嗰晚返到屋企，我成晚都瞓唔著，諗咗好多如果，但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU3BQRYAQD
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其實個天想我點？喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次，就係等我認清楚自己未放得低？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJWBsvtE38
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYZrzFSWbD
咁我依家認啦，我唔會再呃自己，我的確係未放得低。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb04XU5rJQR
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdKQLzAkC2
可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實，事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3h6Fey5Ge
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqMLdyczwG
我好記得蠔哥問過我：「你係咪真係放低咗先？」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ulYa6Hmhn
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGfZd6CmyJ
「放低咗啦，都咁多年喇。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDwYcNqim0
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP7zzumVZp
「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的：「你拍拖都一排啦，都無主動提起過佢。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRF4Srvh1B
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfd8mIEVV5
「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RJTDB5uGp
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi67aqhKUun
我當時講嘅大話，講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoA0AYviGf
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直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEapbIhDrRC
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但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去，而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscWodxQnIj
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我真係唔明，又唔係第一個女朋友，亦唔係最後一個，點解就係放佢唔低？點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDyjrku0QO
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面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢，係半秒都無。但芯玥呢？依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLgJcZoN89
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可以的話，我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨，連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要，想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0kbazE41n
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成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人，同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳，叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7veRDE7G6H
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我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救，乜都只可以靠自己，我都知未來可能有一日做得到，但我依家就係做唔到。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzemwDx6kjI
1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeY11lXLK4
我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊，亦無煩過芯玥，好努力咁去放低，去呃自己，去睇啲放下嘅佛偈，去再愛下一個，再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱，依種情況有邊個遇到過？可唔可以教吓我點做？1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroxSpu3ect
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每一次我以為放低咗，再發現原來又係未得，就會喊。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5ksz0FO1b
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「一年喇⋯⋯」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kK8d7qK6A
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「兩年喇⋯⋯」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX7szYuelZ
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「三年喇⋯⋯」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j1dREW9FX
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直到同晴晴一齊，我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8s7pWkx6Q
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「六年喇⋯⋯」1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolgeWm8vkv
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然後依家，再被個窿跣多次，跌到頭破血流。1057Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85jptBG7Ok
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