姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。690Please respect copyright.PENANA8wyxp75h30
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看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。690Please respect copyright.PENANA1oXKOTPQJj
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這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?690Please respect copyright.PENANA2furWn0mpx
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這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?690Please respect copyright.PENANA1gJsb2KT6w
690Please respect copyright.PENANAsCoXkKkBSq
我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?690Please respect copyright.PENANAPOHIkL8SWV
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我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。690Please respect copyright.PENANAxJqq9Pu7zR
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當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。690Please respect copyright.PENANALqfFo12ESA
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這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。690Please respect copyright.PENANAjZhpTebisp
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所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。690Please respect copyright.PENANAl9yGmBMRMD
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我不知道。690Please respect copyright.PENANACDU5s9XdbX
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。690Please respect copyright.PENANAA1k1l59Dp6
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往事,不堪回首。690Please respect copyright.PENANAxwSFrndont
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鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。690Please respect copyright.PENANAuP2ldMiwFa
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在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。690Please respect copyright.PENANAAsd9krahDv
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男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。690Please respect copyright.PENANAgoKiKRqbpW
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打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。690Please respect copyright.PENANAw3DyPjsLwi
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牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。690Please respect copyright.PENANAa68Mpf4xHY
690Please respect copyright.PENANA6aeejlNCEB
「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAAOmtGPRp26
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「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」690Please respect copyright.PENANALrQpFSS7Vt
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然後,她就離開了班房。690Please respect copyright.PENANARJMr6qIcZi
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中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。690Please respect copyright.PENANAi94LKWxg6D
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我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。690Please respect copyright.PENANAYVYl6rpjJ9
690Please respect copyright.PENANAAUh1jAftJF
「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAFFcz3f2w7x
690Please respect copyright.PENANAZBGDGxMGg2
「咩事都冇發生。」我說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAgxLOIigZdE
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「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」690Please respect copyright.PENANAJaCoSptmsk
690Please respect copyright.PENANAv6vsXuvVM5
「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAvxOZBPUctd
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「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAvCKrizbpkV
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「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。690Please respect copyright.PENANA88r7hFt9J0
690Please respect copyright.PENANAs7ljZDxMNO
「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAJUCJAUZdaT
690Please respect copyright.PENANAlcswcahdeM
我沉思了一會兒。690Please respect copyright.PENANAB2AyS726NJ
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對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。690Please respect copyright.PENANA1MFBcuuOIY
690Please respect copyright.PENANAsevHxju8q9
「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」690Please respect copyright.PENANAM1E17GcW1U
690Please respect copyright.PENANAx52e1D9LGo
「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAFTdcB0qWvw
690Please respect copyright.PENANA60VgI2zkXt
「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。690Please respect copyright.PENANA6zgeJ7e3It
690Please respect copyright.PENANAgijZ2yNasm
「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。690Please respect copyright.PENANA0mUp3zkiQD
690Please respect copyright.PENANAKtqIt0dwSs
「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAkU8D7ZjuRe
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「吓做咩?」他問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAyg9IpatPzF
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「係咪睇?」我只問一次。690Please respect copyright.PENANAJtf9ojVTH8
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拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。690Please respect copyright.PENANA6Vfs4R4kW5
690Please respect copyright.PENANAhlQxxpn6s1
他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。690Please respect copyright.PENANAOLdFJTzxd0
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「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。690Please respect copyright.PENANAkwHAJ32pqU
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「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAGVqjnCReJ3
690Please respect copyright.PENANAo9vNBoAWdl
「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。690Please respect copyright.PENANA5KNiRwAvph
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「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。690Please respect copyright.PENANAWcjjREbRi7
690Please respect copyright.PENANACmGHkQ1XWy
「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」690Please respect copyright.PENANA8ns8aBScFl
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我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。690Please respect copyright.PENANAmwlQRGsBKv
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「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3Og0b3dVe
690Please respect copyright.PENANAoI6v5OmLFk
「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。690Please respect copyright.PENANAqFTYFSjDdy
690Please respect copyright.PENANAKmom8o9KPY
「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」690Please respect copyright.PENANA9JUuVzcslB
690Please respect copyright.PENANAZqqcWoZqgP
「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」690Please respect copyright.PENANABiHxak2rHY
690Please respect copyright.PENANAuJyrtaT4u5
「點解?」我驚訝。690Please respect copyright.PENANANKHgZNGUBg
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「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAXYhitXkd51
690Please respect copyright.PENANApW9yrjWT9c
「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」690Please respect copyright.PENANA2TdyWqVIB9
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「最後咩?」我心急問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAFp2vfRdfLw
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「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAgqC2JvNd1W
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聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。690Please respect copyright.PENANAkKa2NApf66
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在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。690Please respect copyright.PENANA0E5NVr7bku
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萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?690Please respect copyright.PENANAYXLrCS4DAm
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這都不是我最擔心的。690Please respect copyright.PENANAMRbLSUMD3Z
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我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。690Please respect copyright.PENANAHCgUKApRTb
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「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAsPVdnwvYLd
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「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。690Please respect copyright.PENANARgdk0COAKS
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「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。690Please respect copyright.PENANAkuRSmYuGZU
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繼而我沉默不語。690Please respect copyright.PENANAwc2K2xsXvy
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中文堂結束,第二小息開始。690Please respect copyright.PENANAZqAgxQGEPI
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陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。690Please respect copyright.PENANAPbR1aPNaY5
690Please respect copyright.PENANA8pvFu4XUa5
「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」690Please respect copyright.PENANAr1HLskHw4e
690Please respect copyright.PENANAP29n1uT1ks
「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。690Please respect copyright.PENANAfwzWUfTMvb
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啊,對了,這件事也得解決……690Please respect copyright.PENANAGP7eYUhHty
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「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAsG3MUKjN0R
690Please respect copyright.PENANA4N4HXoimcF
「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAPbZyRlOWBG
690Please respect copyright.PENANAJamRJtW0e4
「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」690Please respect copyright.PENANA2JJTf9IPP5
690Please respect copyright.PENANATcSYIuNuxf
「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」690Please respect copyright.PENANAv4TP1HvJOo
690Please respect copyright.PENANAd5jUGvGl2M
「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」690Please respect copyright.PENANAIngQ13yvmT
690Please respect copyright.PENANAp1GhVFIC1Q
「依加!」我站了起來。690Please respect copyright.PENANAUUwFsDCLiC
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「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」690Please respect copyright.PENANArkhkdNnodC
690Please respect copyright.PENANA2FBV0rOXDd
「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。690Please respect copyright.PENANAh5hYgaWDww
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最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。690Please respect copyright.PENANAG356o1wEpP
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到了地面的小賣部——690Please respect copyright.PENANAuzqstwrp9q
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。690Please respect copyright.PENANArdy85UuH0x
690Please respect copyright.PENANASfkTTIwAn7
「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。690Please respect copyright.PENANAuelqChWwer
690Please respect copyright.PENANAn4L7YhsCYU
架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。690Please respect copyright.PENANAaWJ3n6NY69
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。690Please respect copyright.PENANAHm5yUCSjxa
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剛才是怎麼回事?690Please respect copyright.PENANA3V2lGdLB2w
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。690Please respect copyright.PENANAPgHKwnXHb3
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「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。690Please respect copyright.PENANA3lRzoYq7tg
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「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAVvaXql64Kt
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「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。690Please respect copyright.PENANAKlXI9bSKSE
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「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。690Please respect copyright.PENANAmA1pwneI2R
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。690Please respect copyright.PENANAVgo0MMDRqu
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。690Please respect copyright.PENANAk3IWFT0a7T
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAF9s1cZ5iHy
690Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9q10BdVij
「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。690Please respect copyright.PENANAsrMEErQNsu
690Please respect copyright.PENANAyrCWi0Vtqq
「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」690Please respect copyright.PENANA9TYEwrJQcu
690Please respect copyright.PENANAgp6CKfarZV
「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAutU9x3rXxq
690Please respect copyright.PENANAzsDz9XxRfe
「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。690Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wv3E0k2sE
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她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。690Please respect copyright.PENANAqCczXnp51d
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明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?690Please respect copyright.PENANAi1Cu7z9nMt
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包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?690Please respect copyright.PENANA8NTgs6dww1
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這是不是「神」給我的考驗?690Please respect copyright.PENANAMMlnd8INHF
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。690Please respect copyright.PENANAEjErCKsX4x
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——690Please respect copyright.PENANAjsqEF4jPi4
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都是很有情的人/神。690Please respect copyright.PENANAKRPlFo3YkA
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。690Please respect copyright.PENANA3uc2tTXHLE
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此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。690Please respect copyright.PENANAjbnxeKz6HI
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「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」690Please respect copyright.PENANAuKUrrl4fV6
690Please respect copyright.PENANAZqoDP8bM1f
「點解?」她問。690Please respect copyright.PENANAxx5OPLtT2s
690Please respect copyright.PENANAWrqQ5Jx9QC
「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。690Please respect copyright.PENANABCLh0EySZh
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。690Please respect copyright.PENANATs0XBQ2lgj
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「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。690Please respect copyright.PENANA0nEMRGZHmz
690Please respect copyright.PENANAHhkJNySDpR
「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。690Please respect copyright.PENANAQpqFpmTofw
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我看著李可兒。690Please respect copyright.PENANAfCWxtROh9F
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其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?690Please respect copyright.PENANAajfO3n01qU
690Please respect copyright.PENANAHXbwnw44Fs
一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。690Please respect copyright.PENANAv1hWUZC0hf
690Please respect copyright.PENANAzhHonxNFgw
只可惜,我已不是當年那個會容許自己任意妄為的孫正直。身上早已被後悔,扣上了不再容許犯錯的枷鎖。690Please respect copyright.PENANA4GVJJufGsQ
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如今的我……690Please respect copyright.PENANAK5JUS6Zbef
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認為最難、也是最重要的,不是向陳菲菲交差,也不是向神交差,而是——690Please respect copyright.PENANALnA2be7eEG
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向自己交差啊。690Please respect copyright.PENANASVYO7m7quX
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接著,我站了起來,追上去喊一聲:690Please respect copyright.PENANA7Cv9RV9PDt
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