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No Plagiarism!RkfKseu797KsM1rJcJ4uposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!648Please respect copyright.PENANA712tTwJhOO
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection644PENANAc451CN5nSm 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection644PENANA5vefgbyaqU 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAFNFecFQpTw 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAe3ubBbzhHD 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection644PENANAUNZDrlW7s3 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAuGqWyuc0Zc 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection644PENANAYhvavPbAnw 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAYJHPVhxuT2 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection644PENANAneLHfCcDry 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection644PENANA7bBk2Vt0UB 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAgcYnKiVSvs 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection644PENANA4y2NQEHLWO 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAor7Pk8nGpM 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAaJxZeIJZFn 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection644PENANAgh7s0cdT9R 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection644PENANARL2ioiH91E 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAU5AI4REC0J 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAMkEpHNyfOB 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection644PENANAajYUfzwEGZ 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAiDxcjEgJHa 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection644PENANAg0MKxlkdml 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAL0LwkBWQar 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection644PENANAqURv33wSLy 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection644PENANA6YQad3eEsJ 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAjedEqTmT9m 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAOjLV90ItBc 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection644PENANAha7WIG32uA 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAyxtAUes04z 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAt0Rtoe8hy0 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAt0dAThTsFl 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection644PENANArb3IireqTD 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAk8iWXCC3B2 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAWvZWky37cU 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAC12knoL7FZ 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection644PENANANZTkVm2BxT 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection644PENANARt27nVUZVz 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAuoe7LvNkY5 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAL0JzgEnTK6 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection644PENANA5icVzSCu7D 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection644PENANAu1K2UlUyGs 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection644PENANAonUYJdf5PM 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAoJorQI9AT0 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection644PENANAynEkplCxmN 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection644PENANAr54xBG7DL3 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAGrUKnjFD3O 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection644PENANA1S4cGhKF4N 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection644PENANAEE4woc2GzH 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection644PENANAWVOuVTWSMa 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection644PENANAw7Vv2LxcRW 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection644PENANAfsSBqVcH0h 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection644PENANAKtphGeTyvc 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAwE3ALOCDvH 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection644PENANA8UrApGesJX 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAiJe095Ol5h 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAc7nN3FJc5Z 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAIdKAqzsGD2 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection644PENANAkvLpl3lntP 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection644PENANAsMMk52DyxC 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection644PENANAWgtjMw5YT8 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAh8bZ29uiCI 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAqN4ULAcP5q 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection644PENANA3pTAf41u7y 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection644PENANAoeKSRwI4VV 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAzct2Q7fYB9 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAQKkCvVaZ6c 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAUGEHCyN0Yt 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAndZspiW6bc 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection644PENANADr9ilYVfM5 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAusMQPW9vAz 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection644PENANAN0FnpLPBKb 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection644PENANACHQ0aLoCNW 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection644PENANAcvfs7XhgHA 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection644PENANANoHIpY27wb 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection644PENANA3wE4ESY9TY 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAUqQQ7L56OP 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection644PENANAigIXqYwX0G 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAViRE5SOt8y 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection644PENANAwKzuCe63qW 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAx6CVbYUddy 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAQTwgjB1n8s 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAPMAIKOZKYu 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection644PENANAgm0blQw71H 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection644PENANA9c1PZlEiAM 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAK3q7DmJSSn 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAoIUnjziAUc 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAp2mQxvtylW 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection644PENANA3eGkbVWDz7 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection644PENANAcZ0v6HYz40 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection644PENANAlc5eVOIPHW 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection644PENANAMXEWnNg1Py 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection644PENANAwNlBuFVX36 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection644PENANAdZCMcY72my 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.648Please respect copyright.PENANAvy29xOcHIg
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