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和阿龍、小迪道別後，我並沒有直接回家。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aAktBjYe0
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離開熱鬧的市區後，我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後，隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocK21l2fmL
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脫下安全帽，依舊坐在車上的我，從口袋裡拿出了手機。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9JAPQhwiX
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按了許久，終於找到熟悉的名字，撥出。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3UYP5nox3
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電話嘟了好幾聲，最後轉接語音信箱，掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Eb0t4GMnm
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「喂？」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候，她終於接起來。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32hY8qbmLD
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「都不接電話是怎樣，手機是裝飾品喔？」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHZzcx6HzL
281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1LO4uBVP0
「就沒聽到啊！怪我囉？打給我幹麻？」大概是怕我又要連環炮，她趕緊切入重點。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNWGk4ftOY
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎？要不要出來喝酒？」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyKbIjW0AE
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「喔，好啊，去哪喝？」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt5endq5CP
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這麼爽快？我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T0BVG2dck
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「白色愛琴海啊！我先去那等妳啦！別拖時間。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxLImNsHZm
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「好啦！」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e7IfUy7mh
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把手機拿離耳邊，按下掛掉鍵。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfKTtlfhQl
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酒。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBmJE6Nvtf
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西，如今，意義不同了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dJC5twRmL
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戴上安全帽，我往約定的地點出發。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNFQrxCWRv
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白色愛琴海。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSGbVd3kdJ
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了，把車停好後，看了四周，她果然還沒來。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea7YnAA3ee
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒，從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ8gH0WZai
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啤酒喝習慣了，苦的味道自然就不怕了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYRan6LUzc
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在我喝了第三口後，終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJRcwRNG7y
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「好啊，又拖時間啊，整我啊！」她才剛停下車，我就馬上開口。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmkIi2HowZ
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「才拖一下下而已，又沒差。」她脫下安全帽，一副理所當然的樣子。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNwIpWrGaA
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「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來，交到她手上。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSllrBS4n0
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她接過手，然後和我往海岸邊走去。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mvt4mOuvv
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼，這人妖其實沒什麼變，還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4pbssSfdz
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明明是個女的，卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnGOL6JgM5
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走到海岸邊，隨便找了個地方，我一屁股的就坐了下去，人妖也跟著坐下來。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBpHyVz8o8
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喝酒。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkhJFGfdAo
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「怎樣，心情又不好了喔？」人妖也開了一瓶酒。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqnWOfpGYL
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我點頭，心情不好時我就會來海邊，這點人妖很清楚。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8VIgux4Sq
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完，便大口喝下手中的酒。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV55UknGVDV
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人妖看了我許久，最後把視線移回了海。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHslEYAuL5
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎？」人妖問。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEmXvDNzrn
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再次點頭，繼續沉默。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtLNdTItsw
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「這樣很好啊！妳終於肯去看他了，他也會很開心的吧！」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdEs01tiX9
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「誰知道呢？」我聳肩。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7TEY89wLa
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事，只是聽到妳說你們分手了，我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去，之後又聽到妳說他出車禍，我就更不知道該怎麼提。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7oKEE1ZLd
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我低下頭，大口嘆了氣。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43x7f6El0D
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在他車禍之前，我跟他也沒發生什麼事，除了那通電話之外。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYfG1bOLVo
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我告訴了人妖那通電話的事，我和瑀最後一次的通話。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0Jj4Jo6PK
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最後一次。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d1TP8Tm6q
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧！就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人，他就悶騷啊！我之前不就有跟妳講過了？他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來，就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGH5r33f76
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「他有在改，他說要為我改，但是在他開始變好的時候，生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光，我又開了一瓶。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vxWFr6qPs
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話，我是不是就不會對他那麼兇？現在講這些好可笑，我明明知道「如果」總是有很多，但結果──永遠只有一個。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacQIAWNfMo
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結果是死亡，你。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr30CabXfQB
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr390LrPrrW
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxxqoz0rSA
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在我說完這句之後，遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4NFu1SwMG
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「妳說錯話了啦！妳看！楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmd6FxI9Wc
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「最好啦！」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx0AdY0H9u
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時，也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV92Fx26YH
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終於，原諒了自己。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY6ua8fJ7q
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後，天色已經暗了下來，我們各自道別，然後酒駕。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLbLEyRvWb
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深，我很快的騎回家。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1r1RHhjQRe
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把車停好，上樓。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJS6V2gMMY
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打開鐵門並關上，家裡很安靜也沒人在，大概都去上班了吧？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5acS2aJWY
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一陣疲憊感襲來，我馬上回到房間，把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysdxP3YFQk
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏，稍微睡一下，反正家裡沒人，不用擔心被吵醒。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhEuPY68vY
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打定主意後，慢慢閉上雙眼。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqOx24Urn2
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很平靜，心。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsgKRewcP2
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再次睜開雙眼時，我依舊是躺著的狀態，而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPe4VHPVGk
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前，也躺著一個人。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj33tuCHzXm
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那個人一直盯著我看，而我和他對上眼時，我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEDITptq6U
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣，只是蒼白了許多。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6ioyMzL4M
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楊瑀峰……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGql5ZUAYt9
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這是夢吧？我不是在做夢嗎？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VNFo52agP
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺，那麼的真實……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg7jWQelWx
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我想開口，但一點聲音也發不出來。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCeqkuhkwh
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有好多好多話想跟你說，即使這是夢。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhw8Dcy3Tb
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛，我想全部都告訴你。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qCplAH7mH
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我很努力想要講話，卻是白費力氣。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKN2oubIRJ
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容，像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFsqMPU6Rm
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眼淚一直滑落、不停的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf049wMVJG
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你知道嗎？你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhKbhye1CV
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我伸出左手，想要摸他的臉，但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMrx08cDyB
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消散了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6hCkvKfbx
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你去了哪裡？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8tkJ8gki1
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無論是在現實還是夢境，你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKDnFOS5fr
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