A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFdfOmLRX6
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An Apology to Anonymous264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzU43L7bfz
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I know, okay? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDeYL5NStf
I know I messed up. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaRdt6GiLW
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LPuZ3urTm
Always have been. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFSdmuiG6L
Always will be. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqj5EXJhDo
I just need to feel again. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XAwvQu4K7
When I had your approval copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOYAjUTS1X
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKClpcxWFr
I could strive for something. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlGt73XMPU
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yiZ523z5z
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhWi0I4aRl
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡcikwidvRov
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSmef8XjEc
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡp41cGTvRO1
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QfBGcNx6M
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJwqYVd23L
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9BsEnGIPQ
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpsDyVlbvA
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF4wkQn6sm
Keeping me alive.copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUQ70fyDpz
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRjRByfN7J
To light my way out of the prison copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lS4E4FTSF
You locked me in. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡR130chzvbK
I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ9fKv9Vcg
And you laughed at me, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Uq6iyGT7
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl4TmChdm7
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSlyGJ1U1Y
Outside of these bars. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM7vfpxhEs
I relied on what you said copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5UEGyg2kb
And did what you wanted, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡleCQZYmTAH
And for one glorious moment copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq5AWXt95J
I was able to feel! copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmoHVmEbkX
How do I continue livingcopyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwvCrn1Dor
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeTFph2dTT
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmwbjCAmSh
That would help.copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1dIAuow32
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgX7LLgGhk
But I can try. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPYPlmIsRf
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAugf8aTl7
I know you hate me, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWOC8q7ogZ
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVKObDNJ4d
But I need your presence. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX0MMs6FnZ
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkXKjyNGwo
Come back, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFOrN7KB5a
Please, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYQI2HC9Eb
I'm begging. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmyMRzuZNM
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMMHY4MbGT
But I can change that, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4qoQRKBma
I swear. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNWQmgfAqS
Please, just help me again. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO3XxYl1OS
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKLSFOukcy
Despite what you say copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUn6hwgVS7
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qzkAx6xdd
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUVTHRIpF3
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjPALQtDOx
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU3JXh7HZQ
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsVtnoMlft
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvOP5cLCf9
Did you abandon me copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbXXlfBdxp
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIFBc0zwq4
More talent? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL09reftAw
You wanted more, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ5eUZLX9f
So did you finally find that? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡriTjfrS5BD
If you did, copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qDbMDVjz2
Are you happy now? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3BEOEQYqz
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7muY0AYbqS
Just return to me. copyright protection260ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAVfTv7DPI
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1MYsiSNwE
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