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『……對不起,廢柴誘受不是真的指您是廢柴,那只是一種特殊的形容詞…』
「反正我就是廢柴!!我沒有辦法啦!!!」
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這個時候,抽抽噎噎的我聽見了一絲無奈的嘆息,有雙手溫柔的拂開我的劉海,接著,一個冰涼的肌膚觸感貼上了額頭。
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「褚。」額頭貼著額頭,紅色的眸子深深望入我眼中最底處。
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就只是這樣,一個低聲的輕喚,而我奇蹟似的忽然止了哭聲,只剩下瞪大眼望著學長這個念頭。
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「你說過,只要待在我的身邊,你就會充滿活力了,記得嗎?」
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學長一雙手毫不退讓的捧住了我的臉,四指伸入我的髮絲中,而大拇指的指腹輕輕摩娑著,抹去我未停的淚痕。
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茫然的點著頭,我想起最一開始,學長把我綁架去飯店房間時的事情。
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那時候,我告訴焦躁的學長,我會一直需要他,只要他偶爾看一看我,對我說說話,打我也沒關係,只要有他在身邊一下下,我就會充滿活力了。
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學長還笑我是狗,我明明就是沒人權的妖師……
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「現在,我就在你身邊,哪裡都不去。」定定的望著我,學長再一次的露出了那種柔情的眼神。
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那種,讓我在台上不顧一切失控的喊出他的,眷戀的表情。
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我不知到學長表現出這種情緒的原因是什麼,我甚至不敢肯定的說,那就是眷戀。
眷戀的戀字太過沉重,太甜太蜜,太傷不起。
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我真的不知道,學長為什麼要對我露出這種表情。
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我甚至不知道,為什麼他會在這樣對我展顏一笑之後,親吻我的額頭。
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我什麼都不知道,什麼都無法思考。
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只是在他放開我的那一刻,驚慌的拉住離我而去的那雙手。
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「學長,我真的真的好喜歡你。」
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我想,像我這樣一臉呆樣亂七八糟做二次告白的妖師,一定是史無前例,後無來者吧?要是被冥玥知道,一定又會被抓去殺到爆,以正妖師一族的家法。
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但一想到過去好幾個抱住日記痛哭失聲的夜晚,好幾個帶著未乾淚痕悠悠轉醒的早晨,我真的……真的,好怕失去這個人。
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更怕這個人,就這樣無視我喜歡他的心情。
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學長……拒絕我雖然很殘忍,但真的好過這種,讓我湧生出太多不該有的期待的現狀。
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真的。
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但他依然什麼都沒說,愣了一下,旋即對我露出一種很複雜的笑。
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一點點的皺眉,說是苦笑,卻又太溫柔;一些些的勾唇,說是微笑,卻又太無奈。過多的情緒,他道不清楚,我……也看不明白。
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伸手揉了揉我的頭,學長維持著這個笑,接過夏碎學長帶來的紫爵香水,朝自己的手腕噴了一下,身上的衣服立刻變成廣告中的打歌服。接著,又像廣告裡的一樣,彎腰湊近,替我在頸邊灑上紫羅蘭香氛。
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「褚,就今晚--結束之後,我給你答案。」他附耳,輕聲呢喃。
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於是我又哭了,伸手蓋住噴上香水而感到微微發涼的肌膚,其實我也分不出來,發涼的到底是頸邊,還是已然絕望的心底。
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「之後……還可以是朋友嗎?」我沒有再抬頭看他,因為我知道,這一次,我不能再讓他幫我擦淚了。
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「褚……」
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我想我知道那個答案。
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輕輕放開拉著他的那隻手,我深吸了一口氣:「學長,你先出去吧。我……一分鐘,給我一分鐘就好,我會努力的。」
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伸出手又縮了回去,學長就這樣掙扎了一下,最後仍走出了後台。
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我聽著外頭如雷般的尖叫聲,聽見奴勒麗介紹著出場的學長,還有稍早上了台助陣的雷多雅多一搭一唱,我淒涼的笑了笑,用力閉上眼,眨掉眼淚。
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我還得出去面對大家呢,現在,不能有眼淚。
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褚冥漾,慕冰漾,不管我是誰,現在,都該堅強。
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再一次睜開眼睛,映入視線的,是也換上了打歌服,並且和往常一樣,笑的一臉爽朗溫柔的阿利學長,而他正看著我,眼底繫著的是濃濃的心疼。
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我對他展顏一笑,沒有說話,他也只是對我比了一個姆指,點點頭。
這是一種默契,屬於我們兩個之間的默契,他在回答我,我笑得很完美。
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「假裝的堅強,其實是真正的悲傷。今天晚上就來投奔我的懷抱吧,小學弟。偶爾陪學長喝一場酒是必要的唷?」
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阿利學長依然笑著,而我也燦笑著點頭,在心底努力壓抑真的不容易的情緒。
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「既然是陪學長喝酒,我可不能拒絕。但我總覺得,今晚的酒會很鹹唷。」
「嗯,沒有關係,你是海風嘛,鹹一點應該的。」
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我噗哧一笑,然後,與他肩並著推開通往舞台的大門。
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不管是愛情或是星途,我都不會逃避的。
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看向外頭那燦爛喧鬧的世界,我在心中最後一次哀掉逝去的心情。
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來吧,IT’S SHOW TIME。
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「大家好!我是《FABLE》的慕冰漾--」
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