A/N: I'll be adding music that I listened to while writing these soon. I've been incredibly busy with my short film, podcast, and school work, so thank you all for being patient. I'm definitely not the best at writing poetry but hopefully it's still enjoyable for you lovelies! This was probably the trickiest poem I've written along with my Villanelle (coming soon). I was strongly inspired by my own experiences and Melanie Martinez's music (I'll post a couple links when I can of the songs I listened to while writing this). Sestinas are INCREDIBLY repetitive, as every stanza must have the same repeating words at the end of each line in a certain order. Pretty tricky to lay out and write, but I've gotten it finished at least. 58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOxvp7F1LS
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As always, thank you lovelies! Hugs to all of you!copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKiy8vANLg

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Did you know that you’ve driven me out of my mind?copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDsG5rtdLh

But instead of crying about it, this just means I can focus on me.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡf22yBa3cYO

I’m sick of watching my mouth all the time around you,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjxWSTX4JF

you’ve suddenly turned me into something violent; just look at this.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDi7joyNBk

But I’m still struggling to accept the way things are now.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rm6pYhsaf

I’ve gotten to used to these bladed words and I’m so tired of it.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDzOArIxvr

I’ve been pushed far enough, and I just can’t stand it,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡda4whoUQbw

so I’m telling you to let me erase you from my mind.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡagnxnNwEfG

I’m throwing myself a pity party and I don’t even care now.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxkslUU3sp

I was always happy when you were with me,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFzAbRZ6Ia

but now I know that I can’t comprehend this,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTr0rONXt3

and I’m sick of arguing only to be brought down by you.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnAYPWTK0l

I thought that we’d be together forever, but I just didn’t know you.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w0J6cB5ij

I know this isn’t right even though I don’t quite understand all of it,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVcHVDwJAZ

but all I know is that I won’t be able to go through with this.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfmndck6Wk

When you’re not right by my side, I don’t even mind.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6RsQXFr2X

You were so sweet, until the day that you didn’t need me.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjTX0OBwyc

I can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t real, so we’re done now.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlrSIF53L1

Finally accepted that I can stand on my own and live in the nowcopyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡod8fGYclqf

instead of lingering on my past mistakes and trying catch up to you.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡibyb9z0K6y

If you keep treating me like a toy, then you’re nothing but a piece of meat to me.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCTovC3AFP

You still have everything you stole from me and you’ve run away with it.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡC32KiIJv39

Now I’m beyond mad, so this is me giving you a piece of my mindcopyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmkjytSzeY

because how am I supposed to have known that you would do this?copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bB1z6EDGk

You have to actually love me if you want all of this.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjov3HdMch

If you choose me, there will be no more turning back nowcopyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXDghcK9LY

because I hate that you’re always so foggy-minded.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T9KUJQzmx

I used to think that I should throw my life away for you,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPQhkUZyHb

but now they tell me to buy more meds at this point I’ll try it,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD9tUqFEAq

because I’m still depressed, and it’s like you tried to kill me.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJjMtevjNS

These cotton candy memories are bittersweet to me,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHHIZ2DYAk

and this roller coaster can’t get any higher than this.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡapYjSSKxwk

I used to love this carnival, but now I can’t stand it.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡY83hVwvqQj

Whenever you call me stupid for the things I do now,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI11q034ZD

I remember that you’ve only ever made me change for you.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡo93mtWeduL

Before you tore me down, I used to use my heart instead of my mindcopyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡysTCKP9gf0

I can’t bet my heart on it, but I hope you still love me even now.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzIBA9CDdB

You linger with me, but I told myself that I’m done with this.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCLlZfhdtL

I keep thinking I know you, but you always change your mind.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1eSEYINeX

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