A/N: I'll be adding music that I listened to while writing these soon. I've been incredibly busy with my short film, podcast, and school work, so thank you all for being patient. I'm definitely not the best at writing poetry but hopefully it's still enjoyable for you lovelies! This was probably the trickiest poem I've written along with my Villanelle (coming soon). I was strongly inspired by my own experiences and Melanie Martinez's music (I'll post a couple links when I can of the songs I listened to while writing this). Sestinas are INCREDIBLY repetitive, as every stanza must have the same repeating words at the end of each line in a certain order. Pretty tricky to lay out and write, but I've gotten it finished at least. 433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBntoH7H5g
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As always, thank you lovelies! Hugs to all of you!8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqPb015FLj 維尼
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Did you know that you’ve driven me out of my mind?8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDYcAtbdDb 維尼
But instead of crying about it, this just means I can focus on me.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLayJcIiUW 維尼
I’m sick of watching my mouth all the time around you,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDeksNKEiu 維尼
you’ve suddenly turned me into something violent; just look at this.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJNQwvTVtI 維尼
But I’m still struggling to accept the way things are now.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D6CqxsExp 維尼
I’ve gotten to used to these bladed words and I’m so tired of it.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBSdsGF4ZY 維尼
I’ve been pushed far enough, and I just can’t stand it,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzRnxCZc8p 維尼
so I’m telling you to let me erase you from my mind.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡevrRcEg0Bh 維尼
I’m throwing myself a pity party and I don’t even care now.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLupqO4wtZ 維尼
I was always happy when you were with me,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB8EeO1iux 維尼
but now I know that I can’t comprehend this,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkaRxdnEZY 維尼
and I’m sick of arguing only to be brought down by you.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgCQdQqKyE 維尼
I thought that we’d be together forever, but I just didn’t know you.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyY9376Xbm 維尼
I know this isn’t right even though I don’t quite understand all of it,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgJxkspWY4 維尼
but all I know is that I won’t be able to go through with this.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzETR71AnT 維尼
When you’re not right by my side, I don’t even mind.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFNpf5A4so 維尼
You were so sweet, until the day that you didn’t need me.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1uw30ho9c 維尼
I can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t real, so we’re done now.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbvienwBI2 維尼
Finally accepted that I can stand on my own and live in the now8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9m4xurgN2 維尼
instead of lingering on my past mistakes and trying catch up to you.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxsfd1VOpi 維尼
If you keep treating me like a toy, then you’re nothing but a piece of meat to me.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡyywdC26D67 維尼
You still have everything you stole from me and you’ve run away with it.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr9vuSML5O 維尼
Now I’m beyond mad, so this is me giving you a piece of my mind8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡco86iO1vWK 維尼
because how am I supposed to have known that you would do this?8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWZ3C2GQgg 維尼
You have to actually love me if you want all of this.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx9q9ed20j 維尼
If you choose me, there will be no more turning back now8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfbXtjzdUW 維尼
because I hate that you’re always so foggy-minded.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5WG6ADY4M 維尼
I used to think that I should throw my life away for you,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b8gkCDIt6 維尼
but now they tell me to buy more meds at this point I’ll try it,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNopNyreM9 維尼
because I’m still depressed, and it’s like you tried to kill me.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiy9KegbUh 維尼
These cotton candy memories are bittersweet to me,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFdeLTW7wb 維尼
and this roller coaster can’t get any higher than this.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfxeQ18plt 維尼
I used to love this carnival, but now I can’t stand it.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGVbicaLQ2 維尼
Whenever you call me stupid for the things I do now,8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLukhqCxKn 維尼
I remember that you’ve only ever made me change for you.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW9BmLA9bK 維尼
Before you tore me down, I used to use my heart instead of my mind8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCNNbAmqQi 維尼
I can’t bet my heart on it, but I hope you still love me even now.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzUn43GDuo 維尼
You linger with me, but I told myself that I’m done with this.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqzAnR0Yxt 維尼
I keep thinking I know you, but you always change your mind.8964 copyright protection429ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30IHUfDc3E 維尼
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