"So, he made you come by kissing you?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb07XgY7AO
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05v943nopS
"You like him more than you let on."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPdMhpo3ps
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjV2Fks23q
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1f91tVYiq
"Fuck you," I reply.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k9EgUMPyO
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dt1dGUxGt
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwCj0gRwOk
"I have to go."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qdgCYYz4f
"Where you going?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZFO7LWJ6A
"Home. Away from you."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkfnoUVznj
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWmM4pRvHx
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvpy21adHx
"Oh, and E?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAf4dUxGhv
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3xiDmpKai
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPDblcPyXx
"Fuck off, and goodbye."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8VIFhL7p9
"I love you too!"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvYVbY08nM
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE0RvL9zsw
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DWwQ3CQZI
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvvLYhv9Uv
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3MSogTp4U
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzICcTMhQ4
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09xHEFjLop
"What's it now?" I asked.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJAUVpA2vF
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUirfNTD3Wf
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5l3FYCV8X
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgY1xTEcfY
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75pwxoUJsv
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEJP6C4tOR
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHJYwingmG
"Rozii?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9KPoZ4gnR
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGumr1C30HS
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44S6abmjHX
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He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfg7Itu8LG
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP6ntWub1L
My story is interrupted by his laughter.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIw1sQ9GD8
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl42hUzyGbP
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhBmW8cJXf
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC3wdaIsoj
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24ns0Fojfy
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmPPgWSDZz
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwZzAEkad3
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku2pSudbEQ
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiTHxqxWvB
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaFlo06tPJ
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUh8plxyYa
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H3WJ7MEm3
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnepWgOpIg
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjGCBjRXjc
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEIw3woMd6
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwZWZhakUV
Bad hair. I hate that term.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkRzzvhmkk
"Desta..."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS2IlCVn79
"It's fine. I don't need friends."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL9sn2xfVq
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUZMyD14jY
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM5rkzJYDe
"Rozii can be your friend."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6zyZd692X
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P5WrGOun5
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHhQVZsi8R
"I'm not enough."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dq8LEprVL
"Never say that!"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nStWbJR6x
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQg0cDEhfO
"Desta—"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGEpFsNpHD
"Shut up."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9zS1oMakW
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTtqG9Da3c
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3WjrFAyhD
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0178AERtrz
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVJ451i3jm
"Answer me."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4umasKAqaU
"Y-yes, Desta."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTygGbkGkFO
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Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrZkgVJ5PY
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J2igKJ7tK
"Hold on to the bars."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxOzGW56Zz
I do.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQInjaj3IuE
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoRlxZTKEK
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTqPFlnuG4
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi46yFMJDmv
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhozYxbjqxt
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSAeTneFkU
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHn46pq0v0
Why am I thinking about this now?617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA9kPXOjHM
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQrhq6YVe4
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAG8webQbB
It's a bloody lie.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcarWf01Bxy
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOjnFTVY21
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5amcPERFbN
"Don't come."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrKMjZ7Ygr
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Q5maLcRu
He pauses to look at me.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZipGB7iGx
"Please what?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbhJwuO51r
"Please, sir, please!"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q9JUfXPI5
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZUji1lsk0
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdI6Vnucf8
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"That's not what I meant."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2CqKUFbhA
"Then what did you mean?"617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uQAz7eY3g
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeG5eDKCMP
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDyyCjWDwi
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg76fwSE3x
"Come for me."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmO1Ndntof
One more suck, and I'm a goner.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBghwOc4jCk
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC0k7K04Lu
Well, this is it.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt3qUvqjHG
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayTOzEVlyh
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWCAlZWuyD
"You are enough. At least, for now."617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBmSHrX6tH
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF60nB0XpG5
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf5JRj7koz
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKqM7CXkx2
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2bdE6zHYH
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOhyYYCdxQ
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYspN4yyyZ9
*The Quad, aka Quad617Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFjEPJrtOS
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
