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和阿龍、小迪道別後，我並沒有直接回家。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42rhrsnysJ
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離開熱鬧的市區後，我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後，隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4oXg1B5QG
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脫下安全帽，依舊坐在車上的我，從口袋裡拿出了手機。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1ajVMPkhT
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按了許久，終於找到熟悉的名字，撥出。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX2nuZT9iQ
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電話嘟了好幾聲，最後轉接語音信箱，掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jaILLfCqZ
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「喂？」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候，她終於接起來。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCiCfcrHdg
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「都不接電話是怎樣，手機是裝飾品喔？」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq13Q9VxBbU
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「就沒聽到啊！怪我囉？打給我幹麻？」大概是怕我又要連環炮，她趕緊切入重點。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj1jS41pT2
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎？要不要出來喝酒？」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1PBhflTMH
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「喔，好啊，去哪喝？」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJBMLgr55B
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這麼爽快？我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB1659r3M4
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「白色愛琴海啊！我先去那等妳啦！別拖時間。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ppOvZrQeC
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「好啦！」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgu9xynP2Y
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把手機拿離耳邊，按下掛掉鍵。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoej8sjFQNg
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酒。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtV8jPpvuN
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西，如今，意義不同了。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T62ytaa0c
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戴上安全帽，我往約定的地點出發。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthyYx08s1D
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白色愛琴海。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA3AcgvRNw
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了，把車停好後，看了四周，她果然還沒來。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRcUTcyVsv
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒，從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rl5CvJuqu
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啤酒喝習慣了，苦的味道自然就不怕了。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0TtjCwXgZ
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在我喝了第三口後，終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX1rs1hWgB
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「好啊，又拖時間啊，整我啊！」她才剛停下車，我就馬上開口。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yCEcFtTej
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「才拖一下下而已，又沒差。」她脫下安全帽，一副理所當然的樣子。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiouCwOzUM
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「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來，交到她手上。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStJ52NAnSH
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她接過手，然後和我往海岸邊走去。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGyZIRoqZ3
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼，這人妖其實沒什麼變，還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvrWEi71ow
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明明是個女的，卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S12EzYYp1
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走到海岸邊，隨便找了個地方，我一屁股的就坐了下去，人妖也跟著坐下來。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTjhBrELpI
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喝酒。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB1AbGWCFr
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「怎樣，心情又不好了喔？」人妖也開了一瓶酒。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1AQIVFhd1
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我點頭，心情不好時我就會來海邊，這點人妖很清楚。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0D5LzmG39
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完，便大口喝下手中的酒。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0007Yy9E44
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人妖看了我許久，最後把視線移回了海。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj2a5aoobM
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎？」人妖問。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sX98LhuHs
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再次點頭，繼續沉默。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EFZTF8K3H
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「這樣很好啊！妳終於肯去看他了，他也會很開心的吧！」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8TykfTkMP
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「誰知道呢？」我聳肩。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZJbfIV0Fq
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事，只是聽到妳說你們分手了，我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去，之後又聽到妳說他出車禍，我就更不知道該怎麼提。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2VoTIqEHz
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我低下頭，大口嘆了氣。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb88IghMBzO
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在他車禍之前，我跟他也沒發生什麼事，除了那通電話之外。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWgC6493GI
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我告訴了人妖那通電話的事，我和瑀最後一次的通話。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcB8Re78F6
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最後一次。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHH0757EXP
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧！就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人，他就悶騷啊！我之前不就有跟妳講過了？他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來，就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA46yl7Z78n
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「他有在改，他說要為我改，但是在他開始變好的時候，生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光，我又開了一瓶。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vfx6Yzdkv
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話，我是不是就不會對他那麼兇？現在講這些好可笑，我明明知道「如果」總是有很多，但結果──永遠只有一個。」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq71yZItwF3
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結果是死亡，你。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiQuCRSlLA
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI2cLTMy2W
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovBHsEiDF8
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在我說完這句之後，遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fCZX25ZBy
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「妳說錯話了啦！妳看！楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJzbq9zRSS
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「最好啦！」280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXVggsA5B4
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時，也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB7MKryDr6
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終於，原諒了自己。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin7Y6CEffk
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後，天色已經暗了下來，我們各自道別，然後酒駕。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5UA3d3ZlU
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深，我很快的騎回家。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoxRXouKil
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把車停好，上樓。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2iPj53gPu
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打開鐵門並關上，家裡很安靜也沒人在，大概都去上班了吧？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrGd9X5UMV
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一陣疲憊感襲來，我馬上回到房間，把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZsJ5gVEZM
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏，稍微睡一下，反正家裡沒人，不用擔心被吵醒。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu2I2bX23I
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打定主意後，慢慢閉上雙眼。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnkJ2HKQHv
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很平靜，心。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuAqtiKy91
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再次睜開雙眼時，我依舊是躺著的狀態，而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN7eBxFGJ8
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前，也躺著一個人。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMNhBb2dht
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那個人一直盯著我看，而我和他對上眼時，我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJHuuKYtfl
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣，只是蒼白了許多。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLBWKHqGtL
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楊瑀峰……280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVlzXufpuk
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這是夢吧？我不是在做夢嗎？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncwlauipbu
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺，那麼的真實……280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWr6Uw0BUO
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我想開口，但一點聲音也發不出來。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSqJuBSFPq
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有好多好多話想跟你說，即使這是夢。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jyCvG3eMM
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛，我想全部都告訴你。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVQNEZFZzK
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我很努力想要講話，卻是白費力氣。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm8MmW9bj5
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容，像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCckDlZSbWX
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眼淚一直滑落、不停的。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfoxS123EX
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你知道嗎？你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvH0kIWVPc
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我伸出左手，想要摸他的臉，但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX60lZwaJiB
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消散了。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xbp3wsI2r
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你去了哪裡？280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ovGxVIJb4
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無論是在現實還是夢境，你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。280Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO73B2CNo8
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