半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。775Please respect copyright.PENANATc9w8jhURT
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。775Please respect copyright.PENANAWFZO8vGT4T
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。775Please respect copyright.PENANAZH2RyJsEql
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。775Please respect copyright.PENANAi6IQwVhBRs
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。775Please respect copyright.PENANACuKNA37XWr
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。775Please respect copyright.PENANAVDSjJREwIH
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。775Please respect copyright.PENANAXrkFmPqr00
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。775Please respect copyright.PENANAV18S9CBGye
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。775Please respect copyright.PENANALlvMNxy39J
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。775Please respect copyright.PENANAwYtY5iFz04
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——775Please respect copyright.PENANArXw4FWxPx1
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卻停下了。775Please respect copyright.PENANAXClxeRmIR6
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。775Please respect copyright.PENANAFXq55uYscl
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」775Please respect copyright.PENANAwm9yH5ggsF
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。775Please respect copyright.PENANAxjBoJUQaPE
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「變態!」她推開我。775Please respect copyright.PENANADsZjoouG3o
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。775Please respect copyright.PENANAG1C89zZHNx
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」775Please respect copyright.PENANAWKV0q5DYAy
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。775Please respect copyright.PENANAFX8icJWn8D
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……775Please respect copyright.PENANAPR6N8clEft
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KO便利店袋則放好。775Please respect copyright.PENANAGrhzP2pIsd
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。775Please respect copyright.PENANAh0JBylTEdU
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——775Please respect copyright.PENANAzyZ4GaN0Bi
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。775Please respect copyright.PENANAQxdVgm5atw
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。775Please respect copyright.PENANA2hRRkAYPtQ
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。775Please respect copyright.PENANA0QpztPpGko
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。775Please respect copyright.PENANAfexrvCAP3Q
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時間已經快將三點。775Please respect copyright.PENANAYqGacEGHEF
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——775Please respect copyright.PENANA0N6jVvSbS6
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。775Please respect copyright.PENANA5JdIWgDBhk
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。775Please respect copyright.PENANA8sWMLNb1Ry
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。775Please respect copyright.PENANAnUI0Sre2NS
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。775Please respect copyright.PENANAg7F1Oom8O3
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。775Please respect copyright.PENANAFxNHxOphPo
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」775Please respect copyright.PENANA5J0K0S8gwZ
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——775Please respect copyright.PENANAC6hAcvL2S5
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。775Please respect copyright.PENANAJX2a7rjf4P
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「早抖」我發出。775Please respect copyright.PENANAAnr7K3WyqC
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。775Please respect copyright.PENANAFjSVY35hs9
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」775Please respect copyright.PENANA1DEGRnZWmK
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAbLnZZtDlHZ
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——775Please respect copyright.PENANAuhKokuTcDZ
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直至……775Please respect copyright.PENANAJVHB70PvNh
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。775Please respect copyright.PENANA5AQlo4BchD
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。775Please respect copyright.PENANAfNsvf5UdKk
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。775Please respect copyright.PENANA3k5tgPzpZK
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。775Please respect copyright.PENANAV8Cy5jcuXf
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。775Please respect copyright.PENANAbDSeryV4xo
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「係啊。」祂說。775Please respect copyright.PENANAxNPywnaJya
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。775Please respect copyright.PENANAE4AZdecVmX
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。775Please respect copyright.PENANApfC4yRVu4d
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「係啊。」我說。775Please respect copyright.PENANA5J3pS75QQ7
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」775Please respect copyright.PENANATcXildUxv5
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」775Please respect copyright.PENANACrv83KBd6L
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。775Please respect copyright.PENANAeQQN7t6UEm
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。775Please respect copyright.PENANA43kwtCx1cV
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。775Please respect copyright.PENANAi9iSMDIczt
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAS902DBEBCt
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。775Please respect copyright.PENANA9RKsYGEEG3
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。775Please respect copyright.PENANAZh301TqBcc
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAJgkwrYB0qR
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAcw0QbSkZqz
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。775Please respect copyright.PENANAnk5cGFHE7L
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膝蓋跪了下來。775Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ8JJYTymH
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」775Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZBXuGZffR
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「咩能力?」我問。775Please respect copyright.PENANA5dU3eaj9Uu
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAlepOUwT4F5
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAiUUdrtFwzz
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAD03jK5hJvz
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAktVAxHQRSt
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。775Please respect copyright.PENANAavfeMLVJlC
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAMaAAz0xlAq
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAvd8aU91bXU
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAtmMANOuImB
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAx5xaIWR7ut
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。775Please respect copyright.PENANAm8OhvEF9Xr
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「不過,孫正直——」775Please respect copyright.PENANAKmYiRC030S
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAANpQjZj4zB
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAIkDsazSmeU
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAqgBybjQq52
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。775Please respect copyright.PENANAAD2uwwjzHv
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而我,低下了頭。775Please respect copyright.PENANAzkr1rzo0iy
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。775Please respect copyright.PENANA4GKkX2fjGZ
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。775Please respect copyright.PENANATtkM7xeq9w
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我狠狠地盯著祂。775Please respect copyright.PENANAzlIOVc2VqA
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。775Please respect copyright.PENANAUmq6mhRYR2
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。775Please respect copyright.PENANANmT2i2VtVK
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。775Please respect copyright.PENANA9dvWjUtUgV
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」775Please respect copyright.PENANAAOaA08eezZ