A/N: I'll be adding music that I listened to while writing these soon. I've been incredibly busy with my short film, podcast, and school work, so thank you all for being patient. I'm definitely not the best at writing poetry but hopefully it's still enjoyable for you lovelies! This was probably the trickiest poem I've written along with my Villanelle (coming soon). I was strongly inspired by my own experiences and Melanie Martinez's music (I'll post a couple links when I can of the songs I listened to while writing this). Sestinas are INCREDIBLY repetitive, as every stanza must have the same repeating words at the end of each line in a certain order. Pretty tricky to lay out and write, but I've gotten it finished at least. 104Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cYtMaakru
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As always, thank you lovelies! Hugs to all of you!copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAkeEqzmaB
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Did you know that you’ve driven me out of my mind?copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mY9WgDmkP
But instead of crying about it, this just means I can focus on me.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEpQT4hsrr
I’m sick of watching my mouth all the time around you,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HSKCUQh4i
you’ve suddenly turned me into something violent; just look at this.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaEwjBNXX7
But I’m still struggling to accept the way things are now.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtMckFhC8J
I’ve gotten to used to these bladed words and I’m so tired of it.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cqWX3RNlV
I’ve been pushed far enough, and I just can’t stand it,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T6Lpqmcnk
so I’m telling you to let me erase you from my mind.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaN6n8LFKU
I’m throwing myself a pity party and I don’t even care now.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO6PL4TDRe
I was always happy when you were with me,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY7FJx55Jt
but now I know that I can’t comprehend this,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Eda2lWH5
and I’m sick of arguing only to be brought down by you.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6UXWF1PiT
I thought that we’d be together forever, but I just didn’t know you.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SRbxAIDGs
I know this isn’t right even though I don’t quite understand all of it,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75wMiGOECw
but all I know is that I won’t be able to go through with this.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtDEqzkrpC
When you’re not right by my side, I don’t even mind.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡltucF2NoGt
You were so sweet, until the day that you didn’t need me.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNymAR3ovG
I can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t real, so we’re done now.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg9yUA7e1x
Finally accepted that I can stand on my own and live in the nowcopyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn0mzFpm45
instead of lingering on my past mistakes and trying catch up to you.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUTohtglSM
If you keep treating me like a toy, then you’re nothing but a piece of meat to me.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N2alXKtbM
You still have everything you stole from me and you’ve run away with it.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03a1pJHO6L
Now I’m beyond mad, so this is me giving you a piece of my mindcopyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWGOlXhBia
because how am I supposed to have known that you would do this?copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkXqvjngMy
You have to actually love me if you want all of this.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NCcO1WvQ3
If you choose me, there will be no more turning back nowcopyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK0WzlUQXd
because I hate that you’re always so foggy-minded.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lxYL2i8i4
I used to think that I should throw my life away for you,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlSjyGlvcc
but now they tell me to buy more meds at this point I’ll try it,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡytXyqwUknR
because I’m still depressed, and it’s like you tried to kill me.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoc5nY8F6r
These cotton candy memories are bittersweet to me,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOMC8ljuQv
and this roller coaster can’t get any higher than this.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpZDXp9RKw
I used to love this carnival, but now I can’t stand it.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiVVniTwX0
Whenever you call me stupid for the things I do now,copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHPKkY5DsV
I remember that you’ve only ever made me change for you.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99k8MiyWai
Before you tore me down, I used to use my heart instead of my mindcopyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTAoPYHJuE
I can’t bet my heart on it, but I hope you still love me even now.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrmzbGxhk0
You linger with me, but I told myself that I’m done with this.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu9xCWQbT0
I keep thinking I know you, but you always change your mind.copyright protection100ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmU4LJ2ssw
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