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和阿龍、小迪道別後,我並沒有直接回家。240Please respect copyright.PENANATBcBWXqzZd
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離開熱鬧的市區後,我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後,隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。240Please respect copyright.PENANAjt0Igmbj5n
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脫下安全帽,依舊坐在車上的我,從口袋裡拿出了手機。240Please respect copyright.PENANA0fC93837f4
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按了許久,終於找到熟悉的名字,撥出。240Please respect copyright.PENANAV6NHuywe9j
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電話嘟了好幾聲,最後轉接語音信箱,掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。240Please respect copyright.PENANAXxdmDZSu3a
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「喂?」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候,她終於接起來。240Please respect copyright.PENANAca6EyENlD0
240Please respect copyright.PENANAXp8g0Ri7lM
「都不接電話是怎樣,手機是裝飾品喔?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAhZihyqk1wC
240Please respect copyright.PENANAC5oK24wNFx
「就沒聽到啊!怪我囉?打給我幹麻?」大概是怕我又要連環炮,她趕緊切入重點。240Please respect copyright.PENANAzh4hJE0GW4
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎?要不要出來喝酒?」240Please respect copyright.PENANA3MciLYXLSl
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「喔,好啊,去哪喝?」240Please respect copyright.PENANATYPIaZFC9S
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這麼爽快?我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。240Please respect copyright.PENANA9kRvyBKdqj
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「白色愛琴海啊!我先去那等妳啦!別拖時間。」240Please respect copyright.PENANAkq5glcmvwp
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「好啦!」240Please respect copyright.PENANAuBE1ksNExW
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把手機拿離耳邊,按下掛掉鍵。240Please respect copyright.PENANAfji2bsASaq
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酒。240Please respect copyright.PENANAq29zk6mVg3
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西,如今,意義不同了。240Please respect copyright.PENANA5do8Le6sKL
240Please respect copyright.PENANAGa3KN1H85B
戴上安全帽,我往約定的地點出發。240Please respect copyright.PENANA2cUov7yCo5
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*240Please respect copyright.PENANAeOv8uNQoDd
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白色愛琴海。240Please respect copyright.PENANA70mI3SLbIz
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了,把車停好後,看了四周,她果然還沒來。240Please respect copyright.PENANAfl6Q7Vmpf0
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒,從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。240Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z5UogCQCb
240Please respect copyright.PENANASb0Bz71j68
啤酒喝習慣了,苦的味道自然就不怕了。240Please respect copyright.PENANAWeIDBFxtZK
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在我喝了第三口後,終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。240Please respect copyright.PENANAlFwRaYwdjH
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「好啊,又拖時間啊,整我啊!」她才剛停下車,我就馬上開口。240Please respect copyright.PENANAn95LgsZ4Jb
240Please respect copyright.PENANAWkCM3omjIP
「才拖一下下而已,又沒差。」她脫下安全帽,一副理所當然的樣子。240Please respect copyright.PENANAbrSBdCNoIQ
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「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來,交到她手上。240Please respect copyright.PENANAFy9xILUxYd
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她接過手,然後和我往海岸邊走去。240Please respect copyright.PENANASBmYV5VCra
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼,這人妖其實沒什麼變,還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。240Please respect copyright.PENANAhw0at5pehq
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明明是個女的,卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事?240Please respect copyright.PENANAxCJH6bC4ia
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走到海岸邊,隨便找了個地方,我一屁股的就坐了下去,人妖也跟著坐下來。240Please respect copyright.PENANAmdBeOgJ0nO
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喝酒。240Please respect copyright.PENANAmOc8Rnxu5M
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「怎樣,心情又不好了喔?」人妖也開了一瓶酒。240Please respect copyright.PENANAtA4v4CcneZ
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我點頭,心情不好時我就會來海邊,這點人妖很清楚。240Please respect copyright.PENANADwxx8dpd1b
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完,便大口喝下手中的酒。240Please respect copyright.PENANAjoHTthlgHS
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人妖看了我許久,最後把視線移回了海。240Please respect copyright.PENANAWgbfy9orzC
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎?」人妖問。240Please respect copyright.PENANAisAPhWXsQn
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再次點頭,繼續沉默。240Please respect copyright.PENANAklM5If30ro
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「這樣很好啊!妳終於肯去看他了,他也會很開心的吧!」240Please respect copyright.PENANAsh03P3RHEA
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「誰知道呢?」我聳肩。240Please respect copyright.PENANAwaFLjcGCdf
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事,只是聽到妳說你們分手了,我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去,之後又聽到妳說他出車禍,我就更不知道該怎麼提。」240Please respect copyright.PENANAZBo7cpOrty
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我低下頭,大口嘆了氣。240Please respect copyright.PENANA992Ci0ahmD
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在他車禍之前,我跟他也沒發生什麼事,除了那通電話之外。240Please respect copyright.PENANAGaPETgvkbI
240Please respect copyright.PENANA3P9tCqSm6u
我告訴了人妖那通電話的事,我和瑀最後一次的通話。240Please respect copyright.PENANAKOWTKgMIBZ
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最後一次。240Please respect copyright.PENANA0CZfPzP0jj
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧!就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人,他就悶騷啊!我之前不就有跟妳講過了?他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來,就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」240Please respect copyright.PENANAEEnlkm6zqW
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「他有在改,他說要為我改,但是在他開始變好的時候,生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光,我又開了一瓶。240Please respect copyright.PENANAipisncfHSi
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話,我是不是就不會對他那麼兇?現在講這些好可笑,我明明知道「如果」總是有很多,但結果──永遠只有一個。」240Please respect copyright.PENANAjjOCJMDJ2J
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結果是死亡,你。240Please respect copyright.PENANA0Wt9RdHeZT
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。240Please respect copyright.PENANAwWK8yDad4y
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。240Please respect copyright.PENANANxpUfl4jlg
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在我說完這句之後,遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。240Please respect copyright.PENANAKhgdtVQNRh
240Please respect copyright.PENANAfDkQVzX433
「妳說錯話了啦!妳看!楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。240Please respect copyright.PENANA4vpclFxsyK
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「最好啦!」240Please respect copyright.PENANAOvSTXW0m51
240Please respect copyright.PENANAwfZwbz2jNc
在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時,也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。240Please respect copyright.PENANA7fcwGa1euJ
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終於,原諒了自己。240Please respect copyright.PENANApVy25VfA9G
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**240Please respect copyright.PENANAJGBOW5N7fl
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後,天色已經暗了下來,我們各自道別,然後酒駕。240Please respect copyright.PENANAyXY3lJ4Rik
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深,我很快的騎回家。240Please respect copyright.PENANAhARg9ho9aQ
240Please respect copyright.PENANAg44358yv7g
把車停好,上樓。240Please respect copyright.PENANAukzAjSU57U
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打開鐵門並關上,家裡很安靜也沒人在,大概都去上班了吧?240Please respect copyright.PENANAjc6pn8pkDu
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一陣疲憊感襲來,我馬上回到房間,把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。240Please respect copyright.PENANA82oJqwj3Tm
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏,稍微睡一下,反正家裡沒人,不用擔心被吵醒。240Please respect copyright.PENANAh1OBk41p5u
240Please respect copyright.PENANAYatQGm357L
打定主意後,慢慢閉上雙眼。240Please respect copyright.PENANASrVkOkJX33
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很平靜,心。240Please respect copyright.PENANAAeJ0PXOiVV
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再次睜開雙眼時,我依舊是躺著的狀態,而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。240Please respect copyright.PENANA7H4dpPcBqA
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前,也躺著一個人。240Please respect copyright.PENANAjah6kGoK9t
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那個人一直盯著我看,而我和他對上眼時,我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。240Please respect copyright.PENANA8gLATKtR5Y
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣,只是蒼白了許多。240Please respect copyright.PENANARJegcR6sp0
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楊瑀峰……240Please respect copyright.PENANAWwbNuO5QCw
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這是夢吧?我不是在做夢嗎?240Please respect copyright.PENANA5bnexUXe9J
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺,那麼的真實……240Please respect copyright.PENANA7cmLtySn3j
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我想開口,但一點聲音也發不出來。240Please respect copyright.PENANA72MfnCaN22
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有好多好多話想跟你說,即使這是夢。240Please respect copyright.PENANANyGzpLFsTc
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛,我想全部都告訴你。240Please respect copyright.PENANABenR0MWx2B
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我很努力想要講話,卻是白費力氣。240Please respect copyright.PENANArAspD3aLS8
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容,像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。240Please respect copyright.PENANA0EH94ecgnJ
240Please respect copyright.PENANAnIA9m8G1LG
眼淚一直滑落、不停的。240Please respect copyright.PENANAXn6ixSJM2G
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你知道嗎?你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎?240Please respect copyright.PENANAtT7JymhyRh
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我伸出左手,想要摸他的臉,但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──240Please respect copyright.PENANAfoDRWxES9Q
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消散了。240Please respect copyright.PENANAxCK6sPfsPN
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你去了哪裡?240Please respect copyright.PENANA7UPQyu20NK
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無論是在現實還是夢境,你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。240Please respect copyright.PENANAkbIlwdMoL4
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