幾分鐘過後,向菱掛掉了電話,直接仰躺倒在床上。138Please respect copyright.PENANAgeAWELhsft
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剛才好友的衝擊性發言,讓少女的心思變得亂七八糟的。138Please respect copyright.PENANAJ01h1SJdwM
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想要認清自己的想法,卻又無從梳理。138Please respect copyright.PENANAMW6uKfp2Xe
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青春期悄悄萌生的情愫悸動,彷彿初發芽的小苗,隨風飄盪,不能知曉自己將來在何方。138Please respect copyright.PENANABOraUdlYm1
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欣欣向榮扎根,熱烈向著天空生長。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAYiWLGLc05r
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這陣子,向菱和言恬間的電話來往頻繁起來,因此她當然也不免被灌輸了不少「新知識」。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAhFscD35u69
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言恬是留學在國外、兼職寫言情小說的大學生,年紀輕輕,卻對談戀愛的把戲如數家珍。138Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9M1C456Sd
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後來言恬乾脆充當起她的曖昧軍師,天天在電話那頭幫忙出主意。138Please respect copyright.PENANAvss1BCjPYx
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向菱也是透過她的話,懵懵懂懂的開始直面自己的情感。 138Please respect copyright.PENANADThuZi9rwr
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起初,她還以為這只是暫時性的衝動,雌性激素嘛,等過幾天就會消退了。138Please respect copyright.PENANA0rKGgFeBYY
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直到她自己開始意識到不對勁。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAGQJAsmSoEt
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首先是那種異樣不但沒有減少,反倒如同烈火似的越燒越旺。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA6rCStgrDm1
138Please respect copyright.PENANAZlp2LnAmwd
再後來,某天想著他入睡,結果少年的臉龐直接出現在她夢裡——連她自己都感到荒唐的程度。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA82Yrnk7RFK
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甚至令人有點分不清臆測和現實。 138Please respect copyright.PENANADgYDuW9qtX
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順帶一提,就連寫文的時候,之前不斷卡稿重寫的那段感情戲也突然有了靈感,一下子捋順了思路。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAQUWa64D6Dw
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這些事有點丟臉,不過挺荒謬。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAsW0G67agcR
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而她那位忠心的軍師身為言情小說作者,時不時就會口出金句。138Please respect copyright.PENANA6COvLVwDvc
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例如言恬曾經在一通電話裡有感而發,故意用誇張又感傷的語氣說道:「你知道嗎,他是你唯一不會排斥的痛苦。」 138Please respect copyright.PENANA8s9CPtInBi
138Please respect copyright.PENANAIkU66blFQK
向菱瞬間臉色爆紅:「……你別瞎說!!」 138Please respect copyright.PENANAbjRI6KbVTZ
138Please respect copyright.PENANA0p4HcDC5r3
手機裡登時傳來開朗朝氣的笑聲。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAWRYNeh0vwd
138Please respect copyright.PENANAmUIvmcxQGz
言恬也不止一次讓她主動出擊。不過那些鬼點子,向菱從來沒勇氣照做。 138Please respect copyright.PENANACp7ZajY519
138Please respect copyright.PENANAGgC9AADmKa
有天她從學校門口走出來,隨意翻著手機。138Please respect copyright.PENANAS4KTP54x67
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才剛放學,她就看見訊息通知:「對了,你那個小男朋友到底長什麼樣,發張照片來看看!!」 138Please respect copyright.PENANA9ayO9o9sK7
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向菱看到傻了一下。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAhZAX3xWhIi
138Please respect copyright.PENANA2OWkFRIjEk
下一秒,她倏地炸毛:「誰他媽是小男朋友!!!」138Please respect copyright.PENANAzeTmrzhozq
138Please respect copyright.PENANAeQueTsMcAv
言恬笑呵呵地自顧自發道,「加油啦,我這和你那有時差,先睡了掰掰。」138Please respect copyright.PENANARl5XOyfbln
138Please respect copyright.PENANAJPkOi3jinG
「……」少女喪氣的瞪了螢幕上的頭像一眼。138Please respect copyright.PENANAwdcyKjJWHM
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其實她不是真的排斥接近祁澈,只是認清自己的感情之後,她突然無法從容的面對他。138Please respect copyright.PENANAGa12gFzqqV
138Please respect copyright.PENANAke63vrodx7
偶爾臉皮會變得很薄,常常是做好心理建設、深吸一口氣以後,卻還是遲遲沒敢過去和他搭話。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAmP9LW27gQa
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於是這一周,他們倆說話的次數用一隻手都能數完。138Please respect copyright.PENANALrkmI6yanm
138Please respect copyright.PENANAvuw64WBKUu
——不是不想接近,只是勇氣不足。138Please respect copyright.PENANAW4GojimjFv
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或許是因為座位換了,兩人不再是同桌,交集也變得更加稀疏。138Please respect copyright.PENANAYUWAoqBjjF
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他們之間幾乎沒有多餘的互動。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA7NHU7fvLob
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向菱盯著言恬的訊息發呆了幾秒鐘,然後切換螢幕,翻了翻手機相簿。138Please respect copyright.PENANAEb5prWS8bB
138Please respect copyright.PENANA8pcaL7yurj
裡面完全沒有一張和祁澈有關的照片,之前的某次偷拍照片糊了,根本看不清臉。 138Please respect copyright.PENANADF9hOq5D1A
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而祁小波的照片反倒挺多,佔據了整整一個資料夾。138Please respect copyright.PENANAor3BiArM6V
138Please respect copyright.PENANASDpkdCqENt
手機裡沒有可以發給言恬的照片。138Please respect copyright.PENANA0XV4bPNqjd
138Please respect copyright.PENANA4d0yneH36G
於是乎,她決定對他進行偷拍。138Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0TefvLk56
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…… 138Please respect copyright.PENANAG0grkXbpnQ
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這個荒唐的念頭是她放學後一時興起,而且手法還十分粗糙。138Please respect copyright.PENANAywl0pgyp5x
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犯案(?)過程如下—— 138Please respect copyright.PENANAhlgID6G9EU
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當時夕陽還掛在天邊,天氣逐漸轉冷,她在公園和祁小波玩。138Please respect copyright.PENANAA6IIWttfaP
138Please respect copyright.PENANAHqHbtPDhAn
她用手機傳了一則訊息給祁澈,以這樣的藉口約他見面:「祁小波好像把外套忘宿舍了,你現在有空拿來嗎?」 138Please respect copyright.PENANABGqpsoDfwK
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句末附上一個兔子雙手合十祈求的貼圖。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA6Bh970mWO8
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祁澈的回覆簡單,估計是籃球隊訓練的休息空檔期間隨意回的:「在公園?」 138Please respect copyright.PENANAhGOj5GOpvx
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「嗯嗯,謝啦。」138Please respect copyright.PENANAZCE08GRjmA
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見到他時,大約是十幾分鐘後。138Please respect copyright.PENANArql6xkpJcc
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少年似乎是乾脆蹺掉訓練直接過來的,身上仍是校隊專門的那身球衣。138Please respect copyright.PENANApqNh8vEVii
138Please respect copyright.PENANAIvUXJMQQlX
深色的隊服樣式簡單,過寬的袖子推到上臂,不經意露出流暢的線條。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAVHgXVKs34n
138Please respect copyright.PENANAlble632p2S
少女緊繃著神經,接過他遞過來的粉紫色童裝外套,磕磕絆絆的道了謝,一邊單手背在身後捏著手機。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAoGLwIpsiYI
138Please respect copyright.PENANAy42AEmn2sW
手機螢幕上已經預備好拍攝畫面。138Please respect copyright.PENANArMOP3u4SUN
138Please respect copyright.PENANAxJVlRPMZM7
她小心翼翼地藏在身後,不讓對方察覺。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA1MTad9tCzo
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而同時,為了不讓氣氛那麼尷尬,向菱乾巴巴的和對方搭話起來。138Please respect copyright.PENANAOLBvYfM506
138Please respect copyright.PENANAClIIdIqZVE
「喂,教室座位不是才剛換嗎?」138Please respect copyright.PENANA7aCBCGFxw9
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「嗯。」138Please respect copyright.PENANAr4nAWkWY2b
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向菱:「你坐那個位置挺好的啊,沒換過,不用搬書。」 138Please respect copyright.PENANAVFabzYUHBk
138Please respect copyright.PENANAVPEMA4xKrI
少年漫不經心抬眸,話音似乎還伴隨著很淺的輕笑:「坐那裡兩年了。」138Please respect copyright.PENANATft2XWWDq3
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「……」邊疆地帶長期居民。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAfNHdBBwasE
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無話可說,向菱心想算了,不講話也罷。她索性閉了嘴,不安分的攥緊藏在身後的手機。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAVA8e1vEH84
138Please respect copyright.PENANAqVeDSD90n6
她耐心不好,於是便稍微往旁邊挪了一小步,默默舉起手機。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAYiUDLLMEFw
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然後——按下快門。138Please respect copyright.PENANA80NrZMsALJ
138Please respect copyright.PENANArDD5O068Zx
那一天她認為自己是全世界最傻,也最幸運的人。138Please respect copyright.PENANAi7igrqY3an
138Please respect copyright.PENANAvlkqaLNCiy
彷彿要昭告全世界似的,手機拍照時發出「喀擦」的音效聲,細微卻震耳欲聾,直直鑽入二人耳朵裡。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA8FV32xgl4B
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少年的目光下意識望過來。138Please respect copyright.PENANAUMZ55ZFBpF
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她反應很快,乘機又按了一下快門。138Please respect copyright.PENANADfdfabKqfT
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…… 138Please respect copyright.PENANAfEmcEkLnPE
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沉默是今夜的康橋。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAK0XtGFr5dC
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向菱的手直接僵硬的停在半空中,似乎失去反應能力。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAvNJZvdGTPH
138Please respect copyright.PENANAbaABkvhN25
空氣彷彿凝結停滯。138Please respect copyright.PENANAiRFbhB6pB3
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雖然很尷尬,但是——她居然,就這樣拍到他的照片了。138Please respect copyright.PENANAwhx98xlNrr
138Please respect copyright.PENANAhkQOIj33mH
想到這突然就有些激動。 138Please respect copyright.PENANACv88559WRm
138Please respect copyright.PENANAwHA4cjIPzX
少女抿了抿唇,低頭點擊相簿欣賞了下,發現剛剛那張照片裡,那名少年居然很輕的笑了一下。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA21OVaWtvxL
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而那個若有似無的挑唇,就這樣正好入鏡了。138Please respect copyright.PENANAa8ndVvAwGm
138Please respect copyright.PENANAz0sW5aOVYh
笑意襯得他這個人越發好看,五官立體深邃,帶著鮮活的少年感。138Please respect copyright.PENANAdHEH1V9gLg
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然後,她對他擠出一個無比真誠的微笑:「啊抱歉,我按錯了。」 138Please respect copyright.PENANAdFnyQfO7Tz
138Please respect copyright.PENANAz1rRr63crr
這坦蕩蕩的態度也是言恬教的。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAr1qb8ep8X4
138Please respect copyright.PENANAFu98wFtYiB
少年墨色的黑眸貌似閃過一絲微末的笑意,但其中亦混雜了錯愕。那是有點複雜,又有點直白的情緒。138Please respect copyright.PENANAifgjtDVxdA
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……很好笑嗎。 138Please respect copyright.PENANANkhpMBFu0b
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向菱推估著他應該沒生氣,於是就頗為愉快的朝他彎唇一笑。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAPyzLWcxmFU
138Please respect copyright.PENANAjpaG7V6ysD
少女不知道的是,面前的少年早已默默不自在起來,然後刻意用笑意掩飾掉了。138Please respect copyright.PENANAUTE1mLndzr
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否則他才不會笑。138Please respect copyright.PENANABaugwjAzh7
138Please respect copyright.PENANAYVB66EeuDB
那天晚上,星星似乎特別明亮,也可能是她心情好的緣故。138Please respect copyright.PENANAFozlW9QpFC
138Please respect copyright.PENANAUXaT5bYpmH
回到宿舍後,坐在書桌前方,向菱猶豫了幾秒,還是決定打電話給言恬。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA8WvS8jcmBm
138Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ4qOTF6DG
「噯,言言,我拍到那個人的照片了。」 138Please respect copyright.PENANA5WfqlFdA2W
138Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ1YgnVSxE
另一頭的言恬剛醒,本來還因為睡眠被人打斷而有些暴躁,一接電話卻無預警聽到這個大消息。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAvyxWXT3Hsb
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起床氣瞬間煙消雲散,睡意也驟然沒了。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAYYrtVvndbV
138Please respect copyright.PENANAeHT7QJv2NS
言恬一開始難以置信。138Please respect copyright.PENANAx7elU3UtOU
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據她所知,向菱面對感情完全是懵懂又生澀的,到底是鼓起多大的勇氣、或者說究竟有多不要臉,才敢這麼做的啊。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAQuyPVJ81f3
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「真的嗎,他到底是長得多好看才入得了你的眼,發來給姐看看!」 138Please respect copyright.PENANANwvqO9olTN
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可這時,向菱卻護住手機:「……不要。」138Please respect copyright.PENANAtBURAJ1Jkk
138Please respect copyright.PENANAl6HYN2CvwL
「咦?」言恬有些疑惑,這丫頭的態度怎麼說改就改的。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAz5z3pK3RP9
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「……照片是我的。」 138Please respect copyright.PENANAIo0E8vLFBt
138Please respect copyright.PENANArNiGj9Luet
言恬一頓,似乎明白什麼,半開玩笑的威脅說道:「你再不讓看,姐要飛去南雨會會他了啊。」138Please respect copyright.PENANAyglo70PVi3
138Please respect copyright.PENANAA3aJ11tujW
「……」向菱默然,自己也不明白在執著什麼。138Please respect copyright.PENANAhuvVrZcKER
138Please respect copyright.PENANAmYhvT2UXXl
只是,那張照片似乎是只屬於她的,傳給言恬的話彷彿就缺了一角,不完整了。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAqFE7D4LvtT
138Please respect copyright.PENANAjovzwGlWuU
少女說道,「反正就不要給你看。」 138Please respect copyright.PENANAFYPaQjLzku
138Please respect copyright.PENANAFjyuzgsXJv
言恬卻搞懂了,還故作誇張的點了點頭。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAtWkAYCfvxs
138Please respect copyright.PENANAyc2aLSKaap
那天,她們沒有久聊向菱的感情狀況,話題很快轉到了別的事情上。138Please respect copyright.PENANA4v2cyCPDFR
138Please respect copyright.PENANAEGGZuMhCpt
言恬並沒有將這段插曲放在心上,心想不看就不看,飛去南雨只是開玩笑。138Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZIYo8nTo6
138Please respect copyright.PENANA4KKIZBmqua
只不過,有一件事,讓言恬產生了極強的在意和掛心。 138Please respect copyright.PENANArjh7ya3Ocm
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——照片是我的。 138Please respect copyright.PENANABrfp1WvXVD
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這話,意味著很多不同的言外之意。138Please respect copyright.PENANAXWRwM6K9lr
138Please respect copyright.PENANAuKoYE5tuCU
——他也是我的。138Please respect copyright.PENANA1MhHEiwh2c
138Please respect copyright.PENANAeqxNJbSUrL
言恬暗自想道,那個人想必很好很好吧,以致於向菱對那個人,早就不是什麼單純潔淨的喜歡了。138Please respect copyright.PENANAShwcAPf47G
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這他媽,是佔有慾。138Please respect copyright.PENANAKKCAf1akyX
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_138Please respect copyright.PENANAYAnZfx3u1l
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向菱盯著下午拍到的那張照片,發呆。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAouGaYxUq2B
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她挺幸運的,拍那張照片時的天氣正好,春初傍晚的夕陽燦爛,晚雲斑斕。138Please respect copyright.PENANAJfY4i4UMh4
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對焦沒有糊掉,總而言之,雖手拍的照片居然很是清晰唯美。138Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ5JwrBRgF
138Please respect copyright.PENANAuFGurCWWsv
——若那背景是彩霞,那麼他大概就是,比那道霞還要更耀眼的東西。138Please respect copyright.PENANAZSY0PyiUQk
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至少在她眼裡是這樣的。138Please respect copyright.PENANA9QFxHqHzgg
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這段時間,她一直不斷的重複確認自己的喜歡。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAlgz9H94hrN
138Please respect copyright.PENANA7lxbKnzy1F
不經意偷瞄他影子的時候,她會禁不住自問,難道這就是喜歡一個人的感覺嗎。138Please respect copyright.PENANAHT5HII1jnz
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她生怕自己認錯了什麼是感情,害怕到頭來也只是她獨自的一頭熱。138Please respect copyright.PENANA8R0vISwSO5
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因此她極度不確定、極度懷疑,更多的是青澀或者不敢直接面對。138Please respect copyright.PENANAgaqPnegg0r
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宿舍熄燈之後。138Please respect copyright.PENANAX3yP8FarVC
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她隨意把手機放在書桌,爬回雙層床的上鋪,把臉埋進枕頭裡睡覺。138Please respect copyright.PENANAPzK6FWxyrQ
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——那一夜,她做了個很長很久的夢。 138Please respect copyright.PENANA7I9jFweeSG
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夢境反反覆覆,絮絮叨叨,不斷重複的敘述著瑣碎的事件。 138Please respect copyright.PENANAMOvezdEjl6
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她這個夢,沒有什麼連貫性,感覺像是即興發揮的表演,轉場急促又毫無手法。138Please respect copyright.PENANADbMnSepTfU