It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbleY2l7iPG
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD4h5sXQtx
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRXXT7CkUv
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMiEhNXD5d
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP5oQScMHg
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRWAbtxJVu
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgHiMdiGuI
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB8px06p0y
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdpwiknH9H
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonEOOBIc5z
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iVUjUArtq
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkQgr22Nhm
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHwAqap0ZN
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tyERHzS88
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSlpNpg8L0
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyyEb0Ko3a
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJq3Jjm0uX
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHetXxmBZbP
Wow. So it's not just me then?546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3CFO70Mkn
"No, it's not."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Fsb0AKqga
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOjJMbaPfZ
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtBUSpw68c
"How about dinner?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb07X2gUPRC
"Okay."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJykudZ7SDh
He smiles a smile of victory.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1A7UPN5KA
"When do you finish?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGuZJssvRL
"Five."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68UG2CfspI
"Okay. I'll pick you up."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyDJOk659
"I have to shower."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1gcmbfLVZ
"I'll take you home first then."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmptbnxfnq
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdxG55EKbz
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c80elw3DQ
***546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOkzpzZ3SA
"Tell me about yourself."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKcpbd6yYL
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWolVQppZJ0
"What do you want to know?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJITXv4PYM
"Siblings?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDYGMSozOR
"No."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq1EnAvHSo
"Aunts or uncles?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXpngJtAkO
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3TTUJIahV
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkWHVPC04N
I smile.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2aX3vkB4L
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9hKqhltY8
He stays silent for a few seconds.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡredBnHnB0H
"So you're Catholic?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH9n2dpBIZ
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6cRMxHAoa
"What are you then?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1un6pNQ88L
"Nothing, really."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFMjAN2nkd
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdrSz2jyWV
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteNSmkmJtX
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAqNiFrk0a
"Really? What did you do?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLSWcr3R9k
"BA in Drama."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjrUvTuY3
"Cool."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy1n4gfG1U
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKtVtzpu49
"Come on."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPq9ypFw3l
***546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WSA8A5aVd
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAyjlJm8ig
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7dRudYnjI
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHst0Jx4A4B
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRKDTG9QEk
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1pKSPJCzr
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8D8hml7l2
He nods, satisfied with my answer.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbCDtCj6x0
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbrsMmkj4v
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmTyHmVykH
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNgGa9FQX5
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOLsgpf39v
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZzwD8O45
"Someone's hungry."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJIA8SjznX
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxnX1ejfX3
His smile broadens.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAksRT13siW
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMtVKenq0z
"Um..."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GzokGKjsj
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi0eQZxB4F
"I think I can guess."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIJR0v6ig5
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSHJTZYPp7
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHpR937LeB
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtOnXan8iy
Now.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPZG7IFayt
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsEQyW3NcL
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT4kWHFRLv
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvxduBx1nK
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKgzFBjKpO
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM5JQZl9a6
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MUDaSlyUQ
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGuv8Rsjet
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUGh8GiUNH
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdMdnBdgVN
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2snKu6UKCV
"The question is, will you let me?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCyNIUpgnK
Those four words: "will you let me?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQDzKlDwRO
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozYexYg0VF
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NlIcovWVb
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsyszxhePf
"Desta?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhr7zfWY5u
"Hm?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvn6ntGVdr
"Tell me about yourself."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpApld5KUg
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvGyQPwJTv
"What do you want to know?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMZdyxGGl3
"Full name?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceHwVDK0nv
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjP5FmFARP
"That's actually really... poetic."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCRJkEMHcz
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkt23GvQ2R
"So... are you Rastafarian?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3iFgUvrfL
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNSi4RzEKo
"How about your mother?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzhkeVIPT5
He remains silent for a few seconds.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOG7PizqE0
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQw7rqyFKU
"Oh. I'm sorry."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDgFwVC0zS
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKa92CRWxx
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXDjgs6vYP
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74stzGp5KV
"Mason?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxABNUSDEfd
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmuaaRtu2v
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcNFbEhUNX
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5z5UqBWr9
"Why?" 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhdPvCaJGf
"Because he's gay."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJdS6GTeAZ
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DQnaD3Isa
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gbJiM2lmj
"Your father sounds amazing."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSrdaZC2Gs
"You can meet him."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9HFrwCkog
"What?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72m0fH3bVA
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoprxVVeUDd
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHaMqVEeot
"I thought you said you liked it out here."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbgeLo7Fgn
"I'd prefer your restaurant."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe8rj8Xp6i
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsHZoEq9nY
We're sitting outside my house, now.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FFxCFH68y
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6CeppwziO
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8uOV0LT5M
"Yes."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c2MYx7zUJ
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mmySlhStb
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKX016hlqi
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjYujqF78L
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk03SBlknca
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTouyBb47Lh
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEfqp70Hy9
I'm done.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsmHAIjNV9
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWboUCr3MpX
"Don't say anything."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNqVaZPxGK
"I think it's cute."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2QJVp2fKm
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMqmK32q9U
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbUbNwZSJD
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWpdvvP08y
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg8yVWqqVt
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatcXwdB2w5
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMNAiCObyU
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
