I didn’t know the person you were when you were511Please respect copyright.PENANA2cuTzbxMlT
thirteen years old, or how life was like511Please respect copyright.PENANAe6svRllll8
when you were six, and I never had511Please respect copyright.PENANAZEZb7sAjDK
sleepovers where we confessed about our511Please respect copyright.PENANAhogPbXhOlJ
first kiss, or had a shot at being your511Please respect copyright.PENANAB8kY6LAIrh
high school sweetheart, but I feel like I’ve known you511Please respect copyright.PENANAjOIfhxwSNV
my whole life.
I forget that you weren’t there during the years511Please respect copyright.PENANA6jH4Zo7mA5
I spent trudging between households on weekends511Please respect copyright.PENANAdwEp4T4AEo
and you weren’t someone I could text when I needed511Please respect copyright.PENANAhHybj27cm6
a distraction; I could have used our stories back then511Please respect copyright.PENANAqYORRAtrBk
when every other weekend was a trip to hell511Please respect copyright.PENANAPw3HUaY3OY
and a survivor story back to heaven.
I forget that we met when I was sixteen years old511Please respect copyright.PENANAe0Ovf1UKSV
almost seventeen, and you stayed on a skype chat with me511Please respect copyright.PENANA2hduuDrIxE
for six hours where we laughed and talked and did511Please respect copyright.PENANALT19Ry5z82
other things with each other’s companies. I forget511Please respect copyright.PENANAkCYwQXPwfd
that we rushed into things; our relationship511Please respect copyright.PENANAyZmzp0zRod
was compromised from the beginning.
Sometimes I think maybe if I’d waited a while,511Please respect copyright.PENANA9afZdrxWbi
let our friendship run its course, maybe we could have511Please respect copyright.PENANABaA0Pvj4OD
been something great. Maybe you could have511Please respect copyright.PENANAg4qnfcWGpB
loved me.
I forget that I never spent nights on sandy shores511Please respect copyright.PENANAj6yrS8vRw5
with you, watching the sunset on those Florida beaches511Please respect copyright.PENANAfE91FhEIKW
and you’ve never driven through icy roads511Please respect copyright.PENANABgDy2Dtrgv
or built snowmen on porches.
I forget that we come from different places, so often I511Please respect copyright.PENANA7xZvp2KEX3
have to remind myself that you’re not just511Please respect copyright.PENANAII5yHGc53H
twenty minutes away; more like511Please respect copyright.PENANAsU3katuQL0
two days worth of driving, and too much money511Please respect copyright.PENANA1yvBqRHMEI
to fly.
I forget that you haven’t spent my entire life511Please respect copyright.PENANA3D7bnJnVul
by my side, holding my hand, guiding me towards511Please respect copyright.PENANA97DAM9fEkf
brighter times, and even when you make me cry511Please respect copyright.PENANAY6RkCxhQEo
I don’t regret you. I couldn’t regret you,511Please respect copyright.PENANAxCOMEKHwL6
not when you still make love flood me from511Please respect copyright.PENANAVZaFv0BXmP
head to toe, and I know, you can’t love me the way511Please respect copyright.PENANAra03AGMf8Z
the love I have overwhelms me, tugs me through life511Please respect copyright.PENANAornD7tR4a9
almost blindly, because well, it’s not quite passion but511Please respect copyright.PENANArEUWZxxarM
it’s something, and it’s not quite romance511Please respect copyright.PENANAi6rL9iN055
but it’s something so intense I can’t stand it.
But I forget, sometimes511Please respect copyright.PENANA2yQOqO3GXB
that we’re like on two different planets511Please respect copyright.PENANAlbZyaLC0cS
and it’s impossible to meet up when there’s511Please respect copyright.PENANAJcBhd5x04j
an entire galaxy between us.511Please respect copyright.PENANAQUmKv2yrar
And I wonder, sometimes, will we ever511Please respect copyright.PENANAKLPjBAUgaH
make it?