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#6
An Apology to Anonymous
EnnaStark
Sep 6, 2016
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No Plagiarism!sd8fWLSIuVYzLZyvsVG6posted on PENANA

A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 98Please respect copyright.PENANAJP9Fs1Awfh
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An Apology to Anonymous98Please respect copyright.PENANANy6dlgYMho
copyright protection94PENANAAhrJxoup6Z

I know, okay? copyright protection94PENANAl4y647Cw3i

I know I messed up. copyright protection94PENANADttjyu55AT

I'm the one to blame. copyright protection94PENANAibbKUI8p7e

Always have been. copyright protection94PENANAptjYzn6bU9

Always will be. copyright protection94PENANAtxCWRarWf1

I just need to feel again. copyright protection94PENANAQyd1i8JqyR

When I had your approval copyright protection94PENANAFXkYWTl25g

Or your scrutiny, copyright protection94PENANAbzNOwEYXBe

I could strive for something. copyright protection94PENANAZrNcs6lbxT

But you left me in the dust, copyright protection94PENANA3cRnbNhxPm

Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection94PENANAN1WAPsfOqQ

That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection94PENANA2piPCKWXWt

I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection94PENANAQZFHmQvEnk

And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection94PENANA1bmXMbp1ZP

Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection94PENANAS1faRRVNPR

Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection94PENANAhGRWneNTSb

When your eyes lit up,copyright protection94PENANAeTmAR8LhaK

Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection94PENANA73MmeEe9s3

That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection94PENANA1JJTG77u00

Keeping me alive.copyright protection94PENANAFeU2PLbA3m

But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection94PENANAlap8wDMLNf

To light my way out of the prison copyright protection94PENANAOPZyIFFQ9G

You locked me in. copyright protection94PENANARPVMSKy3lB

I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection94PENANApGLPOitB3g

And you laughed at me, copyright protection94PENANAQR6PqPv5FF

Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection94PENANAMxvIjnsRrN

Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection94PENANAsRueGjw9Uz

Outside of these bars. copyright protection94PENANAqLrwBSl6X1

I relied on what you said copyright protection94PENANAMKzhsSEVK6

And did what you wanted, copyright protection94PENANAJdXdrEwYNr

And for one glorious moment copyright protection94PENANAyed0KOS6VQ

I was able to feel! copyright protection94PENANA8HAHY3ADYk

How do I continue livingcopyright protection94PENANAJHxHVZlrX8

When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection94PENANATvn6v8UoeQ

Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection94PENANAenxO5wRFaQ

That would help.copyright protection94PENANA0TxyAsxWUv

I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection94PENANA5N1sUxAPVO

But I can try. copyright protection94PENANAF9cdYhJQWT

So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection94PENANAGXNevoG3kB

I know you hate me, copyright protection94PENANAyqpASj7s83

And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection94PENANAhNct0bLK1I

But I need your presence. copyright protection94PENANAEIFsWaRDec

How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection94PENANAeMCDnuXuX5

Come back, copyright protection94PENANAxeTKIUVtFW

Please, copyright protection94PENANAbjEQMB1Def

I'm begging. copyright protection94PENANAQt2s7pX4UU

I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection94PENANAar83cQY7kD

But I can change that, copyright protection94PENANA4vWJmJlnmz

I swear. copyright protection94PENANADc2FFa5CeZ

Please, just help me again. copyright protection94PENANAwprFsDwrLQ

I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection94PENANA4Qm1AIKV67

Despite what you say copyright protection94PENANAuKkxqZHvBW

And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection94PENANAv8lWNOAkgm

I worked so hard to build. copyright protection94PENANAakcwlMf5Hl

You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection94PENANAcc5wKvws18

And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection94PENANAowgKt4z3oQ

Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection94PENANApyaC5vpkB6

I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection94PENANAGOjLl3hRvi

Did you abandon me copyright protection94PENANAZUPgFikfmJ

To find someone with more skill? copyright protection94PENANA5MigonLNIn

More talent? copyright protection94PENANAUobdawhsnN

You wanted more, copyright protection94PENANALnIADoTXDf

So did you finally find that? copyright protection94PENANAGJ1YZqmLd4

If you did, copyright protection94PENANA88tkmEQD6e

Are you happy now? copyright protection94PENANArRB9sexlcb

Or is it still not enough? copyright protection94PENANABSVDRV3eGh

Just return to me. copyright protection94PENANAjPpM9Lr0py

I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 98Please respect copyright.PENANAlwfKmfDqNR
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