A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hRj2nYV0e
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An Apology to Anonymous109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7lGS83pNf
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I know, okay? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡgihQfSk1JM
I know I messed up. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjHshQuhMJ
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuSNEGCsxo
Always have been. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOH1FWTZYD
Always will be. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeXtHfjbx6
I just need to feel again. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnANbftOH1
When I had your approval copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrPTsuQmuO
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg3XJKd3WK
I could strive for something. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R8KFj087H
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k8ZeBt4XY
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWeXUYI72E
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡScw0XbjXkr
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuMNt0oX5l
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZiaWc8Ekb
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcnPck1whl
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWPKJjK8gQ
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcPMmLYuqj
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJv3yInAeF
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdBLXl5Itm
Keeping me alive.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWyoIUaHpA
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05kw8Sewtt
To light my way out of the prison copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡboGNaE8fnB
You locked me in. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWxakg4vYu
I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZzpvHiKdL
And you laughed at me, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡepaVclzkAW
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcStndKrII
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOHuddcwYq
Outside of these bars. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡidQs82NHno
I relied on what you said copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiBxMYLwqt
And did what you wanted, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡflhXQvb329
And for one glorious moment copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡukmkNvmAdJ
I was able to feel! copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR2ApPzamZ
How do I continue livingcopyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBlWzcsKfu
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJPg4CMqdZ
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡacQdNg2mqo
That would help.copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡm40H1zTtj9
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeTMvXphoC
But I can try. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyP7MDnP0N
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmSe4TOYm8
I know you hate me, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7km17RYw8n
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oWYvIBSxB
But I need your presence. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLYzZ2sO0P
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8aiaha9Ni
Come back, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWHsVdax6I
Please, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mt7mtaOhb
I'm begging. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdjOwu6GDT
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9QHBMUMj0
But I can change that, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡusNXA9qKYI
I swear. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDWfrsJx9m
Please, just help me again. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9wiQ84KUo
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoRymrINcG
Despite what you say copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8krnLU7j3
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLc14299N3
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyrp7OQPB2
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6bQyyCsGV
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbHIcLKlUx
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡos6QRdEI2f
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡLymWpUv1mc
Did you abandon me copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSnEAzqlUl
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjOZ9FcOof
More talent? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49Or6dlBfI
You wanted more, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcAbQbKhwF
So did you finally find that? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpYqo86BXu
If you did, copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2EFtKTPm8
Are you happy now? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡxak8lbk6sQ
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5fKvETCgR
Just return to me. copyright protection105ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77TLMmwFcT
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 109Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBZlKSL45g
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