洗畫具其間,同學們開始熱議彼此畫了什麼。428Please respect copyright.PENANATSOrNimPIW
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我的身後,也排了數人。428Please respect copyright.PENANAFeH4xZFxHE
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關水喉——428Please respect copyright.PENANArAXDA1Hgqe
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我洗完,便讓位給下一個人,把畫筆等等物歸原處。428Please respect copyright.PENANACyO2VmLqyB
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「傾姐,你畫得好靚啊。」女同學說。428Please respect copyright.PENANASUk6qjMQ0K
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「中間個女仔係咪你自己嚟?」女同學再問。428Please respect copyright.PENANAjAoC6HEFyq
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陸傾兒站在自己的畫面前,被多名同學包圍,也被爭相發問。428Please respect copyright.PENANAyUIUIo0QNT
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「嗯,算係啦。」傾姐回答。428Please respect copyright.PENANAX4Xb79hjAU
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「咁點解你自己一個坐係度嘅?幅畫叫咩名?主題係咩?」有同學問。428Please respect copyright.PENANAvGdY1rmu5c
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我豎起了耳朵。428Please respect copyright.PENANAfVQvt5iPlB
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清醒!快點清醒吧!孫正直存在的目的,是要完成傾姐的願望。428Please respect copyright.PENANAIhVj52JnRO
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「陸傾兒,17歲的少女,願望是可以脫離現有的生活。」428Please respect copyright.PENANARCCqnL6U6x
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脫離現有的生活,是什麼意思?428Please respect copyright.PENANAC8rgeS61fB
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她對現狀有什麼不滿?內心嚮往著怎樣的生活?428Please respect copyright.PENANAE9S1PcksgX
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今天一定要搞懂這些問題!要不然,我根本無法對症下藥。428Please respect copyright.PENANABo4qbr66g8
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神明丁說過要珍惜時間,我不能夠有一刻的分心。428Please respect copyright.PENANAhqStJhBxsL
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於是,我走了過去,聚集在同學堆中。428Please respect copyright.PENANAXUrVhoMc6r
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「幅畫叫做《漫漫長夜》,主題係『孤獨』。」傾姐說。428Please respect copyright.PENANA8NpfbV0BTm
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「傾姐,你點會孤獨啊?有我地係度吖嘛!」謝美婷說話了。428Please respect copyright.PENANAman98s08GJ
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「係囉,傾姐,你夜晚覺得悶嘅就搵我地啦。」陳菲菲也說,想安慰她。428Please respect copyright.PENANAbqzUPMXsMR
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「喂,喂,你地一個二個做咩啊?我交份功課啫,你地唔洗咁認真喎。」傾姐說,叫大家不用想太多。428Please respect copyright.PENANAZBWTvGAlFc
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當下,我猜大部分人都相信了她的話,都一起去看其他人的作品了。428Please respect copyright.PENANApTcfzSKFbO
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唯獨我,仍然站在畫前。428Please respect copyright.PENANAMWi56RZVkn
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認真地找尋一切的蛛絲馬跡。428Please respect copyright.PENANAnnUPQlbieb
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畫中女人所穿的衣服,並不是昨晚的卡其色大褸,頸巾是黑色的而不是昨晚的白色頸巾。428Please respect copyright.PENANAfGvMQukorf
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那麼,她畫的也許就不是昨晚的情景。428Please respect copyright.PENANAa5wReZOaLi
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她畫的是內心世界?漫漫長夜一個人的孤獨世界。428Please respect copyright.PENANAPeo8oItdxJ
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還是……428Please respect copyright.PENANADsrp2XZjie
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陸傾兒本來就常常去那個地方?她會在夜晚,有心事的時候,到海邊坐一坐?428Please respect copyright.PENANAqIGICjhWn8
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我摸著下巴,默默地想。428Please respect copyright.PENANAAZpDVgfv4i
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今晚我要再去一次,看看她會不會出現。428Please respect copyright.PENANATPJnGGTNnI
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「喂,你地睇下新同學哩幅?」大家終於走到窗邊,都在注視我的作品。428Please respect copyright.PENANA1wHdHDDDCU
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當中也包括傾姐。428Please respect copyright.PENANAWiIHn6zaUb
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「現代主義?現代派風格嘅畫作?」有男同學賞識,「用指紋做背景,夠抽象,同時有濃烈嘅象徵意味。」428Please respect copyright.PENANAkxaCDGImbq
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「孫正直,過嚟講兩句丫。」有人拉了我回去。428Please respect copyright.PENANAHbGucjeh62
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我支支吾吾地回答了一些基本問題,腦海仍然想著傾姐的事。428Please respect copyright.PENANAizchCZ1oaj
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不久,連Miss Chan也走過來湊熱鬧。428Please respect copyright.PENANA09m9OJFai0
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「哩幅畫中間個女仔,你畫嘅係邊個?」有人問。428Please respect copyright.PENANAtnaPefdtKm
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聽到這問題,我下意識就看了陸傾兒一眼,與她對視了一下。428Please respect copyright.PENANALiYXNwrsZK
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最後下課的鐘聲響起,我還沒回答,大家就散開了。428Please respect copyright.PENANA47If4fgcpB
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「啲畫留係度就可以,乾咗之後我會幫你地收起。各位同學再見。」Miss Chan說。428Please respect copyright.PENANAjDWBrJuM0V
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「Miss Chan再見。」全體同學說,一個個地離開視覺藝術室。428Please respect copyright.PENANALmQwDWmYb5
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上了數層樓梯,我獨自地回到班房。428Please respect copyright.PENANANt6Dsd0X1N
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歐陽派終於把手機還給我,說裡面入了很多同學的電話。428Please respect copyright.PENANAnc9RpbcoAS
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「我仲幫你偷拍咗幾張李可兒上堂嘅相,其他女同學都有幾張,等你返去可以慢慢J。」歐陽派猥瑣地說。428Please respect copyright.PENANAyzmNjbLGIY
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「多謝晒喎真係。」我無趣地說,稍後又要一幅幅地刪除。428Please respect copyright.PENANAIAhqSZN3wn
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突然,門外有人猛烈地敲門,「叩叩叩——」428Please respect copyright.PENANA3wLmsDKJ1G
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他個子很高,兇神惡剎,像是中六的同學。428Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8hd0w6jqG
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陸傾兒這時要進來了,他馬上禮讓給傾姐和姊妹們。428Please respect copyright.PENANAOkI1LHXp3b
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「傾姐。」他敬重地說。428Please respect copyright.PENANAmeaHntl54y
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「阿豪?」傾姐認識他,「做咩事咁躁?」428Please respect copyright.PENANAIgDOyteLcs
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「琴日啊,你地班有條友,放學嗰時頂撞我地蔣少,要同蔣少過唔去。」阿豪說,「依加蔣少話要見佢。」428Please respect copyright.PENANA9rClv3LSpd
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對了,還有一個叫蔣少的人。428Please respect copyright.PENANAWBzb48x7ck
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他跟陸傾兒到底是什麼關係?他們會是情侶嗎?428Please respect copyright.PENANAiJSMxoRasm
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「你地邊個得罪咗人啊?自己企出嚟啦!」傾姐嚴格地對我們說。428Please respect copyright.PENANAAe3kz0yIao
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結果現場鴉雀無聲,無人回應。428Please respect copyright.PENANAPlBzYPvIva
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這時,又有一個中六同學來到,個子跟阿豪差不多。428Please respect copyright.PENANA854biq6B4g
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「喂阿豪,點啊?刮唔刮到條死仔?」他問。428Please respect copyright.PENANAXTB6g27R79
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「未啊。」阿豪答,「阿晨,係你見過佢,你捉佢出嚟。」428Please respect copyright.PENANAiofI0Xe9gZ
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「鄭家明,自己企出嚟啦,係你喇。」阿晨說,一步步走進我們的班房,走到李可兒的身後,抓住一名男同學的衣領。428Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q6tYoVRDw
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大家都讓開得遠遠的,生怕會被牽連。428Please respect copyright.PENANAQvYRKQQinQ
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「我……我咩都冇做過啊!」鄭家明嚇得完全慌了,「我只係……」428Please respect copyright.PENANAn4N1EjmkVu
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「唔洗同我講,等陣同蔣少講。」阿晨拉了他起來,強行要把他拖出去。428Please respect copyright.PENANArnSEMBpHyU
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看不過眼,阿豪也過來幫忙。428Please respect copyright.PENANAvWieDq2Mhx
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鄭家明的身型不算瘦小,但不及阿豪和阿晨那麼強壯,一下子就被夾走了。428Please respect copyright.PENANAkpbWjZ0soJ
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我全程目睹,但幾乎說不出話。428Please respect copyright.PENANAulaC06FgdE
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「喂……」久久才能發一聲。428Please respect copyright.PENANAbG7ljCzVfi
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「咩?」歐陽派也是抹一把冷汗。428Please respect copyright.PENANA3qZOW4SsWP
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「有冇收到料?知唔知咩事?」我逼切地問。428Please respect copyright.PENANAUEFaQGJiXf
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「唔知啊,但係蔣少,或者佢班馬仔,間唔中都會捉啲人嚟玩。」歐陽派說,聲線發抖,「好運嘅,玩一個星期,唔好運嘅,玩到你退學。」428Please respect copyright.PENANAm579mJRWPv
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「中途如果邊個插手,去幫被人玩嗰個,下一個就會到佢。」他再說。428Please respect copyright.PENANAwgLEHlTuPH
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然後,他再次拍我的肩膀。428Please respect copyright.PENANAeoPTUGX8VI
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「所以,唔好理咁多喇,總之依加佢地走咗就冇嘢。」歐陽派說,摸摸胸口,「畀人玩嗰啲,最多咪忍埋今年,下年蔣少嗰班畢咗業,就唔會再有事。」428Please respect copyright.PENANAwFwJZokNom
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「咩冇嘢啊,有個同學畀人捉咗啊。」我反駁說,「忍一年?點忍啊,根本一日都唔應該忍!」428Please respect copyright.PENANAIVAhXyhr2k
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「傻仔,你唔好亂諗嘢啊,千祈唔好諗住救人啊。」歐陽派認真規勸,「如果唔係,下一個就到你喇。」428Please respect copyright.PENANAFRC6SuoCWx
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「到時佢地有可能,叫我偷偷放啲違禁品落你書包度,又可能要我偷你啲嘢出去……我唔想做啲咁嘅嘢啊。」歐陽派難受地說,「所以你千祈唔好亂嚟。」428Please respect copyright.PENANAbZzgX8Mniy
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聽到這裡,我沒有再反駁什麼。428Please respect copyright.PENANA5nuN9hqLph
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的確,其他人的事與我無關。428Please respect copyright.PENANAr9qtheOE1v
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那個叫鄭家明的人,只不過是一個書呆子加打機呆子。我們除了昨日中午吃過飯之外,便沒有什麼交情,他與我的目標人物傾姐也沒有什麼關係。428Please respect copyright.PENANAeFegXuaDGI
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即使前去幫他,也不會有什麼利益回報,連潛在的利益回報都可能沒有。428Please respect copyright.PENANAADqglPAmFE
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再加上如果我被蔣少等人纏上,可能會大大妨礙我之後的行動。428Please respect copyright.PENANASV04xVi59k
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萬一每日小息都被抓去玩,就麻煩了。428Please respect copyright.PENANAmAPDaOpV2z
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所以,還是坐視不理吧。428Please respect copyright.PENANA5bGfh9IZbb
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神明丁說過,祂也覺得神有時候是很無情的。現在的我,十分明白這句話的含意,因為你沒有可能拯救所有的人。428Please respect copyright.PENANACXUMfLG3XD
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在專注去救一個人的時候,就可能顧不上其他人。428Please respect copyright.PENANADZdR3ilaro
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因此即使從神的角度來看,我的做法也沒有錯。428Please respect copyright.PENANAmTnr1namx4
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經過以上種種理性分析之後,我安心地拿出手機,逐一地刪除歐陽派亂拍的女同學照片。428Please respect copyright.PENANAbnfkQ6fYaX
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刪著一張,刪著一張……428Please respect copyright.PENANAQumWuhSr6g
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刪了五、六張之後……428Please respect copyright.PENANA7rYPXoIVn5
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我看到了鄭家明和身邊同學的鬼馬大合照,有舉中指的,有基情的。428Please respect copyright.PENANAZFZk18C3kH
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他們都是快樂的高中男生。428Please respect copyright.PENANAoUwkF6i4gS
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「唉。」我眼已紅,沒能刪掉。428Please respect copyright.PENANAp46sEerGsN
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根據我做這麼多年人的經驗,我充分地明白了一個道理。428Please respect copyright.PENANASkPlmEGYdH
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對了,為什麼我會忘記了呢?這個非常重要的人生座右銘。428Please respect copyright.PENANADkrtX1wylu
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「理性分析的結果都是廢話。」428Please respect copyright.PENANA9ic7aJNoUm
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如果理性分析是可靠的話,當年我就不會錯失這麼多了,如今也不會累積這麼多的後悔了。428Please respect copyright.PENANAhUNLhQ1BY0
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人生所有的藉口,都是理性分析的產物。428Please respect copyright.PENANAixdFQvJjbI
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關了手機屏幕,把手機放進褲袋。428Please respect copyright.PENANANj7dqUfsRR
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「歐陽派,我要去一去廁所。」我毅然地說,站了起來。428Please respect copyright.PENANAWmSh8PPwEI
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「你始終……都係忍唔到尿急。」他遺憾地說。428Please respect copyright.PENANAssNFMTxv69
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「唔好意思。」我抱歉。428Please respect copyright.PENANAkszymcKuNz
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「如果廁所太多人,太逼嘅話,就去七樓嗰層啦。」他沒有看我。428Please respect copyright.PENANAtt7b6xOpHl
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「知道,唔該晒。」我感謝他。428Please respect copyright.PENANAPqZd5D4LHk
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離開班房的時候,我跟站在門邊的傾姐,點了一下頭。428Please respect copyright.PENANAZcY7ZONNyP
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才徐徐加快腳步。428Please respect copyright.PENANAIr6KuJMQ5w
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