嗰晚返到屋企,我成晚都瞓唔著,諗咗好多如果,但每個如果嘅盡頭都唔係一個好結局。969Please respect copyright.PENANARfru8hHzsk
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其實個天想我點?喺我覺得放低咗嘅時候再考驗多我一次,就係等我認清楚自己未放得低?969Please respect copyright.PENANAWp5m7Hxh8Z
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咁我依家認啦,我唔會再呃自己,我的確係未放得低。969Please respect copyright.PENANAvsIIBVuWjf
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可能真係懲罰我對自己唔夠誠實,事實上唔係撞返芯玥我都無機會直面自己嘅問題。969Please respect copyright.PENANAnZC6VzCTYM
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我好記得蠔哥問過我:「你係咪真係放低咗先?」嗰陣我啱啱開始同晴晴一齊。969Please respect copyright.PENANAFzmdyLbFqu
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「放低咗啦,都咁多年喇。」969Please respect copyright.PENANA6yF6AWEpnl
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「但依個你好似唔係好鍾意咋喎。」雞腎一矢中的:「你拍拖都一排啦,都無主動提起過佢。」969Please respect copyright.PENANAZJo1kAd2tz
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「鍾意架。唔係吓吓都要提先係鍾意嘅。」969Please respect copyright.PENANAeDc6L6oPyC
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我當時講嘅大話,講到同晴晴一齊耐咗幾乎連自己都信埋。969Please respect copyright.PENANACFPnnfL8mE
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直到被親戚問起先發現原來紙始終都包唔住火。969Please respect copyright.PENANAgUe88Umn0w
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但我當時只係承認自己同晴晴行唔到落去,而無發現自己其實未放得低芯玥。969Please respect copyright.PENANAu0cEJwDvQz
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我真係唔明,又唔係第一個女朋友,亦唔係最後一個,點解就係放佢唔低?點解就係面對佢我先仲好似困咗喺過去無進步過咁?969Please respect copyright.PENANANzvRYxC1EP
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面對晴晴我可以分咗手就無再諗過佢,係半秒都無。但芯玥呢?依六年嚟每次有啲咩細節觸動到我嘅神經就會諗起佢。969Please respect copyright.PENANANiWLzYByyc
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可以的話,我真係好想將所有同芯玥嘅記憶刪除得一乾二淨,連同佢開心嘅回憶都唔想要,想依世人無認識過鄧芯玥。969Please respect copyright.PENANAlzeQlJZcRy
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成日叫人放下向前行嗰啲人,同叫個咳緊嘅人唔好咳,叫個唔開心嘅人開心啲係一樣。969Please respect copyright.PENANACEDVANYmPK
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我哋都好清楚人到最後只可以自救,乜都只可以靠自己,我都知未來可能有一日做得到,但我依家就係做唔到。969Please respect copyright.PENANA9agWGzxVtR
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我已經好多個夜晚自己匿埋喊,亦無煩過芯玥,好努力咁去放低,去呃自己,去睇啲放下嘅佛偈,去再愛下一個,再拍拖⋯⋯點知再嚟多個咁大嘅整蠱,依種情況有邊個遇到過?可唔可以教吓我點做?969Please respect copyright.PENANAQgZrpaxL23
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每一次我以為放低咗,再發現原來又係未得,就會喊。969Please respect copyright.PENANAK99Dvq3X1c
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「一年喇⋯⋯」969Please respect copyright.PENANAsk4mUpMJxn
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「兩年喇⋯⋯」969Please respect copyright.PENANArLnJyqyb1p
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「三年喇⋯⋯」969Please respect copyright.PENANAC2jCxM1dRm
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直到同晴晴一齊,我已經接受咗依個人生入面無辦法填平嘅窿。我至少做得到諗起都無再喊。969Please respect copyright.PENANAaeg0ROi3EM
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「六年喇⋯⋯」969Please respect copyright.PENANA28WpQ7TmW4
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然後依家,再被個窿跣多次,跌到頭破血流。969Please respect copyright.PENANAdxIkGreF3f