I'm somehow alive.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSGY8iqymI
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFAyqYjVXq
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fJdnsgG6h
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFkSxkqnDd
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnkqqYcg6d
Well, it was that kind of day. 403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwjl9qtsT8
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsw0bFa7IW
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt95att8CB
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjHM7FmujG
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYzf09Fexx
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WS58sEYqE
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxMZWptFL9
Much less someone I know.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltkSrc7V2d
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"...Hey. Hey..."403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHagIKhbSJ
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YK5xcRjSv
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DG6SyFF4x
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"You...!" 403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUHKAwl01T
I remember cursing in my head.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOmeCs8S8x
Ah, fuck.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvejFLJzSyq
Fuck.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrHub1Rc16
It had to be you, didn't it.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWmDHj2Bsz
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw9aTXVmFj
Teacher's pet.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPyhfxwKaq
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.403Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY0ilq0R8X
The class president.
