I didn’t know the person you were when you were495Please respect copyright.PENANAEjeAmpNBNg
thirteen years old, or how life was like495Please respect copyright.PENANA2Nag4bg2H5
when you were six, and I never had495Please respect copyright.PENANAGMwKyi1kgX
sleepovers where we confessed about our495Please respect copyright.PENANA5aLPh1n1DG
first kiss, or had a shot at being your495Please respect copyright.PENANA0WvHTgnCzJ
high school sweetheart, but I feel like I’ve known you495Please respect copyright.PENANA5HO2WCiHT5
my whole life.
I forget that you weren’t there during the years495Please respect copyright.PENANALX7t0fNc38
I spent trudging between households on weekends495Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9Pnxa1FIY
and you weren’t someone I could text when I needed495Please respect copyright.PENANAPUF1cj9JvT
a distraction; I could have used our stories back then495Please respect copyright.PENANAXrKV9jxDxJ
when every other weekend was a trip to hell495Please respect copyright.PENANAvhCdIB1jvV
and a survivor story back to heaven.
I forget that we met when I was sixteen years old495Please respect copyright.PENANAaK13vSxqxG
almost seventeen, and you stayed on a skype chat with me495Please respect copyright.PENANACNfMA44R6I
for six hours where we laughed and talked and did495Please respect copyright.PENANAh7bXFaMIAp
other things with each other’s companies. I forget495Please respect copyright.PENANA0KUJlp3pCm
that we rushed into things; our relationship495Please respect copyright.PENANAWt6w5aMCmd
was compromised from the beginning.
Sometimes I think maybe if I’d waited a while,495Please respect copyright.PENANANRqVarvEPh
let our friendship run its course, maybe we could have495Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ0R80qSHO
been something great. Maybe you could have495Please respect copyright.PENANA47sTnV3WEp
loved me.
I forget that I never spent nights on sandy shores495Please respect copyright.PENANAgrRLgWNmuS
with you, watching the sunset on those Florida beaches495Please respect copyright.PENANArhQHxEu0zV
and you’ve never driven through icy roads495Please respect copyright.PENANAe10M0jyVJq
or built snowmen on porches.
I forget that we come from different places, so often I495Please respect copyright.PENANANPNjuVzmb4
have to remind myself that you’re not just495Please respect copyright.PENANAHmUn03o70r
twenty minutes away; more like495Please respect copyright.PENANAnSQ4dj0ewO
two days worth of driving, and too much money495Please respect copyright.PENANA4v9jXeYF2W
to fly.
I forget that you haven’t spent my entire life495Please respect copyright.PENANAOk71frki21
by my side, holding my hand, guiding me towards495Please respect copyright.PENANA5YUtjK0IDj
brighter times, and even when you make me cry495Please respect copyright.PENANAwbUTpLO245
I don’t regret you. I couldn’t regret you,495Please respect copyright.PENANAsmBR7J6VdE
not when you still make love flood me from495Please respect copyright.PENANAMH5Mgs2Ggs
head to toe, and I know, you can’t love me the way495Please respect copyright.PENANAdW3B8vVdyG
the love I have overwhelms me, tugs me through life495Please respect copyright.PENANA7wx1wR0PI2
almost blindly, because well, it’s not quite passion but495Please respect copyright.PENANAviwfhg31st
it’s something, and it’s not quite romance495Please respect copyright.PENANAl1KmoD4SuT
but it’s something so intense I can’t stand it.
But I forget, sometimes495Please respect copyright.PENANAsgcmhBANSS
that we’re like on two different planets495Please respect copyright.PENANAiJYZRa5Vmh
and it’s impossible to meet up when there’s495Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZfUtjK2ZV
an entire galaxy between us.495Please respect copyright.PENANAc9fGTbyKdH
And I wonder, sometimes, will we ever495Please respect copyright.PENANA7MBv01gf7D
make it?