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二零一零年，八月底。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6jC9rpWdM
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度過了無趣的生日後，緊接著就是開學了。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsyhUJKj05
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新的開始、高中生活。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3brEKbkh5Q
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新生訓練那幾天我發現班上並沒有認識的，就算有同個國中畢業的但也只有看過對方，並不熟。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIfyeMYgcN
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就在我舒服地躺在床上開始規畫著我美好的高中生活時，放置在一旁窗戶的手機響了。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vewSiLp5D
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拔掉正在充電的手機，看了來電者──楊瑀峰。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj0ttRBqo8
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我沒有馬上接起來，手機就握在手裡震動、發出鈴聲。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOweKmX6Ni
277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat0FCmjg3B
淡水那天回基隆後我自己坐公車回家，沒有和他講話、沒有讓他載。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXAbRUKkRo
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從那之後到現在我都沒有和他聯絡，而他也沒有打給我或是傳簡訊。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayS1Tz2vjQ
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我在賭氣嗎？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU6bqMMtdf
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其實氣也沒用，反倒是看開許多。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLXDr6TCet
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是我自己擅自想改變和他的相處模式，才會搞成這種局面，能怪誰？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl0YLrTxGy
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手機停止震動作響。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKlNcWSvD2
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在我要把手機擺回窗戶邊的時候，它又響了。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfPzri2v0x
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「喂？」我接了起來。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64C03QZ06s
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「妳現在能出門嗎？」277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1vGQvisUN
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一個月沒聽到的聲音，懷念。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsmEDcNhL8
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明明才一個月而已啊……277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSZXrcTg0C
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「我在妳家樓下。」他說。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkjHvJLbJB
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「等我一下。」我說完便把電話掛斷。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0F52zaHT4
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繼續在床上躺了數秒後，我終於離開了它。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREv5o2ChKs
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隨便換上出門會穿的上衣和短褲，拎起了包包，反正今天家裡沒人，就不需要告知任何人要出門。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbybhCZr6c
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手機放進口袋裡，我離開家裡，然後下樓。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCMp4McJcZ
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一出公寓大門，果然就看到他。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5I0TBkIb7
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他坐在那台屬於他的白色勁戰上，看著我。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HZxYivmEA
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他怎麼了？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBjxtWkJ0s
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總覺得他有個什麼不一樣了，雖然看起來還是那樣，但是就是有種他不一樣的感覺。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihs83Nx8bH
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感覺。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4M4MPbBwB
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他下了車，從車廂拿出安全帽，走到我面前幫我戴上。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXTbBgAlZi
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我跟著他坐上車，沒有問他要去哪，反正不用想也知道他一定會載我去那個地方──277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaqhMoCk0r
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有著你我共同回憶的中正公園。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy7TMDGPM4
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不出所料，他果然載我來中正公園。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkYHUyjNYN
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天色漸漸暗下來。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnEC7acbDp
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總是睡到下午四、五點的我到現在才意識到要晚上了。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmCAFtV4dv
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這次他沒有走上去，停了車放了安全帽後，就這麼站在原地。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdnyhfOxmM
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他並沒有看我，而是一直看著那被他稱為「寄託希望」的大鐘。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniGrj1JcEG
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「我沒有爸媽，我一直都是一個人。」他突然說起自己的事。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJhIOvDWZt
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我抬頭不解的看他，沒有爸嗎？他是孤兒嗎？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRaz1bLhjI
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一個人……他是怎麼走到現在的？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYEARRSLQZ
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「被親戚收養到高中畢業，我就自己出來住，她給我生了這張臉，讓我選了公關這個工作。」277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92OOF4ukSB
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她？是指他的媽媽嗎？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSDg8q7UVQ
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我沒有打斷他，靜靜的聽他說。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomslEmBofI
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他用那種冷漠至極的口氣述說著自己的事，讓我覺得他不是很在乎。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SQTevyrr5
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關於他自己的一切，他顯然並不重視。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeyExRpMHa
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「表面看到的不一定就是真的，內心也是，感覺是那樣就不一定是那樣。」277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjZa5ZIj1Y
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「你想說的是我至今看到的你認定的你都不是真實的你嗎？」我問。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfxsJt1fYR
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他沒有回答也沒有做任何表示，是默認嗎？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMwd7MIN3G
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算了，他說的也很有道理，我本來就把他認定是那種冷血的人不是嗎？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKz6BmVrPy
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說不定他也是有血有淚的。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2G79Yio3s
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既然他願意說自己的事，那我也不必再計較淡水那天的事了吧？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyCflhv1WS
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我嘆了口氣，繞過他準備從他機車上拿安全帽。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0swyvN6Hc
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講開就好了，也許我該好好改一下自己的脾氣──277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCNs3DNQYx
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「橋，我們分手吧。」277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2caqHpB1ho
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在要碰到安全帽的那隻手停了下來，像是聽錯一樣的回頭對他露出疑惑的表情。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN5sEcVaVY
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他也沒有再重複一遍，那冷漠的眼神似乎在告訴我「妳沒有聽錯」。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHn8Go1CnE
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分手？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnqpbdZidZ
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為什麼要分手？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ye57ErPbg
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我問不出來，就這麼傻傻的看著他。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk1IHdf0zD
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「妳上了高中，感情生活會變得更複雜，我不想一直以男朋友的身分束縛著妳的新生活，所以我們先暫時分手吧！我會等，等到妳高中結束、能完全接受我的時候。」277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj7TRno3xy
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這大概是我跟他相處那麼久第一次聽到他講這麼長的話。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YhobFDmkg
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但卻是關於分手的話。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlWacCGftf
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這是什麼爛理由？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV81JDY0sI3
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「終於受不了了嗎？你早就想甩開我了嗎？」面對我的質問，他默不作聲。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x9xW3PyTZ
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「要分手就早點說啊！不要在那講了一堆讓我覺得可以了解你走近你的話之後才說分手，你在整我嗎！」我提高音量。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N9HCBget3
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他越不回應我情緒就越接近失控。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XswKPuVmd
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我不能接受這種理由，為什麼他能那麼輕易的說出分手？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0kY2q5vIM
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難道這一年多的感情在他眼裡根本就不重要？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAd3pnfxlb
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「說話啊！幹麻不說話啦！」我用力推他一把。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxMe6Zwylr
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他依舊沉默。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjmvAUhjGb
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「好，分手就分手，我告訴你，我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友，一輩子都不會！到死也是！」我幾乎是用吼的，用盡所有力氣吼出了這句話。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRENGDV7sY
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「嗯。」他冷冷的回應了我。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz49GHPkIT
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就只是一個「嗯」。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQcSknPQGD
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不帶任何情感、毫不在乎的「嗯」。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkubiSA1xhx
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我還期待什麼？那就如他所願的結束吧？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR8Hw9YG0I
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我轉身離開他身邊，隨便招了一台計程車，上車離開了這、離開了他。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyebZKEazB
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這種時候應該要放聲大哭的，但我哭不出來。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6yzbJCNbK
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不是因為在計程車上大哭會讓司機困擾，而是真的哭不出來。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbtFH1hGxu
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令人窒息般的感覺又再度襲來，很想大聲吼叫好好宣洩一番，可是現在在計程車上，我也只能痛苦的忍住。277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr88iFimxeB
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結束了嗎？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1tHVLRv03
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我和瑀之間，就這樣結束了？277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfLGeXdteL
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那日死去的，並不是我、也不是你，而是彼此的心。ns18.217.210.224da2
