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#6
An Apology to Anonymous
EnnaStark
Sep 6, 2016
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A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 68Please respect copyright.PENANAuAHNV4opXb
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An Apology to Anonymous68Please respect copyright.PENANAttGC2sqpsv
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I know, okay? copyright protection64PENANAWxJKBcMcdf

I know I messed up. copyright protection64PENANATKqkyr5QWB

I'm the one to blame. copyright protection64PENANAQCbkypzjPu

Always have been. copyright protection64PENANA3L1NwD0jQd

Always will be. copyright protection64PENANAyJXZ3wq8mn

I just need to feel again. copyright protection64PENANAKcZVxyk7R9

When I had your approval copyright protection64PENANABVVDJrgKL7

Or your scrutiny, copyright protection64PENANAXjQViUrJ3N

I could strive for something. copyright protection64PENANA6N06IxE2Ew

But you left me in the dust, copyright protection64PENANAcgs7TczaWk

Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection64PENANAhTE8OX3gG6

That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection64PENANA3NU4UCBzFg

I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection64PENANA6Swy0qKzAG

And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection64PENANAUSAz1pw5Fd

Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection64PENANAbJ05NVIpuo

Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection64PENANAGAgc9gDTQe

When your eyes lit up,copyright protection64PENANAAK7bj8AQeg

Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection64PENANA3pZ3vMZect

That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection64PENANACS3T5d9I7Z

Keeping me alive.copyright protection64PENANAXHK4T4duVr

But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection64PENANAKYRJ2mw1BI

To light my way out of the prison copyright protection64PENANAudAy6GLgoS

You locked me in. copyright protection64PENANAglA0qt5DY0

I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection64PENANA4IYVs1iZ2T

And you laughed at me, copyright protection64PENANAHw7i5eZQun

Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection64PENANAJLJjM9NRML

Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection64PENANASRuRNWS5VU

Outside of these bars. copyright protection64PENANAZDr6WxlVnQ

I relied on what you said copyright protection64PENANAj7B3qndee0

And did what you wanted, copyright protection64PENANAZ7RuYEqRKm

And for one glorious moment copyright protection64PENANAMJ0eQXLbT9

I was able to feel! copyright protection64PENANA1dgCgH0tVe

How do I continue livingcopyright protection64PENANAtVmlplZQcK

When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection64PENANAdZtedkbZv4

Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection64PENANA8xipay6a21

That would help.copyright protection64PENANApwXMRn7Rdk

I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection64PENANABrj5FxpRwV

But I can try. copyright protection64PENANAWFte4DMaOP

So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection64PENANAcel90cx73K

I know you hate me, copyright protection64PENANAsFcLKRi9IP

And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection64PENANA5FuyTzcGJ1

But I need your presence. copyright protection64PENANAvWfQ6g2Do6

How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection64PENANAoQLACvsUFb

Come back, copyright protection64PENANAKKQfjKOvqy

Please, copyright protection64PENANAwVuMLB2Nfq

I'm begging. copyright protection64PENANATDhFeTaGOQ

I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection64PENANASyAJNTtCpT

But I can change that, copyright protection64PENANAaWOFIzgKnv

I swear. copyright protection64PENANAbh9sWnm74a

Please, just help me again. copyright protection64PENANAXWIyGws98R

I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection64PENANA3iNRXwrehP

Despite what you say copyright protection64PENANAKs6TV3ghak

And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection64PENANAr7haGYH87P

I worked so hard to build. copyright protection64PENANAZb8N26julA

You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection64PENANAj53qYZuegE

And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection64PENANAzIMRTsPAAX

Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection64PENANAqA8yobFHG0

I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection64PENANAi05mr3lViB

Did you abandon me copyright protection64PENANAzSkmJdPzOq

To find someone with more skill? copyright protection64PENANAxe0FNpRt7x

More talent? copyright protection64PENANAtpxzLYD6UV

You wanted more, copyright protection64PENANAIuN2QxgF65

So did you finally find that? copyright protection64PENANA6Dj6j7waBD

If you did, copyright protection64PENANAI42gEOfhU9

Are you happy now? copyright protection64PENANAcDD0GuxW9E

Or is it still not enough? copyright protection64PENANA1gilnBtTM4

Just return to me. copyright protection64PENANAwv9yLNn04i

I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 68Please respect copyright.PENANAHDNDq5eHWM
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