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No Plagiarism!YSvuqjiqRhc7r3jG5q0Bposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!546Please respect copyright.PENANALny8gt1Yl3
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection542PENANAtQYZobocLh 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection542PENANARtCn2djRZn 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection542PENANA2NGnJgWyL6 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAYd84otsIPs 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection542PENANA0DUCmLVpyF 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAMYAlKctDTh 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection542PENANA4rB3QEMbx0 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection542PENANABe3LHwDzEC 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection542PENANAESc9wwbM2u 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection542PENANArzeRtJsA8f 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection542PENANA4eo2WGDscO 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection542PENANABstJlPx8CL 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAmzpg77shmF 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection542PENANA4b9IhtuGTy 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection542PENANAFTIL2v39RM 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection542PENANABKXbpbZNI8 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAGDUUmCF63n 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAHs2IpAJHrk 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection542PENANANxPaRLwPeH 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAcjY0wS0qOD 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection542PENANAJwoFfbGxsB 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAKemuQhtn5J 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection542PENANAPXxwltxYgR 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection542PENANAXRLS4V1Rst 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAzd4x6dskf0 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAPON1j6ph7X 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection542PENANA8ijlHz4NgN 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAnek8PhPjgN 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAvNtgwJkoTN 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAveLFttpQJQ 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAzvSDr0u7lq 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAVSOH0DW0oe 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAI8mmMlFYHC 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAVgnJxWy5XH 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection542PENANA27HjnkO9MH 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAqd3nfPrQta 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection542PENANARDF5KYTWXD 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection542PENANA171gPX6BSm 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAymXcJQ2hG0 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection542PENANA6232cN5zhp 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection542PENANAuUvJrj7yGA 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAsZzypvY5VR 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection542PENANA16BDY9ZonP 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection542PENANA8SHWPHKqp5 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAXKg3xw64Gj 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAL8Dk9SGChy 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection542PENANAwBuXVokeDj 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection542PENANApSVzcuaHXw 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection542PENANA65PkdDLZU2 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection542PENANABlNeLsczpD 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection542PENANAerJ3deK5iq 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAjVXzB9BwGL 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAUI5t21K8iW 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection542PENANALBwTpGc6uH 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAAuyIJOfClg 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAwhUofdUrGj 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection542PENANAXCjgKK8Are 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection542PENANA0pShrwIBWi 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection542PENANAF7FKcN4YzI 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAnU8SOx2Ne2 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAFTGBo1gg0a 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection542PENANA8InjzY03pw 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection542PENANAQlqv3RQkdi 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAcjTIqRhxwQ 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection542PENANABDop74UNae 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAwlOaPVReBY 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAbc45l9pjPI 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection542PENANAyZNtKPN2lp 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection542PENANA8fajF1uxJs 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection542PENANAt2h2qeyjlB 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection542PENANAaZ0qYxZqjU 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection542PENANA3nwtpeBuXU 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection542PENANACcyDOmfP1P 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection542PENANAanuF15l0XB 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection542PENANANX4FRdwQPL 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection542PENANAfENnunGHVg 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAiBEI5xWVGD 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection542PENANA29XGWkgRjo 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAgln3GKwo3O 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAMSNDHNraYi 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAKdVbQXE18B 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection542PENANAgdWPdqpGuo 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAYyFQrsJWax 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAUv26GR0l1m 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection542PENANAky1URep4xZ 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection542PENANAtlaWW26diD 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection542PENANAYpDiU6ntOe 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection542PENANATCRGxOWzts 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection542PENANATzTQbLmnth 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection542PENANAbqpTS7N0rX 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection542PENANAFR6vNw3LdC 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection542PENANAUdqViKNqmS 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.546Please respect copyright.PENANAowm1V03Y7U
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