姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。689Please respect copyright.PENANAiFlhChycHJ
689Please respect copyright.PENANA9EWGhFCCWL
看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。689Please respect copyright.PENANA0ld1Jjh75j
689Please respect copyright.PENANAPvkIaCwJoL
這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?689Please respect copyright.PENANAa4w3frQ7O8
689Please respect copyright.PENANAR7ZipjxhCb
這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?689Please respect copyright.PENANAS72ehnfSpr
689Please respect copyright.PENANAmduj0bJSGS
我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?689Please respect copyright.PENANArezjLyF0lR
689Please respect copyright.PENANARCoUVze8gE
我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。689Please respect copyright.PENANAiQawvxsJit
689Please respect copyright.PENANAwzGvxOesJE
當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。689Please respect copyright.PENANAvbVHlzkbXA
689Please respect copyright.PENANAWpdBPuKVkv
這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。689Please respect copyright.PENANAh17PLj60AG
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所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。689Please respect copyright.PENANAQFPMvyDp45
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我不知道。689Please respect copyright.PENANA2nGYs3P6yo
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9hWCZaapSU
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往事,不堪回首。689Please respect copyright.PENANAfBLuO3u6bA
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鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。689Please respect copyright.PENANAW9iLmAUSfm
689Please respect copyright.PENANAmO9y2qrW1F
在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9HC7OYihCG
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男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。689Please respect copyright.PENANA3QQiCGeM9J
689Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q8lsM5XcO
打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。689Please respect copyright.PENANAjWCUDWdMRX
689Please respect copyright.PENANAfah2rnyOqT
牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。689Please respect copyright.PENANAHVvLSSNDYn
689Please respect copyright.PENANAPkRMKEQrTf
「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAnvB16rfxbO
689Please respect copyright.PENANABXvpWx3ILE
「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAJq7FFC4jjN
689Please respect copyright.PENANAB1IGGgQ5VO
然後,她就離開了班房。689Please respect copyright.PENANAxSfRC2CcAg
689Please respect copyright.PENANAL1GaQSgkKs
中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。689Please respect copyright.PENANANVkXG6hd5m
689Please respect copyright.PENANAIvbXzuuqND
我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。689Please respect copyright.PENANAHCZwmv1NRw
689Please respect copyright.PENANAZoUBgUnVgT
「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。689Please respect copyright.PENANARjYtmEBP39
689Please respect copyright.PENANAPvl8TlimDu
「咩事都冇發生。」我說。689Please respect copyright.PENANA0kG88Mxrph
689Please respect copyright.PENANAOmg0VGJBA8
「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」689Please respect copyright.PENANAC0kleffWqK
689Please respect copyright.PENANATTdNU26E08
「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。689Please respect copyright.PENANADqL3on3ySa
689Please respect copyright.PENANAtOphu7l1OM
「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAXBgM5ZDFrD
689Please respect copyright.PENANAosj3muAQIa
「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAhvlWFhSGMj
689Please respect copyright.PENANAmqge022QTI
「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAwOW5Rnns6z
689Please respect copyright.PENANAOR3P91oN1p
我沉思了一會兒。689Please respect copyright.PENANAEa7TW40ggU
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對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。689Please respect copyright.PENANALid2A7ECHR
689Please respect copyright.PENANAZVkpSQgMj4
「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」689Please respect copyright.PENANAPfUIABwHSp
689Please respect copyright.PENANAShcrUHWK5Y
「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAWeCjB2y4UR
689Please respect copyright.PENANAsxUrwbn953
「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。689Please respect copyright.PENANAH4an1gpXQw
689Please respect copyright.PENANA8j5PzWPoE3
「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。689Please respect copyright.PENANAoYot87LzLr
689Please respect copyright.PENANAaTUgRvhrwZ
「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAuSz1Igg7c8
689Please respect copyright.PENANAImJbUc283l
「吓做咩?」他問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAsXid0NmRDC
689Please respect copyright.PENANAO3mJXpuvZQ
「係咪睇?」我只問一次。689Please respect copyright.PENANAVuRbsTx9Qi
689Please respect copyright.PENANA8PrMrIiP3b
拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。689Please respect copyright.PENANA0gMuEqnrz4
689Please respect copyright.PENANA0NXHKty48S
他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。689Please respect copyright.PENANAULyVlgn9z3
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvegtmH3Hxr
「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。689Please respect copyright.PENANA6qzsTIRDTK
689Please respect copyright.PENANAgFkAomstLT
「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」689Please respect copyright.PENANASD2l3Sb6vt
689Please respect copyright.PENANAVNzeLy1Kwa
「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAMXne470wcs
689Please respect copyright.PENANAycvdE638Bm
「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。689Please respect copyright.PENANAX5QuWvSA8F
689Please respect copyright.PENANAM2OqhsI987
「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAfoHKobQZWf
689Please respect copyright.PENANAraTZY4Suk5
我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。689Please respect copyright.PENANACgjS8qazm7
689Please respect copyright.PENANAoNuKt2WUgc
「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAS2re3cIYWx
689Please respect copyright.PENANA0AWW4rhRai
「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。689Please respect copyright.PENANAy9sim0oAvZ
689Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y4YeYbALa
「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAYmKz432AVT
689Please respect copyright.PENANAzOy5qiLU9S
「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAEFzh9zH7Aj
689Please respect copyright.PENANAACvW0VNYxP
「點解?」我驚訝。689Please respect copyright.PENANAPkRtSuldFP
689Please respect copyright.PENANAz7OKUFvnOZ
「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA56XEceyhV1
689Please respect copyright.PENANAgFfZwoLi08
「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」689Please respect copyright.PENANAEVIWRz0zsX
689Please respect copyright.PENANAEztFvKEKJA
「最後咩?」我心急問。689Please respect copyright.PENANA5YHHjJgTPn
689Please respect copyright.PENANArxmMGQJftc
「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAPE99OUgwOb
689Please respect copyright.PENANAcS1S8dINkO
聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。689Please respect copyright.PENANA029ab5BOJy
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在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWAPwP283OU
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萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?689Please respect copyright.PENANAqaB4uEGt2v
689Please respect copyright.PENANA65DQNuZKOd
這都不是我最擔心的。689Please respect copyright.PENANAKusxrdmQR2
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我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。689Please respect copyright.PENANAxWEyq4FLaz
689Please respect copyright.PENANADQnr5Rs4p2
「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAQh8gsfYB6S
689Please respect copyright.PENANAITNTYLefBI
「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。689Please respect copyright.PENANAYaOufuUfhz
689Please respect copyright.PENANAfW1txEmaeu
「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。689Please respect copyright.PENANAHM9uRNBgWh
689Please respect copyright.PENANAeJHncppSid
繼而我沉默不語。689Please respect copyright.PENANA5BuqWaoAwG
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中文堂結束,第二小息開始。689Please respect copyright.PENANAT3sKUFkIrN
689Please respect copyright.PENANAfKVbqLBvOi
陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。689Please respect copyright.PENANAVe5yqqxEJU
689Please respect copyright.PENANA7FwIQzsTMB
「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」689Please respect copyright.PENANA2ifMLOsfe1
689Please respect copyright.PENANAV8TgwZYOu9
「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。689Please respect copyright.PENANA0hS8SNV8pE
689Please respect copyright.PENANA6FjnV3B6a8
啊,對了,這件事也得解決……689Please respect copyright.PENANA1wogbSu2Dl
689Please respect copyright.PENANAhgqXL0nqU2
「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA4CGahkQkGs
689Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ7kgWsJxj
「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAN6Rxjn1oKt
689Please respect copyright.PENANABf7Fhllq6n
「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAhHo1DlThIR
689Please respect copyright.PENANA1CsjnFtPP7
「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」689Please respect copyright.PENANAGi0UK7wNw4
689Please respect copyright.PENANAQGYZi3BbqP
「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」689Please respect copyright.PENANAji1tCXCUYR
689Please respect copyright.PENANAYFMnBqqJ41
「依加!」我站了起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANAfqHc0445tv
689Please respect copyright.PENANALTrwxnRhEQ
「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」689Please respect copyright.PENANAtrJMAfkYaS
689Please respect copyright.PENANAvyvblHAoUJ
「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。689Please respect copyright.PENANAuMAtQRkqYJ
689Please respect copyright.PENANAFadh0yaEAa
最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。689Please respect copyright.PENANAkInyOXy7ph
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到了地面的小賣部——689Please respect copyright.PENANAATOIV1qq8Y
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。689Please respect copyright.PENANAE35Zd8stjs
689Please respect copyright.PENANAEXVWMCn8YZ
「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。689Please respect copyright.PENANAgxOaOFaWp7
689Please respect copyright.PENANAHCvQAsahU8
架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。689Please respect copyright.PENANADNcRl0PIkt
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWHkRmLagII
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剛才是怎麼回事?689Please respect copyright.PENANAS1ORfL0XYo
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。689Please respect copyright.PENANAEye5miUXo3
689Please respect copyright.PENANAhCYxcXPzZ4
「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。689Please respect copyright.PENANA2HBEtGbCFK
689Please respect copyright.PENANAAi9nVAycC4
「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtFkDWmthuF
689Please respect copyright.PENANAI5e46ljLOP
「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。689Please respect copyright.PENANAfJKFKdEpbD
689Please respect copyright.PENANA2Sa4JAJN4S
「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUBjq3eHlup
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUtAR34df9m
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。689Please respect copyright.PENANA4IoH50SubO
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」689Please respect copyright.PENANANqwmhAoXca
689Please respect copyright.PENANABm30yjpRGV
「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。689Please respect copyright.PENANAYGU9wTjK0o
689Please respect copyright.PENANAQMisIZ7pkX
「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAAnQPUNoQBk
689Please respect copyright.PENANAwaiTp8aSRn
「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA7gMQmlvpeq
689Please respect copyright.PENANAjw44E3RZ6U
「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。689Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0wi7XKca8
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她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。689Please respect copyright.PENANAga1bcuHhym
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明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?689Please respect copyright.PENANASbglLVm3AW
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包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?689Please respect copyright.PENANAhan8yFtfwg
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這是不是「神」給我的考驗?689Please respect copyright.PENANAl9nPYDtXiV
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtZKiWHULVR
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——689Please respect copyright.PENANAe7Rc29gLny
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都是很有情的人/神。689Please respect copyright.PENANAgYpzNdsrby
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。689Please respect copyright.PENANA1UNDwr5vRF
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此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtL7E2RrEDj
689Please respect copyright.PENANAi6Db5QY7wE
「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAnVLsg4pwPK
689Please respect copyright.PENANASBQgK09Pm3
「點解?」她問。689Please respect copyright.PENANAr7T6yxj28a
689Please respect copyright.PENANAbz5yIKfpLt
「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。689Please respect copyright.PENANAJzwDHXwI88
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUCSIIAnFSp
689Please respect copyright.PENANARmM3gBEBCL
「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。689Please respect copyright.PENANACgXUs5ZBmI
689Please respect copyright.PENANAPsUhyGqdsC
「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。689Please respect copyright.PENANAnl12gFCpyI
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我看著李可兒。689Please respect copyright.PENANA3Cao9s0qSz
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其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?689Please respect copyright.PENANA49y8D7alD7
689Please respect copyright.PENANA33AcSZ8KKe
一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。689Please respect copyright.PENANAwu6PdT8XCf
689Please respect copyright.PENANAbrc9KM3ytE
只可惜,我已不是當年那個會容許自己任意妄為的孫正直。身上早已被後悔,扣上了不再容許犯錯的枷鎖。689Please respect copyright.PENANAChTkCc3hwZ
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如今的我……689Please respect copyright.PENANAcjyV2hd2eh
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認為最難、也是最重要的,不是向陳菲菲交差,也不是向神交差,而是——689Please respect copyright.PENANAOjyA6pJ8Mf
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向自己交差啊。689Please respect copyright.PENANA38YrEQgZpX
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接著,我站了起來,追上去喊一聲:689Please respect copyright.PENANApsZMgDkbn3
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