I'm somehow alive.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q4749HpRe
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mFmtY5g8J
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtifgLfJ439
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAThhmTi6w
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVyIjT2xxY
Well, it was that kind of day. 398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ12alV6wR3
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTDdPA5CwE
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7Z7J333L9
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfmtIMtsC3
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYysIdbnfuq
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusscHHZrDf
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oBVY2FgFe
Much less someone I know.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzDQurNnp9
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"...Hey. Hey..."398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HjMeBC0zP
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfZ7Uy9Sw8
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGvEvzX2r8
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"You...!" 398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6YVnIRsFo
I remember cursing in my head.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXL0HV2tLR
Ah, fuck.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHFguXJeTo
Fuck.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8eEAiOVuh
It had to be you, didn't it.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwX1k0WWRS
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsqsCraRHs
Teacher's pet.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU5t8v4pzv
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.398Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSX1OkV1Gl
The class president.
