A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu6SxtunKW
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An Apology to Anonymous58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q5gYKmA5h
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I know, okay? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2URbHHGKY
I know I messed up. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg1M88oXq7
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnZBrKIdOp
Always have been. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHrEyDmfj7
Always will be. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7nfTwoitP
I just need to feel again. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9coLE9uRY
When I had your approval copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBFlgdYDti
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHp8XjEmB8
I could strive for something. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0inp32yxT
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrvcMMqKpT
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aAsjyLXUm
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55notMrvlZ
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSrV4dHuY7
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1iZtBxfyr
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEwY20Luv6
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVYVQ39xy7
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW9XVDytS7
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuLrtOrejX
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNSjJImTgU
Keeping me alive.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WRaTNNsgG
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbbkCE94Ts
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You locked me in. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUQH5KuTcL
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And you laughed at me, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFyZA6Ze1T
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RN0yTK3MX
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmIL7Plx5Z
Outside of these bars. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡROFpNfvNux
I relied on what you said copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDouDXoo1a
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And for one glorious moment copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3NBtBRZol
I was able to feel! copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ZVADSY1T
How do I continue livingcopyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nKFrmkkkx
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgA7S4IJ36
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zc5uMImKK
That would help.copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT71zynUTH
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcY2jQ62A9
But I can try. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FJlKd7tAS
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRMlSlTggM
I know you hate me, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHZWKjNQln
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u3JPOWXhx
But I need your presence. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvoBQhXKxd
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvVxsFQgwc
Come back, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxGHgwvdtN
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I'm begging. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6su2ZXHQde
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RLJy2f4fJ
But I can change that, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡR03baYlBRg
I swear. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYI30I0Iye
Please, just help me again. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA5IkDLzH0
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz1mLck6Nc
Despite what you say copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnb6rcOrUn
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSXLAiolR6
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaGoxrBSyo
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VLg2csQEn
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkfb5Qtucl
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzwhX3IyVh
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0cJhfWJ5B
Did you abandon me copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jWmv2dYwp
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8YQpWU8vQ
More talent? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsQCc8R9RX
You wanted more, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZgGmMJzKg
So did you finally find that? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5oXVNTQWo
If you did, copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlRxY4FPdw
Are you happy now? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYw3ESPorA
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqG2nBQgsM
Just return to me. copyright protection54ＰＥＮＡＮＡF87xF5BkVP
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWZdjLFznw
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