A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U2tpPB3pl
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An Apology to Anonymous90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHDhZZFZXR
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I know, okay? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YXUAeHelr
I know I messed up. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡQewMxX6VPL
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cAdMr7lls
Always have been. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡtorqj2F0g1
Always will be. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6fZTNWZJM
I just need to feel again. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJYlXLN568
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I could strive for something. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34e1qbNdgT
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOtUOtKQaC
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SXxQhQBy9
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BdkDDwqRN
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When your eyes lit up,copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsh3VedF3Z
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Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnSVcLD78f
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Outside of these bars. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdscbzXJ8G
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I was able to feel! copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡta6y16QEIe
How do I continue livingcopyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBrdfSu1wr
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o3mISPBF1
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9bKIdQyRz
That would help.copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhaevq6ZsD
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx1uUJnJl2
But I can try. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZcXKUaBs2
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfjmtONAOf
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I'm begging. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoDasasdGR
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I swear. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49qHkTSN6y
Please, just help me again. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw56iOtCO2
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I worked so hard to build. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡoehTmUMFrm
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡv10v2lQWzX
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Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm0Egmy320
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Did you abandon me copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXGBrTeKMd
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9zxOQUnTW
More talent? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjupIytusu
You wanted more, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjrvVSp9Db
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If you did, copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU03jJBNd4
Are you happy now? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2nJxjBXtf
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QpuM7DAJa
Just return to me. copyright protection86ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi4hlo0Xbd
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 90Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZltoxi8m3
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