A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZXGMA5wYE
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An Apology to Anonymous152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoxWmeLep1
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I know, okay? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxtBFZqsl0
I know I messed up. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5v12SCNuK
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN27GZviAI
Always have been. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡdafGMUGcm1
Always will be. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF7IH9BjX6
I just need to feel again. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aU6hB6NTG
When I had your approval copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6RLNDFtQ2
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3ICMpMoIJ
I could strive for something. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMToTaZ0YT
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt0yfOcUh3
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN6FpS5bhO
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLBOauZavY
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cs4LHSYCa
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zX7fn0kzh
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u3JjdejoJ
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsWKwHrpF3
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGDwOSUOdt
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lY95inkBL
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Td0DKH59n
Keeping me alive.copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J4MgSFaHS
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡENeCXjUkEw
To light my way out of the prison copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IqkI34q9e
You locked me in. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiXS4eKJor
I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3fQFcaAxO
And you laughed at me, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DwxXfB1FK
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt2el6s6QR
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡysUNjA0tax
Outside of these bars. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiaPP84qaK
I relied on what you said copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqddEzk7Gb
And did what you wanted, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeES2Xs3rD
And for one glorious moment copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJVLzLUDc4
I was able to feel! copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnuBA9bVgR
How do I continue livingcopyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f6K78HAb9
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMT9ysVt57
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtu245cf0t
That would help.copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66IcRQlzqx
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFkBPT3Km9
But I can try. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUClWHr8Xr
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3yjgpaCYB
I know you hate me, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHgui5omPL
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGF82BQtKN
But I need your presence. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlRtF7SQKR
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUyHpRMOdB
Come back, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJieSlQIPA
Please, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKWmeCu7se
I'm begging. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT9xBzonnB
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXlicdD3Vt
But I can change that, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqeBMsdhzG
I swear. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyAF5bftyD
Please, just help me again. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xArPNEtQz
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv0b6NEj4e
Despite what you say copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAMzgSLvmj
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rRJSHxxbn
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78S7jYVXi0
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiBXSRQDnc
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwEOfwwM4H
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡabP3j82e5l
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhDQfvH595
Did you abandon me copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6BVURsqEx
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PIWS15Vgb
More talent? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvsTmHp3Ny
You wanted more, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84EK0zBtZf
So did you finally find that? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ174J4XL9S2
If you did, copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8yN2UurXh
Are you happy now? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06mERndsRd
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡISkNCpKnyD
Just return to me. copyright protection148ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTMYGOSagQ
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 152Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ri1HdPUm6
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