【冰漾】我的單身日記 第十四章62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHHY33Ffp8
發文時間: 4/16 2012

我的單身日記 1462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUTwDvb2Ag
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7gIhR18kS
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpn5uS5CfB
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnRXNxfqkx
　　當我再一次的恢復意識時，已經是隔天的傍晚了，我睡了將近一整天。有些吃力的從床上爬起來，腦袋裡劇烈的脹痛感又讓我瞬間脫力倒回床上去：「嘶－－」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiFsNUepxU
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv1h3VItWA
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpANm6EPfNf
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGKUB7wcxf
　　呃啊……痛……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83hL2PE422
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMKsIIJJC1
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6Qdrtx7CI
　　估計是聽見動靜，門外的人很快的就推門而入，來到我身邊：「褚！」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv3Xe1XTPr
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tjMJOFLzl
　　學長看我想坐起身，便伸手替我立起枕頭，再撐起我的手臂輕輕的讓我靠坐起身。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSF0ucT1Zc
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCNpWuECJI
　　「呃啊……學長，現在情況怎麼樣了？」我伸手揉了揉太陽穴，痛的微瞇起眼睛。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHAH6HsAfk
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IT5SvRcjw
　　學長看了看確定我坐好之後，便轉身倒了杯水：「你們去除靈的時候，把潛伏在映幻之湖周圍的靈體全部翻了出來，幸好你當機立斷做了封印，那些靈體才沒有再惡化成鬼族，他們現在還在你的封印裡動彈不得。你和米納斯在廣場做的持續性淨化也正再削弱他們的力量，不過因為數量過於龐大，所以淨化的效果仍然有限。你既然醒了，等等就去撤掉吧，這樣一直下去，你的精神力會崩潰的。」他將水杯遞給我之後，皺著眉說明道。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjffMVvRtA
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EWdN9cULa
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiyZcxGlxr
　　我端著水杯，小口小口的喝下了半杯之後，才嘆了口氣：「不能撤。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNXRdIwAyG
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD09Cwiqxd
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JcnArOOK7
　　「為什麼？」學長有些不滿，但還沒有直接動怒，而是拉過一旁的椅子坐下來，翹起腳雙手環胸。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wJAtFo6Dx
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D9mdOGMBg
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAM5Rn4Cyn
　　我放下杯子，左手握拳，食指和拇指圈出一個沒有連接起的圓：「這個，是我在外圈下的大型封印。封印的同時，我在裡面埋了很多水屬性，然後－－」接著，我的右手也做出一樣的動作：「這個是我趕回廣場後做的淨化術。為了做出能夠在遠方持續供給力量並監控封印裡的情況，我利用埋在封印裡的水屬性和廣場水池裡的水屬性做出連結，讓兩個術互相接合。」我邊說，邊把兩個圈的缺口扣在一起：「這樣子，兩個術的根基立在同一點上，會更強韌，我也可以隨時調整。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQiqBINaWS
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGFyCJXWNm
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vzQZ5zqF1
　　靜靜的聽著我的解釋，學長沉默了片刻，才勉為其難的點了點頭：「這招……高明。」接著話鋒一轉：「但你有沒有想過，這對你會造成多大損傷？你的精神力耗費到甚至得強迫預支未來的額度，萬一之後在紫袍的檢定中沒有辦法發揮實力，你該怎麼辦？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjFQDLZZRc
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdGy9j66If
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIdQLZl9vL
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3tvVFSWXd
　　「那……也只好之後再重考了……」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWQ1aWwCdp
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkMMb6edCU
　　「你能不能先把力量收回來，讓其他人合力重新下一個封印？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSCQlk4twX
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxxSdda9JE
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN69JbBsyHr
　　我苦笑了一下，仍維持著手上的動作：「我沒有辦法放著幻族不管，這是現在的我所能想到最有效的方法了。如果我把力量抽走的話……」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil8RrkbqtS
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ519GJMWOOL
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08RR4LTVwN
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRFv9UYEtj
　　握拳互相圈著的兩隻手，在剎那放開。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUyX6WwhC4
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWcKYB0A1Z
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ6LRn6zsc
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlGCYEUscm
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcZcrTidYc
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl43ih6vsn
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2lRP8GbL9
　　「暴露在外的怨靈會傾巢而出，從他們過去所累積的能量看來，會瞬間扭曲成鬼族吧。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgrc3T7Ine
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tbjz4ndla
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj2u9WW7rk
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7eJVRkx9j
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvCnDPMp28
　　我一說出這句話，房內又再度陷入沉默。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCXZmkgY1B
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdlIwnGTLD
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISUcNMBwZf
　　「……你，能不能再做事之前，先稍微為自己想一想？」良久，學長才抬手扶額，目光複雜的看向我。他眼神中的無奈與懊惱讓我不敢迎視，只好垂下視線，看著老頭公化身成的黑色鐲子。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNnp9T6c1F
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc6s3ci4kb
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyyLjfcmMk
　　「如果是你，你也會這麼做吧？就像在鬼王塚那時，毫不猶豫的要我捨棄你一樣。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQsWnBqumN
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP7Hm1ccfd
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvkeVg7qb6
　　「褚……」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkN6Uz9Ish
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0qCfAqYNh
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzy00q4HyG
　　「學長……我呀，也已經到了會想多為這個世界做一點什麼的時候了。如果有個地方，沒有我這樣的犧牲做為代價就會滅亡，那我怎麼能不做呢？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1I13m1TSW
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpJ3l8TQzS
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYvjVmKx5F
　　「……有些時候，我真的很後悔讓你成長得這麼快。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6ElxbrBDg
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAQE2gl4Zi
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ392ukRkTtn
　　聽見這句話，我忍不住抬眸看向他，雙唇微張，不知道該說什麼。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz5u237uWd
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAFOucZti1
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosKm4xkYtf
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbor4itIKh2
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdZiA9VFzS
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLMPGY39Ld
　　站起身，學長從懷裡拿出兩本黑色封皮的筆記本擺到桌上，接著走到門口。他背對著我，手放在門把上輕聲開口：「從前，我聽的見你心裡的念頭的時候，是那樣的了解你，並渴望能早日讓你綻放光彩。但是現在，我卻不想看到你這樣無私，因為你即使知道有人會你擔心，也絕對不會多為自己想一點……更何況，你不知道為你擔心的到底有多少人。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtujFzMSee
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpNxtBkLFj
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7EnnkET80
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMwSqNULzr
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWafoSxNnC
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsp8AK23U1
　　然後，他推開門，靜靜的走出了房間。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sJjsjlwoo
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwtFP4MkpU
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b81J8fAik
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJjeUdLJsN
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPMAV5qSNu
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d4SkPqshV
　　我呆滯的坐在床上，耳邊不斷的重覆著他剛剛的那席話，視線緩緩的轉向了他離去前放了東西的桌面。黑色封皮的筆記本映入我的眼簾，那是我的日記。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxamiKiks7h
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCXNxCAf9R
　　我總共有三本日記本，除了正在寫的那一本之外，桌上那兩本是已經寫完的。比較舊的那本寫的是從入學到升高二的那一年。比較新的那一本，寫的是接續前一本，遠征隊的過程，一直到升上高三，裡頭……也承載著滿滿的愛戀。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ANtfPkVf
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOP5OO633r
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLgD1peZHx
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQwhweCxz3
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bClFpgnnV
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptyxs9eknQ
　　我嘴角勾起一抹苦澀又滿足的笑容。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTrWhvSsFM
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFte98R5kk
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn4OWp95bc
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSXGjftmMV
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQSGkLfRA6
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndUT9fOrqR
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHpkD2Wx6b
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1xzcI5I5h
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjS0rBZRab
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGSR2i3hp2
　　暗戀……是嗎？真是一種，又幸福，又痛苦的戀愛方式，但我依然樂此不疲。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljdg2qMS3V
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lrMPKpdXz
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE0GuxeT8M
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElgsXtdGqj
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEStbXTKAyW
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtdNnLf9Cg
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUyBY5EI2G
　　因為不打算說出口，所以自然不抱有多大期望，也因為如此，很輕易的就能滿足於偶然的小小曖昧所帶來的幸福感。不用患得患失，不用為了讓他喜歡自己而做什麼矜持，只要和過去一樣的和他相處，然後悄悄的收藏那一段段在我眼中可以稱之為「幸福」的微小片段。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJKxZeGwDM
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsviyCUMLtS
　　這樣就夠了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu52ZylUMU1
　　就算偶爾得忍受不能說出口的落寞與心痛。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vZFpMOVmC
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsfCeZJLXP
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqarN4bTxi
　　畢竟，沒有不用心痛的戀愛啊。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaYGncO6su
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHOnC68n25
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFOCUelDEv
　　我掀起棉被，把雙腳放上地面，穿上拖鞋後，小心翼翼的起身來到桌子旁，伸手撫上日記本的封面。這時，一個可怕的念頭猛然出現在我腦海裡，宛如一盆冷水直接的由頭頂澆下。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOpiIIPubO
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmjQHnp0hK
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItm9p9bqcu
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8q0KNdwLG
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjaS3dR23e
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWxbaJrPYw
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT9FaLihoW
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFkoVGkbCe
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcY7UxmMXv
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhfj4E7ygX
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpfR6ZeRl3
　　昨天晚上我曾醒過來很短的的時間……那個時候，我聽見身邊有翻書聲。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHHuNeqd4S
　　那個時候，在我身邊的人是學長。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUYbvau6ZP
　62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R5gXloo84
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugcqfvf9EY
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tC1pqW4Fv
　　剛剛從身上拿出這兩本日記的，也是學長。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHnwaXL2qo
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswRCYikYZ7
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W8CPBEb2I
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQavnIzzNM
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWUJsRWrJq
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8izsm8pzDM
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyEjaTLQpT
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL4NbOswen
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGzkFtHZNP
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdoC9fB2gk
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP1s9pOAMw
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbHQaSfyih
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzEtnimNPr
　　那－－昨天晚上，學長在看的，是什麼書？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRFvtljlRC
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj21OK6tlj7
62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ9IjHLRWo