A/N: I'll be adding music that I listened to while writing these soon. I've been incredibly busy with my short film, podcast, and school work, so thank you all for being patient. I'm definitely not the best at writing poetry but hopefully it's still enjoyable for you lovelies! This was probably the trickiest poem I've written along with my Villanelle (coming soon). I was strongly inspired by my own experiences and Melanie Martinez's music (I'll post a couple links when I can of the songs I listened to while writing this). Sestinas are INCREDIBLY repetitive, as every stanza must have the same repeating words at the end of each line in a certain order. Pretty tricky to lay out and write, but I've gotten it finished at least. 98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz01CAoHwF
copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4TWjN6tDx
As always, thank you lovelies! Hugs to all of you!copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIEdMnTkH6
98Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWD05tOkaP
copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtoqd77MwE
Did you know that you’ve driven me out of my mind?copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KJ0G2NNvr
But instead of crying about it, this just means I can focus on me.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd9ZrWnkg4
I’m sick of watching my mouth all the time around you,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYyOoLWwys
you’ve suddenly turned me into something violent; just look at this.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEdUETWrGs
But I’m still struggling to accept the way things are now.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1G217Zorf
I’ve gotten to used to these bladed words and I’m so tired of it.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSe1GCNC9l
I’ve been pushed far enough, and I just can’t stand it,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kZieEcb6T
so I’m telling you to let me erase you from my mind.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZVk2Ws1lT
I’m throwing myself a pity party and I don’t even care now.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPMvRs8E5h
I was always happy when you were with me,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bC0uREG3K
but now I know that I can’t comprehend this,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHJw2MsuNO
and I’m sick of arguing only to be brought down by you.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4EaAvDIaI
I thought that we’d be together forever, but I just didn’t know you.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aUDaouP5x
I know this isn’t right even though I don’t quite understand all of it,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFejbh5EMT
but all I know is that I won’t be able to go through with this.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaX7lxDYgO
When you’re not right by my side, I don’t even mind.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhZBU90oZ5
You were so sweet, until the day that you didn’t need me.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyLaSXsXCe
I can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t real, so we’re done now.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5oOdKmRID
Finally accepted that I can stand on my own and live in the nowcopyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpUE1OO1dN
instead of lingering on my past mistakes and trying catch up to you.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69mSkePMcr
If you keep treating me like a toy, then you’re nothing but a piece of meat to me.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03xpRL9eCS
You still have everything you stole from me and you’ve run away with it.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhiMWjBKlO
Now I’m beyond mad, so this is me giving you a piece of my mindcopyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡysXUki8a4k
because how am I supposed to have known that you would do this?copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5n9vfUFux
You have to actually love me if you want all of this.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmPP8L9Jwu
If you choose me, there will be no more turning back nowcopyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4WvZhO7rT
because I hate that you’re always so foggy-minded.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3YQcu679A
I used to think that I should throw my life away for you,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHWtw4fGOL
but now they tell me to buy more meds at this point I’ll try it,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡamQ7SPoGXP
because I’m still depressed, and it’s like you tried to kill me.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqTyg52ndc
These cotton candy memories are bittersweet to me,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRTTlpYA5M
and this roller coaster can’t get any higher than this.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg9cn12LH0
I used to love this carnival, but now I can’t stand it.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhquPHAR4N
Whenever you call me stupid for the things I do now,copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31FXV1mUBs
I remember that you’ve only ever made me change for you.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXJQa6ScSz
Before you tore me down, I used to use my heart instead of my mindcopyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuRDZGkzyp
I can’t bet my heart on it, but I hope you still love me even now.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCr3zm4WhF
You linger with me, but I told myself that I’m done with this.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYD8PNfH08
I keep thinking I know you, but you always change your mind.copyright protection94ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdC8QCPbbn
ns54.224.118.247da2