幾分鐘過後,向菱掛掉了電話,直接仰躺倒在床上。137Please respect copyright.PENANANzrtu65ToV
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剛才好友的衝擊性發言,讓少女的心思變得亂七八糟的。137Please respect copyright.PENANA4n4GtWsNQR
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想要認清自己的想法,卻又無從梳理。137Please respect copyright.PENANAC35dSgIiQj
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青春期悄悄萌生的情愫悸動,彷彿初發芽的小苗,隨風飄盪,不能知曉自己將來在何方。137Please respect copyright.PENANAgLkJ5Q37LL
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欣欣向榮扎根,熱烈向著天空生長。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAMP9SsyQz58
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這陣子,向菱和言恬間的電話來往頻繁起來,因此她當然也不免被灌輸了不少「新知識」。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5DByRVWnD
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言恬是留學在國外、兼職寫言情小說的大學生,年紀輕輕,卻對談戀愛的把戲如數家珍。137Please respect copyright.PENANAY0jZX6Fwpu
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後來言恬乾脆充當起她的曖昧軍師,天天在電話那頭幫忙出主意。137Please respect copyright.PENANAEwl83Kjsps
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向菱也是透過她的話,懵懵懂懂的開始直面自己的情感。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAelpNSCsUVS
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起初,她還以為這只是暫時性的衝動,雌性激素嘛,等過幾天就會消退了。137Please respect copyright.PENANApJ1clwF4OA
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直到她自己開始意識到不對勁。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAnWHk3t5b2o
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首先是那種異樣不但沒有減少,反倒如同烈火似的越燒越旺。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAi5rWTkrWRe
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再後來,某天想著他入睡,結果少年的臉龐直接出現在她夢裡——連她自己都感到荒唐的程度。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAiXTxC188dO
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甚至令人有點分不清臆測和現實。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA2dQiFsYk75
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順帶一提,就連寫文的時候,之前不斷卡稿重寫的那段感情戲也突然有了靈感,一下子捋順了思路。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA8P5pkNiAtm
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這些事有點丟臉,不過挺荒謬。 137Please respect copyright.PENANALbsypmOPkA
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而她那位忠心的軍師身為言情小說作者,時不時就會口出金句。137Please respect copyright.PENANAVJehMeSoeI
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例如言恬曾經在一通電話裡有感而發,故意用誇張又感傷的語氣說道:「你知道嗎,他是你唯一不會排斥的痛苦。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAMojGq0vL1T
137Please respect copyright.PENANACUFiJ0Zcqg
向菱瞬間臉色爆紅:「……你別瞎說!!」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAP5qGHh9Yp8
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手機裡登時傳來開朗朝氣的笑聲。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAHoJULhd3Kw
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言恬也不止一次讓她主動出擊。不過那些鬼點子,向菱從來沒勇氣照做。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAamzGyKaVYw
137Please respect copyright.PENANAbff0ha5Yi0
有天她從學校門口走出來,隨意翻著手機。137Please respect copyright.PENANAWrT8Ayllyb
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才剛放學,她就看見訊息通知:「對了,你那個小男朋友到底長什麼樣,發張照片來看看!!」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAgVrK2gpxNZ
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向菱看到傻了一下。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAWq2RD0Dnzn
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下一秒,她倏地炸毛:「誰他媽是小男朋友!!!」137Please respect copyright.PENANAU9ocH5HSIw
137Please respect copyright.PENANAKpJrI752TY
言恬笑呵呵地自顧自發道,「加油啦,我這和你那有時差,先睡了掰掰。」137Please respect copyright.PENANA35HIrUvftV
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「……」少女喪氣的瞪了螢幕上的頭像一眼。137Please respect copyright.PENANAjFK0tyxOMv
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其實她不是真的排斥接近祁澈,只是認清自己的感情之後,她突然無法從容的面對他。137Please respect copyright.PENANAIRGsbWmiZj
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偶爾臉皮會變得很薄,常常是做好心理建設、深吸一口氣以後,卻還是遲遲沒敢過去和他搭話。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAUiKmzOPSUt
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於是這一周,他們倆說話的次數用一隻手都能數完。137Please respect copyright.PENANA30olK1v28U
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——不是不想接近,只是勇氣不足。137Please respect copyright.PENANAu45ggwpKrV
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或許是因為座位換了,兩人不再是同桌,交集也變得更加稀疏。137Please respect copyright.PENANA4FtZAsxciP
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他們之間幾乎沒有多餘的互動。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAkzrn8uzRkn
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向菱盯著言恬的訊息發呆了幾秒鐘,然後切換螢幕,翻了翻手機相簿。137Please respect copyright.PENANAgeKczj8l13
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裡面完全沒有一張和祁澈有關的照片,之前的某次偷拍照片糊了,根本看不清臉。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAG6B7XV5LtA
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而祁小波的照片反倒挺多,佔據了整整一個資料夾。137Please respect copyright.PENANABqxjNWpVYi
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手機裡沒有可以發給言恬的照片。137Please respect copyright.PENANAFhcqLdOZRD
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於是乎,她決定對他進行偷拍。137Please respect copyright.PENANABkVVE61sVh
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…… 137Please respect copyright.PENANAEuESIcZG6E
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這個荒唐的念頭是她放學後一時興起,而且手法還十分粗糙。137Please respect copyright.PENANAYQmqVUp80w
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犯案(?)過程如下—— 137Please respect copyright.PENANA4FE3c9piGq
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當時夕陽還掛在天邊,天氣逐漸轉冷,她在公園和祁小波玩。137Please respect copyright.PENANAyOF8BsOenG
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她用手機傳了一則訊息給祁澈,以這樣的藉口約他見面:「祁小波好像把外套忘宿舍了,你現在有空拿來嗎?」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAVYVvfwbmW2
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句末附上一個兔子雙手合十祈求的貼圖。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAZq7A4Q6HxY
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祁澈的回覆簡單,估計是籃球隊訓練的休息空檔期間隨意回的:「在公園?」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAETGGDv8ACJ
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「嗯嗯,謝啦。」137Please respect copyright.PENANAIhCm6YJ4qp
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見到他時,大約是十幾分鐘後。137Please respect copyright.PENANAPu1ulz6eqF
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少年似乎是乾脆蹺掉訓練直接過來的,身上仍是校隊專門的那身球衣。137Please respect copyright.PENANAnKrTP1i2Jo
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深色的隊服樣式簡單,過寬的袖子推到上臂,不經意露出流暢的線條。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAFbRtZWZJFM
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少女緊繃著神經,接過他遞過來的粉紫色童裝外套,磕磕絆絆的道了謝,一邊單手背在身後捏著手機。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAJSyYOAakGr
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手機螢幕上已經預備好拍攝畫面。137Please respect copyright.PENANADpzkDpmmN5
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她小心翼翼地藏在身後,不讓對方察覺。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAhNMwnnfyul
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而同時,為了不讓氣氛那麼尷尬,向菱乾巴巴的和對方搭話起來。137Please respect copyright.PENANACMW6tPBRR1
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「喂,教室座位不是才剛換嗎?」137Please respect copyright.PENANAZ80k29RZyc
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「嗯。」137Please respect copyright.PENANA1P2SwvAjXo
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向菱:「你坐那個位置挺好的啊,沒換過,不用搬書。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAt2tvxeIngT
137Please respect copyright.PENANAdGTbx5bBw8
少年漫不經心抬眸,話音似乎還伴隨著很淺的輕笑:「坐那裡兩年了。」137Please respect copyright.PENANAK7UVxBKb4A
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「……」邊疆地帶長期居民。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAwzmy3KG5I4
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無話可說,向菱心想算了,不講話也罷。她索性閉了嘴,不安分的攥緊藏在身後的手機。 137Please respect copyright.PENANANU9yLPTSzi
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她耐心不好,於是便稍微往旁邊挪了一小步,默默舉起手機。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAdJ5xL1Q0bL
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然後——按下快門。137Please respect copyright.PENANA6sY682Nb6c
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那一天她認為自己是全世界最傻,也最幸運的人。137Please respect copyright.PENANAD9CasBTMoJ
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彷彿要昭告全世界似的,手機拍照時發出「喀擦」的音效聲,細微卻震耳欲聾,直直鑽入二人耳朵裡。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAkdBSN2ZTv2
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少年的目光下意識望過來。137Please respect copyright.PENANAFkOrHvWBlS
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她反應很快,乘機又按了一下快門。137Please respect copyright.PENANAHpcREEOq3a
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…… 137Please respect copyright.PENANAYHKhPzSGRy
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沉默是今夜的康橋。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAHT4fvjpNmE
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向菱的手直接僵硬的停在半空中,似乎失去反應能力。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAAtOBj5ZHf0
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空氣彷彿凝結停滯。137Please respect copyright.PENANAwsbou1XuqP
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雖然很尷尬,但是——她居然,就這樣拍到他的照片了。137Please respect copyright.PENANAIwkfglnvaX
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想到這突然就有些激動。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAwkPosJli6H
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少女抿了抿唇,低頭點擊相簿欣賞了下,發現剛剛那張照片裡,那名少年居然很輕的笑了一下。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAGdLhf0hTax
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而那個若有似無的挑唇,就這樣正好入鏡了。137Please respect copyright.PENANAdBpiY1EmS1
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笑意襯得他這個人越發好看,五官立體深邃,帶著鮮活的少年感。137Please respect copyright.PENANAykZB7f2Vq9
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然後,她對他擠出一個無比真誠的微笑:「啊抱歉,我按錯了。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAkCBUxuH0h4
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這坦蕩蕩的態度也是言恬教的。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAmz0RSyGcuk
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少年墨色的黑眸貌似閃過一絲微末的笑意,但其中亦混雜了錯愕。那是有點複雜,又有點直白的情緒。137Please respect copyright.PENANAqzEilEHWIx
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……很好笑嗎。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAxbTShuMHmu
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向菱推估著他應該沒生氣,於是就頗為愉快的朝他彎唇一笑。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA7eH4vnvHRJ
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少女不知道的是,面前的少年早已默默不自在起來,然後刻意用笑意掩飾掉了。137Please respect copyright.PENANAbWu2gS7Qxu
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否則他才不會笑。137Please respect copyright.PENANAsEv41K6IHq
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那天晚上,星星似乎特別明亮,也可能是她心情好的緣故。137Please respect copyright.PENANAYLVPQIOA35
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回到宿舍後,坐在書桌前方,向菱猶豫了幾秒,還是決定打電話給言恬。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAeoRbyeJrtu
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「噯,言言,我拍到那個人的照片了。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAdcPPLeK2WD
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另一頭的言恬剛醒,本來還因為睡眠被人打斷而有些暴躁,一接電話卻無預警聽到這個大消息。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAWC7z8XzQIt
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起床氣瞬間煙消雲散,睡意也驟然沒了。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA8jSt4mtC8Z
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言恬一開始難以置信。137Please respect copyright.PENANA0J86tIeu90
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據她所知,向菱面對感情完全是懵懂又生澀的,到底是鼓起多大的勇氣、或者說究竟有多不要臉,才敢這麼做的啊。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAqokfAjwimK
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「真的嗎,他到底是長得多好看才入得了你的眼,發來給姐看看!」 137Please respect copyright.PENANA23KNzlCWSo
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可這時,向菱卻護住手機:「……不要。」137Please respect copyright.PENANAgijYs3SpL4
137Please respect copyright.PENANA5rBTooAXhF
「咦?」言恬有些疑惑,這丫頭的態度怎麼說改就改的。 137Please respect copyright.PENANATNtlYjCUsO
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「……照片是我的。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAwKx49TqEDz
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言恬一頓,似乎明白什麼,半開玩笑的威脅說道:「你再不讓看,姐要飛去南雨會會他了啊。」137Please respect copyright.PENANAo8dAWhyQiO
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「……」向菱默然,自己也不明白在執著什麼。137Please respect copyright.PENANAJVJFqWGc1k
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只是,那張照片似乎是只屬於她的,傳給言恬的話彷彿就缺了一角,不完整了。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAH8E1NqpXeZ
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少女說道,「反正就不要給你看。」 137Please respect copyright.PENANAai9vsqhNjE
137Please respect copyright.PENANAG8A2ZYKPgt
言恬卻搞懂了,還故作誇張的點了點頭。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAv0ww9pX0gG
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那天,她們沒有久聊向菱的感情狀況,話題很快轉到了別的事情上。137Please respect copyright.PENANASEmjxMMZTO
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言恬並沒有將這段插曲放在心上,心想不看就不看,飛去南雨只是開玩笑。137Please respect copyright.PENANANWtsv6Jx7a
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只不過,有一件事,讓言恬產生了極強的在意和掛心。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAfwFMonQspJ
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——照片是我的。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAJZ7W4ylopW
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這話,意味著很多不同的言外之意。137Please respect copyright.PENANApC7BduUOoG
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——他也是我的。137Please respect copyright.PENANAUCBe39pLzX
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言恬暗自想道,那個人想必很好很好吧,以致於向菱對那個人,早就不是什麼單純潔淨的喜歡了。137Please respect copyright.PENANAeffEhXgW0J
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這他媽,是佔有慾。137Please respect copyright.PENANAkmsilL4CLo
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向菱盯著下午拍到的那張照片,發呆。 137Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xb7pRnYFI
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她挺幸運的,拍那張照片時的天氣正好,春初傍晚的夕陽燦爛,晚雲斑斕。137Please respect copyright.PENANAz8U4LDLaPv
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對焦沒有糊掉,總而言之,雖手拍的照片居然很是清晰唯美。137Please respect copyright.PENANAeRBzFcNoGi
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——若那背景是彩霞,那麼他大概就是,比那道霞還要更耀眼的東西。137Please respect copyright.PENANAMxEa5l8s88
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至少在她眼裡是這樣的。137Please respect copyright.PENANAIlEydJNQq3
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這段時間,她一直不斷的重複確認自己的喜歡。 137Please respect copyright.PENANADXvTeVwCA5
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不經意偷瞄他影子的時候,她會禁不住自問,難道這就是喜歡一個人的感覺嗎。137Please respect copyright.PENANAu5nqafreLe
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她生怕自己認錯了什麼是感情,害怕到頭來也只是她獨自的一頭熱。137Please respect copyright.PENANAqI4rbyTjyb
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因此她極度不確定、極度懷疑,更多的是青澀或者不敢直接面對。137Please respect copyright.PENANAxTecjBuG3u
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宿舍熄燈之後。137Please respect copyright.PENANAfzg5hcOH5V
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她隨意把手機放在書桌,爬回雙層床的上鋪,把臉埋進枕頭裡睡覺。137Please respect copyright.PENANASgyN1B8mYS
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——那一夜,她做了個很長很久的夢。 137Please respect copyright.PENANAPCdrjh3LR5
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夢境反反覆覆,絮絮叨叨,不斷重複的敘述著瑣碎的事件。 137Please respect copyright.PENANABDdpJegZvf
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她這個夢,沒有什麼連貫性,感覺像是即興發揮的表演,轉場急促又毫無手法。137Please respect copyright.PENANA4WGljNI7Sl