散場之後,時間已經是半夜兩點多了。我捧著一杯紅酒,虛脫似的靠在花圃邊的小矮牆上癱坐著,有一口沒一口的輕啜著手中的香醇。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2bBZtnXyNN
61Please respect copyright.PENANATKX8uCXrEL
61Please respect copyright.PENANAxNxc1BZbPX
學長說這酒叫什麼?61Please respect copyright.PENANAVJCVGN72Vd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAjNWYEPzCx2
61Please respect copyright.PENANAfoEcoV0KhK
「Pi……」61Please respect copyright.PENANATlO63ufzVJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAAil7VLbYgh
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」61Please respect copyright.PENANASah60x7amK
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQElba9Fgkk
61Please respect copyright.PENANAdJjbMETTrn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAVzC6vDeL6s
61Please respect copyright.PENANAoTq6RBz6tx
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。61Please respect copyright.PENANAq1TYO7Tj0p
61Please respect copyright.PENANApavlp2IsmL
61Please respect copyright.PENANAr7gkyMZaH9
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAGIy2NqvbXK
61Please respect copyright.PENANARkMnyqzMSQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOVudCrUtsB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcd2kDNriDn
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAhlalkZevq5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwNWblXXeLK
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAKJkBR2a8Tm
61Please respect copyright.PENANAfixMk7ZsHn
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxtq2NbWLzz
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPjcCpYjKuh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIfRUdRuIdz
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」61Please respect copyright.PENANALSDs6OjRts
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqgTVdEWMxE
61Please respect copyright.PENANA01KZi4ZXoB
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAA6uwNTXt8J
61Please respect copyright.PENANATaK3MA3A4v
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuZZsYW74lJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ8ujZfykn
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA2mLQpAOY82
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZFFI7REMY
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsJGoFLvsHN
61Please respect copyright.PENANA3WRMjgcfcD
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAawcfMUOJKq
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ73mOsXIby
「褚,我不……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAguWRtfbcGX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgC0yN6pRvK
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAFeVdgxhZEE
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYtZo5IGbMU
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。61Please respect copyright.PENANALLWsI8FGjB
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8zUSdpAu3N
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAg1g5OeSIk9
61Please respect copyright.PENANApNzX0U87Ma
61Please respect copyright.PENANA4cXiqTN96V
61Please respect copyright.PENANAoAp8UBc3vh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOPyYTm4PCd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAmZNTr9QqAa
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。61Please respect copyright.PENANACfA0uKnYpv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcMzIzweiSv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvWaqGbv1Fv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwqHOUvrLxp
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkFbrQwFBWX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOuYhsLUDlY
61Please respect copyright.PENANAlCFTAqk2h4
61Please respect copyright.PENANAh1hgqQE48g
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6sMsmXYRx8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAXIGojFNPDb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAlatauiOrOw
61Please respect copyright.PENANAMFrnGXAX1k
61Please respect copyright.PENANANGR8N44VUT
61Please respect copyright.PENANAVFEwYSZQHt
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAblLlZRsWvg
61Please respect copyright.PENANA47eIFYlkbB
61Please respect copyright.PENANA3WG78PLEt2
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAj8z7oPLy9E
61Please respect copyright.PENANAovCrVTJFt5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAksWOvVWRdr
61Please respect copyright.PENANAm2t9wVsNTp
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIVH7vEDHu5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAK9qW9fKVS4
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANAbABkgJiDx5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPZItgJq12t
61Please respect copyright.PENANATDM5NlqwMY
61Please respect copyright.PENANA88yC9ennTN
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8I2oZa0mtA
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANAst67qxppIt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAtJAFOU0m1Z
61Please respect copyright.PENANABhcyWDrJ4k
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvxSgi4LQLX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPsaBbjRGy2
「……褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA8d8hPFcIU1
61Please respect copyright.PENANAY9Y6XjbBq8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAUKi9RVYr2L
61Please respect copyright.PENANAsT9y4iN3ZY
「嗯?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAYi87GJfa8E
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhHQ7fMO7X9
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkemuFTtLhk
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7Bs8FLMqy
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAILOu7Y9OsK
61Please respect copyright.PENANAxosyB8b50X
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA6nT9z3dpsX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFdMzrVN4o9
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAYxMzOFdnBf
61Please respect copyright.PENANATKX8uCXrEL
61Please respect copyright.PENANAxNxc1BZbPX
學長說這酒叫什麼?61Please respect copyright.PENANAVJCVGN72Vd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAjNWYEPzCx2
61Please respect copyright.PENANAfoEcoV0KhK
「Pi……」61Please respect copyright.PENANATlO63ufzVJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAAil7VLbYgh
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」61Please respect copyright.PENANASah60x7amK
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQElba9Fgkk
61Please respect copyright.PENANAdJjbMETTrn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAVzC6vDeL6s
61Please respect copyright.PENANAoTq6RBz6tx
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。61Please respect copyright.PENANAq1TYO7Tj0p
61Please respect copyright.PENANApavlp2IsmL
61Please respect copyright.PENANAr7gkyMZaH9
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAGIy2NqvbXK
61Please respect copyright.PENANARkMnyqzMSQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOVudCrUtsB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcd2kDNriDn
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAhlalkZevq5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwNWblXXeLK
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAKJkBR2a8Tm
61Please respect copyright.PENANAfixMk7ZsHn
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxtq2NbWLzz
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPjcCpYjKuh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIfRUdRuIdz
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」61Please respect copyright.PENANALSDs6OjRts
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqgTVdEWMxE
61Please respect copyright.PENANA01KZi4ZXoB
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAA6uwNTXt8J
61Please respect copyright.PENANATaK3MA3A4v
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAuZZsYW74lJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ8ujZfykn
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA2mLQpAOY82
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZFFI7REMY
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsJGoFLvsHN
61Please respect copyright.PENANA3WRMjgcfcD
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAawcfMUOJKq
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ73mOsXIby
「褚,我不……」61Please respect copyright.PENANAguWRtfbcGX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgC0yN6pRvK
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAFeVdgxhZEE
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYtZo5IGbMU
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。61Please respect copyright.PENANALLWsI8FGjB
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8zUSdpAu3N
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAg1g5OeSIk9
61Please respect copyright.PENANApNzX0U87Ma
61Please respect copyright.PENANA4cXiqTN96V
61Please respect copyright.PENANAoAp8UBc3vh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOPyYTm4PCd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAmZNTr9QqAa
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。61Please respect copyright.PENANACfA0uKnYpv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcMzIzweiSv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvWaqGbv1Fv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwqHOUvrLxp
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkFbrQwFBWX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOuYhsLUDlY
61Please respect copyright.PENANAlCFTAqk2h4
61Please respect copyright.PENANAh1hgqQE48g
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6sMsmXYRx8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAXIGojFNPDb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAlatauiOrOw
61Please respect copyright.PENANAMFrnGXAX1k
61Please respect copyright.PENANANGR8N44VUT
61Please respect copyright.PENANAVFEwYSZQHt
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAblLlZRsWvg
61Please respect copyright.PENANA47eIFYlkbB
61Please respect copyright.PENANA3WG78PLEt2
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAj8z7oPLy9E
61Please respect copyright.PENANAovCrVTJFt5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAksWOvVWRdr
61Please respect copyright.PENANAm2t9wVsNTp
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIVH7vEDHu5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAK9qW9fKVS4
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANAbABkgJiDx5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPZItgJq12t
61Please respect copyright.PENANATDM5NlqwMY
61Please respect copyright.PENANA88yC9ennTN
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8I2oZa0mtA
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANAst67qxppIt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAtJAFOU0m1Z
61Please respect copyright.PENANABhcyWDrJ4k
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvxSgi4LQLX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPsaBbjRGy2
「……褚。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA8d8hPFcIU1
61Please respect copyright.PENANAY9Y6XjbBq8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAUKi9RVYr2L
61Please respect copyright.PENANAsT9y4iN3ZY
「嗯?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAYi87GJfa8E
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhHQ7fMO7X9
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkemuFTtLhk
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7Bs8FLMqy
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAILOu7Y9OsK
61Please respect copyright.PENANAxosyB8b50X
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA6nT9z3dpsX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFdMzrVN4o9
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAYxMzOFdnBf