A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzGE1R2KmP
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An Apology to Anonymous162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswZrqegGcM
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I know, okay? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrUJztnKNy
I know I messed up. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXKkjBi9YG
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrlBlG3F2k
Always have been. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MLYvlsT6g
Always will be. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgdbBwNUGM
I just need to feel again. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7dWJyCMeF
When I had your approval copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jrTiXeKQl
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hCetdKg8r
I could strive for something. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JzgFiPi53
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdnp6Fmlqd
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqviEZwpgE
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjnqz3JplO
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi2QI8v4uV
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡibmOt1N0q3
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhm3IW6rls
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOLiEtq9yV
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q6rEztsAU
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfbSiUPpla
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBZCTD5jND
Keeping me alive.copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTulk9VOCv
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8LU13OQt9
To light my way out of the prison copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kK0XDE3Xr
You locked me in. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡHclcxFlstX
I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc6J67MUYg
And you laughed at me, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZBO0yrFCp
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jBsv98RCC
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAOVjU36O1
Outside of these bars. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS1XG2w7H8
I relied on what you said copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOs9gYioPU
And did what you wanted, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EvPAOJDUx
And for one glorious moment copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhqHf6JLeq
I was able to feel! copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡULfmUwkdVa
How do I continue livingcopyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WPDLpru3m
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IEsqTy9EN
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyyQVsmfGh
That would help.copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNdfrYEStI
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvrTYRMx1r
But I can try. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBZSrVlOb1
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BPjQghv9L
I know you hate me, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡdogFiew4Mx
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡv69vZBqlpC
But I need your presence. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvdcO3t6zC
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN17sjmYo8
Come back, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUfFpegQzF
Please, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWaG9ZJC5j
I'm begging. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW6h4yBrxZ
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3TQIj4Z9E
But I can change that, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCAQiJP2mV
I swear. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBRsSW1uoy
Please, just help me again. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZCnPlGTkQ
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZt8PLRFOe
Despite what you say copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaPsCIoEcN
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGMP3CaKwv
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3u4ckQ40E
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAP72sQr63
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡejJ18NDjya
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9djdqE4uE
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMeyUh0KI6
Did you abandon me copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXpxZylDST
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH310hrFlW
More talent? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4IyCDQCoy
You wanted more, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcw9KwI59A
So did you finally find that? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXh2YijqXF
If you did, copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhJ5QmIGZ6
Are you happy now? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIiLR3hz8r
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8oranJuNH
Just return to me. copyright protection158ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99YTfPgXvf
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfxTC4I1S8
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