半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnky1m4vcoA
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufL1NQIuMB
「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3RMcIMXRJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW52rUe91Z
我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqkQeevipm
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSD6D0ta7H
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf4bv7KEHK
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1mYtAPIEO
食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOzwIwoBVa
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjctdvFc6k
剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9bcHGyiNw
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh3z7VHWai
「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdp9Tx1PGJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5J5TPawV2
「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqmMyRvBxY
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW37EF5f0dC
把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYSP1Y0bxF
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8FdX4wblW
在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBS4DtqeOD
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ636HNzvv4D
朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdepoOQUDDe
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWJp9ujGMD
卻停下了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkhhPGO3CI
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AexWJct4J
被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjVHWBVI29
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL82JQD9w6
「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Enva6q8cx
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDZVQIcjaH
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAAmgkfMAf
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoKpMjPDMo
「變態！」她推開我。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmebN1cGntt
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0a6WKm55z
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyoDaBgPoW
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HMYzwKnfq
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLM9acYJEB
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rMtFqqclL
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueerZnyrjg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDaTIN1G5n
然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz6v9yREcL
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5U67SEBPt
KO便利店袋則放好。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUiGmqcFpD
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIDAudXLtK
收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJZZczrixr
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzZfiBys5R
刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17O1amGFM8
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckNes7Egg6
沖水毛巾，抹臉。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPBl40ECTA
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANPx9hL5hE
大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhnt4Ce47Q
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJWW9srHxc
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFskKjH1nPu
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRKL7oUjiR
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD6hrDqJFD
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOdmJ6gJvQ
時間已經快將三點。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfVMNIb6FF
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ32n82KYd
我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzLGFIj9Va
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62zQwPQWrB
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6VmAaroV1
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0Zm15taNv
海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANzBnBxhfK
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCUvvumjJJ
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOFhzBygn9
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQiMEbOa7B
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxXHKYtDmI
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9TSiptazE
「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJmGDDyp2g
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYqRAuF281
「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK8gBSEP4v
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDng1HzNYDi
按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2nQmcRnzR
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt61kzf81xr
「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsHzCeNRum
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXegNUShYhX
「早抖」我發出。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKpFbCK1g6
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxMdWo4X4F
最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpGtoinRUJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHfug87Mf2
「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoquiZJAhT
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbhQCkQW7L
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DKoYvTJXw
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf5PPJItvk
放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenLGLWnW7N
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07sP0kFiS2
直至……712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW64L591s2
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZfommtGMJ
耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zkcftl1Yv
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEhazCzWc0
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwHwXhMK56
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9vsZmNNTe
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lg8HAd4Ye
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MtJcupVvO
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaBc8E9nxs
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1rVGgcKK4
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMv0NcUs7c
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SZJ7ooixz
「係啊。」祂說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pQppRbhkM
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3nTLRKyBO
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4xwIGBXuL
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IoD29lSxS
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIydftf0qKa
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3Y8riyhLO
「係啊。」我說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPuqJPi0dj
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxShLpehGm
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvW5UMV6uz
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY9WouuJxk
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYrEnEahQ9
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnePeJpKb15
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvol8xAuJi
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jhXFf4SCM
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6dLYbV279
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2LVwqiMqS
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh5wLlInPP
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bwbYjS4Fe
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9lxdZbefk
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdanQ3EKjr
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9gkBXfdFp
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkMUOQt4ZK
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSLrKm6G2k
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8IyHlDiQo
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXfo088WoN
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKVGYn2m2K
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoeF2TV4P9
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBuWNgIIld
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZKIwCtpqb
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrOogJ3taw
膝蓋跪了下來。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hqZeG36wD
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxTqBmp9wi
「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIBpqgL28h
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAPbFBOB5r
「咩能力？」我問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4DfHHI8Hw
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqv74NZwEd
「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWy1dolk2W
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKciVg07Ax
「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA9izlTXpm
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKzdtVDJk2
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fJVp9h2XP
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjQGdBINx
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV1Pwv6W3k
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lulZuJhx2
「所……以？」我想聽下去。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWmi7jPkBe
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm08OfHE7HL
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvnybRulqJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVjk6iJEgh
「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TOpYGEKdm
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF4evBvFVX
「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Tl7iG47o9
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lkYTkXksc
「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7irxBMARYg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZI03o152j
「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS92kMTjloi
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzsumlJVrC
「不過，孫正直——」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DyYVfPK9u
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22MeHBYmiq
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM0PO40fEA
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPwSe85Afi
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF4z6g3hyN
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz28mahIAR
「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcwTm4qj0v
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VPsoGyfSv
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPTn8vzNyJ
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm52XEhbY0
而我，低下了頭。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwXrUq9Z00
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IGGioEs6C
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbGa59LmSy
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86pFeCNywb
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeVivDCgMU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGwfSGFc4I
我狠狠地盯著祂。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AwgKfN5Ee
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP5MGsLo8V
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtAGTVfmzx
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wbfbgHE0K
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRJSIf9gak
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncOd6z4SLS
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu6XEjVlmm
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc4ayLOLVN
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDTkgxOdMG
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