A/N: I'll be adding music that I listened to while writing these soon. I've been incredibly busy with my short film, podcast, and school work, so thank you all for being patient. I'm definitely not the best at writing poetry but hopefully it's still enjoyable for you lovelies! This was probably the trickiest poem I've written along with my Villanelle (coming soon). I was strongly inspired by my own experiences and Melanie Martinez's music (I'll post a couple links when I can of the songs I listened to while writing this). Sestinas are INCREDIBLY repetitive, as every stanza must have the same repeating words at the end of each line in a certain order. Pretty tricky to lay out and write, but I've gotten it finished at least. 139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5OoB7bOjF
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As always, thank you lovelies! Hugs to all of you!copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg0PFSTUeH
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Did you know that you’ve driven me out of my mind?copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOlTLxGhkk
But instead of crying about it, this just means I can focus on me.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4ASTgLNaZ
I’m sick of watching my mouth all the time around you,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡum82oHhEzr
you’ve suddenly turned me into something violent; just look at this.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaff30NKh7
But I’m still struggling to accept the way things are now.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49bF25VNS6
I’ve gotten to used to these bladed words and I’m so tired of it.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡNntWpRDHwd
I’ve been pushed far enough, and I just can’t stand it,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qnoGrptbG
so I’m telling you to let me erase you from my mind.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgQMWTRSGJ
I’m throwing myself a pity party and I don’t even care now.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu7rqwj4eP
I was always happy when you were with me,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡhngFLW6api
but now I know that I can’t comprehend this,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0yIMvBEni
and I’m sick of arguing only to be brought down by you.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡomMvNd27ig
I thought that we’d be together forever, but I just didn’t know you.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡXADdfp9mzz
I know this isn’t right even though I don’t quite understand all of it,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡErzd9mIL06
but all I know is that I won’t be able to go through with this.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3osQUg4Wom
When you’re not right by my side, I don’t even mind.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡclWQzcfIzP
You were so sweet, until the day that you didn’t need me.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡidhSrqfabf
I can’t keep holding onto something that isn’t real, so we’re done now.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfEJ5y09vo
Finally accepted that I can stand on my own and live in the nowcopyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHKsyjFN2e
instead of lingering on my past mistakes and trying catch up to you.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡDksUdUls4x
If you keep treating me like a toy, then you’re nothing but a piece of meat to me.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlMm5SV52q
You still have everything you stole from me and you’ve run away with it.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy8e1GxGuz
Now I’m beyond mad, so this is me giving you a piece of my mindcopyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8Uo37iozn
because how am I supposed to have known that you would do this?copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhJJEOCAUE
You have to actually love me if you want all of this.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oc9DdQaUl
If you choose me, there will be no more turning back nowcopyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQtEfxMxVl
because I hate that you’re always so foggy-minded.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSDEBitdSn
I used to think that I should throw my life away for you,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUM44piUAd
but now they tell me to buy more meds at this point I’ll try it,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk4JZjgLRc
because I’m still depressed, and it’s like you tried to kill me.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N5LrH3UVW
These cotton candy memories are bittersweet to me,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNR5SVubQ5
and this roller coaster can’t get any higher than this.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6ptQpN7bF
I used to love this carnival, but now I can’t stand it.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡkisp4U68P2
Whenever you call me stupid for the things I do now,copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57PWcIRHTH
I remember that you’ve only ever made me change for you.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiOcMEBAMM
Before you tore me down, I used to use my heart instead of my mindcopyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡf65IwaCDir
I can’t bet my heart on it, but I hope you still love me even now.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnzvjMdbu6
You linger with me, but I told myself that I’m done with this.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡThpHtcm5M9
I keep thinking I know you, but you always change your mind.copyright protection135ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2gYKM8nqq
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