半含瓶口，舉起酒瓶，倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct5mzC5TQ9
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNu0AXCD0I
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsx29Yd0ll
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GIVOp5G10
大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8wHRmfj65
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnOQECUg8U
食指放鬆，僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr9BoHTa7Z
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2jjKV8xY2
剛才，我差一點就吻了她，幸好懸崖勒馬。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ytfuAwz4L
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「孫正直，你……做咩啊你？」傾姐一步步後退。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Khq4dhz3
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqz1IjfD4J
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把她逼退到牆壁，我的手按住牆壁。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWvTjTcHjj
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在她迷人的眼神裡，我情不自禁地靠前。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ652hkRaxKa
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇，我的嘴唇慢慢地——711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWvxmQGVzP
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卻停下了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBJXtwKsDD
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被她用一根手指，截住了我的唇。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18ZVMP35lf
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「頭先我話鍚之前，你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞，你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先？」傾姐問，「頭先其實你想要咩？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wHCVLuBMZ
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFWiXoa9F9
「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU4QD7STkx
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggmzFJJrJY
「變態！」她推開我。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV2KPGOHcu
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14hCl6mHiJ
「講笑咋。」我說，搔搔頭。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lA8tsC7d4
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh2P4jPzBb
再認真地說，「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyASZLaOxd
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUEvbwrVbz
握緊酒瓶，我灌酒至見底，把麥提莎一口氣清光了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzkinAEKCX
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然後，我收拾垃圾，拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh5Y0gKhIC
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV0ObHWsrA
KO便利店袋則放好。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlnd4D6gGj
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收拾好後，我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室，刷牙、洗臉。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HNiSlbGI5
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水，吐——711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KHHj23j1k
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沖水毛巾，抹臉。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7s6CXRcwX
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSHvuuShbU
大鏡子中的我，還很年輕，臉有點紅。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h0kFwMM7q
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopZusXHjhQ
回到客廳，陸傾兒戴過的頸巾，仍留在沙發上。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstUSEsxflM
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJOj9l6hMP
我拾起電池，裝回牆上的鐘，再按照手機時間來調好。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFKaXlU52H
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx93FV6ohlF
時間已經快將三點。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG1Of7aq9h
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhA9RvKUrh
我站在房間中，落地玻璃窗前——711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODDNqPDl66
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEbLBcaKPg
眼前是寂靜的大海，海浪聲傳不到這裡，寒風也是。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8LG6dBFAt
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海浪只是靜靜地動著，一片一片地交替。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS0iz9iMdN
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH2deS1iBr
三點半了，我仍然站在窗前。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2Iuv0ZJkw
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVufH9LU5tr
直至3點36分，手機震了一下，我拿出來看。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3AyziVeWQ
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45oLudesks
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟，點解淨係瞓先」瞓？刪刪，「訓先SD？」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTfcBNFjik
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按刪除鍵，逐字至全句刪，改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Ac0KBpu4
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「晚安。」刪刪刪，「早抖。」刪句號。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb2hxbV9V7
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wPS92lGJ0
「早抖」我發出。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSe5Foc6tE
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最後，我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexLGwgQQI1
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「其實我本身想要嘅，只係——」我看著她眼睛，「你嘅電話號碼。之後，我地就可以多啲搵對方。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vIsjHVeVG
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXgei4R8VD
「好啦，我畀你啦。」她說，攤出手掌，「拎你手機嚟。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgdwoyZXuv
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放下手機，關了屏幕，我再次望向海邊——711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXhLrsvc3J
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直至……711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI6aL8L4Ke
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耳邊聽到海浪聲，海邊愈來愈大浪。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7aSB94E9e
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcRcTDz9is
「點啊？」神明丁站在山頂問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVR7A60mKQ
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAByr13TgJ
「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mXaMtCdJN
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxCcA0zAB1
「完咗個測試，點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagXbGlLTna
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oOJ6r4toG
「吓？完咗嗱？」我驚訝。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhiyfSEDpo
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDBZ8V5VXB
「係啊。」祂說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM9L8SrHmH
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpdDNoMKTB
「吓……咁，我合唔合格？」我馬上問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbcdFIhStn
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo71I9L4iQ
「你……依加就想知？」祂猶疑著，打開神的練習簿看看。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsvbvx288v
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFHu0x9AR6
「係啊。」我說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tHA7p54mL
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00u6D9WUXx
「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息，遺憾地對我說，「你唔合格。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJN9StyY6d
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfmGGQWHRv
「點解啊？」我瞪大了眼，「我有咩做得唔好？喂，你畀多兩日嚟得唔得？畀多兩日我，無論咩難題，我都一定拆掂佢！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcB2ir5001
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRgLtvBeZM
「前後得兩日時間，你想我做到幾多嘢？」我問，漸漸放軟身子。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIiPXVp2Xx
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ959iMWTPS9
「我一早講咗，個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw5zEZ4S8Q
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVjBuMCvME
「咁你講，點解要今日就停？」我淚眼問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aGeSbP7ZN
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuqgFSRk3S
「因為我已經預知到，你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說，一臉冰冷，「你係想返學嘅時候，盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛，去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG322F3pXl
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhA47HwDoI
「係又點？有咩問題？」我不滿地問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3mZ4HzZuy
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t9BFN3O6K
「你記唔記得，我講過，神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24I45RITRl
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35GPfgcMSu
「神唔係謀士、軍師，唔係要幫人諗對策，幫佢地解決困境。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d9Lwdlp0A
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ipQujrTUZ
「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢，佢照做，之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇，哩個唔係神嘅做法，只係一個人嘅做法。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhk9awO55P
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOae8TsUu7B
「咁……要……點做先啱？」我語塞。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eEcTXMkXT
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlP0HvTWKc
膝蓋跪了下來。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZZ1BU9huq
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說，「最初神創造人類嘅時候，除咗個樣似自己，有五官、有手腳之外，仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人，係佢冇拎走嘅。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaICqRkAUei
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95OgX1iAzQ
「咩能力？」我問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs7bWHqgk4
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「創造力。」祂說，「神創造萬物，人都可以創造好多嘢。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHrR58XTxB
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「包括創造一個避難所，畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsN5oB0jUv
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUYG4bUruq
「包括創造自己嘅人生。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50MI4GoV2Z
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnfXqHVvtM
「人生不存在，換個態度，仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句，再說，「人最厲害嘅地方，在於換個啱嘅態度，乜都可以做到。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWXADwVCAk
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcgTrW9T8P
「所……以？」我想聽下去。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwTU0h0mPR
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ7P4Eup92
「所以你只需要引導佢，去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說，「然後，佢就會自己去解決問題。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZhePDyyI1
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「作為神，我地最常做嘅，就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後，世人自然會去解決問題。」神說，「如果我地做得太出面，連件事都出手幫世人解決埋，乜都畀晒答案，世人只會對我地產生依賴。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLsXCT0fQZ
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「就好似，你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我，「就可能會，令佢依賴咗你，之後冇咗你唔得。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAX6riRd6J
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境，仍然冇辦法自己解決。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAOURpLEyW
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「好多人參加測試，都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維，停留係人嘅思考層次，所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZWh2HKlez
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「不過，孫正直——」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9ByNiksH6
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOELBqbK6yw
「毋須羞恥，你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說，「雖然你係冇心嘅，但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動，感動咗佢。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakzTkCOSEw
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQATcqAAoRG
「你可能唔知，為其他人喊，係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動，會影響到傾姐。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiuxwHTXb2
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「慢慢咁，佢會開始直面佢嘅家人，同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法，說服家人尊重佢嘅意願，最後脫離現有嘅生活。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx66KJVhvO
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipglCDmnpV
「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說，露出溫暖微笑。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJYERCTdhu
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m2Lb4qSfM
而我，低下了頭。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FzhVwYP3N
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnJGZcU7eT
「咁我點？」我問，流下了淚。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw2Ozh67pl
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmPnmtFfyt
「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生？」神明丁試問。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kUoWLcDAy
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CCmzMLOMZ
我狠狠地盯著祂。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDEEN0zEYa
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9OJbsfoaq
「餵雞，你去餵雞先，然後再瞓一陣！」神明丁轉移話題。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2md6HGbJ7
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UyYW7Q2CW
「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVUkY76wc2
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6qCudTZwx
憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m9uldB5Ow
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyYTzK9y0l
「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說，拿出剛才的練習簿，體諒地說，「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy13pYRLXOv
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