姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。684Please respect copyright.PENANAbocvwPYEJm
684Please respect copyright.PENANA56XcC2ranX
看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。684Please respect copyright.PENANAC6HuAYielv
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這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?684Please respect copyright.PENANA0jozJbzkww
684Please respect copyright.PENANAyMtTRJpsti
這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?684Please respect copyright.PENANAoc8qbXfUGs
684Please respect copyright.PENANAWq0DeRmUj6
我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?684Please respect copyright.PENANAARGL0wEKlJ
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我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。684Please respect copyright.PENANAVpEk2V47zr
684Please respect copyright.PENANABaCDEuTdMr
當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。684Please respect copyright.PENANAzETYdfRuTH
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這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。684Please respect copyright.PENANAzq2r56Xo7k
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所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。684Please respect copyright.PENANAGygrDmvLcn
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我不知道。684Please respect copyright.PENANARy6hkitpyL
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。684Please respect copyright.PENANAg93ujMz4hw
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往事,不堪回首。684Please respect copyright.PENANAgTKJXnWUbo
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鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。684Please respect copyright.PENANAt2JXRot4hH
684Please respect copyright.PENANArlGPzp2lAC
在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAnqwv4qTBzn
684Please respect copyright.PENANAD51ViJHQ80
男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。684Please respect copyright.PENANAVo4xMXzrOd
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打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。684Please respect copyright.PENANA7Lg575af0b
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牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。684Please respect copyright.PENANAX4qFYNugDM
684Please respect copyright.PENANAkHH5KgYED1
「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAVOrVSVzKZv
684Please respect copyright.PENANAGV7Okco9xR
「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAyBSnLB7vMm
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然後,她就離開了班房。684Please respect copyright.PENANA3PLicxQXae
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中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。684Please respect copyright.PENANAKqpaZCHjqe
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我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。684Please respect copyright.PENANAHRfy4XIjtM
684Please respect copyright.PENANAqTPGipv6HH
「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。684Please respect copyright.PENANA2NVonbgOd6
684Please respect copyright.PENANAooc7r5rX8N
「咩事都冇發生。」我說。684Please respect copyright.PENANAKI8YSX6Hio
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「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」684Please respect copyright.PENANAVEHAqSKojB
684Please respect copyright.PENANAFIDvU6hduH
「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。684Please respect copyright.PENANA0qMhWbuyiZ
684Please respect copyright.PENANAhKKRjPvPMz
「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAYrsdHH3oBA
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「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。684Please respect copyright.PENANAFeIlGNI14V
684Please respect copyright.PENANAvJPJMlZs7k
「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA8sK2A9E9hw
684Please respect copyright.PENANALqEy1kUbom
我沉思了一會兒。684Please respect copyright.PENANAcee5xlFw0n
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對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。684Please respect copyright.PENANAfbbsdnLO8T
684Please respect copyright.PENANADnnUKT9rCi
「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAFxCllnB0Ps
684Please respect copyright.PENANA4lrfHLTP8F
「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAGJecU8sw7H
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「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。684Please respect copyright.PENANAV2M8ZQNlDC
684Please respect copyright.PENANADbS4dy0sTC
「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。684Please respect copyright.PENANAAXGRlqmAKS
684Please respect copyright.PENANAxkvUYviCmJ
「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。684Please respect copyright.PENANAwKBYkDmwwD
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「吓做咩?」他問。684Please respect copyright.PENANAKv6HMbzrfd
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「係咪睇?」我只問一次。684Please respect copyright.PENANAGXKbvyOlJT
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拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。684Please respect copyright.PENANAK5bmoqcAo9
684Please respect copyright.PENANAOMh0ZIup0Q
他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。684Please respect copyright.PENANADfz1ngTphq
684Please respect copyright.PENANAHJHsqDBClv
「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。684Please respect copyright.PENANAcrudiGPnOO
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「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA22H5JnecFW
684Please respect copyright.PENANACOvBigifaE
「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。684Please respect copyright.PENANAX38uO2hSYF
684Please respect copyright.PENANACNmLv7oZVB
「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。684Please respect copyright.PENANAzsVgZntbw9
684Please respect copyright.PENANAtHP61d4dyN
「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAAoFE35qcdO
684Please respect copyright.PENANAcY6awD7UJV
我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。684Please respect copyright.PENANA1iolgwQEnn
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「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA1Iqo7y8fG9
684Please respect copyright.PENANANEuv38mzCW
「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。684Please respect copyright.PENANA7eu9rnt8K1
684Please respect copyright.PENANA2xBiTMWndB
「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」684Please respect copyright.PENANANQRFQ8dNyn
684Please respect copyright.PENANAsufo9qykUe
「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」684Please respect copyright.PENANARs7o81BgYc
684Please respect copyright.PENANA1AzYZpnJ9j
「點解?」我驚訝。684Please respect copyright.PENANA0yugxp5r3N
684Please respect copyright.PENANAy0wZnSMSUQ
「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAPX0aNRVP0Q
684Please respect copyright.PENANAe2WdqK4NeD
「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」684Please respect copyright.PENANAl3BPT33MEa
684Please respect copyright.PENANApHjPe75NJS
「最後咩?」我心急問。684Please respect copyright.PENANAb1RHNhcUHW
684Please respect copyright.PENANA552rwhn1PH
「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」684Please respect copyright.PENANApJZ5kGvpqP
684Please respect copyright.PENANAbInH8PyWZm
聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。684Please respect copyright.PENANAl76luyTuMk
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在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAEb8tKqpXEO
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萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?684Please respect copyright.PENANActmIcIysDX
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這都不是我最擔心的。684Please respect copyright.PENANAstjFC7hzrT
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我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。684Please respect copyright.PENANAP6k7yhkqH9
684Please respect copyright.PENANAUaIn2sqfGt
「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。684Please respect copyright.PENANApAScOjFJ1n
684Please respect copyright.PENANAUI0TqZxSiD
「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。684Please respect copyright.PENANAahZ2lwII2n
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「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。684Please respect copyright.PENANA1veJyNkLoe
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繼而我沉默不語。684Please respect copyright.PENANAR74BWvv7WV
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中文堂結束,第二小息開始。684Please respect copyright.PENANAo8203rcN3O
684Please respect copyright.PENANAlUUBVRVoG9
陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。684Please respect copyright.PENANAlIAheu0C7d
684Please respect copyright.PENANA6dWPoGhAKY
「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAqHTc36d5uR
684Please respect copyright.PENANAzJQf5SZWKl
「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。684Please respect copyright.PENANACiK98AIqsi
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啊,對了,這件事也得解決……684Please respect copyright.PENANAgRggvepHhk
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「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAXEUDMFGhdl
684Please respect copyright.PENANAhvgAVaKTda
「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。684Please respect copyright.PENANAW0XXcBjC5n
684Please respect copyright.PENANA2NMDZRyFNN
「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAQAnBBaGEPC
684Please respect copyright.PENANAAGlyCWqr51
「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」684Please respect copyright.PENANAmHlUFZCwUc
684Please respect copyright.PENANAD60curMTCO
「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAli7JVS7GZU
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「依加!」我站了起來。684Please respect copyright.PENANAAHCoLTOG0Z
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「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」684Please respect copyright.PENANAHpe0rRRuf3
684Please respect copyright.PENANAXoOp9TsJ89
「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。684Please respect copyright.PENANAAxm4zdXJaW
684Please respect copyright.PENANAWUezggTsVX
最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。684Please respect copyright.PENANAgSG9avyqbJ
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到了地面的小賣部——684Please respect copyright.PENANABqsr5EWl5f
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。684Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZLTz96TWR
684Please respect copyright.PENANABhbW15yUbI
「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。684Please respect copyright.PENANA1wRosnLKt0
684Please respect copyright.PENANAQHzvgks0p0
架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。684Please respect copyright.PENANAVPejlhwygo
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。684Please respect copyright.PENANAKEkLppfg9s
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剛才是怎麼回事?684Please respect copyright.PENANAdup4MfpGtq
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。684Please respect copyright.PENANA8wtNqoCQNe
684Please respect copyright.PENANAT6NJw47UJk
「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。684Please respect copyright.PENANAmjDxZW4Q26
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「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。684Please respect copyright.PENANALwfZD8ukqs
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「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。684Please respect copyright.PENANA5DBFQafdVX
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「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。684Please respect copyright.PENANAJV4mbijUZM
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。684Please respect copyright.PENANA5Fa1Gdzfex
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。684Please respect copyright.PENANAXUB9l9n2Vx
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAMUnsB0VMXK
684Please respect copyright.PENANAeE7n86tRDq
「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。684Please respect copyright.PENANA6tUO2YGncm
684Please respect copyright.PENANAnhjJjDG1KS
「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAPbWO85SWEA
684Please respect copyright.PENANACuZM18jEES
「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAoDFGVDhXIe
684Please respect copyright.PENANAJjQEQYEyOR
「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。684Please respect copyright.PENANAoWJKLIGzUB
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她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。684Please respect copyright.PENANAcRbib2D4Dp
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明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?684Please respect copyright.PENANAFV8EQXIkHi
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包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?684Please respect copyright.PENANAGsJfK4JTdb
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這是不是「神」給我的考驗?684Please respect copyright.PENANACyteTv48Rf
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。684Please respect copyright.PENANAkSimx2piys
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——684Please respect copyright.PENANACoXiK5kzPV
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都是很有情的人/神。684Please respect copyright.PENANAJtnguo23Pq
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。684Please respect copyright.PENANA93LD6eRYTz
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此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。684Please respect copyright.PENANAxXvgyEkiVm
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「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」684Please respect copyright.PENANAYYUpEMcrGy
684Please respect copyright.PENANA1C6ULBVfoT
「點解?」她問。684Please respect copyright.PENANAwGVpov5fMF
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「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。684Please respect copyright.PENANAORaBOnsfXg
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。684Please respect copyright.PENANAOtPlj7ljZL
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「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。684Please respect copyright.PENANAbkXa5ZlUSH
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「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。684Please respect copyright.PENANAN4WYbHDUwa
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我看著李可兒。684Please respect copyright.PENANApwg8FW3oMl
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其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?684Please respect copyright.PENANATgf36966yQ
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一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。684Please respect copyright.PENANAZUB0GaBxxa
684Please respect copyright.PENANAeW0x4gYTco
只可惜,我已不是當年那個會容許自己任意妄為的孫正直。身上早已被後悔,扣上了不再容許犯錯的枷鎖。684Please respect copyright.PENANADf3HuOZsMC
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如今的我……684Please respect copyright.PENANAtnCoLMePhk
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認為最難、也是最重要的,不是向陳菲菲交差,也不是向神交差,而是——684Please respect copyright.PENANALU4JJNQVqE
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向自己交差啊。684Please respect copyright.PENANAG6DNxGkXfc
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接著,我站了起來,追上去喊一聲:684Please respect copyright.PENANAPwWsPSdfCg
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「等埋啊。」684Please respect copyright.PENANA6uaAsl5XNV
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