要改變一個人，是一件很困難的事。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2SL0swRla
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改變自己已經很難，改變別人更是難上加難。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbucsoas6M
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如果有一個人祈求改變，神會如何去幫助她？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jJwSrX6HO
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這是我的考題。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKU7teWE5D
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「傾姐——」我站了起來，高大地看著她，「陸傾兒，我唔知自己可唔可以幫到你，但試下講咗畀我聽先。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiao9uQoZK
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我的眼神，是認真，再加上認真。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN4UHHJ2hF
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「真係咁認真？」陸傾兒笑了，隨後，笑容漸漸淡去。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfZaTo9MJM
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「其實頭先，我真係想借玩個遊戲，將自己嘅嘢講畀你知，所以我先上嚟，但係……」她說，「可能我唔夠醉啦。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nsXCw4lqA
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「一支啤酒，可能真係唔夠。」她低落地說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfSM3t3yOm
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「你屋企仲有冇啤酒？紅酒，或者其他酒都得……」她問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLRhO71gxx
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我搖搖頭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKqFxc1S4J
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「恐怕連米酒都冇。」我說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1T8lpZ8Zo
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她笑了，一副哭笑不得的樣子。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbXQFK9hzI
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夜已深，即使留在家中也會覺得冷。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXFz8hfvUN
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陸傾兒坐在沙發上，緊合雙腿，把雙掌放在腿間。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoaIJeOui1
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「等等我。」我進入房間，搬了一張大被子出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAmlutZaIW
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「唔該。」她說，被我披上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNPgH8oTH2
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「喂，你都坐過嚟丫。」她說，拍拍左邊，「唔好企係度喇。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHfFgGJ5Uh
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「望咩啫？你唔係唔敢坐啊？」她取笑，「喂話時話，你知唔知，我以前個花名係咩？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGUx2jGRHZ
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「係咩？」我問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIerNfTApLh
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總覺得，只要不是嚴肅的話題，什麼話她都可以大聲地說出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTffAUWyfnB
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「Looking me。（陸傾兒）」她說，自己笑了，「所以你一望住我，我就……諗起個舊花名。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMgKYtKunB
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然後，我拉起被子，坐在傾姐的左邊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vmQsgWiKs
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把被子蓋好，看一看右邊的她。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCphtl9feyg
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「好啦，雖然冇酒……但都開始啦。」她說，也看著我。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpq3zHgcJY
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「我想問，你頭先去咗邊？有冇去搵蔣少，你同蔣少係咩關係？」我問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuM8mcmvzT
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「我同蔣少……點講呢？應該話……我屋企同蔣家嘅關係好親密。」傾姐說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhC4NsOrxM
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「我爸爸……」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwzBl1tSJx
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我爸爸在蔣家的公司工作，是蔣老闆身邊的一個高層。他的收入相當可觀，在公司也有很大權力。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFm8I0K78
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不過，他並不是一開始就上到這個位置。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22IROdt2xx
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幾年前，爸爸陷入公司內部鬥爭，幾次幾乎辭職。但他又不甘心就這樣離去。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84KNBMO9hH
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「哩個時候，我識咗蔣少。」她說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboyqSzN4AV
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那時是新年，爸爸帶了我到蔣老闆的家中拜年。那是一座豪宅，裡面除了蔣老闆、妻子和傭人，還有一個很壞的男孩子。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cxNmImKnX
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他就是蔣志誠，人稱蔣少。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII7HRDiOY3
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「蔣少一見到我，就由好唔聽話，變成好乖好聽話。」傾姐回憶著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81eufeJ313
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他整個人變了，就像有雙重人格的人，換了另一個人格出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtb32ZFka1
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整頓晚飯，他都很少說話，羞羞澀澀。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMemlG0xqs
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由於蔣老闆從來都沒見過自己的兒子變成這樣，於是很喜歡我，還叫我多點上來吃飯。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjmZyah1HC
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那時候的爸爸，遇到這種機會，當然馬上同意。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6162Un0Ojj
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其後，我每次去蔣宅，蔣少見到我，都會十分有禮貌，常常一起溫書，再吃過晚飯才走。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKoAw2lYHE
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蔣家的人，都對我很好，說只有我才可以治到他；19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahWOwcZVLd
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有些甚至把我當成他的未來新娘；19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlYdiOOEFd
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要我肩負教好蔣少，培育蔣少成才的重責。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ9QqFlTyP
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當然，我家的人也是這樣希望，總教導我嫁一個有錢人並不容易，要珍惜。說女人要生存，爬上上流社會，最直接的方法就是嫁給富家子弟。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrnRG2T8GQ
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「唔通你想學我，喺公司捱生捱死咁搏上位咩？」爸爸總說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdNLg6f7eo
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「你知唔知商業社會幾黑暗？公司嘅人事鬥爭幾複雜？」爸爸總說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZk1uJhEur
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「依加又唔係叫你做啲乜，叫你幫手睇住蔣少之嘛。爸爸又唔係叫你即刻嫁畀佢。」爸爸總是呢喃。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH6kKyQOTu
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「總之——」傾姐看著被子，「自此之後，我地兩家人就來往得好密。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYfu96pres
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「唔怪之得，佢蝦蝦霸霸個樣，同等你食飯個樣，咁唔同啦。」我恍然明白。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjATdGQS4s
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似乎兩人並不是情侶關係，傾姐對蔣少也沒有什麼好感。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0mr4rlHm4
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兩人的關係，算是怎樣？未婚夫妻？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvrrMP29D5
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這年代還有這樣的……不，在上流社會，也許真的會發生這樣的事。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5IaSnLmTf
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不過，蔣少長大後，他的父母會否容許他娶傾姐，又是另一回事了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstKyB6IaNA
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上流社會跟一般家庭的分別在於，把「拍拖」和「結婚」分開得極遠。有錢人容許子女瘋狂拍拖，但不代表會准許你結婚。至於一般家庭，拍拖兩三年，父母就已經問什麼時候結婚，有沒有結婚計劃？祖母已經催要抱孫。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPZxbj4nGL
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「咁你頭先又去完佢屋企？」我問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06sGVcf7Ib
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她的手，抓住被子。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNl7K2XOrX
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「我冇去。」她說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlyzzAM6Gm
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「咁你……」我側望她。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpBGyKGT8O
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這時候，她也望向我，要我坐近一點。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpamzQ2tyGc
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於是，我把屁股移近她。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1UDxbnDed
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傾姐向著我的耳朵，悄悄說，「我上網識咗個男仔，佢約咗我去街。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvNwQMHUrL
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「上網識？」我瞪大了眼。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n6x9kMY2z
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「係啊，手機app之嘛。」她得意地說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXrIZZ2bVZ
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「所以你先化晒妝，著到咁靚咁出去？」我不滿地問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY23fvYjGN
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「做咩啫？唔得咩？」她反問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzhJiUfmkK
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「梗係唔得啦，如果遇到色狼咁點算？」我反反問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77iSnDCD0y
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「哦？孫正直同學，你做咩咁擔心我？」她露出狐疑的目光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eEPJ0NJk4
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「又想問我係咪鍾意你，係咪？」我問，拜託地說，「唔好玩住啦，依家認真緊啊。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2IDaP4cbQ
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「網上識男仔幾好丫，冇人知我係傾姐，冇人會傾姐前、傾姐後咁叫我。唔知我係咩人，唔知我做過啲乜，又唔會怕我。」她輕鬆自在地說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX1aEmJZkW
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「陸傾兒，望住我。」我嚴厲地說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUmv8ujmoR
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「話畀我知，今日嗰個男仔對你做咗啲咩？」我嚴厲再問，「竟然搞到你要去望海。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNvfRZpJxL
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「愈睇，愈覺得你可愛。」她卻說，「傾姐係咁容易約咩？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7qs4ZVoio
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「今晚……」她沉思。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB1FLtuqfG
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「我最後都係冇去到見個男仔。」她說，「唯一見嘅人，就係你。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiJRQwVnJJ
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一張被子之下，沙發上坐了兩個人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx05kUqcOHs
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「我聽講，你屋企人唔想你去交流團喎……點解呢？」我慌忙問，「係咪都係因為蔣少？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsHdW3kUVQ
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「係啊，佢地寧願我陪多啲蔣少，好過去英國玩喎。」她嘆息，再說，「我嘅人生，我嘅將來，似乎都離唔開蔣少。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAHekVQB5P
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「我會諗辦法幫你！」我說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgKdtxZ8yz
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「憑你？點幫？」她質問，想笑，「你唔好以為擺條片上網就搞掂咗蔣少，就算佢退咗學，我都一樣走唔甩，屋企人一樣要我去搵佢。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHadZmslSB
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「如果佢轉校，我可能都要跟住轉添。」她憂鬱說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xtc8IHfNO
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「唔一定嘅！」我說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s7SPAeJ3I
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可是這話無法傳進她的內心。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxUk9RP9fE
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「如果冇用，咁點解……」我平靜地問，「你今日唔捉我？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5STLycBXcG
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明明她檢查了我的手機，知道是我做的，理應會捉我。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxqXGyTqVz
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「哩條問題嘅答案，同我問你點解要幫我一樣，都係——」她鬼馬地說，「唔話畀你知。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48xhcTE84b
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「原來係咁，我明喇。」我懂了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2fN92PrqN
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「你明咩？」她問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBmkleJFZz
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「你鍾意我囉。」我說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa5IDRR0h8
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「痴線。」她秒答。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFn8OwU0u7
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時間繼續過去——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoJIdVOfSz
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