"So, he made you come by kissing you?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3qHbrSCaX
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhZTLnNMS7
"You like him more than you let on."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjm1q6aY6Y
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1e6PSh70z
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZVPcYEj9H
"Fuck you," I reply.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR9O3CYo2l
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhcuiVGO5r
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtgtMErglX
"I have to go."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJU5tMJPZq
"Where you going?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMlNegElWQ
"Home. Away from you."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkT3O3ifKS
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB4QKV3Zop
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlKb0km9ho
"Oh, and E?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs35FoTKVon
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaIJO6znp8
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz22P6xjyK
"Fuck off, and goodbye."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLspMO5AfOT
"I love you too!"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRScTxu0ZZP
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9p1VbCH0y
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBctAXqfOo
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yKODF9y89
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEe6uZSSq4
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2nsxzjHxR
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOjT6C7oEy
"What's it now?" I asked.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNSruAly28
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyOFf90fn9
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArEnxFHnVp
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ9lvjSacu
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiZu4JGMqQ
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQVuANv0QO
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBtDFIOmK2
"Rozii?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkaS5Udiac
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QR9wRgISp
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLbeHUGsnt
"Please don't laugh."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1ropxGJv2
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qeg1T7TkZ
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b4yLejiJv
My story is interrupted by his laughter.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw74piPgLT
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaz7YmZtsR
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgay0GZWWJh
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW6BgzwWNC
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lx0zx72oQ
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42iyh1pl2m
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJbGdkOK7G
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRylIJrnXLq
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xkfit7EM8
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQSLdRGiDy
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqMSClZRhB
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAxETCGlnM
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFioyu4W8N6
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7yoyVG2u8
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihH1rnHDQh
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk7qhiGP0q
Bad hair. I hate that term.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOKF2OWcMk
"Desta..."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yK7bidxhD
"It's fine. I don't need friends."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz1l7EiSvM
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMCrk42PWX
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApeYhLxKVi
"Rozii can be your friend."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ATmiZalzN
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsKesNudz1
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbuUJ7okcL
"I'm not enough."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rW4JEvi19
"Never say that!"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYLSdvcc8Z
Why is he shouting?595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AWV3RyaS4
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0npxC0yTYX
"Desta—"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZFhpTSiGF
"Shut up."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxOtcwG5Ot
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfezxjikqu
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kiSvqT5Ju
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTLOFDsjMf
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCrtD94t41
"Answer me."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQCTHZciSS
"Y-yes, Desta."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77mzM492yT
"Sir."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p6SMiGAV0
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7cybzaBsB
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpwhYxRODa
"Hold on to the bars."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplqmNHNK8e
I do.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwCDO8UKIV
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIiA6PoACB
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUmnkDZxrO
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VOi58VFNj
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYlcCKgiFR
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvug9uLqczn
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPv1ZPY6Xb
Why am I thinking about this now?595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhAji6oymI
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdEgNKtaob
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEkaPIVdwW
It's a bloody lie.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLSvjQsKd1
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE34CTGmWxn
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nUzVN9d8g
"Don't come."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtrWN3pnE9
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ50qZqxfcO
He pauses to look at me.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFIsGy0W3o
"Please what?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YlRpnklbC
"Please, sir, please!"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAitGHoTCMj
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzusxssmt4Y
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTF6elbwfA
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"That's not what I meant."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxQEdI8OCH
"Then what did you mean?"595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhikXl5obk
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ51RnDWoa
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SqWSBMDGN
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrI5p83Jr0
"Come for me."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PTDKBXixw
One more suck, and I'm a goner.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mAJBAPC2C
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw2UcY9N3q
Well, this is it.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJrwFkLeAe
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7FPo9yO5P
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Uw5h4f2p
"You are enough. At least, for now."595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0ZgAqLSjm
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGxhSb0kSw
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIsz4EcH6a
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQSlBVAFmI
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuTMf9Mk4s
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zVKOhSz49
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLYI2hsyZ4
*The Quad, aka Quad595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqQPcjOUDH
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
