Olivia's POV
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🎧Where were you in the morning?- Shawn Mendes
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"It's not even just about the argument though is it?" I'm telling him as he parks up. We were silent the entire ride home. From the moment I slammed his nice car door shut and he winced starting up the car silently and driving off. To the point of indicating onto the drive where he apologised for the argument and punch up that he caused last night.
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"Jay hit me I baited him, we made up. It's over. Please don't get on at me. Taylor accepted my apology" he explains and I look at him unbelieving. Selfish, and self centred I think to myself. He's an idiotic fool I tell myself.
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I get out of the car the second he kills the engine and he rolls his eyes. I'm either going to hit him or kiss him all night long. Who knows? Right now I want to smack him right over the jaw where he's bruised. What a whack Jay has on him, to cause that kind of mark after one smack.
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"Hey" he says softly once he reaches up to me after taking his sweet time locking up the car. I stand by the front door sulking.
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"What's the real problem here" he asks quietly and I melt. God I hate his mood swings, the moody aggressive comebacks followed by the silky understanding comments.
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He lets me in and I dump the bags down by the sofa, kicking off my heels and collapsing into the linen fabric and pillows. Before collecting my crocs and looking up at him.
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"I'm going home" I tell him and he looks at me abashed.
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"Right now" he says surprised, it's just before dinner time.
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"I'm leaving, if you don't tell me what happened. I'm off" I say and my anger is high surging through my veins. Looks like it's going to be hit him rather than kiss him.
Panic and vulnerability sweep across his face just momentarily and I brace myself to be strong. I will walk out of here. I will not be placated.
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"Taylor and Jay are leaving. And I" he stutters. Out of depth, emotionally exhausted. He sits down on the sofa opposite me, head in his hands. The damn ring still on his engagement finger, and I think to myself Olivia how did we get here? Begging a guy who considers himself engaged to his ex pregnant girlfriend that you deserve his attention.
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"He's been my best friend for a long time; we fight we always have done. And Taylor well you know all about our past. So I asked her to tell me why they had to leave" he says softly.
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"Why were you in her bedroom" I turn on him and he winces slightly.
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"Because I needed to ask her, and she was in there" he says softly.
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"Did you kiss her?" I demand.
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"Touch her? Do you know how you made me look ? Like a joke in front of all of your friends" I say and I'm crying. This isn't how I planned my big speech and valiant getaway.
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Matthew stands and I shouldn't let him near me. I should refuse him. Push him away. He sits next to me on the sofa and softly pushes my hair back.
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"Olivia" he says softly in my ear.
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"I didn't kiss my ex no." He says softly wiping my eyes. His fingertips brushing my cheeks.
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"I said not to love me" he whispers.
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"I told you to walk away, I told you that I would understand if you left" he whispers. Wiping my eyes and looking into them with a tortured expression on his face.
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"But" he whispers after I don't move. Not even a millimetre. I couldn't get up even if I tried, not with his hands on me.
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"I can show you right now" he whispers his mouth close to my ear.
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"What I feel for you" he says softly, the tears streaming down my face. He kisses my neck slowly, his lips feel like heaven. My antidote to sadness.
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"Do you want me to do that or are you going to leave me" he says slowly undoing my dress at the back.
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"Answer me, Olivia" he says softly his lips on my neck still.
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"Matthew" I say and he flinches perceptibly. He doesn't like it when I say his full name, but now I think I've earned it with all that I have put up with.
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"I would like you to show me what you feel for me" I whisper feeling his hands on my back. I bite my lips and he kisses me everywhere all over my neck.
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He lifts me up from the sofa and I'm shocked but I go with it. He wordlessly carries me upstairs and I hold onto his back, my legs wrapped around his waist. He holds me closely, kissing my neck occasionally.
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Placing me down on the bed he pulls his shirt off first and his chest never ceases to amaze me. He looks down at me smiling slightly.
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"I'm gonna take this off now" he whispers and he kneels down in front of me helping me out of the dress. It falls to the floor and he remains kneeling, lifting one foot out of the fabric at a time.
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Keeping my eye contact, he kisses my bare ankles, softly working his way up to my thighs.
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"You okay?" He asks slowly as I rest my head back.
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"Yes Matthew, I'm okay" I tell him and he smirks.
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He kisses me between my legs, my back arches with the intensity of the pleasure.
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"I'm sorry" he whispers sexily and I gasp.
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"Olivia I'm so sorry" he says softly and with his tongue moving in the way that it does I find it impossible to concentrate.
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Truly I've never felt anything like it ever. I gasp and he continues his assault.
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"I'm so sorry" he whispers softly and I move underneath him almost beside myself.
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"Do you forgive me yet?" He whispers looking up at me.
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"Olivia" he whispers and I smile down at him.
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"Not yet huh" he smiles and I smirk at him.
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"Am I gonna have to try harder" he says sexily and I all but die.
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"Olivia answer me" he says, commanding.
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"Yes you're going to have to do better than that" I tell him and his eyes light up. I've already forgiven him, but he doesn't need to know that.
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His tongues moves over me again and I rest back, his arms around my hips holding onto me. It seems to last forever and yet I lose track of all time completely.
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He kneels up and suddenly I realise he's completely naked and I'm losing myself to him all over again. He looks down at me with eyes that are both lost and found all at once. I wrap my legs around his hips, waiting for him and he sighs resting himself down close to my body.
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Just one full thrust and I know that I've forgiven him of everything. My mind races torn between loving him and hating him.
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"Am I forgiven yet" he says looking into my face softly.
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"Yes Matthew you're forgiven" I tell him and he smirks just slightly. Satisfied, a cheeky grin coming over his face. And bizarrely the only thing I can think is that I wish our children would inherit his smile. I chastise myself for planning a future with him.
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"What made you forgive me, Olivia" he asks softly and I'm beginning to question his sanity.
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I smile up at him getting lost in his movements, which are all together new and unlike any other time I've had sex with him. He bites my neck softly and I look down at his muscular frame surprised.
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"Tell me" he says, commanding me again. I love making him do that, not giving in until he needs me too.
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"Was it my tongue?" He says and he's insatiable, but I'm not giving in just yet. He chuckles slightly watching my growing smile, his face on my neck biting me slowly.
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"Was it" he says softly looking up again, he likes playing games especially during sex.
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"My cock" he whispers looking up at me, and I grin even harder.
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"Mmmm Olivia" he moans and I half laugh, he's wild. He kisses down my neck, and rests his head on my breasts. Clamping my nipple in between his teeth I breathe in sharply and he releases me. I hold onto his hips with my hands and he practically moves the bed with his movements.
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"Tell me" he says breathlessly. And I'm just waiting for the right moment. The only moment.
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He orgasms first and it's totally new to me, completely and utterly unlike any sex we've had before.
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"It was when you let me say your name, Matthew" I whisper in his ear. And he kisses my lips, with full force crashing into me. I let go, feeling his lips on mine and him inside of me making me complete.
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