飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZfH6eaKxN
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXGBCJxfqD
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKccpuLZ6uo
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89p7KBow7L
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6giGKFqnt
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdQRNhSuQI
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50qwR9C0VL
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyHj6TG4gZ
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHgKNT83HV
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早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5iMjYepLg
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFaJq3odRC
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下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiFSiJXmS4
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自選課程內容：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8l5xdfXED
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeBOyXixGq
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnAvANv4UQ
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt69Fv91mvg
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「¿Tan pronto?」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL2Bp00AcM
（回來這麼快？）33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAVw3W5Z5J
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他點點頭，腳沒停。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjlYLIPcz2
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「¿Estás bien?」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6r3UrF0oo
（你還好吧？）33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvQYMDcks0
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「Sí.」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSASIh139r3
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他只說這一個字。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7GBAT2ZlE
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第三天，一樣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORirbctfkM
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第四天，差不多。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowLhJaFpZ5
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5OSEQNFLa
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經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9ycuzerhV
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但這裡不是日本。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwJrVpAIfN
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE7JWs0DmH
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTtW9qDPGq
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHd23o1y1h
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HkzMrknU0
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他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlXkbgYQSK
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「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPLLRKxqij
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語氣很輕，像開玩笑。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxozi9YU9D
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAB7cYpnJl
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糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBNpGZFZb8
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沒笑，也沒回。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaHK56Q70m
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但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTz1XToLsR
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDDwqBoTDt
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一切沒有變。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFJlfRYqTF
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那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jsUXJWlVf
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就靜靜地，放在那裡。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzUqarw8Ob
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuPY8TTHan
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星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwY8ii03VX
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「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc0oQxH3h7
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攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l0pIU0bHs
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每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ne5QN95Xg
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棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu09wpLwma0
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYNpbuxrdK
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一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTj5Yq89ad
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換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeh8a0O2KE
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化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl6zOwtIud
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2arRnpWtt
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqhlXqCzJ7
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiedxUUHLG
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她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcaPQXhvSK
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07wdjevoqi
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星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ycNM7b2PX
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沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaDZAvY2JK
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWFOtHU6aE
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就像往常那樣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvj57kgtEg
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她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtook6d77Fu
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但不嚴重——還撐得住。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbOcuJGR8n
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvBR1jZ0KN
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「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6OUgXshc7
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星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Kc9DQoy2P
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星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDRkHLkIiR
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一上車，空氣明顯變了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3x8nHIGdM
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWIajjtHHB
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Zza595xlK
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt4H6DehPw
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvXqIqUjkp
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLw27E9MAe
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「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kpiKy1Ka4
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mP40PxlhE
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即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p7UGaqnGL
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33BcQirzr1
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——所以她現在也沒說話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez27dsaaVL
像在忍耐，也像是接受。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxGERyk7X0
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv7ibTEhVL
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8o19mF8XD
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4sG6puDJx
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——他不會回的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1NIAzjZgK
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心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTT1ihUhHS
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpX6ZZHMMF
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「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan5cSwSjh3
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「啊？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy7dpyDYo9
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SjBxeyFOC
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「我們⋯⋯」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOLICHDUly
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaGe5IfROq
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFWKZrG0Fo
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「我們⋯⋯」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosMKulbhn6
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeofLBrlpun
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「只有妳認定，是嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40ZfuU1FT9
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「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7gqA85h3t
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「要想那麼久嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7ksogsxAC
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj2nGgI7CN
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGBNT1oxDJ
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGLwS5XZbb
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小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQoe2Mh9vj
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「我們必須提前準備。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIP8cs1nfq
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那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uP6kFEbcx
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUttB2xDho4
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她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezLN8PdvtN
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClRtsurFqL
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只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRJYASJTRB
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小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IHfWfjYTd
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpshixalzHN
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNs6ug3vY6
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助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvQQsUKAOV
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小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCUnUOpj98
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「等不到的。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDTZPWcHs6
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t9WpLYXOK
星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBMuBm5CiA
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她早就知道，他不會說。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHhVdjyiKp
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對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68OaWSmU6w
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbHirboBma
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更別說這次，是關於他自己。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiq0Bezlc2
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCihQ8GJGeQ
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKxmz34tda
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提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFtXthg5EW
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N1WxGmini
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星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0NMM2ugO1
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgqKYOi9dW
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhjwV6qUH5
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsyQ7BHtva
主要是運動員之間的默契文化33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6ttZnF9vo
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPZxCfpD90
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhxU18BmwT
1.保持距離的尊重33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kfwwymqJh
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQVILUyY9x
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBtXle2cPZ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXDlQUE7lY
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiZkg8v0Nq
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyJo9lwTgZ
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbrSVi1ICm
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGLBAeT3vL
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqilMEYoRr
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kwIzOLBku
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所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvicbMr51r
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文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNfdIc1vWq
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdBFfGjaev
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTAWG9TqmC
主要是運動員之間的默契文化33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLVIXmcAJM
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QE52YSY7c
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwZ8lFSwNB
1.保持距離的尊重33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZprMkBLSdp
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWBdpb3EHh
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5nQajrvVg
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVtpg5s0Xe
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2eRXaBIah
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvjZXtr483
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuxfyF6Vbk
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYMThrknDM
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKHSJvMSQI
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyLDgpF9Bc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtPpSiyteS
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOm6BxAgTS
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWjevVvBjI
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumYLyPUNA6
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
