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#6
An Apology to Anonymous
EnnaStark
Sep 6, 2016
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A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 83Please respect copyright.PENANAuCEW1F62UL
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An Apology to Anonymous83Please respect copyright.PENANAGC93OW8Vcr
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I know, okay? copyright protection79PENANAaJS3WUj7XW

I know I messed up. copyright protection79PENANAQXrnBwbmnq

I'm the one to blame. copyright protection79PENANAKr9bKHR3NU

Always have been. copyright protection79PENANAFYEx2AslHp

Always will be. copyright protection79PENANAixmJVXg6kD

I just need to feel again. copyright protection79PENANAx45GgPo7Tb

When I had your approval copyright protection79PENANA1yaF6cgyxY

Or your scrutiny, copyright protection79PENANAXQwkzriQyC

I could strive for something. copyright protection79PENANAt5GzMWoa4i

But you left me in the dust, copyright protection79PENANAm5QwLWI1ug

Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection79PENANAZs7vNHX5xv

That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection79PENANAH1AoAmlYxp

I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection79PENANAgTv7qg49iz

And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection79PENANAqh1xNOeKUM

Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection79PENANAfBNQ0ndmmK

Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection79PENANAMDDhK4yPdQ

When your eyes lit up,copyright protection79PENANAoD8paVepG8

Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection79PENANAcWKZMLnZ7J

That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection79PENANAKUmob7sJWF

Keeping me alive.copyright protection79PENANAAljIKtDZTk

But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection79PENANA76gS52Ds2L

To light my way out of the prison copyright protection79PENANAcMFzaRGCBD

You locked me in. copyright protection79PENANAibYBTJ5xJZ

I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection79PENANARQ57JaanDc

And you laughed at me, copyright protection79PENANA8QZOpaF6Nh

Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection79PENANAK5sIHmsMTb

Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection79PENANALL2RTL239F

Outside of these bars. copyright protection79PENANAghwg6VqM1d

I relied on what you said copyright protection79PENANA3Ljvu0SXMM

And did what you wanted, copyright protection79PENANA8yxbprXru6

And for one glorious moment copyright protection79PENANA7LoD1uzsgB

I was able to feel! copyright protection79PENANAFkmYQRZIOM

How do I continue livingcopyright protection79PENANAuXk29Kt6cY

When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection79PENANAckJBYL5xdm

Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection79PENANA8TGvSwnRfc

That would help.copyright protection79PENANADJ9YLiJfpV

I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection79PENANAdCgXdeIjMW

But I can try. copyright protection79PENANAFVQmqJTOB8

So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection79PENANA0fSaeDtXSS

I know you hate me, copyright protection79PENANAT6u93IoM1a

And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection79PENANAJH5z3wjXlU

But I need your presence. copyright protection79PENANA5l9XvoBYlu

How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection79PENANAReAmnE4Lq5

Come back, copyright protection79PENANAW9M2JQz2OU

Please, copyright protection79PENANAXTf7RKvtJQ

I'm begging. copyright protection79PENANAXB4yXsc1eD

I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection79PENANA7bMUdwLMyz

But I can change that, copyright protection79PENANAGvtVDkG8Oq

I swear. copyright protection79PENANAYM13kYwx0L

Please, just help me again. copyright protection79PENANAa7WX2atNW2

I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection79PENANAmDxQzbagjZ

Despite what you say copyright protection79PENANAHiLIm6HSDI

And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection79PENANAEOQBLSLeGI

I worked so hard to build. copyright protection79PENANAg3lOTV04bj

You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection79PENANA3SBOBXUjQy

And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection79PENANA1vmR68KRnq

Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection79PENANAAEuVtnQtr2

I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection79PENANAMuUojwmePc

Did you abandon me copyright protection79PENANAMRH9JOhtFE

To find someone with more skill? copyright protection79PENANAUfjobML2fd

More talent? copyright protection79PENANA41IZp1wLfl

You wanted more, copyright protection79PENANAY2cGcVutpa

So did you finally find that? copyright protection79PENANA8kprIBduDs

If you did, copyright protection79PENANAIIuqIUreGH

Are you happy now? copyright protection79PENANAzEKMlWIPq7

Or is it still not enough? copyright protection79PENANAZzrp1a0eFE

Just return to me. copyright protection79PENANAHnmcN46fiN

I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 83Please respect copyright.PENANAI9jaRYXwmA
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