散場之後,時間已經是半夜兩點多了。我捧著一杯紅酒,虛脫似的靠在花圃邊的小矮牆上癱坐著,有一口沒一口的輕啜著手中的香醇。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGiqniBzheV
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學長說這酒叫什麼?55Please respect copyright.PENANAFpQSzKsiyj
55Please respect copyright.PENANAE1Gs4hcQZX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAzL2sH4lRj6
「Pi……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAezUgLtkqon
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1bxSW1WeFr
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」55Please respect copyright.PENANAZYxqDuwYak
55Please respect copyright.PENANAKBVOnx2QTv
55Please respect copyright.PENANA2AY5Uay5IF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcVfgQvgcWC
55Please respect copyright.PENANA0fHKT6w1Zb
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。55Please respect copyright.PENANAhR3AOzJBoF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAkJZYBUFbDE
55Please respect copyright.PENANAEBgVlP3nzc
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6Jd5o20hD2
55Please respect copyright.PENANAsR9mIHDjgE
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjkqrcoFwGq
55Please respect copyright.PENANApItCK5lFwu
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAEUX86i9KrZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhiJChIuYT6
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」55Please respect copyright.PENANAV236KCGLXi
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1gnahYXEAf
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。55Please respect copyright.PENANAuteYEs5ar8
55Please respect copyright.PENANAxA8nLcNpHf
55Please respect copyright.PENANAieLRARl31j
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6dNc6mzjfR
55Please respect copyright.PENANAF97MhTI3xs
55Please respect copyright.PENANAeIqCT3ddim
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAxmf1inozcv
55Please respect copyright.PENANAAi5nYLr4uj
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAXpFCKOZyt9
55Please respect copyright.PENANAP6U5dOVG2o
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6xAci8PP3X
55Please respect copyright.PENANA2LJ9k3E2fi
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。55Please respect copyright.PENANAdeCRb7JPie
55Please respect copyright.PENANAuXJ7mHeC9A
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAUpr2XI9l0H
55Please respect copyright.PENANAS9kVsWpPUl
「褚,我不……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAHEiyJQAKVV
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcRVzHxAnSi
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAx1CNYbLjcd
55Please respect copyright.PENANAalVEa1uWSW
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。55Please respect copyright.PENANADeahU9Czy5
55Please respect copyright.PENANADfEU6cClDT
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAaUwHUnr9Dr
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1eeEGUvCL5
55Please respect copyright.PENANAtone9bYOwN
55Please respect copyright.PENANA6AMzPGAMxu
55Please respect copyright.PENANAtS0Wm7Kqla
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjWQ47rnx2f
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。55Please respect copyright.PENANAtseHSEQMlJ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAXp6XruON0U
55Please respect copyright.PENANAbLzTYV18vM
55Please respect copyright.PENANAm6ZuMGzeKi
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhSNSasLA2s
55Please respect copyright.PENANAP1SCAv85dt
55Please respect copyright.PENANAZ68nzjD82k
55Please respect copyright.PENANAouPcYWKwtf
55Please respect copyright.PENANAap3SsPNTv6
55Please respect copyright.PENANALEIudySPjg
55Please respect copyright.PENANANjCDsE6CCP
55Please respect copyright.PENANAuwE2GrvIdv
55Please respect copyright.PENANA8Yv1VBRN0u
55Please respect copyright.PENANAQii4j2YnWl
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAExFBnYQRJm
55Please respect copyright.PENANA3znxL8ONf3
55Please respect copyright.PENANABC8AnjkETU
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAODf26xsDa8
55Please respect copyright.PENANAPT2N5Ff6bo
55Please respect copyright.PENANA34ZM1Hgtbp
55Please respect copyright.PENANAvOZuWXmXrE
55Please respect copyright.PENANA4LPacgOJu6
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「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgpBh5irbsk
55Please respect copyright.PENANASdje6V3GNI
55Please respect copyright.PENANAzMCi5r5msJ
55Please respect copyright.PENANA98d829KGvL
55Please respect copyright.PENANAvmTfjigBjz
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。55Please respect copyright.PENANAQavyFJzWYm
55Please respect copyright.PENANAe36b6DwN3I
55Please respect copyright.PENANAfDXv75prHW
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhNiyYuhp39
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「……褚。」55Please respect copyright.PENANABPGp2ZMY0t
55Please respect copyright.PENANAq48Y1ByvDg
55Please respect copyright.PENANAz0sxscOhp5
55Please respect copyright.PENANA5y8l5lSsJg
「嗯?」55Please respect copyright.PENANArqYOad9raf
55Please respect copyright.PENANACWakr734h5
55Please respect copyright.PENANAF1V6bVHa4S
55Please respect copyright.PENANA7ITSSkDAzZ
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAlf1C39QGvR
55Please respect copyright.PENANAObUs9wgFUN
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」55Please respect copyright.PENANABxQWtF6TiD
55Please respect copyright.PENANAr5Teo2w6tG
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAGBtN6t0Pcn
55Please respect copyright.PENANAIkDndFeXKC
55Please respect copyright.PENANAFbLrnGI1zk
學長說這酒叫什麼?55Please respect copyright.PENANAFpQSzKsiyj
55Please respect copyright.PENANAE1Gs4hcQZX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAzL2sH4lRj6
「Pi……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAezUgLtkqon
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1bxSW1WeFr
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」55Please respect copyright.PENANAZYxqDuwYak
55Please respect copyright.PENANAKBVOnx2QTv
55Please respect copyright.PENANA2AY5Uay5IF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcVfgQvgcWC
55Please respect copyright.PENANA0fHKT6w1Zb
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。55Please respect copyright.PENANAhR3AOzJBoF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAkJZYBUFbDE
55Please respect copyright.PENANAEBgVlP3nzc
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6Jd5o20hD2
55Please respect copyright.PENANAsR9mIHDjgE
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjkqrcoFwGq
55Please respect copyright.PENANApItCK5lFwu
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAEUX86i9KrZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhiJChIuYT6
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」55Please respect copyright.PENANAV236KCGLXi
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1gnahYXEAf
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。55Please respect copyright.PENANAuteYEs5ar8
55Please respect copyright.PENANAxA8nLcNpHf
55Please respect copyright.PENANAieLRARl31j
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6dNc6mzjfR
55Please respect copyright.PENANAF97MhTI3xs
55Please respect copyright.PENANAeIqCT3ddim
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAxmf1inozcv
55Please respect copyright.PENANAAi5nYLr4uj
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAXpFCKOZyt9
55Please respect copyright.PENANAP6U5dOVG2o
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6xAci8PP3X
55Please respect copyright.PENANA2LJ9k3E2fi
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。55Please respect copyright.PENANAdeCRb7JPie
55Please respect copyright.PENANAuXJ7mHeC9A
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAUpr2XI9l0H
55Please respect copyright.PENANAS9kVsWpPUl
「褚,我不……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAHEiyJQAKVV
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcRVzHxAnSi
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAx1CNYbLjcd
55Please respect copyright.PENANAalVEa1uWSW
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。55Please respect copyright.PENANADeahU9Czy5
55Please respect copyright.PENANADfEU6cClDT
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAaUwHUnr9Dr
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1eeEGUvCL5
55Please respect copyright.PENANAtone9bYOwN
55Please respect copyright.PENANA6AMzPGAMxu
55Please respect copyright.PENANAtS0Wm7Kqla
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjWQ47rnx2f
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。55Please respect copyright.PENANAtseHSEQMlJ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAXp6XruON0U
55Please respect copyright.PENANAbLzTYV18vM
55Please respect copyright.PENANAm6ZuMGzeKi
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhSNSasLA2s
55Please respect copyright.PENANAP1SCAv85dt
55Please respect copyright.PENANAZ68nzjD82k
55Please respect copyright.PENANAouPcYWKwtf
55Please respect copyright.PENANAap3SsPNTv6
55Please respect copyright.PENANALEIudySPjg
55Please respect copyright.PENANANjCDsE6CCP
55Please respect copyright.PENANAuwE2GrvIdv
55Please respect copyright.PENANA8Yv1VBRN0u
55Please respect copyright.PENANAQii4j2YnWl
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAExFBnYQRJm
55Please respect copyright.PENANA3znxL8ONf3
55Please respect copyright.PENANABC8AnjkETU
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAODf26xsDa8
55Please respect copyright.PENANAPT2N5Ff6bo
55Please respect copyright.PENANA34ZM1Hgtbp
55Please respect copyright.PENANAvOZuWXmXrE
55Please respect copyright.PENANA4LPacgOJu6
55Please respect copyright.PENANA6IxHuR5YvW
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgpBh5irbsk
55Please respect copyright.PENANASdje6V3GNI
55Please respect copyright.PENANAzMCi5r5msJ
55Please respect copyright.PENANA98d829KGvL
55Please respect copyright.PENANAvmTfjigBjz
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。55Please respect copyright.PENANAQavyFJzWYm
55Please respect copyright.PENANAe36b6DwN3I
55Please respect copyright.PENANAfDXv75prHW
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhNiyYuhp39
55Please respect copyright.PENANA5tOenSG9ID
「……褚。」55Please respect copyright.PENANABPGp2ZMY0t
55Please respect copyright.PENANAq48Y1ByvDg
55Please respect copyright.PENANAz0sxscOhp5
55Please respect copyright.PENANA5y8l5lSsJg
「嗯?」55Please respect copyright.PENANArqYOad9raf
55Please respect copyright.PENANACWakr734h5
55Please respect copyright.PENANAF1V6bVHa4S
55Please respect copyright.PENANA7ITSSkDAzZ
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAlf1C39QGvR
55Please respect copyright.PENANAObUs9wgFUN
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」55Please respect copyright.PENANABxQWtF6TiD
55Please respect copyright.PENANAr5Teo2w6tG
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAGBtN6t0Pcn