"So, he made you come by kissing you?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrCal7tWVW
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWmQBtkQ58
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I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbWeUUid2A
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb9k13MdcP
"Fuck you," I reply.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMNGgITgF
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnOExZN8Cs
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ICeChU1Bj
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"Where you going?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGu10BhQ8i
"Home. Away from you."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipv4MejnoY
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P74cillC7
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIHPhNqTac
"Oh, and E?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuJkMKpnhT
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk38LH4PYB4
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjoDqBLIiS
"Fuck off, and goodbye."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AmH4HIZbZ
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXJW3rQK7P
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPhnVkXQHF
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡximfOBsrJi
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn7b0BNEmU
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnpdBKPsG2
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY6vBIgs7e
"What's it now?" I asked.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxqtA5GMVU
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQe3fjHyTV
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidKpJMcBDS
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt329NultB
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIFEIGSlgR
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVg6gFU39y
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDOzQv32gE
"Rozii?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEfjp8HekD
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdekaqZUIi5
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOMmpxUXwq
"Please don't laugh."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPNqN7e0QR
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY7WHmwt2z
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFXFGiTQVK
My story is interrupted by his laughter.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr4cOfiQXX
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bog6NpV7o
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhzFdIzFPy
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXniKDPEZu
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6BncCoj7p
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC7YklSHB1
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4qEKwnbQO
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW1reC0ali
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxac6YCQbm
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPEwIF8IL3
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTYhIEKGvi
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOKSlXczIQ
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61C1Q0X3Fz
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPulap2vPVL
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDyBmxkYbm
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dd7SzLGBG
Bad hair. I hate that term.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb69qvloJn
"Desta..."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDU4c5h7HP
"It's fine. I don't need friends."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLcemU7HYY
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOOxt09nim
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7a65Jra1J
"Rozii can be your friend."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZljLFSQ3S
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbO7PyO92r
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurf8Bl7Nyg
"I'm not enough."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOZmQVGbM9
"Never say that!"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtZI9MR3Hw
Why is he shouting?644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQaqf8QtzY
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR8f8a4Kcj
"Desta—"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYaate1PMb
"Shut up."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoASOFGqXZ
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG4TjCGeYu
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6vst24zZk
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsfzWW61HO
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI27NkfCMI
"Answer me."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85TbV0t8Ad
"Y-yes, Desta."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzYxlJ6p76
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Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4urh5ZfbPE
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXtkpmPwLE
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I do.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFpjmpN3Q9
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BDHiTNXwB
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94030qJrVo
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1vuw7VQld
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhsiOfldPm
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ015kKkz0xI
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7PlzJTUbH
Why am I thinking about this now?644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QKydX4CK6
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKahdAUNz5
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6NCyzZyP7
It's a bloody lie.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBWP9DZLOK
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKZtz6QUo5
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeB09kcu1h
"Don't come."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfs61HpSJV
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSejdPOWTSo
He pauses to look at me.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2inTzO2a3
"Please what?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2TfZqyoIk
"Please, sir, please!"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImuIMwItMj
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5wPS0HeMj
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NLbjXZhYC
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"That's not what I meant."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA02OifvUUl
"Then what did you mean?"644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVMMJtSOgX
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38FlkOebMB
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ373sft76
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzbbRXcjWm
"Come for me."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PRpfnKKvL
One more suck, and I'm a goner.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc1ddFvP4x
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSv7Hlu8Jq
Well, this is it.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KCQVRiMQI
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Kz9IMZKfH
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3XUEsGdgv
"You are enough. At least, for now."644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwepBj9A3YO
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt9XLgKRLr
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2u6T1EpFx
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoiTYGKseu
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*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXuNvoRNRq
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GBW9Uc66y
*The Quad, aka Quad644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYruP34ji5
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
