Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.421Please respect copyright.PENANAB7FwMUZ50Y
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?421Please respect copyright.PENANArQD5lMdklS
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?421Please respect copyright.PENANAMu0QBuFbS2
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?421Please respect copyright.PENANA8mMQfLjBVY
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.421Please respect copyright.PENANAuTq7hLaA0g
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.421Please respect copyright.PENANAvxkul77MA3
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 421Please respect copyright.PENANAZDpc8qwOkf
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...421Please respect copyright.PENANAsjDKF5T2Pe
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.421Please respect copyright.PENANAheAVtkIfHd
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-421Please respect copyright.PENANACHiRHy0sub
Even though it was a prank.
Love....421Please respect copyright.PENANABwF4b5KFLo
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...421Please respect copyright.PENANAdsuS1NM0JG
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...421Please respect copyright.PENANARs4khl57zZ
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.421Please respect copyright.PENANAmHVh5Iv22L
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.421Please respect copyright.PENANAIW3xuYlhG5
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.421Please respect copyright.PENANAbjq1Yag5nz
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.421Please respect copyright.PENANAKO6rsMWzbZ
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.421Please respect copyright.PENANASEkYs1WRUP
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?421Please respect copyright.PENANAeu7zAfoZnx
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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