半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5RzV9HTUI
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRMgbUM3cx
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaogK4pmWLI
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmtVftW718
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食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor5oa8tlgK
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剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvAQJixOeG
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj39hAhtoWu
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLqbcDlSX0
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6bs3bIT9L
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMMADMOSGE
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0GH5dNjrf
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卻停下了。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdZ3ZdtHHN
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TPgXcpd0I
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyQrz8QJTD
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAALgfGIvip
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「變態！」她推開我。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPhSFPpfIt
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「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IMUICigmg
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再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSFePhiFuA
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握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nmQJ19tvt
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQam8e2ApT
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KO便利店袋則放好。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PbCIT2K65
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgFpCOhxEN
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo2pI1Cq1E
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCmj6x09UQ
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大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3oUnZLc93
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回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uvQHxYBJt
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我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00MXbah2Vc
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時間已經快將三點。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTo3DJmlW2
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我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRrP9g7uOM
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眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWbBRV6yzN
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kb9IoskY6
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三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpNO8Gqz43
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直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKAMLTmDIm
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8FGaL2CYM
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgci667d6m
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvmlIldkbD
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafeZlo8yAp
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「早抖」我發出。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr5x8RUKB1
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMoIeYOv80
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SLaXDoBHT
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「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlBz3777wg
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjfnVq5JLn
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直至……692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Sg0N83EiG
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUolbEKXQkq
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「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzM8v5x2RI
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFuRay9NZt
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「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz8ze2pzEB
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「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBReVGsCbQ
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「係啊。」祂說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRQUArGAlL
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「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrTQsgdGm7
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「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBsJbkUuHI
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「係啊。」我說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjgPVFOztc
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG2oMz6c7Z
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「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuerQ3PeDXI
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0k2KDp3Hj
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnLNvMQVAV
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「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpfPnur6Y1
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「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUIWdb4BTe
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhUBJ6G5M9
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rPk07bpMp
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「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuph6RDY66b
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUArJwQVO1
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E1XVhMRXH
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「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr9T6N382K
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IRutAzSOh
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「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7owiLu3eao
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膝蓋跪了下來。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsFBnZVZAd
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ks0YgZ69w
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「咩能力？」我問。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzvADPrMJY
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5q4BQWqi2
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH6nOcYfYf
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJwpGv7d3H
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlkZTc1wpn
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3KVLuBhga
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「所……以？」我想聽下去。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua1Pxoovxo
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「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA1wRvkOBr
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyE96NiuKY
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnxxf4r5wD
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ICd7BaIGk
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjxlBMYp36
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfqj0nQCSL
「不過，孫正直——」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmtzdrvSiG
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJkcYRM0g9
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Bc55pnsp
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「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIwTzuwSd1
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8AGg9PUi3
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaoG6a2xwO
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbMB93jYog
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而我，低下了頭。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOLumBjTpS
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「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iHlFsmJaC
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeljZuieyX1
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWTqIJUmvn
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHULB5Qq3fG
我狠狠地盯著祂。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbUi6DkoUW
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Hj6PmJXC
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxjNppACkl
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7i5aiAd8m
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSewlCpdiyJ
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cnNGm0jRM
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fq2NcL5Yd
692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvby2KLI3X
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」692Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pWQX8Sg08
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