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#6
An Apology to Anonymous
EnnaStark
Sep 6, 2016
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No Plagiarism!9c7TbIiAKOloY8NQv2g6posted on PENANA

A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 58Please respect copyright.PENANAcu6SxtunKW
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An Apology to Anonymous58Please respect copyright.PENANA9q5gYKmA5h
copyright protection54PENANAWSV4L6M3Gw

I know, okay? copyright protection54PENANAS2URbHHGKY

I know I messed up. copyright protection54PENANANg1M88oXq7

I'm the one to blame. copyright protection54PENANAGnZBrKIdOp

Always have been. copyright protection54PENANAKHrEyDmfj7

Always will be. copyright protection54PENANAe7nfTwoitP

I just need to feel again. copyright protection54PENANAp9coLE9uRY

When I had your approval copyright protection54PENANATBFlgdYDti

Or your scrutiny, copyright protection54PENANAKHp8XjEmB8

I could strive for something. copyright protection54PENANAb0inp32yxT

But you left me in the dust, copyright protection54PENANAxrvcMMqKpT

Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection54PENANA3aAsjyLXUm

That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection54PENANA55notMrvlZ

I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection54PENANApSrV4dHuY7

And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection54PENANAo1iZtBxfyr

Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection54PENANABEwY20Luv6

Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection54PENANAuVYVQ39xy7

When your eyes lit up,copyright protection54PENANAFW9XVDytS7

Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection54PENANAUuLrtOrejX

That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection54PENANAlNSjJImTgU

Keeping me alive.copyright protection54PENANA1WRaTNNsgG

But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection54PENANAzbbkCE94Ts

To light my way out of the prison copyright protection54PENANA2egUy0DUTU

You locked me in. copyright protection54PENANAPUQH5KuTcL

I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection54PENANAzLWL6zpgDj

And you laughed at me, copyright protection54PENANAIFyZA6Ze1T

Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection54PENANA9RN0yTK3MX

Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection54PENANAPmIL7Plx5Z

Outside of these bars. copyright protection54PENANAROFpNfvNux

I relied on what you said copyright protection54PENANAGDouDXoo1a

And did what you wanted, copyright protection54PENANAlQx4CETXcY

And for one glorious moment copyright protection54PENANAW3NBtBRZol

I was able to feel! copyright protection54PENANAw5ZVADSY1T

How do I continue livingcopyright protection54PENANA8nKFrmkkkx

When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection54PENANAjgA7S4IJ36

Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection54PENANA5zc5uMImKK

That would help.copyright protection54PENANAgT71zynUTH

I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection54PENANArcY2jQ62A9

But I can try. copyright protection54PENANA8FJlKd7tAS

So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection54PENANAdRMlSlTggM

I know you hate me, copyright protection54PENANAYHZWKjNQln

And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection54PENANA0u3JPOWXhx

But I need your presence. copyright protection54PENANAPvoBQhXKxd

How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection54PENANAxvVxsFQgwc

Come back, copyright protection54PENANADxGHgwvdtN

Please, copyright protection54PENANAKjj9VaqTUY

I'm begging. copyright protection54PENANA6su2ZXHQde

I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection54PENANA2RLJy2f4fJ

But I can change that, copyright protection54PENANAR03baYlBRg

I swear. copyright protection54PENANAzYI30I0Iye

Please, just help me again. copyright protection54PENANAXA5IkDLzH0

I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection54PENANAjz1mLck6Nc

Despite what you say copyright protection54PENANAnnb6rcOrUn

And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection54PENANAFSXLAiolR6

I worked so hard to build. copyright protection54PENANAmaGoxrBSyo

You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection54PENANA4VLg2csQEn

And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection54PENANAdkfb5Qtucl

Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection54PENANABzwhX3IyVh

I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection54PENANAX0cJhfWJ5B

Did you abandon me copyright protection54PENANA7jWmv2dYwp

To find someone with more skill? copyright protection54PENANAk8YQpWU8vQ

More talent? copyright protection54PENANApsQCc8R9RX

You wanted more, copyright protection54PENANAKZgGmMJzKg

So did you finally find that? copyright protection54PENANAY5oXVNTQWo

If you did, copyright protection54PENANAGlRxY4FPdw

Are you happy now? copyright protection54PENANAMYw3ESPorA

Or is it still not enough? copyright protection54PENANAEqG2nBQgsM

Just return to me. copyright protection54PENANAF87xF5BkVP

I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 58Please respect copyright.PENANApWZdjLFznw
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