我捱住頭痛咁返工。801Please respect copyright.PENANAhHY66p2ZJP
801Please respect copyright.PENANAuZmsmp77S6
痛苦當然唔會一兩日就完全消失,過幾日又會好似潮漲嘅海浪湧上心頭。801Please respect copyright.PENANAAtVyA5p9bC
801Please respect copyright.PENANAAKIoYHTRGk
亦因為狀態差,影響咗我工作表現,連連揹鑊。801Please respect copyright.PENANACypAZRee8i
801Please respect copyright.PENANAscPpV0GKjD
「你見點呀金仔?依排好唔妥咁喎。見你無主動講我都無問,但係咪嗰日唔順利呀?」801Please respect copyright.PENANAqfuiGpjY3l
801Please respect copyright.PENANAseeXlZAxY0
「何止唔順利。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAhDvytwiCgM
801Please respect copyright.PENANACJw2Y6cslK
我將成件事又講一次畀霞姨聽。801Please respect copyright.PENANAqErRaTkIdw
801Please respect copyright.PENANAIi2VKlQsAS
「你幫我占卜嗰次,其實係全部中晒。最後結局係死神吖嘛,仲好記得架。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAiy0bwDKHex
801Please respect copyright.PENANA6is6vwvaCt
講完我就抱住頭:「唉,前幾日仲因為飲醉無諗起佢好鬼開心,點知過幾日又嚟過,點搞呀?」801Please respect copyright.PENANAA1ENqQJuAV
801Please respect copyright.PENANAdgpSgRhkxx
同以前一樣,每當我過咗一段時間無啦啦諗返起芯玥,就會覺得自己好無用。801Please respect copyright.PENANAAE64udf9Qg
801Please respect copyright.PENANA8ldKtyWfyH
「諗通同放低唔係燈掣,唔係一㩒就會無哂架喎。」霞姨話。801Please respect copyright.PENANAWt3Hz2we2c
801Please respect copyright.PENANA1PMa6Uu9Rs
「但我仲會諗起⋯⋯好無用⋯⋯我唔想再諗起佢但都控制唔到。同啲話戒毒嘅人又走去吸毒有咩分別?」801Please respect copyright.PENANAlSDT02l3lJ
801Please respect copyright.PENANATcQ7gSrNeN
我望住自己兜咖哩吉豬飯,完全無胃口。801Please respect copyright.PENANAarfT33OdSt
801Please respect copyright.PENANAgS4WdsQLpt
「你經歷咗嘅人生就自然有記憶,諗返以前咪諗返囉,回憶本身係無錯架喎,唔使向自己施壓。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAYSa54Vca1M
801Please respect copyright.PENANAgR0wqZZBLR
霞姨一路講,一路搵返佢盒塔羅牌出嚟。801Please respect copyright.PENANAFXq4GlDCFH
801Please respect copyright.PENANAbAd4zCX8mg
「唔好將個人價值依附喺感情上,你就係你,感情失敗唔代表你係失敗。同樣道理,諗起只係諗起,唔代表你無用。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAwZRvm4L8EI
801Please respect copyright.PENANAPQBpshOfrZ
霞姨拎出死神牌遞畀我:「你一路都無聽依隻牌嘅解讀。」801Please respect copyright.PENANA5wKuM1j3tR
801Please respect copyright.PENANAZTuTA5Iovc
「咪就係死神囉,唔使解啦。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAtdrXuiZrpk
801Please respect copyright.PENANAPHcY7xr9gk
「好多人都好驚塔羅占卜抽到死神,因為覺得一定係唔好。但其實依隻牌係最有積極同正面意義嘅一隻。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAPtzBwLFhx7
801Please respect copyright.PENANA77Do7WExBB
我接過死神牌,聽霞姨講埋落去:「死神表示你生命中一個重要階段結束,新階段即將開始。你會經歷一個重大的改變、過渡同轉變。舊嘅你會『死亡』,但大破大立,置之死地而後生,咁先會有新嘅你。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAkH30R07zPV
801Please respect copyright.PENANAbNbKpIdauT
望住死神牌,我諗返當日問過自己嘅問題。801Please respect copyright.PENANAjnls4qUKeW
801Please respect copyright.PENANAqDBjqhIKP4
如果唔係重新喺返埋一齊,到底畀我再遇返芯玥有咩意義?801Please respect copyright.PENANAYVCQtXXZf7
801Please respect copyright.PENANARo1oWnMBYF
「依段經歷對你嚟講可能好可怕,意味你需要放低生活中唔健康嘅依戀。學習面對依樣嘢逝去,明白『釋懷』都係生命入面重要嘅組成部分之一,接受佢、繼續前進。依個先係死神牌真正嘅意義。」801Please respect copyright.PENANAtW6SNcca0N
801Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7u3nzoCmA
或者,再次遇上芯玥嘅意義,係要我真真正正咁放下。801Please respect copyright.PENANA99I5eQC4bH