No Plagiarism!gSDLLQItSoEEnF3Y7FBEposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!991Please respect copyright.PENANAFt9wrydiH9
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection987PENANAn9xPs722Gb 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection987PENANAdbnQEghCHt 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAWNPEedDPTd 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection987PENANA2GerYcgcf4 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection987PENANAXByvLJwBOz 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAIg9fvyexVk 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection987PENANAjrbcHy72Gb 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAkWJTm4oi0V 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection987PENANAFs47vpPaVP 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection987PENANA8ot4cpLPwf 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAKieSOiPuBw 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAu4Q4i5kzPF 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection987PENANARIoJXhUZLh 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAg9s4VTxQUv 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection987PENANAMU9sMYOeVT 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection987PENANAzbzTjglPrL 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection987PENANA7YkVxOaDY5 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAqeqLDVL18I 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection987PENANAqtRT98LX5z 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAR04efwBkGL 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection987PENANALwflpqSQic 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAv9rWGpo4kR 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection987PENANAiv6SrEnEmD 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection987PENANAH1eE9jsd5I 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAsYbUvfmCQM 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAZUNFs2NUWZ 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection987PENANAV854CZOiIe 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAmgDnP1xqFp 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAdjsBrJ8hmp 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAnyVBUp5i9n 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection987PENANA216z4g2XXG 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAHLAoFoDHpw 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection987PENANA5dzsOrGYa4 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAkXqJweevYo 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAd4Sro6Pvvc 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAMQSbvaBKAr 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAaNma0HPxAE 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAsflU8o46NH 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection987PENANA00RUcZvnoG 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection987PENANAvR11wyi8Eo 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection987PENANAjVdLINwklX 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAI99L5OSxrT 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection987PENANAzX4Cnerx3z 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection987PENANASSB1g4WoGC 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAJx80cgcpH3 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAJlcfb0BrFw 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection987PENANAH05eR4Fqu6 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection987PENANAPNTSU2cthA 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection987PENANAMikk3ongjZ 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection987PENANAJfVGFC6EFT 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection987PENANAQfJRQaQ1pt 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAMXntkHLonQ 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection987PENANACUg7Pnb90j 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAbfamxGOXQC 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection987PENANA0tTaEmdA0Q 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAzxCXfMdCZU 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection987PENANA9J5pvTjPcV 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection987PENANAeUwNeTGFka 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection987PENANAvUeDCLpdbS 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection987PENANA5GCOs2voRF 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAewl3bvPdiY 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection987PENANArTyVijE2A1 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection987PENANA9AgkPyPNgk 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAWnhFLXkyqS 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAiaxLgCT3Xj 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAr8tmNHDIpM 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection987PENANA2gz5GiO2oV 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection987PENANAAxy0gPHiTy 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAkiSEmSnAu8 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection987PENANAhK1onGaizh 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection987PENANAGl1DV3nZRE 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection987PENANAvwIHWA0Ggx 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection987PENANA9L7u4OUCCK 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection987PENANAcpHDd2V8oh 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAgv6YRKPucZ 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection987PENANAGgtsMXFlmD 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAyOXS8oj3NJ 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection987PENANAUEkV6ws93l 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAs79NpqWOeS 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection987PENANA6ok0KTQvfd 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAGuCBohYvZx 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection987PENANANfyF5aEDLb 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAyyp43c4DSV 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAhmnVQ47J3J 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection987PENANAon0PmIMDaD 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAlsmoC6uzeW 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection987PENANA2CA4xUPcJR 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection987PENANA42v4aOyP3N 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection987PENANAf18j5hjATr 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection987PENANAHa9d3o255S 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection987PENANAhM6tWMMyUE 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection987PENANA2nqkxk6aGs 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.991Please respect copyright.PENANAgbrd1qIdfy
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