半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoQpEppMzB
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhtbhSh4hX
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlcjiH7UFw
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEPgUQuahO
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tCeNF5ntU
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnVBqtaQKl
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnKDTqKbxj
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAVLxmOeMI
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgShOA0dTa
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA7QdxIwuf
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvPf5Kch4P
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卻停下了。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsMjuK4Pg0
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B3rOdeODl
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbm2aL3rWm
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNgcywHAo4
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「變態！」她推開我。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIhH7hcbpu
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka50lJ4DDh
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4UyktABrj
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJnuPKwC4a
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO6eS5da0m
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWiTe54dp8
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KO便利店袋則放好。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1QCwfSv3U
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdK6RpJy2U
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp2dr15fty
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07NO1PMdf8
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR85kbVJe6
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFvk7Qyho8
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6sFCM6vOb
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw13TvKTW5k
時間已經快將三點。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZk6o7bfA9
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5TR9wqDxR
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANS5EwYUz7
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt93KJZSgS
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleb7iN4qzv
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn5wMTELlk
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKnaQzOFXn
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbVQbfRlda
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6DKax5g0F
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIDI83FCfE
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「早抖」我發出。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSNwg4uI73
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtrfTgL56R
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR18jQ16vLV
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdxnhpyGpW
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lcLxk1g0f
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直至……739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFALuU2RKxw
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhAawN3bKs
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WZ4KaLr6L
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQKUczfsh6
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoyd65wKVe
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQKwRpeVVj
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「係啊。」祂說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi7oG8UnsA
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83iuUkcc5g
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q2ynV6CMU
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「係啊。」我說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyROwvl5Qxd
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhP1ucBRHW
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5Qn2ZKVyA
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNBgulHKYf
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「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmnotivxOx
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3vyOHZRKC
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOYNlyY8uI
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiHyLOsA30
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXSfDEh0eG
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqw4qb627t
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFiy0vZMLo
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYtYfG979N
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt51eiZ3v6
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00A44Nt0XW
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QkLx1QePi
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZiyLozp7e
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膝蓋跪了下來。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwHE47UX4B
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nPBQFoJjW
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「咩能力？」我問。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKDGJHilip
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRSXsWEoZC
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PvzAqGHD8
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE4ImOHbNF
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「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGdlDV5Kiu
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vXONliD3U
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs8nz9idXI
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vM3Ap2wtK
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwpQI0jqIF
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7JtdidYA0
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZpaCcodEr
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「不過，孫正直——」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLg2N0U2IR
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「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJmzPfGIID
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xFpRtkFvO
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXv7Tw0Ftz
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGQAI10MGr
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqpW7fSSnT
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNpXgeAuEK
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUrMQ44xFb
而我，低下了頭。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO8RcwqJn5
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31QxBy8gTj
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShKCvRhu8Z
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuHS4hqEWz
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgAKpn1qP0
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunBDOZnEd8
我狠狠地盯著祂。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ3oq2NRCW
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAWuVZmBOc
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a7aSbu0J1
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEZxcbHUmt
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ71j98bb5M
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tcVtwPLQj
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqXsS0NWpu
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS6URLu4H3
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIxz3ozSoX
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