A/N: This is the second part of the two part thing. Again, interpretation is up to you lovelies. Thanks for reading! As always, feedback is appreciated and welcome! 102Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocGC04UTND
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An Apology to Anonymous102Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMoUuqDeNn
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I know, okay? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H0I30Nusk
I know I messed up. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr6E8hJnwl
I'm the one to blame. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG3RLdI5tN
Always have been. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡazvaiyb53E
Always will be. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡp05wEdNnBj
I just need to feel again. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOZMGKZpQt
When I had your approval copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡd03Iblgnrk
Or your scrutiny, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rk7nZlanW
I could strive for something. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6LtTsdTS4
But you left me in the dust, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡm55qNhM4Ee
Telling me I wasn't good enough, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG5JNtI8E6
That I wasn't going to make a difference. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58dQB6jPZb
I'm stumbling blindly about, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmgZN4gz8V
And I don't even know if I'm on a path anymore, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxBThpm0x0
Or if I'm walking back the way I came,copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D8jtKpMAp
Or if I'm just lost. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuLetyiK7r
When your eyes lit up,copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVZhOgGage
Seeing something they liked in my work, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmRkFk457F
That moment was my oxygen, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡu59fjCOCnW
Keeping me alive.copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33R2kFi0Qy
But your eyes never lit up brightly enoughcopyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2V5mAqrGy
To light my way out of the prison copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aDgqXTezg
You locked me in. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCj2EDIXEz
I couldn't see four feet ahead of me copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTBrYY2pqI
And you laughed at me, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxTBNjyHy7
Trying to stay on my feet in the dark, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJJhLoVtmz
Trying to find some way into the world copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SsEkrCmQ3
Outside of these bars. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OAYpoiX5Q
I relied on what you said copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43zOkkdfOA
And did what you wanted, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQthuNI79z
And for one glorious moment copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡbenMdNbvKh
I was able to feel! copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPkVEFfSU3
How do I continue livingcopyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKUV1pIKxS
When I've lost every reason to go on? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI7IukvGQf
Maybe if I apologize, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc5h7JWmBR
That would help.copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4ClZDKIoh
I doubt that any words will make anything better, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI0Jqv4WbU
But I can try. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡb86gqd0nAC
So, I'm sorry, okay? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1GRmGv7pT
I know you hate me, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0CpJ3VOZ6
And you're justified in doing so, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbfPsG3s3E
But I need your presence. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jFLa2rG9Q
How am I supposed to write without you? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyRcYBgTpf
Come back, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08rfXTW0mZ
Please, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡErjkctmEaw
I'm begging. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK5mW3YdXo
I know I write only for you and myself, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXwTdtN9u9
But I can change that, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99AsuMWRr6
I swear. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWQsjNwh0t
Please, just help me again. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtrcnEGaOa
I need to feel comfortable in my own mind again, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYkUqOHnG8
Despite what you say copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡu35lwo83G9
And despite the fact that you tore down the walls copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmDYy1Decr
I worked so hard to build. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwpJqQy8de
You made me feel comfortable with myself, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHil2PKbTr
And without you I can't even pick up a pen copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqNZom01Ac
Without feeling a weight on my chest. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0JTK9JjiW
I can't do the thing I want most to do. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyEQUHGFTz
Did you abandon me copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eZTeoffqQ
To find someone with more skill? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTRbMBlwUD
More talent? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsc7j6PZLI
You wanted more, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRXzLbX1ro
So did you finally find that? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡSThJ44lqAf
If you did, copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Ifb2m117
Are you happy now? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBZHaKT8Mk
Or is it still not enough? copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEdOoiSJIt
Just return to me. copyright protection98ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLxH1JJnKL
I promise I will finally measure up to your expectations. 102Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iQnN1V26B
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