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和阿龍、小迪道別後,我並沒有直接回家。277Please respect copyright.PENANAMVvdVL18LP
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離開熱鬧的市區後,我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後,隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。277Please respect copyright.PENANAoeahr9RgqE
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脫下安全帽,依舊坐在車上的我,從口袋裡拿出了手機。277Please respect copyright.PENANAk48NpwZ5Db
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按了許久,終於找到熟悉的名字,撥出。277Please respect copyright.PENANAxfslzKjlao
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電話嘟了好幾聲,最後轉接語音信箱,掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。277Please respect copyright.PENANAezC9gdtcrg
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「喂?」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候,她終於接起來。277Please respect copyright.PENANAxjC7qHpc2c
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「都不接電話是怎樣,手機是裝飾品喔?」277Please respect copyright.PENANAs4QZD2hYBk
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「就沒聽到啊!怪我囉?打給我幹麻?」大概是怕我又要連環炮,她趕緊切入重點。277Please respect copyright.PENANACusp7A7j0X
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎?要不要出來喝酒?」277Please respect copyright.PENANAqwCwhlRhps
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「喔,好啊,去哪喝?」277Please respect copyright.PENANA3xOLxLn45Y
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這麼爽快?我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。277Please respect copyright.PENANASJxwcu2uUk
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「白色愛琴海啊!我先去那等妳啦!別拖時間。」277Please respect copyright.PENANA8jH2ygC3fl
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「好啦!」277Please respect copyright.PENANAYTRITksZ0L
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把手機拿離耳邊,按下掛掉鍵。277Please respect copyright.PENANAwdDStl71Kq
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酒。277Please respect copyright.PENANARgwtNIcXHE
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西,如今,意義不同了。277Please respect copyright.PENANA0Hy5GOhxbP
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戴上安全帽,我往約定的地點出發。277Please respect copyright.PENANAITorjlYBEV
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*277Please respect copyright.PENANAXCDDIBmEDz
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白色愛琴海。277Please respect copyright.PENANACdpHj9k3dF
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了,把車停好後,看了四周,她果然還沒來。277Please respect copyright.PENANAo8Tpxlxt3s
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒,從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。277Please respect copyright.PENANAbF9k5oBLti
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啤酒喝習慣了,苦的味道自然就不怕了。277Please respect copyright.PENANAy5z1DNMKP5
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在我喝了第三口後,終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。277Please respect copyright.PENANATrEsgoCpzJ
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「好啊,又拖時間啊,整我啊!」她才剛停下車,我就馬上開口。277Please respect copyright.PENANAYw8pWsYbQI
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「才拖一下下而已,又沒差。」她脫下安全帽,一副理所當然的樣子。277Please respect copyright.PENANA8u0RWGxLCf
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「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來,交到她手上。277Please respect copyright.PENANAO8D3C9x2ch
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她接過手,然後和我往海岸邊走去。277Please respect copyright.PENANAfgoXtRN5sd
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼,這人妖其實沒什麼變,還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。277Please respect copyright.PENANAMBJIIQMlXq
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明明是個女的,卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事?277Please respect copyright.PENANA8LHL7QCVFZ
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走到海岸邊,隨便找了個地方,我一屁股的就坐了下去,人妖也跟著坐下來。277Please respect copyright.PENANAWi9ehKqcgB
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喝酒。277Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ1ePWNgR6
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「怎樣,心情又不好了喔?」人妖也開了一瓶酒。277Please respect copyright.PENANApsXVoTeslr
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我點頭,心情不好時我就會來海邊,這點人妖很清楚。277Please respect copyright.PENANAJDgn1UDubO
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完,便大口喝下手中的酒。277Please respect copyright.PENANA93M3wzP3hj
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人妖看了我許久,最後把視線移回了海。277Please respect copyright.PENANA63wWHe5UPT
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎?」人妖問。277Please respect copyright.PENANAS5ZappfKXy
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再次點頭,繼續沉默。277Please respect copyright.PENANAcKYvZ0qKEm
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「這樣很好啊!妳終於肯去看他了,他也會很開心的吧!」277Please respect copyright.PENANAYZd8wHgyqZ
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「誰知道呢?」我聳肩。277Please respect copyright.PENANAX35Y7zFZPF
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事,只是聽到妳說你們分手了,我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去,之後又聽到妳說他出車禍,我就更不知道該怎麼提。」277Please respect copyright.PENANAXt3Yfaltgq
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我低下頭,大口嘆了氣。277Please respect copyright.PENANAtSnsKclrw6
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在他車禍之前,我跟他也沒發生什麼事,除了那通電話之外。277Please respect copyright.PENANAZj9sA663HH
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我告訴了人妖那通電話的事,我和瑀最後一次的通話。277Please respect copyright.PENANAmZu95w0RmV
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最後一次。277Please respect copyright.PENANAgo321Np2H0
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧!就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人,他就悶騷啊!我之前不就有跟妳講過了?他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來,就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」277Please respect copyright.PENANAKGmxoUGbnr
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「他有在改,他說要為我改,但是在他開始變好的時候,生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光,我又開了一瓶。277Please respect copyright.PENANAA51QRbmDcz
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話,我是不是就不會對他那麼兇?現在講這些好可笑,我明明知道「如果」總是有很多,但結果──永遠只有一個。」277Please respect copyright.PENANA3lUYirPu5e
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結果是死亡,你。277Please respect copyright.PENANAFtmUmEM9Y4
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。277Please respect copyright.PENANAnI1vRczx2i
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。277Please respect copyright.PENANA7CqtEu5xHJ
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在我說完這句之後,遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。277Please respect copyright.PENANA3QWHIQlywf
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「妳說錯話了啦!妳看!楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。277Please respect copyright.PENANAmXerkmyTGM
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「最好啦!」277Please respect copyright.PENANADTL12y9N0T
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時,也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。277Please respect copyright.PENANAPY39kUxSHB
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終於,原諒了自己。277Please respect copyright.PENANAO8XAUOGu9g
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**277Please respect copyright.PENANAnhx51pc6eb
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後,天色已經暗了下來,我們各自道別,然後酒駕。277Please respect copyright.PENANAkP5KuthMbT
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深,我很快的騎回家。277Please respect copyright.PENANAJwfINdSyx1
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把車停好,上樓。277Please respect copyright.PENANAi96z1qrxUN
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打開鐵門並關上,家裡很安靜也沒人在,大概都去上班了吧?277Please respect copyright.PENANA9VW4Ynqme9
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一陣疲憊感襲來,我馬上回到房間,把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。277Please respect copyright.PENANAfU3mvAlYnT
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏,稍微睡一下,反正家裡沒人,不用擔心被吵醒。277Please respect copyright.PENANAKm1Ww7a4aN
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打定主意後,慢慢閉上雙眼。277Please respect copyright.PENANA8Uz999owRG
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很平靜,心。277Please respect copyright.PENANARTlCFcY4Hx
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再次睜開雙眼時,我依舊是躺著的狀態,而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。277Please respect copyright.PENANAKaEgdgnC3B
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前,也躺著一個人。277Please respect copyright.PENANAvQcGg3SEGP
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那個人一直盯著我看,而我和他對上眼時,我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。277Please respect copyright.PENANAs7Wo2nJX33
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣,只是蒼白了許多。277Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5dQkx7jpc
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楊瑀峰……277Please respect copyright.PENANAArXJuvDbc0
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這是夢吧?我不是在做夢嗎?277Please respect copyright.PENANA1vaJrfuJxF
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺,那麼的真實……277Please respect copyright.PENANAL3w371bLVq
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我想開口,但一點聲音也發不出來。277Please respect copyright.PENANAnR9tU8I8wn
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有好多好多話想跟你說,即使這是夢。277Please respect copyright.PENANAEVyZF4Ke7d
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛,我想全部都告訴你。277Please respect copyright.PENANAlo03JVJuwT
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我很努力想要講話,卻是白費力氣。277Please respect copyright.PENANAQfCFjqvRPv
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容,像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。277Please respect copyright.PENANAsExGKOjzPU
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眼淚一直滑落、不停的。277Please respect copyright.PENANAeyKEQvU82q
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你知道嗎?你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎?277Please respect copyright.PENANAi3MtXkbJGc
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我伸出左手,想要摸他的臉,但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──277Please respect copyright.PENANAdRSvRv0q6c
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消散了。277Please respect copyright.PENANAPtS25L9QMT
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你去了哪裡?277Please respect copyright.PENANAbwCWn2IpMD
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無論是在現實還是夢境,你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。277Please respect copyright.PENANAJoVD7Fr3Di
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