好幾年時間入面，我都好糾結一個問題。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Ok10m2sS
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係我嘅不安懷疑令芯玥走，定係佢同個男仔一早曖昧緊先會令我懷疑？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsiLT3kBrI
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkb6ifMbPk
分手未夠兩個星期，就有條新仔，仲要一早就無取消張機票，兩個星期入面就一齊再去旅行？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTYOGbUgHo
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點解一開始要呃我取消咗？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKhS69KA1u
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可能因為唔想被人罰錢，所以留住張機票先，但就算佢嚟都唔會被我知，直至話取消咗等我死一條心。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDAtXY76Uz
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIMvYK7JQX
點知分手之後好快搵到另一個，咪轉做同新嗰個去囉。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaiUyn9jcb
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XLpL0clZR
定係由同我分手嗰陣已經計劃好同條新仔去旅行，所以無取消張機票呢？890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx52Vf0I82f
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Wmqx3Dkh
好多我無辦法確定嘅答案，令我每日個腦都七國咁亂。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j66Vc04zW
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBMDVXMSQa
唯一可以肯定嘅只有一樣嘢，就係喺機票依個問題上，芯玥呃咗我。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkTX0mvaEZ
嗰陣喺台灣自己一個，日喊夜喊，搞到喉嚨勁痛。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgc9uQkotA
人生路不熟又唔去睇醫生，淨係求其買啲喉糖食，舒服少少又喊過。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9QP0qG7oH
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhmyQT5vEW
當時棟宿舍多咗個鬧鬼傳聞，話夜晚走廊盡頭會聽到男人喊聲，其實就係我嚟。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt13j9Ivty8
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxb134RTuX
喊吓喊吓發覺把聲沙咗，都無乜為意，聲沙好小事、喉嚨痛好小事以為自己會好，點知就無再好過。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixlhv8n4Fl
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嗰次分手，驚動阿爸阿媽打電話過嚟，阿媽同其他朋友各自又喺聖誕節過嚟搵我。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRM88f0tBm
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7DvdCQli5
我去食煙，聽講可以排解寂寞。但呼出嘅只有空虛。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZoR6Zti0g
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsysNZ5lg8a
我去飲酒，酒入愁腸愁更愁。我以為食酒止到喊，點知之後好幾年都係飲醉就諗起芯玥再喊過。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ej2xenjDa
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92l4zXxgfk
我去隊草，但佢只係放大晒我嘅傷心，喉嚨被火燒嘅感覺更強，見到任何男女都變成芯玥同條新仔，一邊恥笑我一邊愈走愈遠。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7aCb8Qy40
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCfaAWw3iw
後來每個朋友都話，嗰幾年我個樣好似隨時會死咁。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZjcUt3f1M
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ8Lier7L1
但唯獨自殺我無做到，可能因為分手嗰日我就搵晒所有朋友同親人大肆宣揚，諗返起都覺得醜，不過每個人都安慰我。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ni1D6XnfQ
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雖然安慰係無補於事，但我都慶幸大家會安慰我。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpXlWzKuFn
同芯玥一齊嗰陣我已經講晒畀朋友聽，分手嗰陣都講晒，之後再無一個女朋友係我會主動同班朋友提起。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGcBWBInRG
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu6xxt8E2V
蠔哥話：「留有用之軀，無謂送頭吖。你死咗佢會唔會在意先？唔會吖嘛，咁你死嚟做乜先？」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMCdSti1dD
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或者係逃避痛苦。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1MYMHiEcg
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雞腎話：「痛苦總有一日會過，到時你就會慶幸自己當初無死到，原來個世界仲係咁靚。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ9OSgwYyl
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蘿蔔話：「計我話，快啲搵個第二個啦。」890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSGII6uDWb
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6NzwkGU8k
結果我頹廢咗好耐，每日都想死但又要控制自己，先發明咗「由瞓醒開始將所有嘢諗到最壞」嘅方法幫自己留意日常微細嘅美好。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKRgloaHcI
890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH8aZzrCeL
所以你問我有無自殺？我係每日都想死持續咗一年半，但事實上又的確係咩都無做過。890Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47tXuJJrMt
