A/N: I'll be adding music that I listened to while writing these soon. I've been incredibly busy with my short film, podcast, and school work, so thank you all for being patient. I'm definitely not the best at writing poetry but hopefully it's still enjoyable for you lovelies! This was probably the trickiest poem I've written along with my Villanelle (coming soon). I was strongly inspired by my own experiences and Melanie Martinez's music (I'll post a couple links when I can of the songs I listened to while writing this). Sestinas are INCREDIBLY repetitive, as every stanza must have the same repeating words at the end of each line in a certain order. Pretty tricky to lay out and write, but I've gotten it finished at least. 321Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXw8oPuuNk
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As always, thank you lovelies! Hugs to all of you!8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡopgfSLujmb 維尼
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Did you know that you’ve driven me out of my mind?8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡegwcdeHDiL 維尼
But instead of crying about it, this just means I can focus on me.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAhOI8Ghzj 維尼
I’m sick of watching my mouth all the time around you,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpNYsWzoHL 維尼
you’ve suddenly turned me into something violent; just look at this.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN6oS527iM 維尼
But I’m still struggling to accept the way things are now.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9axroUU8K 維尼
I’ve gotten to used to these bladed words and I’m so tired of it.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXczgiU5kZ 維尼
I’ve been pushed far enough, and I just can’t stand it,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡclUN4QNzkg 維尼
so I’m telling you to let me erase you from my mind.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm4Umy1C4G 維尼
I’m throwing myself a pity party and I don’t even care now.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IbyaJfkAj 維尼
I was always happy when you were with me,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJDQvwnO0N 維尼
but now I know that I can’t comprehend this,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡImQrfh9HJz 維尼
and I’m sick of arguing only to be brought down by you.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDL6vZEMDj 維尼
I thought that we’d be together forever, but I just didn’t know you.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUw99wlFFY 維尼
I know this isn’t right even though I don’t quite understand all of it,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCQKPtq3Mp 維尼
but all I know is that I won’t be able to go through with this.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Utgv0ujRC 維尼
When you’re not right by my side, I don’t even mind.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQkTnImWrV 維尼
You were so sweet, until the day that you didn’t need me.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡd63exr86rt 維尼
I can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t real, so we’re done now.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYN6OfRQpl 維尼
Finally accepted that I can stand on my own and live in the now8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hAjUs2Crm 維尼
instead of lingering on my past mistakes and trying catch up to you.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡthrHewubMw 維尼
If you keep treating me like a toy, then you’re nothing but a piece of meat to me.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgUJstCg0M 維尼
You still have everything you stole from me and you’ve run away with it.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1QgdEFFxX 維尼
Now I’m beyond mad, so this is me giving you a piece of my mind8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡX36jiNB6R5 維尼
because how am I supposed to have known that you would do this?8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rs6lEaKj3 維尼
You have to actually love me if you want all of this.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J4FVsQcNi 維尼
If you choose me, there will be no more turning back now8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHCP1wm1bO 維尼
because I hate that you’re always so foggy-minded.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxB5lEQtVg 維尼
I used to think that I should throw my life away for you,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0dcT2j949 維尼
but now they tell me to buy more meds at this point I’ll try it,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZnk2J5UDC 維尼
because I’m still depressed, and it’s like you tried to kill me.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW0EpjnB6U 維尼
These cotton candy memories are bittersweet to me,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLkanw2d4y 維尼
and this roller coaster can’t get any higher than this.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡHie0M1vLAH 維尼
I used to love this carnival, but now I can’t stand it.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uuyffMBwn 維尼
Whenever you call me stupid for the things I do now,8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T0qaYWJgM 維尼
I remember that you’ve only ever made me change for you.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA8yu1qU3u 維尼
Before you tore me down, I used to use my heart instead of my mind8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAilomy6E1 維尼
I can’t bet my heart on it, but I hope you still love me even now.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJh4fH5MU2 維尼
You linger with me, but I told myself that I’m done with this.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UFKCTF7s5 維尼
I keep thinking I know you, but you always change your mind.8964 copyright protection317ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXOFDIPykR 維尼
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