I'm somehow alive.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdST8bGFW4g
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6jQLyaPth
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS3qqKQo9Z
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZY7jxF8a8
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B4g55EZN8
Well, it was that kind of day. 383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlQdRRZNCM
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSgSBRlPgB
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHcdoNTqwI
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMElc62tTN
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ9Afpo0zD
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttaFopx0eG
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8zNHi2LCU
Much less someone I know.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWbt6Eh4Gh
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"...Hey. Hey..."383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS2PV9w6MM
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj3h1cioOc
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzABkLIqsM5
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"You...!" 383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrA4Ag961A
I remember cursing in my head.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPD7YX0qzE
Ah, fuck.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXnmgNiYA2
Fuck.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSL3rzkcbN
It had to be you, didn't it.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BKXZzZix8
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pFn8jFfZs
Teacher's pet.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiWA7OFLJF
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXJdqqmcgf
The class president.
