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不過她從來沒有因此放棄靠近——她知道自己不夠好，也知道還離得很遠。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7RRZuxG6i
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但她總想往有光的那裡靠近，哪怕只是多靠一步，也好。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNeL1F2U9S
她一直都是這樣的。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYl8LuG3BW
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就像那年，他第一次穿上青訓的訓練服時⋯⋯99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgAxsi5wZt
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『加油啊——冴，踢爆他們！你最帥了！』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI6BydCgZk
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他耳朵一震，腳下的節奏頓了半秒。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfvQbRvVrU
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已經跟他一起在球場上的弟弟，也跟著他一起愣了一下。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB2kIFan6I
兩兄弟錯過了最佳得分的時機。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCxgoKVUHS
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『不要吵我。』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNbjHTSA77
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他下場後低聲對她說，臉色很差，汗還沿著太陽穴往下滴，聲音卻冷得像石頭。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44SGnuqqmb
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『蛤？我只是在幫你加油而已啊？』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz1sP03PUJ
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她歪著頭，完全不知道自己做錯了什麼。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg40gj5NpV6
那是他第一次穿上日本足球協會青訓的訓練服。肩膀處還有點寬大，袖口垂著，像是勉強套上一件還不屬於自己的未來。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckblVlMusz
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『而且你之前不是說比賽很吵，你根本聽不見——』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfoz4WqSJd
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『妳可不可以不要一直喊？』他脫口而出，沒停，『我上場不是給妳看的——妳不要一直在旁邊大喊。』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0O6jHLc9j
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她聲音甜甜的，卻又太用力了點，混在場邊的歡呼裡，反而意外地突出。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMCysDCIkt
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而他——正好在壓力最大、想證明自己能勝任的那一刻，聽見了。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT4GGCLlZk
一記關鍵傳球失誤。他急著拉回節奏，卻又在回防時腳下打滑，差點跌倒。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMo5qeGeXR
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『不是，剛才那球明明很帥欸！只是傳快了一點——』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHChjTPJiE
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『我是在踢比賽，不是在演給妳看。』他語氣很冷。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoOYXoElv5
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她的笑容一點一點垮下去。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh9eBDIRGD
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兩人就這樣停在場邊，其他人經過時小心地看了一眼，沒人敢插話。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjLl0EJ3I4
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『哥哥⋯⋯』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvPyGwAYew
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最後還是一直站在旁邊的弟弟，開口打破他們兩人的沉默。他已經比之前那個睜著星星眼的階段長高了些。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHgmkD1dht
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『凜，這次是你的機會，你要好好把握——等一下我會盡量製造機會，把球傳給你。跟好。』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhVtolSliW
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說完，他就轉身回去球場。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbYM9wXUG9
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她不是不知道，這是他正式被選入日本足球協會旗下的青少年菁英培訓體系，第一場公開訓練賽。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkkkQsizYg
這意味著他已經從地方或學校層級脫穎而出，即將進入國家級的選手發展路線——也意味著更高度競爭的階段，為日後進入U-15或U-20日本代表隊鋪路。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gnP7lKilm
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所以她才，更用力地加油啊。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlfaUnVW3x
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她站在球場外側，太陽在頭頂燒得眼睛發疼。教練的哨音一響，看著站在場中央的他，像是全身機械啟動般奔跑起來。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQlDGByJMz
草地邊站了一排家長與小孩，都在熱烈叫喊——等訓練賽結束之後，她已經不在了。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYM8YOjKGz
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『哥哥，你要不要去找莉奈一下呀⋯⋯』99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqM0LJznX6
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比完後，弟弟跟在哥哥的身後說，哥哥卻一語不發地走回家。弟弟也有幾分喪氣，也不知如何是好。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFF9DySOPH
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隔天放學，他打開鞋櫃，裡頭多了一罐布丁。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFy4nke8eZ
沒有卡片，也沒署名。只有罐子上貼著的幾個字，字跡歪歪斜斜：99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq8UkAg5vX
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「我會小聲一點，但還是想替你加油。」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwiiZjOHmb
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他盯著那行字看了很久。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oqkCCo7pL
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「哥哥。」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRWW9ciRAN
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弟弟站在他旁邊，面朝後方。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbqJX6jehg
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是她。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hjGHHcsF1
沒有委屈，比較像是等待允許靠近的幼崽。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOH0ORaXV7
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哥哥看了一眼後，把書包背好，掉頭。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyld3duyp7
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「哥哥——？」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIOx9Os5DQ
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弟弟小跑跟上哥哥，又回頭看向站在原地的她。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LH1YeA539
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「還站著幹嘛？等一下又要遲到。」哥哥說，「妳不是說要幫我加油嗎？」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrASqqP6l6g
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他聽到背後傳來小小的吸氣聲——不用看都知道，弟弟跟她的表情都亮了。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcbWShrqOU
另一個輕盈的腳步聲細細靠近，那是屬於她的步伐。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvaif1rRdC
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「那我⋯⋯可以講話了嗎？」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktI3SsPd4W
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「妳什麼時候講話還要我同意？」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEmQyQ3XX4
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「我就怕被你罵啊⋯⋯」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkwsugvnVE
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「白痴。」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArTay3khuz
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跟她一起走在後面的弟弟，總覺得哥哥嘴角好像動了一下。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy990NkDkD
是笑嗎？氣到笑？還是單純覺得她很好笑？又或者，只是覺得她——一如既往，煩得讓人沒轍。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxuTu2nwFc
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不知道。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumA5mfQP5X
但下一句話聽起來，沒有剛剛那麼兇了。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX67A5Rmnm1
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「⋯⋯妳可以繼續大聲加油。」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCdCzZoKXq
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「啊？」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyK6LAWAwG
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「反正我根本聽不到——昨天只是不小心剛好聽到了。」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8R4A4Kind
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她轉頭跟弟弟互相看了一眼，她用唇語加上一點比手畫腳，問：那你昨天有聽到嗎？99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUGrTepVTq
弟弟點點頭，跟著無聲回應：有，很清楚耶。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWT2C8kj9h
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「以後我會去到更大的賽場，那時候就更聽不到了——」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKi0srmuj8
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他們兩人再次望向前方的背影。弟弟還一臉懞懂，她卻已經先笑出聲。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYIrXC3xAo
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「——那我以後都會繼續用力幫你加油！你不可以再覺得我吵！」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFi7QjjubF
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「⋯⋯隨便妳。」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7LS94jK8T
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她俏皮地看了身旁的弟弟一眼，勾住他的手臂，衝上前，一起把哥哥抱了個滿懷——99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex2nxTHEHF
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「幹嘛啦——」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU04Z2sJcyP
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「我就覺得我們三個很適合這樣抱在一起啊！」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxgU9dMJVE
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「噁心死了——放開啦！」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaeCVejx3O
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「——哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！」99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y4jUYxj4i
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他沒有真的覺得她吵。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqBnxsBJHy
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只是他，太想踢好，太怕搞砸了。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogPIT6SBSn
只是，聽見她的聲音時，心跳亂了兩拍，突然想回頭看看。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKdiVVYLIA
只是那天，他還不懂，那樣的分心，其實是一種被在乎的證明。99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTR9uJCDXT
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