你有聽過這個迷信嗎？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1lnvHWlfr
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鬼差每年需要交出一定數量的人魂，而年尾就是牠們的交差最後機會，因此那段時期必有大型意外發生。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3907zsrb5
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我曾在京都見過妖怪並把牠驅除掉，但其印象實際在記憶中並不太清晰，只記得是有着九條尾巴的大怪物。惟有能夠肯定的是，我遇見的是實在的事物而並非無形的鬼魂。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmbWaDRjug
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鬼魂能夠被目擊，而目擊者只能單方面被鬼魂干涉的道理，個人認為非常不公平，因為遇上的話真的束手無策。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabfh11K4Q5
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以前不相信世上有鬼存在，單純出於不信任以前流下來的迷信。即使是現代，死後的世界依然為未知領域，人對死亡始終會產生不安和恐懼、引至產生幻想；現在我不會主動否定，也普通地討厭着。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu5TV4tZuB
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但是，說到底人心終於是最可怕。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTNzEWa26C
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不管好壞，「鬼」從來只生於人心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsLTLdCXEV
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進入新年的第二天，避雨亭接下了某奇怪的委託。最近少有的不是來自教會，而是附近居民。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PEgQSm5A0
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「驅鬼…？找我來去？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oO7IsHtg6
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話雖住廟數年，這種委託還是第一次。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgp85EaB3Q
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這地區都偏向不相信鬼神之說，況且是宗教關係的事件的話，人們應該更偏向找教會幫助。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyoActtOQN
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指被附身的初中男生以及其親姊，一位一聲不吭、另一位則顯得着急。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKonc1yoej
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「學姐，請將附上這孩子的「東西」趕走。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAhQTFO6Rc
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9QPyDOtSw
女生和我來自同一中學，當年中一的孩子已經快要畢業，竟然能被後輩認出，不禁感到感動。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh6RsBs2Nh
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「…是甚麼懲罰遊戲嗎？我家可不是一一」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKazk3I1te2
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出於同校反令我產生疑心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBebdyVqEt
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起初只以為是一個玩笑而拒絕了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRg78HekVu
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「拜託！我中一起已很尊敬學姐，從傳聞中知道學姐在廟工作，所以請通融一下！」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcCZvjAcF9
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本想拒絕，而她向我求助的聲音成功觸發記憶共鳴條件，我因此被吸進她的回憶。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGOz2GGXHZ
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時期一接近新年，街道角落總是充斥着紅色。傳統上的喜慶之事稱為「紅事」，死人葬禮等事儀則稱作「白事」，明明血光之災與紅事一詞更合襯。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSLFfYosYy
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然而紅白交織，她在年初出席了親人的喪禮。同時亦是弟弟首次參加的喪禮，是誰也總有一天需應付的儀式。而在喪禮後回家的途中，他則一聲不吭，黑着臉色。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZT7Mmexjy
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7NPj0HiTQ
但隔天之後，他變得對家庭的事變得積極，比以前更願意交流、關心周圍。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l4Ir5zfyk
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2mYBWAPJC
面對死亡會使人成長。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cSv9OIY7g
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家人以為他在豐富人生經歷後的變化，亦是惟一白事感到慶幸的一刻。直至她發現某事。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih4RMz8HKY
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弟弟他偶爾會做出與意外死者的同樣舉動。例如生前的死者曾常用指尖摩擦自己的髮梢。但由於弟弟是短髮，手指不斷在摩擦空氣，此舉令她不禁生疑，到底弟弟是否被死者附上身了？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIsFoULRM8
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pFLeQLIe2
至於的死者身份則是家中的妹妹，本來是中六的女生、中三的弟弟、以及一位剛升中的妹妹組成的三姊弟。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKjipr967k
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不過在年尾的一場連環交通意外中，坐在巴士上層前排的她因慣性，輕巧的身軀不幸地從破窗飛出車廂，因落地衝擊而肢體扭曲，死後甚至沒有閉上雙眼，死相十分滲人。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikmCXOcTfl
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F8h9VFuMn
「她肯定是死不瞑目。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1K1HmKdS6
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA1N2zxOpg
一連串事件令她深信妹妹已化為鬼魂附在弟弟身上。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡja1tpTN3xC
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wv196Rcos
要把當作鬼故事的確有其說服力，內容與報告的十分合理；另一方面，要把當作真實是另一回事。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCmcHkcBDG
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我在不相信鬼魂的同時，亦同樣不熟悉。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4MLinPj0u
而阿雨他似乎是相信鬼魂存在，但仔細的他也不太清楚。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWLS8nIoUR
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「據我所知不管宗教，死人附身活人也不必是壞事，也有可能出於保護欲。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NRFT4zcNE
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鬼魂有時候出於保護欲而留在人身邊，附身則是當中對本人影響最大的方法，想法、人格和日常動作都會受其影響。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFEmStojFs
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他是如此說道。說實我沒有自信能夠好好處理，本來打算把案件拋給他，但他卻因籌辦教會活動而沒空，只好自己接下。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZi8Ieky54
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雖然也有因為是被尊敬才拒絕不了的部分，算是自食其果。阿雨看見我苦惱的樣子便說：336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2b5ryUvbm
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MBJGBI6oi
「避雨亭的工作不能是只按要求解難，最重要的是你的看法，從你的角度去面對問題。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGEOvEGciU
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他指我沒有必要站在靈異角度看待事件，配合自己站於的科學角度給出結論，能否解決到時候再想。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLr01eocLI
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假設其一，創傷後遺症。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL6mhL5ckS
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我首先懷疑是否妹妹的突然死亡做成精神打擊，令他本人不自覺在仿效妹妹，製造依然存在、補償失去的感覺。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnQ5U2cuVw
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第二假設是人格分裂，一種屬於後天形成，出於逃離傷痛而形成的保護型人格。為了保護主人格的心理狀態，自然生成了一個妹妹人格來代替已失去的妹妹，而這一切主人格毫不知情。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOChGdB4XW
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「…妹妹？你在嗎？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lTFnUkBGG
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U7oSs1TrG
在京都之旅後，我的膽子大了一丁點，在第二次會面嘗試主動呼喚妹妹出現。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6RVrjnI69
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然而「她」卻似乎在陌生人前不會有反應、或者抱有戒心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nzNxc3o3I
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如是者，第二次亦一無所獲。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuasn8Hg7D
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uhUP3Wrko
在沒有掌握到任何支持的論據下進入觀察階段，獲得後輩的協助，開始跟跡弟弟以獲取更多仔細。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGz6fETiTE
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanUuFIC6Jd
從中發現他在家中偶爾的行為舉止、談吐間的語氣都偏向女性。相反，其他場合下則毫無跡象，完全十分普通的男生。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOF8c4deRd
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由於態度過於兩極，使人格的假設比較有力。第二人格會由特定情景而現身，在家人面前、與家人一起的時候。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUJp8DnmOw
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lEJrDTiR7
為了刪去是在刻意做戲的可能性，我在獲得同意下，把錄下的影片給小又觀看。同時持有兩性眼光的她，可能找出我們看不出的細節。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1nMGcP0Ja
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小又在神父口中知道避雨亭的運作，而似乎她在年輕世代是名人，在後輩的陪同下許可十分乾脆。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAgaHGVXUL
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「前輩的人脈可真廣呢。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljxkJBSzha
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在語音的對面，小又剛看完錄影。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LDom9P9PU
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「嗯…」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnliVK0Nsh
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「怎樣？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfzEvJyKRA
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「這孩子動作很自然了，要消去意識的動作需要年月累積。或許是「這邊」的天才吧。」後輩感到驚訝，我則自然地把後面的話無視。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLHXBXzvQn
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「果然是反射性動作…。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dg43Cgbt3
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既然不是該意，那麼動作的意義又是甚麼？以小又為例，她是將情感以小動作形式表達出來，人人的表達方式不同。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Gshelpg1
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那個人格透過妹妹的身份想表達甚麼？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2Xar3LVML
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作為幫助的代價，小又和我約好要陪她打遊戲，這天便讓後輩回去。腦內還思考著表達的問題，不自覺問了敏感的問題。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTPEP4lhIu
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「小又為甚麼想當女生？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGlrNKv024
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或許不是想不想的問題，問法的確不謹慎。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvfqzXQqPF
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「欸到現在才在意嗎？怎樣好呢~要請我吃甚麼才好呢~」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug3mbizp0Z
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然而她的反應比想像中熱烈，並且態度也很正面。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOySBsVnOKT
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BK035C5uC
「半箱鯡魚罐頭送到澳洲，包運費，要嗎？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBiUJvNvV5
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「真小氣…」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvuoaLahNs
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「吓？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuieNSS8HJa
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「不要每次也馬上認真啦，開玩笑而已。那個呢…是女生的話，光明正大說別人壞話亦會被接受；男生做只會顯得小家子，不是嗎？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5VDS9go6T
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「真的？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFnSciW6Qr
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「要是阿風一整天在碎碎念念，不斷說別人壞話，反而你會喜歡嗎？」她先嘆氣，再開口：336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvNjPFxsRV
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJTaldHclY
「說真的話…因為我更喜歡「這邊」的自己，所以選了這邊。我的情況是這樣，不清楚其他人。我不想強行對喜歡的事賦予理由，被深究也感覺不好受。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRghMiEq8T
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「…見是大姐姐你我才會答，記得不要外傳，尤其是阿風。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLIkZnlTxq
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孤兒院出身，因為是孤兒，所以走偏了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYki8JksK6
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這是無比刺耳但反駁不了的話，是事實的同時，她討厭人們會把把一切與背景掛鈎。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6rlmw2IY3
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人只能接受出生，沒有拒絕權，因此要把一切推向受害者身上是不合理。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQUJF1wWzI
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但嘗試將世界的一切凹凸不平修正，排除存在的不合理正是人類的壞習慣。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg54Wv7Qyz
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「明明一點也不清楚，卻自已為是的聯想並歸因的人，我最討厭。」她會堅持自己的主見到底，不想成為只會點頭的人。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmsuLJtAcH
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqsu1VuaX7
的確有人說「學會接受是長大成人的證明」，人成長下去必會碰板，難不免會不甘心，但從現實不斷學習下，那份不甘會自行消失，學會面對和接受現實的方式。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgWOLZuZkA
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然而理論中的大人始終只是理論。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmhpDVhcXZ
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「滾回去！！」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWzTom2HBr
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被潑水已是自中學以來的事，被正面潑水倒是首次。相比起溺水，這對鼻子的物理衝擊意外的痛。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFOlJAUyky
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而做出此舉的是後輩的祖父，似乎在商量過後，祖父母不想「妹妹」離開，父母亦認為「妹妹」是家人，沒有馬上趕走的必要。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfBQtJJnyQ
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死去的妹妹是位活潑的好孩子，受周圍歡迎，才會年尾不斷和朋友出遊，而遇上意外。先把這事放到一旁，老後反變得蠻不講理、盲目接受虛象的出色大人，至少我不想成為。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWJvJT2f7L
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雖不是不能理解，他們才剛失去孩子、失去孫子的傷口尚未結疤便再被掀起。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNKIHXzVye
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何況是要再次被奪走，不好受是肯定的。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltuiqIeThN
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDmTfqxbWT
「前輩說那不是真正的妹妹，她已經死了。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGqA2F11CG
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2l5yvycJH
在場惟一的同伴只有後輩而已。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNz0iADnAu
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreOt4F3Bds
「別相信些無根據的話，她會比我熟悉孫子的為人嗎？」後輩的祖父一看已感到這人很頑固，肯定沒打算聽取意見便已決意把我趕走。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqy3SL8jZP
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然而彌補空虛的代價，只會隨著時間越來越高。例如關係到弟弟今後未來這點，他們已經忽視了。這群大人會為了一個死人而犧牲活人，說實單方面被咒罵下，耐性也快要到極限。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhZy602xKP
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而在擾攘之中，作為當事人的弟弟突然衝出房門。和我對上眼後，連鞋子也沒有穿上便奔出家門。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL51WIUvNZc
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奇怪的是，在場沒有人追上去。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoR7s3dXSC
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反而場面都冷靜下來，看來不是第一次。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzD3vUcRtb
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就趁著這時機，我馬上解釋道：「…先說好，我無意拆散你們家庭，所以先冷靜下來。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMipg5ppqdH
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「你不是寺廟出身，來驅鬼嗎？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V1y8jhbYG
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「我不是寺廟出身，亦不是來驅鬼的。你弟弟身上的是病症。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5H8oVda3N
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跟在錄影觀察的一樣，主人格一有不如意的事便會逃避。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5tQkGMcf9
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不出一陣子他便回來。打開家門看見大家都冷靜下來，他馬上鬆了一口氣。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x1RObdkHE
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「那當事人已回來，正如我跟各位剛才說明的一樣，方法已經找到。」我再說：336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95s3m2auLU
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「…切除和共存，兩邊也是方法。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PtwvBOENb
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「不過，最後決定由你決定。不是她，不是他們，是你。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhRLfE5Luc
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外國的人格分裂患者共存的案例有不少，由不同人格進行不同婚姻關係亦存在，最重要的是身邊的人支持。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfwotTVqc3
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老一輩聽到反而不明白：「是精神患病的話不應早切除嗎？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQjZANpSXl
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「人格分裂必有原因，不是簡單可切除的東西。不懂原因的話，甚麼切除方法也沒有用。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrjy2mIieZ
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugW1lWimux
「你說呢？「妹妹」？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPXZCd12E8
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這一問亦使「妹妹」首次在我面前現身。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mPRGqkOLY
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbteXYE4P7
肩膀、眉間和唇邊的肌肉鬆下，眼神和像轉了個人般。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTCabIqc1H
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其實在弟弟逃出家門，對上眼的一刻，兩邊人格的記憶已湧進我腦內。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbwfcOEBtJ
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmId1Ww6lHa
出於家庭原因，姐姐主要由祖父母生活、弟弟和妹妹跟父母一起生活。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE8wQsTFO5
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkpucFYlVa
因生活習慣不一，姐姐和妹妹的關係一直並不好，經常因小事而爭執起來。奇怪的是，祖父母總偏袒妹妹、父母會偏幫姐姐，而夾在中間的弟弟只會逃離現場。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgsgPg7cZ1
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因為只要他逃走過後回來，事情都會冷卻下來，因此形成了習慣。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJO5rx3bze
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurACv2GfTd
喪禮當天最大的衝擊不是自身失去一事，而是他看姐姐抱頭大哭。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEkk9abrz4
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「…早知道便不要常與你鬧翻。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfpGbuOBTC
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當回望過去時，發現沒有快樂回憶可細數。就這樣分別，真的好嗎？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ5xQM8tsj
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他萌生的想法，間接形成「妹妹」的人格。對一直只會逃避的自己，他覺得自己有必要負下責任。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTENYo9yHe4
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換言之，這為了拯救她們的關係而出現的人格。起初主人格沒有無自覺，直至被帶到避雨亭。妹妹人格為了不讓他混亂而選擇共有着記憶，從此分好各自的職責。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLunTzMnuJK
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxD8W03f9O
「我明白我會影響他自身的未來，共存也必然是艱難的路，所以如果你說要把我除去，我不介意，畢竟已死。只是……」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3yUzqkKdc
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「公公，以後請不要馬上以暴力待人，我討厭那種人。還有，抽煙也要適可而止哦。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB2IeJKDlh
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「婆婆，我很喜歡的飯菜，雖然外表和顏色也不討好，但我很喜歡。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvg8ix0BAw
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczlJy32vlt
「爸爸媽媽，記住不要再在學業上向他施壓。他還是有好好在溫習的。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGDd7IRdAa
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHFyB9fssP
「姐姐，以前的事…對不起，是我太任性。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xeZK6sg1N
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYNPumjbyG
當大家默默的落淚時，人格轉換為弟弟。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYaHhx27hG
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhRuEaha3c
「正如大家所看，她不是壞人，真的就像妹妹本人一樣……」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78Born12Kx
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不用說出口，意見已定好。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvTugJaK08
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「那就好好珍惜吧，這種機會並不多。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYHyEP5Jv1
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正如當初所說，我尊重本人的意見。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUbQ0otqSS
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然而在這種案例中，當主導權重回主人格手上時，亦意味副人格將會在不久後消失。因為「鬼」已沒有需要殘留世上。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCcLYi3fqE
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我之所沒有說，因為這是早晚的事。一存在過，便會有消失的一天。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJT4jVvfIq
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最後決定時限的是副人格，她的使命她最清楚，我的工作就到此就止。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt9RJQLFw1
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當然我沒有實際驅鬼，與本來接下的內容不一，本應不能收取報酬。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiS0JF7EIF
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「不對的，前輩所驅走的是我心中的鬼。所以說好的報酬我會付的。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mOTJmfAmO
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最後除了後輩說好的收費以外，祖父母說當作是道歉送了不少零食給我，應該是新年間親戚間互送的東西，每款也分了一點。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz1ol2fmpa
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OrtTf2jy3
到最後感覺又因外表被她的祖父母當作小孩子，但當中有些高價的零食，而且還有這麼多種類，怎會有怨言。如是者完成這個委託後，我便拿著一大袋零食回歸。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLcCg9OPlg
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我以前的家在爸爸死後都沒有節慶氣氛，媽不是會享受節日的人種，與親戚也沒有打好關係，所以我與利是和送禮無緣。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡackmz8gOaB
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惟有金錢尚算會給我，但也就此而已。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i28NguIoR
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以前的我應該不懂這份能從別人獲得甚麼的喜悅。現在可不同，不同的相遇為我的生命中添上了不同的顏色，能夠好好接受十人十色的世界。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ727dan71nx
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能行走的路從來不只一條。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHszEr7PJCA
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就當在期待零食的美味，快將回到家門之際，發現有人在避雨亭的門前倒下了，是一位女士，而師公也在一旁昏倒。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrcDvhFTD1
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「師公？！」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiNSlRNd2B
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「小晴…為師休息一下便可以。但她……」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xCIEDez8J
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1fhrMU9AJ
師公不知為何想阻撓我走向女士身邊，然而一確認，懷念的同時也勾起尚殘留身體的厭惡。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNB81a4LDk
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「欸…怎麼會……媽？你沒事吧？要叫救護車才行……」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeVM7dhcHG
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曾經分歧的路再次匯聚。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa16GZ7nD3
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那時候我逃了，放下心頭大石的我不止沒有後悔，反而在感謝自己的決定。要是以前的我，為了獲得自由未必會伸出援手，任由媽自生自滅，當時就這般討厭她。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI9mu4tQxe
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厭惡直至現在仍有殘留，早已滲進全身。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKuQfMeIfz
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但見死不救，果然做不到。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgCHdFC8hI
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顯現能力把她背起，並趕往最近的醫院。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4C2Jf5bHK
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJIhVeuQCv
媽的狀態沒有大礙，醫生只是可能日常過勞引起貧血。當職員問起我是誰，「家屬」兩字已衝口而出，內心有點複雜。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkr9gP7R8Z
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「是阿晴…？真的是阿晴嗎？！」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyH6ND7eYB
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媽在半昏迷下似乎有我把她送院的記憶，因此不管醫護阻止並走出診療室。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ixSpzx0hZ
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我只默默的簽下文件，淡淡地說：「在醫院內小聲一點。沒有大礙的話我走了……」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA6JLktDGv
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但走到途中，我卻步了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl5mJLyzlt
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「媽。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNNXwewj20
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「怎麼了？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIwb1lC9Le
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「我現在很幸福，不用擔心，就這。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRMCQHoI6V
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沒有回頭，我始終沒有勇氣面對她。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbLbjrPb5w
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臉上除了淚水甚麼也沒有。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCTYDkG5ys
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媽當時真的有在擔心我……種種經歷下抱歉並說不出口。像是自滿般的讓總在擔心的她感到安心，已是這不孝的女兒最後能盡的孝道。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZydTuxIrDs
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