在星空下,我在山上拿著一本日記。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA0zjhWn4hp6
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「看完這本日記,就去死吧。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANA1cXgmgysY9
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流落到這座孤島,已經五年了,在沒有人影的山林裡存活,一直活到今天,也差不多了吧。1396Please respect copyright.PENANALBQ3wnduPW
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也夠了吧。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAS7LFh9S8ok
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明明沒有什麼野外求生技能,為什麼能在這種地方存活這麼久?我猜想,那是因為這是死神的服務地區外。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAWbo2rAFUHN
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由於一直沒有死神來接我,所以不管我多麼虛弱,精神多麼不振,也遲遲沒有斷氣。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA9LovK9gqUe
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也是呢,如果我真的死了,死神會很困擾吧,要特意來到這麼偏僻的地方,就為了接我一個。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAJag9udMw7y
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「會不會……就算我死了,也沒有死神過來呢?」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAFvcXgM8IZd
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臨風山上,瞇眼看著海邊。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAElbCobR6vH
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海邊沖著白浪,沖在沙灘上。1396Please respect copyright.PENANApgonqerFn7
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「那麼,我會化為孤魂野鬼,一直存留在島上嗎?」1396Please respect copyright.PENANADweUwdH0hr
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我苦笑了。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAN1eAlaFWKX
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到時候,我一定能夠飛走,或者飄飄然地浮到空中,乘著雲朵轉往下一個地方。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAkUAD70DUFJ
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屁股坐到岩石上,我打開厚皮的日記。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAB9ckeeik1v
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這本筆記簿從流落到孤島起,就一直陪伴著我,寫下了無數的心裡話。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA08vXikbL7Q
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事實上,我並不是每日都寫,有些日子根本沒做過什麼事,就沒寫進去了。1396Please respect copyright.PENANADeDJ1PhrpF
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有些日子,寫的也不是當天的事,例如我想起了一個人,就把那一段往事寫進去,生怕以後會忘記。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAfa8rKryZXf
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沒辦法,人的記憶實在太不可靠。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAUIeo69IQjx
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回憶什麼的,會隨時間而消逝、美化,日子久了、經歷多了,回想起來的版本也會不同。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAqS0XD8G31J
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如今只剩下一頁,就好像我的生命只剩下一天。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAvIN9EqKHIy
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這一天該怎麼活?該寫下什麼?我決定了,就是好好地把它讀一遍。然後鄭鄭重重地寫下感想,替自己的人生劃上句號。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAxFPEusnz24
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再來,就是把它放好,留給下一個流落這個島上的人。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAJGvoBuCALJ
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風吹來,呼翻呼翻了幾頁。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAPbECUiJaro
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哦?那就從這頁開始讀起吧。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAK8yTnubqgK
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--------- 孤島日記 第26天 ---------1396Please respect copyright.PENANAVmwFvvubwa
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心情:差到想自爆1396Please respect copyright.PENANAN2ModilxPT
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在這個繁華紛擾的世界裡,每日都有很多車、很多人走過,有些會走進你的生命,陪你走一段路,最後才離開你。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAtiWtQkEmbs
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有些只會與你擦肩而過。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAHc4jfqUUFb
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我不希望彼此的關係變差,但是,人無法和所有人都維持良好關係。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAS93CkDQa6f
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有時候,我很羡慕一些八面玲瓏的人,能夠獲得很多的愛護和關懷。雖然很羡慕,羡慕得很,但是我無法成為那樣的人。這是無論如何也做不到的事。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAyMlvJ7iNtQ
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既然如此,我就只有做自己。一天,我有了一個奇妙的想法:1396Please respect copyright.PENANAvOgkkQrNN7
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「不如放逐自己,流浪什麼都好。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAukK17BilyI
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嘗試過一個人的生活,走一個人的旅程。1396Please respect copyright.PENANArdmgVj12mY
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只是,我萬萬沒想到……1396Please respect copyright.PENANAjiN1gqxXKE
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有一天我竟然流落孤島。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAD5ThcDEF4k
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如果,這個世界有神……1396Please respect copyright.PENANA7TajOvseWX
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望可以1396Please respect copyright.PENANAAxWzythutO
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--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------1396Please respect copyright.PENANAISHej7pbrw
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「光芒芒芒——」突然強光,照白了雲層,打斷了我的閱讀。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAOJDpps3oXS
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神聖的光輝,慢慢浮落,炫目地從半空中落下。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAJJXfSDCaeW
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白光體落在我的前方,光茫漸漸甩散。1396Please respect copyright.PENANATsGFkBJwyu
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我眨一眨眼,看著眼前正在現形的光體。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAaIf9vNhnUy
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眼裡竟露出釋懷。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAXlqnvHCbXz
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看來,神來迎接我了。沒想到,我竟然有上天堂的資格。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAATrwYGwdA5
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「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,衪手裡拿著幾本書,身穿白淨的衣服。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAuvb3ZTYejE
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五年來,我即將第一次開口交談。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAU01APuQExU
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手拾起葉片,作為書籤夾進去,祥和地合上日記。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAuK9pCTJ47C
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「我係孫正直。」我回答。 1396Please respect copyright.PENANApUgfEki65p
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「你好,我係神。」衪有點不好意思,「我叫神明丁。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAxhC8cgciwV
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「係神明甲、乙、丙、丁、戊、己、庚、辛,合共八大神之中,排名第四,即係丁。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAk9iFtRlumq
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接著,祂轉身,展示白衫背面的黑色「丁」徽紋。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAbdiVLWGav7
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「你係嚟接我走?」我渴望地問,站了起來。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAvA35xfyOnb
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站起的一剎那,我才察覺不敬,我怎可能跟神同等地站著呢?一身骯髒的我應該跪下……對,應該跪下才對!1396Please respect copyright.PENANAkQnaz3DKGt
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還沒跪下——1396Please respect copyright.PENANAobAuJqn2Bi
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「接……你走?」神明丁感到困惑,從褲袋裡找東西,找不著,最後從書本裡翻出一張清單。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAkTIPfgfEKi
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「唔係。」祂核對後說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAGlzW886ZDa
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「正確嚟講,搵你嘅原因,係因為八大神出現空缺,要尋找適合嘅人去填補。」神明丁說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAAEqz6U4zEc
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「出現……空缺?」我不了解。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAsL6T8gVo0f
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「出現空缺嘅係——第八位嘅『神明辛』。」神明丁沉重起來,「最近佢係一場神魔之戰,壯烈戰死。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAmgfxdXk18J
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「實不相暪,神同魔鬼大戰咗好多年,導致神嘅人手嚴重不足。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANA4tBlhZBdEh
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「如果唔係魔鬼作惡,成日要派神明去應付嘅話,我地八大神一齊指導世人,一定有效率好多。」神明丁說,「唔似得依加咁,世人向神許一個願,要排四至五年隊先輪到佢。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAlfJUE7YFqf
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「苦況,一言難盡。」祂嘆息。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAHCFQzkSu2X
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「咁點解要揀我?」我問,「明明哩個世界有咁多人。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAEqA2WXyUKi
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莫非,我不單止可以上天堂,還可以當上神明?1396Please respect copyright.PENANAjkPcI6KjNx
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「唔好心急,我嚟搵你唔代表你有資格。」神明丁嚴格地說,「今日我只係嚟畀你去做一個測試,去判斷你有冇神嘅『慧根』。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAoruI9k9CD2
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「只有通過測試、擁有慧根嘅人,先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」祂說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAmbsM1xp6uR
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「咩叫下一步嘅遴選?」我問。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAIdIh8Queg1
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「我地現存嘅七位神明,都有權提名一個人,去填補第八位嘅空缺。」神明丁說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA221pXWVKpw
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「所以……即使我得到你嘅推薦,都仲要嬴埋其他六個人先可以做神?」我突然問。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAsSGi7KeuUj
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「對手未必有咁多。」神明丁皺眉地說,「因為要搵到合適嘅人嚟推薦,係一啲都唔容易。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAgk0kz3dZxo
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「孫正直,你可以話係萬中無一嘅人。」祂亮眼看我。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAEadN7XzGUE
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「我?」我受寵若驚。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAtd0EYW36rl
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「係哩個世界上,No No No,應該係話,唔止哩個世界,就算係咁多個平行世界之中,都冇一個及得上我眼前嘅、流落孤島五年嘅你。」神明丁鄭重地說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAcoYCSLHri0
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聽著,我已經不懂反應。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAWfcDHxXHO6
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是因為我人生特別多災多難?看透世事的程度,已經到達神的境界?1396Please respect copyright.PENANAUVzjAj8pqH
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還是……1396Please respect copyright.PENANAeS1Irrt0ft
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「因為我最孤獨?係咁多個平行世界之中,最孤獨嘅一個?」我祈求答案。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAf5Gbtp6DPc
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如果是因為這個原因,我便可以理解,因為孤獨的人能夠對其他感到孤單的人產生同理心。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAuH73Sjv2oa
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「首先,平行世界冇你想像中咁多,好多都已經滅亡咗。」神明丁糾正。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA5noAsUww9Y
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「不過,我確實觀察過其他平行世界嘅你,確實認為你係當中最特別嘅一個。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAI1Mm6tWNMR
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我仍然,等待著答案。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAHYyKshuiqr
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「最得閒嘅一個。」祂淺笑。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA61yVnzBd4B
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聽到這個答案,我莫名地起了火,好像被人愚弄了一樣。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAdX3Vp4mHiK
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但是我很快就平靜下來。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAwbiksbf1hn
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「其他平行世界嘅我,過得好嗎?」我忍不住問。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAe8ny82rtaE
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「佢地都唔得閒理我。」神明丁說,「唔係返工做到隻狗咁,就係夜夜笙歌,晚晚飲飽食醉。有啲就拍拖拍到痴咗線,人唔似人。有一個做緊單親爸爸,一腳踢搵錢同湊仔。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAXke7leVfga
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「所以,只有我一個得閒理你。」我淡然地說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAa0quWmtkaa
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「但點解……其他世界嘅我都咁慘嘅?」我想知。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAC7nPDzFfyZ
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「唔係全部嘅,都有啲有好嘅結果。」神明丁平靜地說,「只係,佢地未必適合做哩個測試啫。」1396Please respect copyright.PENANAyrEPe0MVEZ
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「如果你係擔心嘅,他日你做到神明之後,咪去關照一下佢地囉。」祂笑說。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAY3jeHeVaZH
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聽完,我知道已經別無選擇。1396Please respect copyright.PENANA6cyrAYlEuz
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現在我唯一可以做的就是參與這個神的測試。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAmB7rYhcNSi
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「好,你講啦,到底要點測試?」我下定決心。1396Please respect copyright.PENANAeixSkmrIUZ
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