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和阿龍、小迪道別後,我並沒有直接回家。242Please respect copyright.PENANAN8g7LGFUgg
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離開熱鬧的市區後,我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後,隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。242Please respect copyright.PENANAaaeZAi0FqS
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脫下安全帽,依舊坐在車上的我,從口袋裡拿出了手機。242Please respect copyright.PENANAO7xBeya4Km
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按了許久,終於找到熟悉的名字,撥出。242Please respect copyright.PENANAtKpvbi5g1u
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電話嘟了好幾聲,最後轉接語音信箱,掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。242Please respect copyright.PENANAASsVNIeeZ2
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「喂?」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候,她終於接起來。242Please respect copyright.PENANAgJMTdAjNpL
242Please respect copyright.PENANAcVyc8aIr2l
「都不接電話是怎樣,手機是裝飾品喔?」242Please respect copyright.PENANAtvUZ3rJfYr
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「就沒聽到啊!怪我囉?打給我幹麻?」大概是怕我又要連環炮,她趕緊切入重點。242Please respect copyright.PENANAYJEK1ipKsW
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎?要不要出來喝酒?」242Please respect copyright.PENANAhRrhQCCXDk
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「喔,好啊,去哪喝?」242Please respect copyright.PENANA2T7UOx51E6
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這麼爽快?我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。242Please respect copyright.PENANAPkW9wULZQP
242Please respect copyright.PENANA8RSqZKEwjs
「白色愛琴海啊!我先去那等妳啦!別拖時間。」242Please respect copyright.PENANAlm0SOg5TR3
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「好啦!」242Please respect copyright.PENANAR4upPMujow
242Please respect copyright.PENANA9pAm8rL0wh
把手機拿離耳邊,按下掛掉鍵。242Please respect copyright.PENANA3YaWi4y4q5
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酒。242Please respect copyright.PENANA5xfgddC9g0
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西,如今,意義不同了。242Please respect copyright.PENANAXrUw7CrGNR
242Please respect copyright.PENANAcUvXKfgEzw
戴上安全帽,我往約定的地點出發。242Please respect copyright.PENANAjYIpACwTtd
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*242Please respect copyright.PENANA83PyTH3BPS
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白色愛琴海。242Please respect copyright.PENANAsYcWa6IuHu
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了,把車停好後,看了四周,她果然還沒來。242Please respect copyright.PENANAYXCpcejpRI
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒,從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。242Please respect copyright.PENANAgWtARAn8bR
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啤酒喝習慣了,苦的味道自然就不怕了。242Please respect copyright.PENANApqVDkRWyqe
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在我喝了第三口後,終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。242Please respect copyright.PENANAsKBAi9ymNA
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「好啊,又拖時間啊,整我啊!」她才剛停下車,我就馬上開口。242Please respect copyright.PENANAnmIT7zTt6A
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「才拖一下下而已,又沒差。」她脫下安全帽,一副理所當然的樣子。242Please respect copyright.PENANAlBKuMmI8sK
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「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來,交到她手上。242Please respect copyright.PENANASiGPgzzscV
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她接過手,然後和我往海岸邊走去。242Please respect copyright.PENANAcYzSjoyTak
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼,這人妖其實沒什麼變,還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。242Please respect copyright.PENANANFOdRPqbzE
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明明是個女的,卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事?242Please respect copyright.PENANAXhM0Zekqcv
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走到海岸邊,隨便找了個地方,我一屁股的就坐了下去,人妖也跟著坐下來。242Please respect copyright.PENANAHH2vGujlwr
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喝酒。242Please respect copyright.PENANAmkQBNGSwHv
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「怎樣,心情又不好了喔?」人妖也開了一瓶酒。242Please respect copyright.PENANAlPpuITv8pj
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我點頭,心情不好時我就會來海邊,這點人妖很清楚。242Please respect copyright.PENANAolpEsCwFAV
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完,便大口喝下手中的酒。242Please respect copyright.PENANAotZpUOUp7e
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人妖看了我許久,最後把視線移回了海。242Please respect copyright.PENANA1SXM35bP6L
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎?」人妖問。242Please respect copyright.PENANAeVkf3W1xDU
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再次點頭,繼續沉默。242Please respect copyright.PENANAywjOZaUT4u
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「這樣很好啊!妳終於肯去看他了,他也會很開心的吧!」242Please respect copyright.PENANA3feU1CWWML
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「誰知道呢?」我聳肩。242Please respect copyright.PENANAkJpdoasEAh
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事,只是聽到妳說你們分手了,我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去,之後又聽到妳說他出車禍,我就更不知道該怎麼提。」242Please respect copyright.PENANATMsa1C69sD
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我低下頭,大口嘆了氣。242Please respect copyright.PENANAsPi5uDcOX7
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在他車禍之前,我跟他也沒發生什麼事,除了那通電話之外。242Please respect copyright.PENANApmdSFyxjd6
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我告訴了人妖那通電話的事,我和瑀最後一次的通話。242Please respect copyright.PENANATSMwzlRC0v
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最後一次。242Please respect copyright.PENANAUWUyOrvwwi
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧!就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人,他就悶騷啊!我之前不就有跟妳講過了?他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來,就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」242Please respect copyright.PENANANydwGVWIgQ
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「他有在改,他說要為我改,但是在他開始變好的時候,生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光,我又開了一瓶。242Please respect copyright.PENANANO0LP8ncfE
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話,我是不是就不會對他那麼兇?現在講這些好可笑,我明明知道「如果」總是有很多,但結果──永遠只有一個。」242Please respect copyright.PENANAb7s6Osj40G
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結果是死亡,你。242Please respect copyright.PENANAlyelcBMSgW
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。242Please respect copyright.PENANA7ISuz6n7Ab
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。242Please respect copyright.PENANAGJ4awmlLvw
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在我說完這句之後,遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。242Please respect copyright.PENANA4RPEV7RLIg
242Please respect copyright.PENANAhoFBXkTmGD
「妳說錯話了啦!妳看!楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。242Please respect copyright.PENANADC099dMfvo
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「最好啦!」242Please respect copyright.PENANArRK6P0Hx4G
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時,也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。242Please respect copyright.PENANABcNlPMbAUe
242Please respect copyright.PENANAhLrrP3Tjkn
終於,原諒了自己。242Please respect copyright.PENANA3lbJnsONR6
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**242Please respect copyright.PENANAEVJJYNOPju
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後,天色已經暗了下來,我們各自道別,然後酒駕。242Please respect copyright.PENANAveMjLEOkxT
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深,我很快的騎回家。242Please respect copyright.PENANANnRkKEciqo
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把車停好,上樓。242Please respect copyright.PENANAdradxI20cC
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打開鐵門並關上,家裡很安靜也沒人在,大概都去上班了吧?242Please respect copyright.PENANAnjYBuS5UZs
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一陣疲憊感襲來,我馬上回到房間,把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。242Please respect copyright.PENANADAds2AukFy
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏,稍微睡一下,反正家裡沒人,不用擔心被吵醒。242Please respect copyright.PENANAAtneDDUNA2
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打定主意後,慢慢閉上雙眼。242Please respect copyright.PENANASARCNoAm3y
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很平靜,心。242Please respect copyright.PENANAG8cJsrfWWw
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再次睜開雙眼時,我依舊是躺著的狀態,而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。242Please respect copyright.PENANA0WokZJZbpk
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前,也躺著一個人。242Please respect copyright.PENANAogM0qMlWsM
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那個人一直盯著我看,而我和他對上眼時,我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。242Please respect copyright.PENANAkArGH5Nrt1
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣,只是蒼白了許多。242Please respect copyright.PENANAayO78RNR2N
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楊瑀峰……242Please respect copyright.PENANA3fXZSPxAvZ
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這是夢吧?我不是在做夢嗎?242Please respect copyright.PENANAqCRZmz1yGU
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺,那麼的真實……242Please respect copyright.PENANACuOE18ktpP
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我想開口,但一點聲音也發不出來。242Please respect copyright.PENANAtM1CVcCPIL
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有好多好多話想跟你說,即使這是夢。242Please respect copyright.PENANAVaF1YfZome
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛,我想全部都告訴你。242Please respect copyright.PENANAynj1N1KOzv
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我很努力想要講話,卻是白費力氣。242Please respect copyright.PENANAaBiVqO3B1U
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容,像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。242Please respect copyright.PENANAEA6pEMAyUi
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眼淚一直滑落、不停的。242Please respect copyright.PENANARNOeqJfGeA
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你知道嗎?你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎?242Please respect copyright.PENANANNC5s43cBJ
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我伸出左手,想要摸他的臉,但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──242Please respect copyright.PENANAqWoycpiVmR
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消散了。242Please respect copyright.PENANAZWOHsXmDmU
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你去了哪裡?242Please respect copyright.PENANAAZIdMj1qT3
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無論是在現實還是夢境,你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。242Please respect copyright.PENANAjrTdFqbn4Y
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