好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1uvycJtUV
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsO1le5d7o
係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojMZe3vjyw
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX31pakEwf
分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg00SPsDJAi
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRs4iu54U1
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPKpJYqTwo
可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNfv323ur7
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3s5w5i3i7
點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6iuZdyHp6
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6BGuDwMWD
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9AQUOUnDN
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfACsKAkJQx
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvJwMtVIWy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE46lZ2dXCT
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOW82jT1V4
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNmBUYByyk
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxb0t4SBzA
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4hmAAooLT
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W05xY7jdG
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R6QjV3BhD
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjZntTRSKv
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpJlEhxeA7
嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESLF5MlHHN
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUMkxkrju5
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWjXeZp7pO
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K4J56k7FO
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpawUJa2xXy
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqBkVnVU3q
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEYjmVgYxw
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rQNOOu1Jk
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUkxwjCynh
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA0wsuom15
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp9kpmQrYU
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv1YgE36oM
雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAR7ZcyDYt
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhARZcACVKC
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd6XgLsy6f
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQC2PcNk8d
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或者係逃避痛苦。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2FEojBbL5
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfipn1dpkil
雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGux5RbjL7
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB7sFVMScJ
蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFe9MpEo1o
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3uJgw9vIj
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouyZyrECnb
894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW2USM1aQN
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。894Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvzrnH0dFe
