散場之後,時間已經是半夜兩點多了。我捧著一杯紅酒,虛脫似的靠在花圃邊的小矮牆上癱坐著,有一口沒一口的輕啜著手中的香醇。46Please respect copyright.PENANAC9n4oErPEd
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8qhSj7jP5u
46Please respect copyright.PENANAhCl5Zu0zz1
學長說這酒叫什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAti4MWoQktX
46Please respect copyright.PENANAU9SwvSfrMj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAGwa7WXR7nr
「Pi……」46Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ZS1tbRyV
46Please respect copyright.PENANAaDlyyJ5JWu
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」46Please respect copyright.PENANAEdTtCC5svG
46Please respect copyright.PENANAZWZwUQSnTB
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWEdoXIc9yP
46Please respect copyright.PENANAzMOdW7Of1c
46Please respect copyright.PENANAxDPPWHIykq
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。46Please respect copyright.PENANAYhunq3S3x7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAL97fA7IUEr
46Please respect copyright.PENANAjHhkT8Ep55
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAVj6FKnJ0cS
46Please respect copyright.PENANAptjdakJyxv
46Please respect copyright.PENANA4QWabwx3c3
46Please respect copyright.PENANAainmrVijea
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAiUTF7mhdJL
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPcnJx3N3uo
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」46Please respect copyright.PENANAUF0hPaGkkB
46Please respect copyright.PENANAuBSseV8NfO
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。46Please respect copyright.PENANAR1YzIXvb3W
46Please respect copyright.PENANAGzWTFaIYoy
46Please respect copyright.PENANA5lNFd0nDC6
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA4uheXoGNqj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAf7kZn37I4Z
46Please respect copyright.PENANARWYC2gUAnE
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA45XGLaNYVB
46Please respect copyright.PENANA9rLrBfyEY7
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2IrKh0QMmf
46Please respect copyright.PENANARwWTOuKouT
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAXd6iSexuoz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAb7zRibLPsE
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。46Please respect copyright.PENANAdKmOfdMmOl
46Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Zlb7RLuw
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA77qJeDB3ef
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvg0xKHDWR0
「褚,我不……」46Please respect copyright.PENANA0IhCvadQhy
46Please respect copyright.PENANATfvbp0tAwD
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」46Please respect copyright.PENANACR0Vzcsdiy
46Please respect copyright.PENANA35E1vds2A2
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5V8PtPrpHc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAD9pUs9q4kp
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAT8At9iNQCO
46Please respect copyright.PENANAwRFM3GPGFF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0URGx0sK5
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmRyCS3WJ4d
46Please respect copyright.PENANAm0GZ4gxbqI
46Please respect copyright.PENANAN1LeQakd03
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。46Please respect copyright.PENANACED8wg7KOo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAm5ZdypNono
46Please respect copyright.PENANAQrQPXlQKya
46Please respect copyright.PENANAogYgGneatu
46Please respect copyright.PENANAXZTGLt3r9r
46Please respect copyright.PENANAZjpmAIX3FF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAVaXOJWzOFf
46Please respect copyright.PENANAtKSBckxt2r
46Please respect copyright.PENANADLLTIqj7q8
46Please respect copyright.PENANA9J8yuwCHSo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAz0DH1B5tLc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAVh5r3TMsr7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAx9pMHqCaWh
46Please respect copyright.PENANAriEgkdrkvx
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAUFRvsFJehs
46Please respect copyright.PENANAUVbevYdvMH
46Please respect copyright.PENANACKl9X62eQN
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAAEdp24TWUN
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWMS3PvgVZJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8xUaswW06R
46Please respect copyright.PENANAjcAc9Q6mWC
46Please respect copyright.PENANAr4CrV2Vd2z
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8AgtIuVIoD
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1vn8dD2JpG
46Please respect copyright.PENANAFjTYH0mF88
46Please respect copyright.PENANAbOoAufYlWF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAsg826PLjIW
46Please respect copyright.PENANAo2tjoZmtAx
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。46Please respect copyright.PENANABn082zOomX
46Please respect copyright.PENANASfVntCMb9N
46Please respect copyright.PENANAAm7Rq1arnJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAdhVrlJKqhC
46Please respect copyright.PENANATHSm1V29AM
「……褚。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAew5SgRSvbQ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPxNmIQDhOb
46Please respect copyright.PENANAKIfCqZn4Le
46Please respect copyright.PENANAOYkw44klv1
「嗯?」46Please respect copyright.PENANATYjABQq2Ok
46Please respect copyright.PENANArOwJEwCeat
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPAQ7S4Gawc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAnfHyo1N2EB
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」46Please respect copyright.PENANA9CcDlhhSZo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAOQLApX8NZE
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAcGfV0PaMhn
46Please respect copyright.PENANAL58E4MfbWL
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAuDr4DScrpR
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8qhSj7jP5u
46Please respect copyright.PENANAhCl5Zu0zz1
學長說這酒叫什麼?46Please respect copyright.PENANAti4MWoQktX
46Please respect copyright.PENANAU9SwvSfrMj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAGwa7WXR7nr
「Pi……」46Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ZS1tbRyV
46Please respect copyright.PENANAaDlyyJ5JWu
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」46Please respect copyright.PENANAEdTtCC5svG
46Please respect copyright.PENANAZWZwUQSnTB
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWEdoXIc9yP
46Please respect copyright.PENANAzMOdW7Of1c
46Please respect copyright.PENANAxDPPWHIykq
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。46Please respect copyright.PENANAYhunq3S3x7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAL97fA7IUEr
46Please respect copyright.PENANAjHhkT8Ep55
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。46Please respect copyright.PENANAVj6FKnJ0cS
46Please respect copyright.PENANAptjdakJyxv
46Please respect copyright.PENANA4QWabwx3c3
46Please respect copyright.PENANAainmrVijea
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAiUTF7mhdJL
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPcnJx3N3uo
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」46Please respect copyright.PENANAUF0hPaGkkB
46Please respect copyright.PENANAuBSseV8NfO
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。46Please respect copyright.PENANAR1YzIXvb3W
46Please respect copyright.PENANAGzWTFaIYoy
46Please respect copyright.PENANA5lNFd0nDC6
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA4uheXoGNqj
46Please respect copyright.PENANAf7kZn37I4Z
46Please respect copyright.PENANARWYC2gUAnE
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA45XGLaNYVB
46Please respect copyright.PENANA9rLrBfyEY7
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。46Please respect copyright.PENANA2IrKh0QMmf
46Please respect copyright.PENANARwWTOuKouT
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAXd6iSexuoz
46Please respect copyright.PENANAb7zRibLPsE
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。46Please respect copyright.PENANAdKmOfdMmOl
46Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Zlb7RLuw
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」46Please respect copyright.PENANA77qJeDB3ef
46Please respect copyright.PENANAvg0xKHDWR0
「褚,我不……」46Please respect copyright.PENANA0IhCvadQhy
46Please respect copyright.PENANATfvbp0tAwD
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」46Please respect copyright.PENANACR0Vzcsdiy
46Please respect copyright.PENANA35E1vds2A2
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。46Please respect copyright.PENANA5V8PtPrpHc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAD9pUs9q4kp
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」46Please respect copyright.PENANAT8At9iNQCO
46Please respect copyright.PENANAwRFM3GPGFF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0URGx0sK5
46Please respect copyright.PENANAmRyCS3WJ4d
46Please respect copyright.PENANAm0GZ4gxbqI
46Please respect copyright.PENANAN1LeQakd03
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。46Please respect copyright.PENANACED8wg7KOo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAm5ZdypNono
46Please respect copyright.PENANAQrQPXlQKya
46Please respect copyright.PENANAogYgGneatu
46Please respect copyright.PENANAXZTGLt3r9r
46Please respect copyright.PENANAZjpmAIX3FF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAVaXOJWzOFf
46Please respect copyright.PENANAtKSBckxt2r
46Please respect copyright.PENANADLLTIqj7q8
46Please respect copyright.PENANA9J8yuwCHSo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAz0DH1B5tLc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAVh5r3TMsr7
46Please respect copyright.PENANAx9pMHqCaWh
46Please respect copyright.PENANAriEgkdrkvx
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAUFRvsFJehs
46Please respect copyright.PENANAUVbevYdvMH
46Please respect copyright.PENANACKl9X62eQN
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAAEdp24TWUN
46Please respect copyright.PENANAWMS3PvgVZJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8xUaswW06R
46Please respect copyright.PENANAjcAc9Q6mWC
46Please respect copyright.PENANAr4CrV2Vd2z
46Please respect copyright.PENANA8AgtIuVIoD
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。46Please respect copyright.PENANA1vn8dD2JpG
46Please respect copyright.PENANAFjTYH0mF88
46Please respect copyright.PENANAbOoAufYlWF
46Please respect copyright.PENANAsg826PLjIW
46Please respect copyright.PENANAo2tjoZmtAx
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。46Please respect copyright.PENANABn082zOomX
46Please respect copyright.PENANASfVntCMb9N
46Please respect copyright.PENANAAm7Rq1arnJ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAdhVrlJKqhC
46Please respect copyright.PENANATHSm1V29AM
「……褚。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAew5SgRSvbQ
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPxNmIQDhOb
46Please respect copyright.PENANAKIfCqZn4Le
46Please respect copyright.PENANAOYkw44klv1
「嗯?」46Please respect copyright.PENANATYjABQq2Ok
46Please respect copyright.PENANArOwJEwCeat
46Please respect copyright.PENANAPAQ7S4Gawc
46Please respect copyright.PENANAnfHyo1N2EB
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」46Please respect copyright.PENANA9CcDlhhSZo
46Please respect copyright.PENANAOQLApX8NZE
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAcGfV0PaMhn
46Please respect copyright.PENANAL58E4MfbWL
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」46Please respect copyright.PENANAuDr4DScrpR