要崩潰的沙雕,一碰即散。8964 copyright protection99PENANAFKUeeQvOwt 維尼
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「下一個!NEX7,準備!」8964 copyright protection99PENANAbnFt7pBMyv 維尼
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製作人催促的聲音毫無情緒,冷漠而疏離。沒有人管我們是否已經精疲力盡,也沒有人在乎這次的節目錄製表演時長再三更改,為了配合,最後一次甚至還臨時更換了舞步和走位。8964 copyright protection99PENANA5D6o3E2DpH 維尼
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我們被推上舞台的瞬間,成員們亂了腳步,錯拍、錯詞、走位混亂,甚至有人絆倒,撞上舞台邊的道具架,傳來沉悶的撞擊聲。8964 copyright protection99PENANAXsTW4OVuYy 維尼
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台下響起觀眾輕微的笑聲和竊竊私語,主持人笑容僵硬地強行維持節目效果,耳機裡卻冷冷地傳來製作人的指示:「照拍,別停。」8964 copyright protection99PENANAngrxlkza2n 維尼
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所有人在那一刻一定都知道,這場表演會出事。8964 copyright protection99PENANAVfMBRgyLR5 維尼
但還是跳了。 因為不能停。8964 copyright protection99PENANAryTFKQReNz 維尼
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背景音樂響起,但根本不是我們所熟悉的版本,拍點完全對不上,舞蹈動作完全被打亂,燈光更像是刻意地投射在我們每個失誤的動作上。8964 copyright protection99PENANAJUp4GWwo1L 維尼
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「看來NEX7的各位還不熟悉現場表演呢~」8964 copyright protection99PENANATA4wRaZ34q 維尼
主持人假裝調侃地說出這句話,現場頓時響起更大的笑聲與掌聲,彷彿我們這群狼狽的表演者只是被娛樂的對象。8964 copyright protection99PENANAD1VT2jTIWW 維尼
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我們退場時,眼裡是無法掩飾的難堪,疲憊與屈辱幾乎將我們徹底吞噬。8964 copyright protection99PENANAzQ3lEuKWaC 維尼
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但更可怕的,還是之後的事情……當我再次看到這場表演時,它已經被剪成了另一種模樣,標題誇張又刺目:8964 copyright protection99PENANAdVJgyCxcET 維尼
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〈超好笑!NEX7跳錯舞、搶拍、自爆現場合集!〉8964 copyright protection99PENANAgtBj3G1F11 維尼
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底下留言一則接著一則。8964 copyright protection99PENANA8xZgJPtJSN 維尼
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-【@anonymous:這種水準還能稱作是偶像?】8964 copyright protection99PENANA3R8krDKLwB 維尼
>【@anonymous:唱跳不行,長得也不是很行ㄎㄎ】8964 copyright protection99PENANA0gdHwpaCCn 維尼
>【@anonymous:感覺連我們學校的社團都比不上……出發點很好,但先不要出發\|/】8964 copyright protection99PENANAd47515IO2Z 維尼
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-【@anonymous:那個Rap的完全跟不上節奏,是誰?】8964 copyright protection99PENANAM2v049l2Nw 維尼
>【@anonymous:叫做Ethan的那個?也太丟臉了吧。】8964 copyright protection99PENANAapzU4HVvg2 維尼
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-【@anonymous:如果是這種程度的話,感覺我也行】8964 copyright protection99PENANAw548b7pPo3 維尼
>【@anonymous:看來要有新的搞笑合輯了(喜)】8964 copyright protection99PENANAC0MDBjUzFM 維尼
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一陣眩暈感襲來,感覺有什麼東西在翻攪。8964 copyright protection99PENANAfbwbDy0k92 維尼
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我無法阻止點開下一則影片——新聞畫面閃過,那是……███的照片。他臉上還是笑著的,底下卻是冷冰冰的標題:8964 copyright protection99PENANABXR70pB3Su 維尼
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⟨驚!前男團NEX7成員███疑似輿論壓力自殺⟩8964 copyright protection99PENANAyliy49Ow7x 維尼
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一則接著一則,彷彿永無止盡的負面新聞襲來。8964 copyright protection99PENANAcat2ANYonK 維尼
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〈昔同學踢爆███態度大牌,囂張行徑曝!全網群嘲〉8964 copyright protection99PENANAOa55L9zhoM 維尼
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〈有影 | ███多次出入警局,網友怒噴:這都能當偶像?〉8964 copyright protection99PENANAkZn418Srgk 維尼
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〈███濕身「下海」照,網嗨:當什麼偶像??〉8964 copyright protection99PENANAWZEgL717SS 維尼
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我像是被什麼硬生生地扯回現實。8964 copyright protection99PENANAdzUIUSUeLk 維尼
我猛地睜開眼,呼吸急促,額頭沁滿冷汗。8964 copyright protection99PENANAgyUZD87HPl 維尼
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宿舍裡很安靜,清晨五點的空氣有些寒冷。看著身上蓋著的薄被及未換的衣物,大概是昨天回來後太累睡死了。8964 copyright protection99PENANA2gb6VMfs3G 維尼
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我坐起身,喉嚨發乾,渾身像是從夢裡逃回來似地僵硬不動。8964 copyright protection99PENANAX53Wvcwvaj 維尼
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「……做惡夢了?」8964 copyright protection99PENANAPNKetlcNm3 維尼
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是陳逸丞的聲音。8964 copyright protection99PENANAVt1PjVnJwK 維尼
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他倚著門框,穿著寬鬆的T恤與長褲,手裡還拿著一杯水。眼神裡帶著一絲遲疑與不安——他並不擅長主動關心人,但顯然這次還是走了過來。8964 copyright protection99PENANA5BNW8GScZw 維尼
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我試著笑笑:「沒什麼,只是夢見以前的事。」8964 copyright protection99PENANANmZH0gsx9T 維尼
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但顯然沒有成功。8964 copyright protection99PENANA6gkB9ZF53Q 維尼
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「看起來不只是以前的事吧?」他走進來,把水遞給我,「你出太多汗了,臉色也很差。」8964 copyright protection99PENANA2Osf1BDktg 維尼
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我接過杯子,感受到他視線沒有像平常那樣迅速移開,而是靜靜地等我開口。8964 copyright protection99PENANAUfk5yeSGm8 維尼
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「……對不起,我是不是吵到你了。」8964 copyright protection99PENANAQPoLuAlBMv 維尼
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「不是這個問題。」他頓了一下,「你這陣子太拚了。」他低聲說完,似乎想伸手拍我的肩膀,但又很快收回。8964 copyright protection99PENANAydS8J6QJaz 維尼
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我沒回答,低頭盯著手機螢幕亮起,是家人傳來的訊息:8964 copyright protection99PENANAlORDvZl79W 維尼
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[最近過得還好嗎?]8964 copyright protection99PENANA9llzW4jcVR 維尼
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我盯著那一行問候好久,卻不知道該從哪裡開始回。我喉嚨一緊,還是勉強回了句「還不錯」。8964 copyright protection99PENANA7ZTlJeB0as 維尼
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我很希望這句話是真的,明明家人什麼都不知道,卻又不想讓他們為我擔心8964 copyright protection99PENANAsvqWbwo69v 維尼
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「沒想到逸丞也在……都醒得這麼早啊?」低穩的聲音從身後傳來,回過頭去,睡眼惺忪的吳彥霖手上拿著馬克杯,人站在樓梯邊上。8964 copyright protection99PENANAKRJkjBcbbL 維尼
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「昨晚你睡倒在沙發上,大家想多讓你休息就沒叫醒你了。」他走近,然後在沙發尾端坐下,「別勉強自己。」8964 copyright protection99PENANAukBV9aynGo 維尼
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我不知道這是我近期第幾次聽到吳彥霖說這句話。但似乎除了我自己,周遭的其他人都更了解我的狀況。8964 copyright protection99PENANArWtHPMZiRX 維尼
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我不知道。8964 copyright protection99PENANA2lsyYIy9QT 維尼
明明一切都在往好的方向前進,但我總在不安。8964 copyright protection99PENANA0XNiWaJhRG 維尼
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這樣真的沒問題嗎?我真的足夠努力嗎?還是……又會回到一切無法挽回的結局?8964 copyright protection99PENANA4NdRmGAZ7n 維尼
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[〈主線任務:總之成為偶像吧!〉(2/?)8964 copyright protection99PENANANzpKn0BYTn 維尼
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任務內容:在時限內全員出道8964 copyright protection99PENANAVagmU1uWaj 維尼
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任務時間:147 天8964 copyright protection99PENANAgEOCy11qw5 維尼
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任務獎勵:3000 點8964 copyright protection99PENANAQ5caF6wezq 維尼
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我沒回話,只是輕輕握緊手裡那杯水,像是從中汲取些微支撐。8964 copyright protection99PENANAYvS8RTEoMT 維尼
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這個清晨沒有練習,沒有任務,也沒有觀眾。8964 copyright protection99PENANAizp5vccif0 維尼
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只有兩個人默默陪我坐著,不逼我說什麼,也不裝作無事發生。8964 copyright protection99PENANAaA39BJtjK6 維尼
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