I started for the closest house. I moved fast and kept low. I didn't check to make sure Andy was keeping up. If he really wanted to team up with me he would keep up on his own. The house was a white, two-story building with boarded up windows. The grass in the front lawn was wildly overgrown and came up to my knees.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYNlcD61MX
I walked up the narrow stone path to the front door and paused.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡI82e43OeCi
Andy came up beside me and reached for the doorknob. I grabbed his wrist, stopping him.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡcykYTPtGfK
"Are you trying to get us both killed?" I whispered fiercely.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4REvA3AqA
"No?" He said.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZIf58CPmM
"We have no idea what's in there and you think it's a good idea to just go waltzing in?" I threw his wrist away from the door. I didn't care that I was being harsh.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn52jaVcJ8
"Sorry," he muttered stepping back.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3pjWKY30c
I rolled my eyes. 'How the hell did I end up with the stupidest person left alive?'copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCfqgkxiGa
I turned my attention back to the house. All of the windows were almost completely boarded up, save a single missing board on the bottom of the right-most window.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4pY2ZTYES
I walked over to it. Hidden amongst the weeds were a board and a pile of rusted nails. Around the nails was the disintegrated remains of a cardboard box. Whoever had boarded the windows must have been interrupted right before they had been able to finish. I crouched down to peer inside. Behind the wood and glass was the interior of a living room. A set of brown leather recliners sat on either side of a table with a lamp, the leather of the chairs was starting to dry out and crack.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkkbiZy1Hv
Pictures both hung on the wall and sat on the mantle above a wide fireplace, each one portraying the smiling faces of people probably long since dead. Everything was coated in dust.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BGoTmmVKZ
It didn't look like it had been looted. Aside from being extremely dusty, it still looked like a room someone might come back home to, tidy up, and go on living in. A looted room would be practically destroyed. People aren't usually concerned about neatness when they're starving and desperate to find supplies.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrxO2beSXl
I tried to see more of the house, but a sliding door blocked my view of anything outside of the living room. From what I could see, the house seemed relatively safe. Of course, I couldn't speak for anything that might have been outside of the living room. After a while, I stood up and walked back over to the front door. Andy had sat down with his back against the door.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r4CxsR1jz
"Alright, let's head in. I didn't see anything dangerous from the window but that doesn't say anything about what's really inside. We need to make sure every room is clear before we can start searching for supplies. Understand?"copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeSHxAQrsX
He rolled his eyes. "I'm not a child you know. I know how to loot a house."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡseP3Brl1Dc
"And yet you tried to walk inside without checking if it was safe first." I countered.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzegKnGbCt
He dropped his eyes and didn't say anything.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dzCJRf0IP
"Exactly," I said. I turned back to face the door of the house.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NF8O2X78Z
I felt a mixture of excitement and fear as I stood in front of the plain, white door. I had no idea what might be inside the house and I loved the uncertainty of what I might find. Looting houses was one of my favorite things to do. Someone had once lived in each one, someone with a life and a story to tell. To me, exploring each one was like reading a book, each room had something new to say. But as much as I loved to do it, I would never loot a house if I didn't need anything from it. It had always felt almost disrespectful to search someone's house for no other reason than to find out what was inside.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmQthIZkml
I placed my hand on the cool doorknob hopping silently hoping that it wouldn't be locked.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡxooaw8PUyu
"Ready?" I asked glancing back at Andy.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡojiFiVsxJE
He nodded.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXhxOH4Rxt
I twisted the doorknob and it miraculously opened, the door swinging inwards. I quickly reached back, pulled my katana from its sheath before stepping inside. Despite my curiosity and excitement I never forgot the danger and unfamiliar house might contain.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JHK3njR0E
Once I was inside, it took a few moments for my eyes to adjust to the dim lighting inside the house.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe7PtJWVLP
The front door opened into, hallway-like space. The end of the hall ended with a stairwell that led up to the second floor. The floor was carpeted and covered in almost an inch of dust that swirled up into the air, performing a hypnotic dance in the ray of light let in from the open doorway. Three doorways with doors shut tight broke the smooth expanse of wall on either side, two on the left and one on the right.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXcEAhKmq6
I cautiously smelled the air. I was searching for any traces of the sickly sweet smell of rotten flesh that always came from the living dead, but the air only smelled musty and stale.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYuTepUkn0
"You take the room on the right I'll take the room on the left. Yell clear once you're sure that the room's safe." I told Andy over my shoulder.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3UmEV6dZ2
"Got it," he said. He headed for the first door on the left. As he walked, he slung his shotgun over his shoulder and casually started humming a tune.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡApmBppY8c9
"Cocky son of a bitch," I muttered just loud enough that he would be able to hear me. He didn't turn around but he did give me a brief thumbs up before he disappeared into the room.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw2proF7MJ
I paused, looking back at the open door. I considered leaving, walking out of the house and never looking back. Andy didn't exactly seem like the sort of person who would be difficult to lose, but something held me back. It might have been that, deep down, I was tired of being alone. It's true that it was safer and easier to stay alive if you're alone but spending every night alone with nothing but your own thoughts can drive anyone to insanity.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9GFTofUTG
I sighed and slowly shut the front door. There was no going back now. I crossed over to the left-hand room. The room itself was a small study of sorts. Bookshelves filled with books covered every wall from floor to ceiling, a large desk with a chair sat in the middle. Before all of this, I might have taken the time to walk over and browse the literature for a few hours. Now, though, I didn't even give them a second glance. Books weren't food, weren't supplies. They couldn't keep you alive and spending several hours reading wastes time that could be spent finding supplies.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo61kh395o
I left the room I could have searched the drawers of the desk, but I didn't think I would have found anything useful in them. Outside of the room, I sheathed my katana and leaned up against the wall.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmsIkLonPS
Andy stepped out of his room a few heartbeats later. "That room is clear," he said.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxIq8B5yLX
Like myself, Andy had also put his weapon away. He had fastened some sort of strap to the side of his pack that held the gun in place.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBohMIZxpi
"Wasn't that the room you looked into from outside" He asked "I could see the missing board on the window."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Np30ZGMp
"Yep, it was," I replied.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRq38h2Rnt
"But if you knew that there wasn't anything in it, then why did I have to check it?"copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAqwxqSvFg
I shrugged. "I never forced you to," I replied. In truth, I had asked him to check the room to see if he was smart enough to figure out, on his own, that I had already looked into it.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYKOEPquiK
He opened his mouth as if to say something, then thought better of it.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10I6Ezk1Pl
'Smart kid.' I thought.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHUqQENP5T
I pushed off from the wall, headed for the other room beside the stairs. Unlike the other two rooms which had had doorknobs, this door was bare, with a long, thin sheet of metal where the knob would have been. Inside was a white and tidy linoleum kitchen. The kitchen was the one room that I wanted to check the most. It was where most people kept their food. The fact that it wasn't completely trashed made me hopeful that I might actually find something in it.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbzofe2BAD
I gave the kitchen one last glance around. As much as I wanted to, I wouldn't be searching the kitchen right away. There was still an upstairs to check through.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡN46Nq4118m
I turned around to leave the kitchen and ran straight into Andy who must have been looking into the room over my shoulder.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33YagZlnWY
I roughly pushed him aside. "Watch it asshole!" I yelled at him.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQc1UnZWF2
He backed up a step, confusion clear on his face.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBQa4Y4PxR
I glared at him, "Stay out of my fucking way! It's bad enough I let you convince me to letting you tag along. Don't make me change my mind."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35rdzgV6Ae
"But all I did was stan-" he started to say but after a fierce glare from myself, he closed his mouth.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe6oHoHCxb
I turned away and stormed up the stairs. With each step, my anger faded away into confusion. I didn't honestly know why I had yelled at him. He hadn't done anything wrong, and I had let my temper get the best of me. I instantly felt bad about it. I wasn't a mean person, I never had been. Before the outbreak, anyone who knew me would say that I didn't have a mean bone in my body, but I guess that might have partially been because I didn't often associate with people.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyQ93qSAdV
I sighed and turned around. Andy was standing at the bottom of the stairs, looking up at me.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94Yt0ng3gf
"Look... I'm sorry I yelled."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8CNHWGuDQ
He paused a second before answering. "It's fine."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9UWd8rdZL
"No, it's not. I was a dick and I'm sorry."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡuntpWZPlwk
Andy nodded. "I accept your apology."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gHDP10xyv
"Alright then," I said. I turned around and walked up the rest of the stairs. The hallway at the top of the stairs looked a lot like the one on the first floor only this hallway ended with a doorway and only a single door that on sat each wall. Andy came up after me.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYoLkrQwVe
"You take the right I take the left?" I said.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr74QKoF3y
"Are you sure you didn't already check that room too?" He joked.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoikLLhYOM
I turned back to glare at him. "Don't push it," I said.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡIISnR48vY3
He held up his hands. "Alright, alright."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qcs6JMaui
I walked over to the left side room. It was a bathroom, small and simple it contained only a toilet, a shower, and a simple ceramic sink with a mirrored cabinet above it. The white curtain of the shower was closed so I walked over and quickly ripped it open.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2WOIfpjee
Nothing. There was a small bottle travel-sized shampoo sitting on the edge of the tub, which I grabbed. You never know when you might need something like that.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbdDc9TYJO
Next, I checked the mirrored cabinet above the sink. There wasn't much in it. A can of shaving cream, q-tips, a bottle of antidepressants, and a tube of toothpaste. Nothing I particularly needed. I closed the cabinet and started to turn away, but the reflection in the mirror caught my attention. I stared at the girl I saw reflected back at me. Her eyes were a light hazel and her eyes looked wild and dangerous. Her black straight hair was roughly, and unevenly cut and barely reached past her small ears. I scowled at her and she scowled back. I suddenly felt extremely angry. Like the girl who I saw in the mirror couldn't possibly be me. I grabbed my knife from my belt and stabbed her right between the eyes. The mirror shattered and she was gone.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXOPkoRiTK
With a huff, I exited the room. As I was returning my knife to my belt, Andy ran out of the room he had been checking.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY6GwaqF0J
"What happened?" he asked.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkUoGwI2Cf
"Nothing," I snapped. "Did you find anything?"copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q6kFxPBwx
He shook his head. "No, it's just a bedroom. Nothing special either, besides a lot of dust."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlpwG3Hpto
I sighed. "Let's just finish checking this last room, I'm hungry and I want to see if there's any food in the kitchen."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CjoJn8TPY
"Alright," Andy replied.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk57EE1Stu
The door to the last room was locked. "That's strange," I thought. "Everything else had been unlocked, so why wasn't this door?"copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t9dRAsgcB
For the second time that day, I let my curiosity get the best of me. I knew it was stupid to try to force a locked room open. I had no idea what might be behind the door. Someone might have locked themselves in after being bitten. I'd seen it happen before. Unable to kill themselves, some people choose to lock themselves away, where they wouldn't be able to hurt anyone.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwXASvWhba
Even though I knew it might be dangerous, I really wanted to know what was in the locked room. I didn't have a key and I didn't particularly want to search the house. So, I decided that the only way I was going to get into the room was by busting through the door. I backed up a step and kicked the door, hard. There was a loud crack of splintering wood, but the door didn't move. I kicked the door again and it flew inwards.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYQCKdeLfq
"Holy shit," Andy whispered.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39yy6F0O7U
I boldly sauntered into the room but what I saw inside made me stop in my tracks and made my heart clench.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUCWNPrBio
"Andy wait outside," I called out to him.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tj32uWpui
He ignored me came in anyway.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07HNVBuMJz
"Why? What is- oh," he said falling silent as he took in what was in the room.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO0bSyc3Vk
In the middle of the room was a large, king sized bed. On the bed were two skeletons, still clothed, with their hair wreathed around their skulls. It was obvious, from the clothing and hair of each of the skeletons, that the one on the right belonged to a woman and on the left, a man. Their skulls lay close together and the man still had a gun clutched in his skeletal hand. Long-dried blood covered the pillow where the skeletons laid. I'm sure if I had inspected them closer I would have found a bullet hole through both their skulls.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOCrNQNmYf
It probably didn't happen too long after Day Zero. As sad as it was it wasn't uncommon. People saw the world falling apart around them and felt that death was the only real way to escape.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡFth43hYr1z
The couple of bones on the bed had probably seen death as a way to escape and never be apart.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6wWDLogsB
"Let's go," I said pushing Andy out of the room and shutting the door. I started walking without looking back. I didn't want to think about what I had seen. In my opinion, it's cowardly to kill yourself just to escape the world. So many people had died when they wanted to live. To just throw your life away is one of the most horrible and selfish thing you can do out here.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iFLvpcVyD
I walked back down the stairs building up yet another emotional wall with each step, blocking out the sadness, the fear, the pain, and just focusing on staying alive. My life is filled with these walls. Whenever I was scared, or lonely, or sad I would push all of those emotions deep within my mind and build a wall to keep them in. It's how I learned to cope and it's one of the only reasons I was able to survive these past five years.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RqsawpUEu
I didn't stop to see if Andy was following me or not. At that time, I could care less about what he did. I pushed open the door to the kitchen and pushed the memory of what I had seen in that bedroom out of my mind.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJASPYUJW4
I didn't bother with the fridge, past experiences taught me that. Checking the fridge was an option during the first month or two. After that, almost everything that could be found in the fridge was spoiled. And when the power started to go out everywhere, the fridge became meaningless.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAk0T4rmj6
I headed straight for the cupboards. Cupboards were where people kept the food that lasts. Canned things, bottled liquids, even simple seasonings could be useful if you knew how to use them. I went straight for the first cupboard I saw and pulled it open. Inside was a mix of dishes, bowls, and cups... nothing useful. I moved on to the next cupboard which turned out to be empty. The next two cupboards were similarly bare. I started to get frustrated. I was sure that this house hadn't been looted before, so where was all the food. Had the couple upstairs used it all before killing themselves?copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx7YDCBHh2
By the time I got to the last cupboard, I was starting to lose hope. But when I pulled it open, I almost smiled. It was packed full with cans of food. There was enough canned food to last two people a good week if it was rationed well.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa8o7mSDZQ
I turned around, expecting to see Andy, but he wasn't there.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxjwd3IbMo
"Andy?" I called out. No answer.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3UOfI5HRX
'Did he run off?' I wondered. I doubted it, not after all the trouble he had gone through to follow me and get me to team up with him. So if he hadn't left, where was he?copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡL13bz6Ovzn
I pushed open the door of the kitchen and looked out into the hallway, but he was nowhere to be seen.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEOtG08n4B
"Andy?" I called again. The front door was open so I went towards it. When I stepped outside, I finally spotted him.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxTvQDANxU
He was standing a few yards away with his bow drawn back. As I watched, he released the arrow. It flew straight and landed dead center into a clump of already fired arrows in the trunk of a tree on the other side of the yard.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xtBexIQIM
Because we were outside, I didn't want to risk attracting any zombies by yelling to him so instead, I walked over to him. "Andy?" I said.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j0bCIK8un
He jumped at the sound.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0PdAWEgW5
"What?" he asked his voice strained.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HCgNZYytb
I was rather shocked at his change in personality. Earlier he had been lively and positive to the point of annoyance. Now he seemed defeated and drained.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s5NuhIPLP
"I found some food in the house," I said watching him carefully. "It's getting late and the sun will be setting soon. We should get inside. If you still plan on sticking around, that is."copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyPYPofvky
He just nodded, slung his bow back over his shoulder, and went to retrieve his arrows.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOBpDt9vxP
I watched him for a few moments before turning away. "Why did I have to get involved in this mess?" I muttered before walking back into the house.copyright protection195ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xZrNgNtjH
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