在神明丁離開後的一天,我在孤島上回復了原來的生活。883Please respect copyright.PENANAtLYMr9PTDO
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摘水果,抓山雞,望海,躺下來睡覺……883Please respect copyright.PENANAxbkl4OHTTX
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起來就散步,看看樹木。883Please respect copyright.PENANAL0ItXdjCab
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不時坐在樹蔭,感受穿過葉片的稀疏光線。883Please respect copyright.PENANAMyHxVWColx
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對於神明丁說的話,有一些我是聽不懂的,包括祂所指的離開方法。883Please respect copyright.PENANAkEx1ecWAI3
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由於聽不懂,所以也沒有多想。883Please respect copyright.PENANAqoPUCa8VSw
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到了夜晚,我帶著孤島日記走到山頂。883Please respect copyright.PENANAaOZhzkRvcI
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日記只剩最後一頁,手上的原子筆,也僅餘一點點墨水。883Please respect copyright.PENANA0qRxfkG5DW
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我應該寫嗎?寫這幾天發生的事?883Please respect copyright.PENANAKWKnZggksz
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記述神明丁的出現?記下我跟陸傾兒之間的回憶?883Please respect copyright.PENANAfBwT7G4vVE
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神明Son,神的兒子,這樣的話祂也編了出來,真是的……883Please respect copyright.PENANAtNAzKtHRE2
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不想寫祂!883Please respect copyright.PENANAgP68vuQfRC
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那……寫她嗎?883Please respect copyright.PENANA2UYmTAVVv3
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沒有動筆的意欲。883Please respect copyright.PENANA5LXYVnqxyo
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也許,現在寫,還是太早了。883Please respect copyright.PENANA2ogL2GMisr
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屁股坐在岩石上,手翻開葉片所夾的那頁,是第26天的日記。883Please respect copyright.PENANAOpbHwYuwMD
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假如神明丁是為了實現我這一頁的願望而出現,那就有趣了。883Please respect copyright.PENANAFay98YyGgV
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我抓住右頁,往左一翻。883Please respect copyright.PENANAHACjzxf686
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--------- 孤島日記 第27天 ---------883Please respect copyright.PENANAh0vwFMNtIa
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心情:黑暗過黑洞883Please respect copyright.PENANAfHJ6OIaUNX
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來到孤島之前,男同事趙超賢,曾經問我最近怎麼了,為什麼不去健身、打拳,也不去狂歡派對。883Please respect copyright.PENANA6ztjKWjdcv
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「點解好似同人保持距離?」883Please respect copyright.PENANAgvmPKIdi2G
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內心湧現無限的罪惡感,逼使我要過一個人的生活。883Please respect copyright.PENANAVq2613jTdg
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「你同我地上司個大客,到底發生過咩事?」883Please respect copyright.PENANAGzdXDFbiOG
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不懂得回答這條問題,我就無視了。883Please respect copyright.PENANAsGMu7ZtsI0
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我快要被商業的黑暗所吞噬。不是因為不擅長做骯髒的事,而是我發現自己太擅長了。我處事圓滑得可怕,什麼手段都不惜使用。太可怕了。我不是一個八面玲瓏的人,因為沒需要討好所有的人,只需要討好關鍵的人物就可以了。883Please respect copyright.PENANAqtn3PpY03b
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為什麼我會變這樣?從17歲開始計算,7年了,我的性格到底扭曲到什麼地步?我長得太骯髒了,滿身都是罪,面前都是黑暗的日子。883Please respect copyright.PENANAsxhbOuNRcv
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假如,這個世界有神……883Please respect copyright.PENANAWggoKDIPh1
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請你聽我的禱告,我希望883Please respect copyright.PENANANW7c7AJDCl
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--------- 閱讀中斷 ---------883Please respect copyright.PENANAPULfNnwdH1
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突然,一道神聖的白光出現,把天際照白,抹煞了所有的星光。883Please respect copyright.PENANAvGg8wKy85h
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「光芒芒芒——」神聖的光輝落下,潔淨著一切的心靈。883Please respect copyright.PENANAdPldA2YK0K
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白光體著地後,身上的光茫才逐漸甩走。883Please respect copyright.PENANAV0sOrYV0hA
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「你就係孫正直?」一把男人的聲音問,是熟悉的聲音。883Please respect copyright.PENANASmPu81Zj02
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我笑了,手把上一頁的葉片拿出來,夾到目前的一頁裡,才緩慢地合上日記。883Please respect copyright.PENANAUazxD5DcYk
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「明知故問。」我答。883Please respect copyright.PENANAjlOmdjElTA
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「你好,我係神明丁。」神明丁說,左手仍拿著一堆書。883Please respect copyright.PENANAp6L98NtSfS
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「一日冇見,你還好吖嘛?」我問。883Please respect copyright.PENANAzYjlVWvm73
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「還好啦,係有少少忙。」祂答。883Please respect copyright.PENANAKvHnNzUqu9
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從左手的書裡,找出一張清單,祂仔細地核對一下。883Please respect copyright.PENANAZHZSAWpqrw
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「今次搵我咩事?」我問,仍坐在岩石上,「唔係……又有神死咗掛?又出現空缺?」883Please respect copyright.PENANAFzIHkAuJYh
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「傻啦。」神明丁笑了,摺好並收起清單,「點會同上次一樣呢?」883Please respect copyright.PENANAhyk3CaOG5T
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「今次搵你係因為神嘅工作量太多,我地眾神經商量後一致決定,加開『大天使長』哩個神聖職位,畀非常願意去幫人,又有慧根去幫助世人嘅人去擔任,以分擔神嘅工作。」神明丁一本正經地說。883Please respect copyright.PENANA7PRQTUrxPh
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我也配合地裝出一本正經的樣子。883Please respect copyright.PENANA1PNdnYSRp3
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「即係今次同神魔大戰之類冇關?」我問。883Please respect copyright.PENANAHFRl0Z0wLw
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「係冇關嘅。」神明丁一本正經,「不過呢,都需要做一個測試,而且要合格先可以進入下一步嘅遴選。」883Please respect copyright.PENANAXlYGeSs7r3
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「因為始終,你明啦。我地每位神明,都只可以提名一個人。」神明丁尋求理解。883Please respect copyright.PENANAbEup4ECLhl
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「明嘅,我明嘅。」我點頭說,「嚟啦,咩測試都好,我都參加。」883Please respect copyright.PENANAD9Qus7m5Ub
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「夠爽快。」祂走到我的面前,拿出了一本書。883Please respect copyright.PENANAqfur0WjnGn
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我站了起來,不敢相信自己的眼睛。883Please respect copyright.PENANAozNdaVBNqn
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這本書的頁數,比之前的練習簿厚了好幾倍。883Please respect copyright.PENANAdGrTEZRvMd
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「其實你左手拎住嘅哩疊書,係咪……都係個案?」我好奇。883Please respect copyright.PENANAKZZa6lJKHM
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「係啊。」神明丁苦惱地抱怨,「我就嚟過勞喇。」883Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ2lu48Rpk
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「唔好講咁多嘢住,你願意參加大天使長第一步測試嘅話,睇一睇條題目先。」祂把黃色封面的書,交到我的手上。883Please respect copyright.PENANAVNyIeiDIza
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我雙手接過,封面馬上顯現了「孫正直」的名字。883Please respect copyright.PENANAF4ixo5pV33
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這一切,都跟上次一樣。883Please respect copyright.PENANAEVQy2FB3fC
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手打開第一頁。883Please respect copyright.PENANAfuWJaEqQKr
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「歐陽派,17歲的少年,願望共有三個:883Please respect copyright.PENANA89v1oNtziq
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1. 可以同陳菲菲拍拖。883Please respect copyright.PENANAZwtKVi5U9v
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2. 不再為瘦弱而自卑。883Please respect copyright.PENANAulipmEi8It
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3. 父親可以走出事業的低谷。」883Please respect copyright.PENANAbV4ME6ldFT
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看了這三個願望,我當場呆了。883Please respect copyright.PENANAWxTvNh89RP
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這次,我沒有馬上翻去第二頁。883Please respect copyright.PENANAe3CKh2WzpL
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「原來佢話同傾姐身邊一個姊妹好熟,又搞曖昧,嗰個對象就係陳菲菲?」我問。883Please respect copyright.PENANAYSLWksHfU3
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「冇錯,而陳菲菲有男朋友,所以佢最多只可以去到曖昧嘅階段。」神明丁說。883Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y33tYCQ24
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「係囉,喂,陳菲菲有男朋友喎,我點幫啊?」我問。883Please respect copyright.PENANAyTiyVfDUDh
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「啱啱分咗手喇,原因你自己查啦。」祂說。883Please respect copyright.PENANAJkxM0FC678
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「仲有點解今次有三個願望咁多?同埋……第三個係咩嚟?」我覺得莫名其妙。883Please respect copyright.PENANABanMeZsFYi
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「歐陽派屋企好窮,係因為佢爸爸經營小店,但鋪租年年升令佢入不敷出。」祂提示,「所以你要去幫佢爸爸手,用你擅長嘅『商業手段』,搞好啲生意佢。」883Please respect copyright.PENANA33Vx9DXZN4
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「放心喎,學校方面會繼續停你學,直至聖誕節假期結束為止。」祂說,「哩段時間,你可以去佢爸爸到做兼職,係做任務之餘,賺下零用錢。」883Please respect copyright.PENANAdT0tsZYQoR
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我想了一想,覺得有點不對勁。883Please respect copyright.PENANAF02Kfu1qhh
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「點解要畀歐陽派嘅願望我?」我指著祂手上的書,「應該仲有好多願望格。」883Please respect copyright.PENANAaJgkQjw6WM
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二話不說,神明丁取出了一本粉紅色書。883Please respect copyright.PENANAkxmkCTivUs
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「定係你想做哩個?」祂打開第一頁給我看。883Please respect copyright.PENANAhNDKgA1Z6q
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「陳菲菲,17歲的少女,願望是心想事成。」第一頁的文字。883Please respect copyright.PENANAS8yiUfaDmz
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「嘩,頂。」我看不下去,「心想事成,點實現啊?」883Please respect copyright.PENANASFUJgXTtKF
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「咪係囉……」祂垂頭喪氣,一副歷盡滄桑的樣子,把粉紅色書收起。883Please respect copyright.PENANARrNAm62i2u
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「你就接哩個啦,最啱你去做喇。」祂說,「順帶一提,哩本書嘅厚度,夠你住四個星期,期間每星期先會返嚟孤島一次。」883Please respect copyright.PENANATB7bdWcRRQ
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「明白。」我握緊手上的書。883Please respect copyright.PENANAZnKos9o5zk
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「細節嘅嘢,你有經驗你知點做啦。」祂說,「咁你出發之後,我就繼續做其他工作先,下星期再返嚟睇你,OK?」883Please respect copyright.PENANAMPxAonCddw
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「OK……」我回答,「但我仲想問一樣嘢。」883Please respect copyright.PENANA6hkfmMs0LC
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「問咩?」祂在等待。883Please respect copyright.PENANAb6BIhYDjK0
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「點解陳菲菲、歐陽派同傾姐,佢地都咁啱係五年前許願嘅?」我想知。883Please respect copyright.PENANArtSdeH9JCD
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「因為佢地係同學,而去木村許願樹,係學校旅行日嘅活動。」神明丁面色灰沉,「所以個個都許咗願。」883Please respect copyright.PENANANNbWLy2eIl
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「辛苦……晒。」我安慰說。883Please respect copyright.PENANAv5uS1PAHuf
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「唔好講喇,你準備好就出發啦。」神明丁說,輕輕微笑,「今次要再做好啲啊,同時要記住,神幫人係好間接!」883Please respect copyright.PENANAdvMVwQVh6u
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「知道。」我點頭。883Please respect copyright.PENANASnl0U33kcS
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隨後,我屁股坐上岩石,再次把厚皮日記放在地上。883Please respect copyright.PENANAcGaMlkBkoO
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閉上眼睛,我深深地吸了一口氣。883Please respect copyright.PENANAR2I5su3s9D
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陸傾兒,我要來找你了。883Please respect copyright.PENANA3eE9BBqVFa
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大膽地翻開第二頁,意識隨即被書本牽引。883Please respect copyright.PENANAIvPK6UavVC
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數秒後,意識消失——883Please respect copyright.PENANAwel6TJpU26
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經過沒有時間觀念的狀態後,意識漸漸重塑,再次……883Please respect copyright.PENANAWwgY8bfXem
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凝聚在一個17歲的年輕身體裡。883Please respect copyright.PENANAVuTDjOzRvu
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夜涼的風,吹著吹吹過。883Please respect copyright.PENANAUTF9EGvbbB
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我半睜開眼,發現自己站在上次消失的位置。883Please respect copyright.PENANARjLFjthLy1
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也就是海邊和傾姐住所之間。883Please respect copyright.PENANAYSV7GKUowZ
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沒想到,有這樣的機會,能夠再次回來。883Please respect copyright.PENANA4RFnwBmyKG
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一時感動,雙眼就忍不住泛淚。883Please respect copyright.PENANAJDA9vHHsDu
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但我忍住了!883Please respect copyright.PENANAsNRhgkbtVS
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路人從旁走過,沒有在意站在路中的我。883Please respect copyright.PENANAuESSPkzDE4
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手從褲袋裡掏出手機,亮起屏幕,104個未看短訊。883Please respect copyright.PENANAOHFQ2g4D71
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除了同學發的6個短訊外,98個都是傾姐發的。883Please respect copyright.PENANAgEWqvTg8tF
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在人生的路上,我經歷了很多波折,大部分都記錄在孤島日記裡。在孤島日記裡,有著我對世界的質疑,也有著我軟弱的時候向神的依靠。883Please respect copyright.PENANAV1AkJ3UtRW
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這幾天,我奇蹟地遇見了神,祂給了我很多機會去面對自己的缺憾。祂沒有催促我,而是用上間接的方法,讓我在幫助別人的同時,重新體驗生活下去的勇氣。883Please respect copyright.PENANALmuzne7QD7
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更值得讚美的是,祂還讓我重新體驗愛情的美好。883Please respect copyright.PENANAywA7buUurr
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「不愧係傾姐。」我眼睛紅了。883Please respect copyright.PENANAOARvAyJCzM
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真是個了不起的女人。883Please respect copyright.PENANA1EJcGbbpW9
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此時手機震了震,再收到一個新訊息。883Please respect copyright.PENANA2cNr5l3lLJ
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毋需點擊開來,我已經從列表看到:883Please respect copyright.PENANAxNd2RYwvu0
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「每晚我都會去海邊等你」883Please respect copyright.PENANAhFg1E3IySR
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關了屏幕,仍緊緊握著手機。883Please respect copyright.PENANAJSozhwMcHz
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跑啊,孫正直!有人正在等你過去!883Please respect copyright.PENANAT4oMtj2d1a
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「噠噠噠噠……」883Please respect copyright.PENANAi3LEbQCp6m
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我淚奔了起來,跑一步,跑著一步,往海邊跑去。883Please respect copyright.PENANAztTuhJhSJB
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來到海邊,長椅上沒有任何人。883Please respect copyright.PENANA3fSjLdNWAw
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然而——883Please respect copyright.PENANAyA2g97CVWr
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矮欄外面的大石堆上坐了一位石灰色外套少女,她喝著可樂,卻像醉了一樣,右手不停揮動著米黃淺啡間條頸巾。883Please respect copyright.PENANAvJsqOO7Q9D
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「孫正直係超—級—衰—人!」傾姐對著海面大喊。883Please respect copyright.PENANAQTEePTMKFK
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「但係我都,」她哽咽一下,繼續大喊,「好—掛—住—你—啊!」883Please respect copyright.PENANAQzlVcRJAr9
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不小心——883Please respect copyright.PENANAEB7ek7WnEy
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頸巾被強風吹走了,要往岸上飄去。883Please respect copyright.PENANAJBeKxRXWSA
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此時,一個人的身影出現。883Please respect copyright.PENANAC73oG6ctou
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手已經抓住了頸巾。883Please respect copyright.PENANAqKQxtEZo8P
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傾姐看著地上的影子,便沉默起來,接著只問一句……883Please respect copyright.PENANASLhv5TVvZR
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「你見到晒?」她有點難為情。883Please respect copyright.PENANArh4wmvToj7
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頸巾回歸她的頸上,我圍了一圈,再窩心地替她綁好。883Please respect copyright.PENANAxutmuPOyVM
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「嗯。」我溫暖地說。883Please respect copyright.PENANAo6Alga4zYA
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屁股坐在大石上,我擅自坐在她的左邊。883Please respect copyright.PENANAAEHQe7LaEM
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然後拿出手機回覆一個訊息。883Please respect copyright.PENANAtpBnGMHEFt
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「我都一樣好掛住你」按下發出。883Please respect copyright.PENANAhskmugmZwX
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今晚海浪並不大,再大我們都能克服的。883Please respect copyright.PENANAzm5pUgWMax
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傾姐放下可樂,拿起手機看了之後。883Please respect copyright.PENANAjbOd3cXvO9
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她把頭靠在我的肩上。883Please respect copyright.PENANAnay0sQsqeB
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