A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpp0rtc3Fm
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An Apology to Anonymous111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb726bgKuF7
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I know, okay? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHw3xoGwrk
I know I messed up. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrqTZiKvCT
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6M9ki2TWX
Always have been. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAFrEcQlJh
Always will be. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyI5rIncd0
I just need to feel again. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K6STrbWk7
When I had your approval copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfHzHmLyHu
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm3ysugPHu
I could strive for something. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMeXF8oQ5I
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZYFzG1keJ
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡP45SCxnTn4
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡneRCbwKznQ
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡilPh0oY2Jc
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzhRsUoQNM
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa0MNbjyLH
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡo42dl3Cj6m
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSWOJoI8ew
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaHVXu7g2T
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqX0Ej3hDa
Keeping me alive.copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa2AYLYHUd
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡePnVKkpRBs
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You locked me in. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtPQ3OC2ww
I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKmDF6Y5XA
And you laughed at me, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI9qqKYsoN
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dgX4jMGli
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB3zfJGdOE
Outside of these bars. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmmXNNILf6
I relied on what you said copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡynkOko765t
And did what you wanted, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj4sTjbzx0
And for one glorious moment copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkmAi9n0VD
I was able to feel! copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t0rhlPpsV
How do I continue livingcopyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡSReWj7gvGN
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU8Rvr1TrW
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzqx0HTQ7l
That would help.copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZcZWw7d1O
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wI9oeAp72
But I can try. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEBMbCu5tB
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeBDey9mLb
I know you hate me, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMITW67xwf
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSTbF5O9ah
But I need your presence. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBwneLVo7H
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡziuhbrojYU
Come back, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyNrKtwyDH
Please, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpinMw8IUg
I'm begging. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡquyVMKma3l
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BUT3EmAdZ
But I can change that, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3pzqb6zT1
I swear. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkwofi9Ctc
Please, just help me again. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzORsRwPrJ
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJNejeppNj
Despite what you say copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEEW2TfcwJ
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡoticlL4RAw
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqfoEyC4Yq
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡop42l7WBjs
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIWCVinZaY
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLoLa3jN7h
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwGiy2qvEK
Did you abandon me copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYsVBndZno
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSamEkpX7x
More talent? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl3WECZ47D
You wanted more, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5Ch1eEed2
So did you finally find that? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbUNyz7Ywf
If you did, copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMByJfaIki
Are you happy now? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9oZqpd5Dr
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hD24bBca8
Just return to me. copyright protection107ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFU3eEjpmD
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mRUsz7Wvp
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