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我的話很快就被這裡的安靜給吞沒。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGccDocErJX
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他不會在回答我任何一句話，也不會再用他那冷漠的表情看著我。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinZXRiKWkg
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面對早已死去的他，我還眷戀什麼？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoz3t0p67a
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「這位子真的很適合你啊。」把頭撇向窗外，回憶。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOGLQvzMPR
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不適合處於熱鬧環境的你，肯定很滿意阿龍他們選的這裡吧？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gfUV1qDgJ
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雖然這是我自以為是的猜測。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2o7mwkFgW
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我始終不了解你，無論是你生前、還是死後。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsSKHKOqLV
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留下那麼多謎給我，你覺得公平嗎？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZVQUkxvLt
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「阿龍他們一直都很想你，你應該知道的吧？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeL7XNLjWz
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你是有聽到的吧？即使你無法在回答我。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBhtDkQ5N1
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當年阿龍告訴我你的事情時，他是抱著怎樣的心情？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZsarCGAiO
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而同樣在場的小迪呢？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6du9KI4YBH
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你的死狀甚至是你生命的最後一刻，都是由他們兩個親眼見證，他們承受的痛苦是我無法想像的。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHWiZOcrPH
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但是他們沒有逃避，甚至和其他人一起處理你的後事，他們勇敢面對你的死亡。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL72EaIbVwc
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那我呢？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW0XGdu1LE
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逃避了一年多才來見你，你會生氣嗎？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SrTs82Ofi
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……還是，你一直在等我來這裡？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsOBgru53w
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你沒有任何生氣和不諒解、只有等待？是這樣嗎？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ETqbhkath
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「我改，妳等我，好好照顧自己。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzkXyWPvky
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「我也在等你，等你的改變。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhW0JpBfUM
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可是已經等不到了啊。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVblwsPkr1
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楊瑀峰，我已經等不到你了，怎麼辦？我還沒看到改變後的你、還沒等到你回頭帶著我重新開始我們的一切，你怎麼就先走了？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadl29iqAmg
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視線從窗外移回到瑀的照片上，緩緩的吐了口長氣。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WagvVSM8B
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「對不起。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVcsUTIzjd
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眼淚不知何時滑落至臉龐，我沒有用手抹去，一年了，該讓自己好好的為你流一次淚。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOKiPnLQC6
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一直累積在心裡滿滿的愧疚終於有了出口，我蹲下身，把頭埋進手臂裡，哭泣。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHc3aUm6WF
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謝謝你曾經走進我的生命裡。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyjrbbv9q7
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已經逝去的人，只能活在回憶裡了。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeMfbn2ko6
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二零一二年，一月。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74Pm3p1rm0
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練團室一直持續的音樂終於停止，我放下手中的貝斯，跟著其他人一起收拾器具。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarClxsNZ76
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高一那時我進了熱音社，和幾個在社團認識的朋友一起組團，開始融入熱鬧的環境。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVZTwojOcY
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「妳變了」這句話從我玩音樂開始就有人對我說。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJf9tp1Kie
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不在陰沉、不在獨來獨往。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKwajBnDyJ
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我喜歡現在的自己，這樣是好的，至少我是這樣認為。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mFE6DswdK
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和大家道別後，我走到離此處不遠的公車站。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtg3I1SQzy
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已經九點多了，天色很暗，還好今天並沒有很冷。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu33yuS0Rx
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在我準備坐下等待的時候，公車緩緩的從遠方開過來。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4ImsyGQUj
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真是剛好啊。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrahEspKIHW
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走上前招手，公車在我這站停下，車門在我面前打開。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2vANa0qxh
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拿著悠遊卡刷過感應區，車上人不多，我馬上走到最後面並找到位子坐下來。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrt7wP806C
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放下沉重的貝斯，頭靠向了窗，睡意開始來襲。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFGdUzbdWy
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等到我再次睜開雙眼時，已經快到家了。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbUMEAHzUx
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微微的伸了個懶腰，感覺很累、莫名的累。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF8MF2or9J
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有人比我早一步按了下車鈴，我起身，走到後門口，等到公車停了車門開了才下車。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNtOkdYgJe
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慢慢的朝家的方向前進。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO8YARcVqd
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有時候會突然很懷念有人載我的時候呢！258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljb6rz1dBW
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但是已經是過去。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkf3NrL87g
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他真的會改嗎？我們還有機會復合嗎？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFMIFyuEpo
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這問題一直在腦中盤旋，但始終是無解。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIroC7ZlaQ
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到了家門口，翻了口袋拿出鑰匙打開鐵門。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXnGKYYevf
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我用最快的速度走進房間並關上門，把貝斯放好後馬上癱倒在床上。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ768ra9MWht
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好累。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZfLW6UIcJ
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已經懶得爬起來去洗澡了，洗澡這種事等隔天睡醒在做吧。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi6lvKM4yu
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我把手機放置在窗戶邊，調好睡姿，入眠。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wcPrsEv3f
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〈我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重 …… 〉258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0nuBhLM3J
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嗯？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHe7eN8APg
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〈誠實的過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走 ……〉258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBkZGdOftQ
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努力的睜開雙眼，我好像睡了一段時間了，而窗邊的手機一直在響。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUD14EZVjJ
258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT4c6O7sUx
伸出手拿了手機，螢幕上顯示沒有看過的號碼，而時間是深夜一點多，原來我從回家之後就睡了這麼久？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnIR2vyxfr
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〈愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感動 ……〉258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrVBAVFJ9M
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我按了接聽，把手機放置耳邊，喂了一聲。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjVgP46e8J
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「妳是橋嗎？」一個很耳熟的聲音傳入耳裡。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6LeyRntmZ
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他是誰？我沒辦法立刻想起來。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga6uKv9FiE
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「嗯，你哪位？」大概是剛睡醒的關係，我口氣並沒有很好。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUJfgjXzKZ
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「我是阿龍，林正龍。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1oxwJEYHX
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阿龍？我瞬間驚醒過來，為什麼阿龍會打給我？他怎麼會有我的號碼。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlqn5NdJW7
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我沒有提出我的疑問，他打過來讓我有種很不好的預感，他的聲音……感覺不太對。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fc1VmBPos
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「阿楊走了。」在我聽到他喘了很大口氣之後，他才說了這句。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwnVQ9CYmE
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走了？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9u0Mw3I3F
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「走去哪？」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKmguVkCz2
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULGmsmIOSg
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我愣愣的握著手機，一時不知道該說些什麼才好。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtdsazspVn
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怎麼可能？兩個月前他才打給我不是嗎？258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD67wLdS5Ev
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不可能。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCcGNRg4Ti
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「你別騙我了。」我說。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7K7kAYVE9z
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「葉星橋──」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUAN98dOCD
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我掛上了電話，手機關機。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMKsRomatI
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把手機放回窗邊，我起身開了房門，走向廚房，打開冰箱從裡面拿出之前我放在裡面的啤酒，然後再走回房間，關門。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2LcoNiQG3
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毫不猶豫的開了酒，喝下去。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB1G7uRsdB
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腦袋一片空白，我不停的喝著、毫無意識的喝著。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8PJq1LoPN
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「他要去上班途中遇到酒駕逆向的小客車，出了車禍，緊急送醫後顱內出血嚴重，阿楊他──死了。」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9ZwgV7CH5
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忘不掉……258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6FV0advzd
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為什麼會這樣……258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jMuhU5CCx
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殘酷的事實總是重傷人心，你──從此完全退出我的人生。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VYOz6lkkk
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