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#6
An Apology to Anonymous
EnnaStark
Sep 6, 2016
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A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 90Please respect copyright.PENANA3U2tpPB3pl
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An Apology to Anonymous90Please respect copyright.PENANAdHDhZZFZXR
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I know, okay? copyright protection86PENANA3YXUAeHelr

I know I messed up. copyright protection86PENANAQewMxX6VPL

I'm the one to blame. copyright protection86PENANA0cAdMr7lls

Always have been. copyright protection86PENANAtorqj2F0g1

Always will be. copyright protection86PENANAs6fZTNWZJM

I just need to feel again. copyright protection86PENANALJYlXLN568

When I had your approval copyright protection86PENANAyzxZ0Q1GRi

Or your scrutiny, copyright protection86PENANAIkpXjiLgiu

I could strive for something. copyright protection86PENANA34e1qbNdgT

But you left me in the dust, copyright protection86PENANAmOtUOtKQaC

Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection86PENANA8SXxQhQBy9

That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection86PENANA6BdkDDwqRN

I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection86PENANAjeCM8qgThr

And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection86PENANAvpjsXaKOMi

Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection86PENANAXSTbdwPJWH

Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection86PENANAxfV924AiXR

When your eyes lit up,copyright protection86PENANAJsh3VedF3Z

Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection86PENANAX1SRc5n2Pj

That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection86PENANAKmzFvBJ6UH

Keeping me alive.copyright protection86PENANAXDaeH5tULw

But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection86PENANAUJxMAKSXNH

To light my way out of the prison copyright protection86PENANAhx4QdAsXGm

You locked me in. copyright protection86PENANAEE0OTHUmCG

I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection86PENANATxprj0ccYZ

And you laughed at me, copyright protection86PENANAUgxY6LyzIe

Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection86PENANAVnSVcLD78f

Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection86PENANAN2Mdt6eFic

Outside of these bars. copyright protection86PENANAFdscbzXJ8G

I relied on what you said copyright protection86PENANAY44RZhCCoL

And did what you wanted, copyright protection86PENANAScNEqhLEW4

And for one glorious moment copyright protection86PENANARChkOsTMc2

I was able to feel! copyright protection86PENANAta6y16QEIe

How do I continue livingcopyright protection86PENANApBrdfSu1wr

When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection86PENANA5o3mISPBF1

Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection86PENANAE9bKIdQyRz

That would help.copyright protection86PENANAMhaevq6ZsD

I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection86PENANArx1uUJnJl2

But I can try. copyright protection86PENANALZcXKUaBs2

So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection86PENANAbfjmtONAOf

I know you hate me, copyright protection86PENANAefMfKHZ7ql

And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection86PENANAabkm85gjHI

But I need your presence. copyright protection86PENANAlSXFert12i

How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection86PENANAhgx3whKvpb

Come back, copyright protection86PENANARznbVwhcQY

Please, copyright protection86PENANAUbQSQ5kk7n

I'm begging. copyright protection86PENANACoDasasdGR

I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection86PENANApxrMJmj0z9

But I can change that, copyright protection86PENANAYtlPmcUHw2

I swear. copyright protection86PENANA49qHkTSN6y

Please, just help me again. copyright protection86PENANAFw56iOtCO2

I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection86PENANAMNv7CSjxzQ

Despite what you say copyright protection86PENANAzDZ0lkUd70

And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection86PENANAMMwRSPFlsu

I worked so hard to build. copyright protection86PENANAoehTmUMFrm

You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection86PENANAv10v2lQWzX

And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection86PENANAXlKtdCjSYM

Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection86PENANAnm0Egmy320

I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection86PENANApy2p34LT0k

Did you abandon me copyright protection86PENANARXGBrTeKMd

To find someone with more skill? copyright protection86PENANAw9zxOQUnTW

More talent? copyright protection86PENANAnjupIytusu

You wanted more, copyright protection86PENANAPjrvVSp9Db

So did you finally find that? copyright protection86PENANAmalWH9NCwH

If you did, copyright protection86PENANAyU03jJBNd4

Are you happy now? copyright protection86PENANAh2nJxjBXtf

Or is it still not enough? copyright protection86PENANA9QpuM7DAJa

Just return to me. copyright protection86PENANAhi4hlo0Xbd

I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 90Please respect copyright.PENANAdZltoxi8m3
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